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Chapter 18

Kesar and gulaal went inside the house...in the morning gulaal was preparing breakfast and kesar was getting ready for his college...

he went in the ktichen he glanced at her and asked breakfast ready hai then he paused and said "gulaal"

Gulaal was chopping vegetable..she heard her name and she stopped..the sound of her name on his lips was so sweet intense and passionate..that her heart skip the beat for a sec...kesar had never call gulaal by her name he has always addressed her as aap tum inhe wo but never her name...never infront of anyone...and now that he called her by name it sounded as if a soft breeze has tinkled a wind chime?as if a stone has propogated a wave in the still water

She turned around..looked at him

He asked again "gulaal breakfast ready hai"

She said haan?..

she asked "so cappuccino or mocha"

He replied "tea"

And her eyes twinkled she didn't said anything and went inside the kitchen to make tea and he sat there watching her making his breakfast

then they had their breakfast and they headed out the door for their works

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in the evening kesar came home gulaal had already came home she was sloshing the sponge in the dirty plates..kesar came in the kitchen and said "yeh kya kar rahi ho"

gulaal said "plates saaf kar rahi hun"

kesar replied "to ab tumhe safai k bhi bimari lag gayi"

gulaal said "nahi aaj bai nahi aayi hai.isliye ghar ka kaam kar rahi hun"

kesar stood there and then came near and started washing the dishes

gulaal refused him to do so she said "tum yeh sab kyu kar rahe ho??.rehne do mein kar lungi"

kesr replied "kyu mein kyu nahi kar sakta"

gulaal replied "acha nahi lagta"

kesar asked "r..u biased?. ki ghar ka kaam sirf ladkyion ko karna chahiye and other sort of stuff "

gulaal smiled and didn't said anything.she let him help her..and together they cleaned the dishes..swept the floor...dusted the furniture..

and then they cleaned kesar's room...they put the books in place..dusted the furntinure and made the bed...finally the room was clean...kesar and gulaal were so tired they took a deep breath and sat on the bed edge..kesar laid himself down on the bed and gulal sat beside him...gulaal and kesr were happy as the house was clean

gulaal was looking at the room and kesar was staring her he was taken by her timeless beauty...she was so lovely inconcievably beautiful inspite being tired...

gulaal looked at the room and cheerfully said "ho gaya"

kesar who was so lost in her that he unintentionally said "ho raha hai"

gulaal turned around she was amused she asked "what? Kya kaha?"

All of sudden kesar stoop up he was puzzled as he even didn't know what he said.he became consciuos...he quickly stood and said "kuch nahi "and then walked away

Gulaal also didn't understood and she got engaged herself in other household activities

Then she went inside the kitchen to prepare the dinner kesar saw her and asked "tum ab kya kar rahi ho"

Gulaal said "dinner prepare kar rahi hun"

Kesar replied "subah se kaam kar rahi ho aur ab dinner bhi banaugi?bilkul nahi hum dinner bahar karenge"

Gulaal said" iski jarurat nahi hai mein kar lungi"

Kesar said haan pata hai par koi bahana nahi chalega hum sab bahar dinner karne chalenge"

And then kesar called rewa.rewa came out

Kesar said "rewa panba ko bula lo hum sab bahar dinner par chal rahe hain"

Rewa said "par panba ka aaj vrat hai wo kaise jaa sakti hai"

Kesar said "to phir tum chalo"

Rewa didn't wanted to disturb them so she made an excuse "nahi tum duno jaao aaj tv pe ache movie aa rahi hai mein ghar par hi rahungi"

Rewa then said to gulaal "bhabhi aap aur kesar chale jaayeye"

And then she asked kesar to take gulaal with her

Kesr said playfully "thek hai double decker tu boring movie dekh?hum delicious khana kha k aayenge aur aakar mein tujhe detail mein bataunga meine waha kya kya order kiya"

And then kesar said "chalo gulaal hum chalte hain"

Gulaal said "haan mujhe change to karne do"

Kesar said "nahi aisa hi thek hai ab fatafat chalo mujhe bahut bhik lag rahi hai"

Gulaal said "par purse to lene do"

Kesr said "koi jaruat nahi hai lets go"

Kesar and gulaal sat in the car and kesar was driving the car suddenly he remembered panba had asked him to bring some stuff he stopped the car near a shop and said "ghar k liye kuch saman lena hai waapas aate waqt kahi shop band naa ho jaaye islye abhi le leta hun tum yanhi wait karo"and he cameout of the car and went inside the shop

He asked for some houslehold stuff and then he put his hand inside the pocket and search for the wallet much to his dismay he had forgotten his wallet at home..he was embarrassed he searched his pocket and realized that he had only 35 rs in his pocket.he dropped the things at shop and came out of the shop in disappontment

Kesar was so angry at himself he was so frustrated with his stupidity

"How dumb can I be?.ab gulaal ko35 rs mein dinner kaise karau" he said to himself

he knew he has asked gulaal to leave her purse and now he was highly embarrassed he was in deep thought.

then a loud music drew his attention he looked around and saw a wedding party was taking place at a nearby wedding hall

he quietly watched and his eyes twinkled

he went to the car and said to gulaal " gulaal mera friend mujhe abhi raaste mein mila tha uski sister k wedding reception chal raha hai bahut insist kar raha tha to mein mana nahi kar saka...would u mind agar hum reception attend kare"

gulaal said "isme problem kya hai koi baat nahi"

kesar smiled and took gulaal in the wedding reception they enjoed the reception and they had a grand dinner..afterwards they came out of the reception and started walking towards the car

gulaal was smiling she said "ache log hain aur tumhare frns k sister kitni sundar lag rahi thi"

kesar was noding his head

gulaal said "tum mujhe inka number dena hum kabhi inhe dinner par jarur invite karenge"

kesar stopped and said "actually hum unhe invite nahi kar sakte"

gulaal asked "kyu"

kesr said "kyunki hum unhe nahi jante"

gulaal was clueless

kesar said "wo mein apna wallet ghar par hi bhul aaya to socha free mein delicious khana khaane ka purana formula try kiya jaaye"

gulaal said "matlab hum unhe jaante bhi nahi hai aur tum wanha mujhe le gaye" she said in shock

kesar "haan"

she was blank she stood in utter bewilderment and then after a while said in fear" humne un logo k saath khade hokay photo bhi khich waayi hai...unhe pata chal gaya to humpar police case ho jayega"

kesar laughed and said naughtily " kis jurm mein free mein khana khaane k...waise itna bhi free nahi tha meine pure 21 rs ka evelope diyaa hai...no worry unke jaan pehchaan waale se jyada hi diya hoga..."

gulaal looked at him" aur hum pakde jaate to"

kesar" no chance ab tak 10 wedding party attend kar chuka hai...kuch nahi hua...aur agar pakde bhi jate to kah dete tum doctor ho apke yanha se jo bhi khana khakar bimaar paedega uska free mein ilaaz kar denge"

Gulaal and kesar looked at each other and then burst into laughter...making all the noises generally they don't want anyone to hear.

Gulaal was trying to catch her breath as she was laughing really hard...after so many days she was actually laughing she was a free spirit she tried to contol herself then burst into laughter that approaches tears...gulaal was laughing and then she remembered vasant...she remembered how happy and careless she use to be with vasant...how her days were filled with laughter wen he was around?she use to smile laugh with vasant...gulaal was thinking how it seemed like only yesterday when all that had happened and then she remebered her vasant was not with her.she became grief stricken her heart filled wth pain and sorrow...she could no longer stem the flood of emotions inside her...and she burst into tears

Kesar who was still laughing...saw her in this state..he was frightened and numbed.

Gulaal cried uncontrollably..kesar was clueless he came near her she looked at kesar and ran...kesar ran after her...she ran in the lonely street and cried bitterly kesar came and he was scared he asked frightfully "tum kyu ro hai ho gulaal"

Gulaal tried to ran said "jaane do mujhe"

but kesar grabbed her and asked "nahi gulaal kyu ro rahi ho kya hua abhi to khush thi naa phir"

gulaal was crying she replied in chocked voice "nahi khush rehna mujhe...mein khush nahi rehna chahiti"

kesr was now in tears he asked with watery eyes "kyu gulaal kyun khush nahi rehna chahiti"

gulaal cried "kyunki meri khushiyaan mere jazbaat mar chuke han vasant k saath meri khushiyaan jaa chuki hain"

she was feeling guilty y she was laughing wen her biggest happiness has left her forever.

Kesar hold her and said "insaan k jaane se emotions nahi chaale jaate...tum apni khushiyaan ko dabba sakti ho gulaal par maar nahi sakti wo hamesha humare pass rehte hain"

He continure "hum humans hai for god sake...gulaal hume hassi k baat par hassi aayegi..rone k baat par roona aayega... khushi milne par khushi mehsoos hogi hum apne emotions se apna naata nahi tod sakte"

"Kyu hua yeh mere saath" Gulaal was pouring her heart out for the first time?how lonely she felt without vasant

Kesar said sadly "yeh zindagi hai gulaal aksar aise haadse hote hain humari zindagi mein...par hum kuch nahi kar sakte...hum apni zindegi apni marzi se nahu chun sakte hume un hadsaa k saath apni life ko adjust karna padta hain gulaal..

Gulaal cried "par mujhe nahi chahiye koi life koi kushi jo vasant k bina ho...nahi chahiye mujhe"

Kesar looked at her and said "kyun gulaal?.kya tumhara pyaar itna kamzor hai k vasantbha k pass rehne se hi tune khushi milegi aur agar wo pass naa ho to tum unhe yaad karke takleef mein rahogi..agar aisa hai gulaal to yankeen maano aaj tum sabse jyaada takleef vasantbha ko hi de rahi ho.".

Gulaal looked at kesar

Kesar looked into her eyes he was holding her with his arms, he said "haan gulaal vasantbha aaj tumhe is tarah rote hue dekhenge to behad afhoos karenge..wo tumahari zindagi mein tumhe sirf khusiyaan dene aaye par tum unki wajah se itni dukhi ho to who sirf yahi soch rahe honge ki kash wo tumhari zindagi mein kabhi aaee hi nahi..gulaal aaj tumhare aansoo vasantbha ko sabse jyada rula rahe honge..gulaal is tarah khud ko chot pahuncha kar vasantbha ko kyu chot pahuncha rahi ho tum "

Gulaal couldn't hold herself she was overwhelmed with grief and she fall into his arm and began to weep...kesar stood still for a moment and then passed his arm around her.she cried "mujhe vasant ki bahut yaad aati hai"

Kesar cried too...he said in tears "mujhe bhi aati hai par tarah ro kar mein vasantbha ko takleef nahi dena chahta.wo bahut akele honge gulaal unko hum khush rah kar unhe shaanti de sakte hain"

Kesar and gulaal were sharing their pain grief loneliness sorrow with each other..she was sobbing in his arm and he was consoling her like a gaurdian he was saying don't worry everything will be all right.

..and after sometime she stopped crying and she she was in his arms with closed eyes he held her without speaking she felt that his caress kept lonilessness and fear away..the affection the tenderness she longed for lied within his arms she felt the warmth of his breadth in her face and she savoured the closeness of his body.. her thoughts her mind were blank her world seemed to stopped at that momment the wind was blowing with a sound the crackers were bursted backside at the wedding reception the clouds was thundering but all she can feel was the warmth of his body.. she opened her eyes looked into his eyes that were filled with an unknown emotions for her there was the helpless rush of emotions..but then she realized that she was holding kesar and kesar realized he was holding her suddenly she jerked away...kesar withdrew himself and took a deep breath

They stood still in bewilderment..then kesar phone rang...he picked the phone rewa was on the other side she asked"kesar ghar kab aayoge"

Kesar said "haan bas pahunch rahe hain"

Both of them then quielty sat on the car and reached home