-Bekhudi-
part 10
He lifted her chin in a jerk to meet his eyes. His eyes was crimson red spitting fire. Aab tum who project handle karogi. He said thrusting a bigger set of files in her lap.
He crossed his arms & turned his back to her.
U may leave now.
She looked at the files & then at him
aab mujhe ghoor ghoor ki kya dehik rahi ho
she narrowed her brows..wondering how did he know. He was not even facing her.
Javoo he shouted in frustration he didn't know wat was it with her he could just lose himself around her . May it be anger of '.
She made a cute little face cribbing, picking up the files as she rose.
He gulped hard & tried to control himself.
She was silent feeling scared & he was quiet wondering wat to say,
nothing..!! thats wat he could think.. just blank..
his eyes looked here & there & then the closeness enveloped them. The warmth made their heart thud against each others. They remained silent letting their heart talk. His hands slowly rested on her waist like they belonged there. Her cheek rested on his chest, eyes closed. His cheeks caressed her head softly melting into her feel. He was so soft & gentle she had no escape. Her hands now softly held the files. The grip was so light it could fall any time. He didn't like anything between them. He softly took the files & placed it on the table beside them. She closed her eyes tight when she felt her chest pressing against his yearning heart beat. His hands held her tight..still softly unlike his usual self. Her hands slipped around his torus longing to hold him. He gave in completely to her hold pressing himself to her. They remained in each others arms lost,
lost of time, lost of their feelings towards each other.
It was just behkudi.
Najane kaisen hosh ko rahen the..
Behkudi main khud ko bulay beten, nasdik ho ke bhi machal utten
Na koi gila na koi shikawa..bus behkudi main bebas horahen the..
ab to behkudi bhi sambhaale nahi sambhalti,
jo woh bahoon main the, tho hosh ko batein
bus yun hi kamsoh behkudi ko jiyen ja rahen the...
it was the feeling of being one.. one heart, one soul.. entrapped in different bodies which now seemed one. Neither of them resisted or let go. His phone rang...breaking the beautiful feel that captured their soul together. She snapped out of his arms & looked at him with teary eyes terrified with wat was this whole about. His kissing in anger was still attributed to his dirty cheap character but this ...this feeling they shared.. wat was he doing to her..
She ran through the corridor until she reached the lift. She pressed the lift button couple of times nervously. She hated herself to have such confused feeling towards him. Thats when she realized she has forgotten the file. She hit her head & cursed herself. Looking up at babaji.. aakhir aap chaaten kya ho babaji..
when he didn't respond she shot a quick prayer & peeped in. The room was completely empty. She sighed in relief & her eyes again scanned the room & fell on the table where the file was. She sneaked in & silently took the file & tried to escape, when her eyes fell on the blood stain all over the table & on the floor. Her eyes filled with tears depicting the pain in her heart. She restlessly looked around. When she could not see him any where she almost cried. She looked down & followed the blood trail that lead to the balcony, where he stood with his dripping hand. She rushed towards him & took his hand in hers. He jerked with her touch & closed his eyes when he felt her fingers softly caressed his wounds.
She held his arm & dragged him to the washroom.
He snapped his hand again & his latched hand onto her hair before she could even react, holding her in such a way that just screamed paranoid. His eyes were wide and his pupils dilated, but it only took a moment for him to ease seeing her not reacting rather just melting in his hold like a molten candle with tears in her eyes, concern dripping ..
What? He snapped not wanting to read those eyes
she knew he was angry with her. She knew he hurt himself because of her. But why did she care, why did her heart bleed seeing him in pain, seeing him bleed. She couldn't not see him in like this, she just held his hand & tried to wash it. He tightened his grip on her hair. She didn't complain his eyes glued on her & hers on his bleeding hand. Her eyes fell on the first-aid kit in the shelf of the wash room. She took out the cotton & applied the medicine that burned him not more than the burn he felt with in being near her. He pulled her hair to close the distance between their lips.
Maan groaned, controlling the urge to eat her up as he kissed her, fanning the flames of fire searing them both. His hands pressed her into him, she held the bandage in place softy squeezing it, lost in his wildness, the friction of her heat had him groaning passionately, he deepened their kiss as he pressed her against the wall. His mouth left her lips & kissed the tears that formed in for him. He looked down at her. Geet looked into his red eyes, still worrying his wound. He looked from one eyes to another searching for the reason.
Dev - daadi door is open
they walked in to see Maan almost on geet. Pinning her againt the wall.
Savithri devi looked away, that didn't move Maan away from geet. He only slipped his hand around her waist & tugged her closer. She felt embarrassed. He now stood beside her facing the intruders.
Savithri devi - Maan chodo usen. Woh waisen ladki nahi hain
Maan - jaisen bhi hain meri hain..
all of them looked at him in shock even geet
Maan - mera matlab hain meri secretary
savitri devi - she is my responsibility Maan
Maan - not any more
Savitri devi - Maan
his grip tightened around Geet's waist. It became rough & hurting.
Geet looked at him in shock
Savitri Devi - humne aapke sabhi galtiyon ko nazar andaz kiya hain, iska matlab yeh nahi ki aap she looked away in disgust.
Maan looked away not willing to bugde.
Savitri Devi - har baat ki haad hoti hain Maan, aap is tarah Geet ke saat peshan nahi aa sakten. savitri devi looked at Geet feeling guilty.
Geet immediately looked at Maan still standing with a stern look.
Geet - nahi maam aap galat samjh rahen ho
Maan still looked away.
Geet looked at him & then Daadi. - woh inken haat main chot lagi thi
Daadi immediately rushed to see his hand
Geet - mainne medicine lagaya. She looked at him yet again
Daadi felt miserable seeing his hand soaked in blood.
She softly caressed geets cheeks. Dev gave an questioning look to Geet. She didn't know how to explain her behaviour, she herself didn't know why she was defending him. She just gave a confused look.
Savitri Devi - aacha challon Dev will drop u
Geet - ji..main ..woh
she looked at Maan who was now looking at her from the corner of his eyes still facing his face back to them.
Geet - ji woh
Maan cluctched his wounded fist harder
Geet immediately - nahi.. main main
Dev noticed Maan's anger tried to add fuel - challo I will drop u
Geet immediately - nahi nahi mujhe thoda kaam hain.
Dev - kitna der lagenga?
Geet looked at Maan, his hand was bleeding furiously now.
She knotted her duppata ' nahi mujhe Maan sir ke saath office jana hain. New project file pe kaam hain.
Dev - ussme tho puri raat lag sakti hain
Geet didn't expect that. She gulped & looked at Maan.. the thought of being with Maan the whole night, she already felt dazzed.
Savitri Devi ' teehk hain. Office ki car lejana
Geet - ji
Daadi didn't want to say anything to Maan he seemed to be in a foul mood already.
Mujhe jhoot se sat nafart hain
she made a baby angry face aur kya kah thi?
Jo saach hain
mujhe nahi aacha lagtha koi aap ko galat samjhen
kyun he pressed her harder
pata nahi.. she looked down sadly
humaren beech jo bhi ho, aap jo chahen kah lo
gussa kar lo.. her mouth dry with him pressing her thin neck
lekin main kisi ke samne aap ko ruswa nahi kar sakti
his eyes was getting angerier
don't expect me to spare for this.. better stay up tonight & complete ur work
he left her in a jerk. She coughed as he released her covering her mouth & tears just flooded feeling suffocated. She didn't understand him.
He threw the files at her & left from there.
She wiped her tears & wondered wat is it with Maan. Why does he gets so hyper.. sometimes he claims her, sometimes he just treats her like she means nothing to him. In all this she seemed to lose herself. She snorted her nose & picked up the files went to office in a cab.
She studies the files. She preparaed a presentation on her computer with all the details. She checked the time it was 11pm. She was still half way through the presentation. She called home & informed she would be late. Geet was surprised when she heard Rano.
Rano - teehk hain beta, aachen se kaam karna
papaji from behind added - koi shikayat ka mauka nahi dena.
Geet rolled her eyes yeh aacha hain, itna late ho raha hain, they r more worried abt the work. She cut the call & continued to work. Least did she knew Maan had personally called them earlier & informed them she would be late.
may I come in
he rolled his eyes.. u r already in
she stepped back few steps
he shook his head & looked away
she looked up.. babaji aab iska kya matlab hain..come in ya..get out
he looked up & at her...
presentation kanha hain?
She gave the files & the pen drive
he grabbed her hand with the pen drive, spun her around & slammed her aganist his chest. Geet stumbled backwards, caught herself against his trunk & regained her balance. She tried to turn to face him turning over her shoulder. Her big almond eyes in shock & confusion, he felt his whole chest would burst open. Her hand came reaching & for an instant whole of her body seemed to move towards him. Reaching his hand which still seemed to ooze. Then suddenly straighten herself & dropped her hands. Her head went back & her gaze looked here & there aimlessly around the room. He turned his head & smirked tucking her closer with his hand resting on her hand that now held her tummy. Oh god she was out of breath.
Is this the way u do presentation...leaning a bit more forward to whisper in her ear sending shivers down her spine.
precap
oops the presentation
thanks a lot for the warm welcome to behkudi
loved the comments & thanks a million for the likes
muskan
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