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Course you can disagree and you totally make sense 😊 But leme say my bit another way... I just think that she already realizes the difference of his presence. Consciously, she acknowledges it as making her 'happier' but at some level of her subconscious she understands more. The last scene yesterday, and her confessions there, signify that she has been introspecting more than she shows. It was in fact one of the thing which surprised Kesar - if you go back watch that scene - when she says sach kahun to maine bhi ye sawal khud ko kai baar pucha hai... he looks up like he wasn't expecting her to say that, because it is direct indication of that fact that she's been spending her thoughts on the matter of her future - of what next, 2 months from now, and when she thinks of that time, it automatically translates to thinking of life without him - despite the way they've both formally agreed to just live just in the moment for now... The just in the moment life has not stopped her from thinking ahead - and the fact that her thoughts have been mixed - the fact that she admits to even hoping she could just stay back somehow, is evidence that her mind is cognizant of all facts but she's still not sorted them out to put them together as the big picture... The realization, as you pointed out yesterday - that it's all about Kesar at this point and not the house or the family... is definitely yet to come, but insinuation of the idea, an inception of it, is not completely missed by her subconscious.So I think Kesar's absence is a 50-50 vote to that effect. It could further her understanding of exactly why she needs him - because precision is what she's missing in understanding his place in her life - but then again, isn't his presence doing that a whole lot better? Given she's no longer ducking from him, even opening up, and given most importantly, that Kesar no longer holds back his words ... I think the chances of a revelation for her stands at least a 50% chance of happening in his presence, than absence... because I just think this is different from what it was like before she herself offered to be friends. Before that happened, he wasn't sure of how candid he could get, and every now or then he held back - not to mention Galool walls popping up every now and then! Now the walls have been replaced by either greater bonding, or simply her personal awareness of him. And with either of those traits at play, her progress towards the big bang revelation can only be hastened.Then again, absence does have it's own ways - undeniably - so I suppose 50-50 credit is fair. Depends hugely on how the CVs take it from here... Do I make sense now?! 😆
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