Kesariyo Rang Mane Lagyo- 5 July 2011 - Page 3

Originally posted by: -Srushti-

Chalo mohabbat ki nayee booniyaad rakhte hain.

Khud paaband rehte hain, tumhein Azaad rakhte hain.

Hamaare khoon main Rab ne taseer aisi rakhi hai.

Buraiyaan bhool jaate hain hum, Achhaiyan yaad rakhte hain.

Ye soch kar gustakhi na ho jaye Mohabbat mein.

Is liye apna har Qaddam tere Qaddam ke baad rakhte hain'...

Wow wow wow srush, i love u so much, what lines, excellent yar, oh i really cant find words how to appreciate this 👏 👏 👏

Lennie quoted few lines so I also thought I should do that too...Lennie! me a copy cat😛😆

Seriously...these lines somehow depicted Kesuda completely today...He bound himself in the chains of pain and torment to free her...He forgot how heartless and stonehearted she had been, all he remembers is the Gulaal who had been his savior, his anchor. And now he has decided to forget that take-in-charge Kesar and just follow her example of 'Sacrifice' and 'greater love' . He has decided to take baby steps after her. (hahahahahaa srush, i m sorry for laughing here 😳 but from baby steps i immediately got a vision of kesar actually walking like this, taking baby steps like govinda took in one of his movies hahahahaha 🤣 🤣) The way he used to...As he himself pointed out, in their conversation, later in the episode.

The equations changed, and we have Team Kes-Gul...JK and Sudha out!!😆

The scene has to start with Kesar barging in the room na...God knows how many times he just throws the doors open like this...😆 (yes right, i wonder how strong those doors r 😉)

But he does lock himself inside and cry. There is a kind of ultimate surrender to the fate in his crying. He so has left it to it and feeling the pain of that helplessness of everything gone out of his hands. (from this very moment i had tears in my eyes which vr there till the episode ended )

And he hears the knock. He wipes the tears and opens the door and turns his back towards the door . He almost knows it is her. That she would come to him after all this to see him. That was the kind of confidence and bond they had shared. And this is indeed a renewal of that. The question he had been asking, 'Why does your world not revolve around me, like before?' He so is gonna get the answer. In face he has got that answer. His instinct said it all. (i dont know y but i was really surprised that he knew it would be her, i understand their bond, their feelings, their relation but still that scene left me surprised, oh what a lovely relationship they share 👏)

And as everyone knows I am on a reverse gear these days😆 And co-incidentally I just saw this scene where Gulaal gets an instinct that the Baraat has come, during Vasaal's marriage and her friends had said that if the Baraat would have come, they would have heard it because of the crackers and music and all. But eventually Gulaal was proven right, and ofcourse, there sat on the camel, along with Vasant, our chhotu groom dancing away😆 (exactly srush, n the way he was dancing na, when i was watching that scene, i immediately thought that at that time he was dancing n now see what turn his life has taken, it seriously brought me to think again about life, nothing remains forever, everything changes, some times its happiness, some times its sorrow, some times u get all, some times u loose all, life makes u weep, laugh, be in pain, have moments of joy, have moments of surprise, have moments in which u dont know what to do, some times it brings u to a point whr out of happiness u dont know which way to choose but every way contain plenty of joys but some times u reach to a point whr there seem to be no way, no path, no nothing, still life goes on n never stops but after all this also, life still is the most beautiful gift from Allah 😛)

Sorry sorry..me back from the drive...

The moment she steps in, he turns and says sorry.

Did someone feel that Gulaal had come there to say something on these lines?? I mean I know that sorry might not be exactly the thing, but still she had come there humbled by what he had done, and his sorry did take her by surprise. I guess, she thought he would be angry or atleast a bit annoyed considering their encounter last night. But his total surrender, just couldnot stop the tears from her eyes to fall. (exactly, her expressions vr like she was there to say something about all this issue n was shocked at his reaction)

And Kesuda, is in such a frenzy...he just pours out the words, as if he wanted to get that out as soon as possible. Before Fate hit them with another twister and they were found reeling in different direction. For once, and after a long time, they were together, and he just wanted to stamp that moment.

And I just had a lump in my throat when he completely surrenders himself, that is the beauty of the relation, Kesar has never held back. All his emotions, were completely in check outside the room, he was to a large extent calm, but with her, he is still that vulnerable Kesar, totally broken, forgetting the last time when he had joined his hands like this in front of hers, she had told him to get up and look at himself and not to ruin his and his family's reputation.

Or may be he did not forget, because when Gulaal did get caught hold of his hands, he was surprised as if he didnot expect that. The guy actually seems to be asking for the moon, but somehow his expectations are as small as a toy car. (awww loved this line poor kesar, n he was so so surprised when she holded his joined hands... n she looked like a maharani of some whr at that time 😡 it seemed like her brain is saying, ja tujhe maaf kiya jata hai tu bhi kya yaad karega 😡)

And Gulaal..I really dont want to analyze her on this thread...itna special treatment toh banta hai na Kesuda ke liye...

So I will just skip her 'burden' and 'paap' dialogues...All I can say that Kesar was damn spot on the last night when he told her that she has almost killed the woman in herself.

I just looked at Kesuda at the sense of his disbelief that she had caught hold of his hands, that she was smiling and she was talking to him and his breath of relief. He is just relieved with this. And when she says that she can live with 'Sukoon' he smiles from his tears.

But somehow I think, her words did feel like leading towards finality to him, or may be he needed some connection to bind himself to him. Without her, he feels like a log of wood just dragged away in the flow of the stream. There is no destination in his life, no control, no balance.

He so needs to hold on to her and so when she turns to leave, he stops her...and By God..his voice when he says 'Ab' so has that boyish vulnerability na...and the way he hesitatingly takes baby steps towards her...approaching her like a frightened child going near the fire cracker to light it😆...

The way he asks her whether for three months they can remain friends and extends his hands...and boy ! they show Vasant's photo in the background. Some how reminded me of their first friendship scene...

and the look he had as he waited for her to put his hands in his, so eager, yet so apprehensive, as if his life depended on that one sole gesture of his, and when she does put her hand, there is a kind of 'stop-this-moment' look on his face as he just stares at their joined hands and smiles with that contentment and happiness and after such a long time we see Gulaal's uninhibited smile and finally... (i was about to cry at that time, n i m sure vasant approved their friendship also but its only gulaal who never understands , at that time also she said that jo tu ne aj kiya us ne teri sab ghaltiyon ko mita diya, this means who ever goes against her wishes is wrong n whoever obeys her, he is right, wow, i hate her 🤢)

The tortoise is out of its shell... (whr whr whr, tortoise oh nooo 😲 bhaaagooo 😲 hahahahaha sorry for this 😆 😆 😉)

And Kesar's MIL is so like him na, making dil-dhadak entries (👏) ...Kesarbeta...sometimes I do concur with the bin budhi Sudhi that the house has turned into a whole lot of Tamasha...Why did Poonamba had to shout like this😆 (n most importantly only kesu n gullu heard the shouts, aisay to whenever koi zara sa ooncha bhi bolay to everybody comes running n now when she was shouting in full volume only kesu gullu came 😆)

But anyways..as everybody, I, too, loved this Kesuda. The way he just runs down to her, to calm down, not getting angry or annoyed or not even frustrated. Not even tellin her that he is not to be blamed as it was the decision of her daughter. He just calmly accepts his mistake and hits the bull's eye. He knows why Poonamba wants them to stay married and so he guarantees that whatever the circumstances, HER happiness will remain his no.1 priority. And Gulaal is listening. *sigh* Get me one like him plz😳...He knows that everybody is worried that once Gulaal is free from the Deeyarvatu...what will be her position, Twice married, once widowed, once divorced and now?? And the conviction and the feeling which actually oozed out of his words, well, what to say, no wonder they tamed a mad woman on loose like Poonam ba. And the way he said that Gulaal's happiness is the biggest thing for him, no one could have doubted him. He had let go of his greatest fear, of letting her go, because he wanted her happiness. (i want to say here, i hate gulaal 🤢)

And that it was not surprising to see tears of pride and happiness in Gulaal's eyes.

I just wished that they had shown one eye lock between them after this scene... Somehow, the expressions at that time would have been rock solid... (yes u r right, hmmm but may be eye-locks r there in future for us 😃)

And ofcourse me skipping JK and Ramu scene of JK's high rise building dreams where she wanted to do something like getting Dushy married within 3 months which had not been done in 10 years...Wonderful...you have a bahu right in your house re!! Dullli is the best option😆 (i was also thinking exactly the same thing hahaha 😆)

Anyways..coming to Kesuda's room...Gulaal coming there to put clothes made me wonder where is she staying..but then she must have moved back to her room. So this must be Kesuda's clothes and somehow made me happy because she is now started doing things for him again. (i m still wondering whr she is staying )

And I loved how she approached him. These past few weeks we had wondered how come she could be totally oblivious to his mind set, his anger, his pain...but today she is back to being her concerned self. The moment she sees him worried she asks him.

And Kesuda has to steal the show na.

He is worried about upsetting Motabha

and Gulaal says that she also has disappointed him. And they need to talk to him, but he needs to go first as MB has a soft corner for him.

Now who believed this to be an out and out lie😆 (i do i do, i said that achaaa MB loves kesuda more than gulaal wow lie of the decade 😆)

We all know That Motabha would listen to Gulaal first anyday and Kesar had absolutely no control over his father...and that Gulaal wanted them to go together but just couldnot

say it with the same childlike ease that he says it???

He is so damn good bacha... The way he says how can he go to Motabha alone😳

That she has always been there with him and now it is a habit to see her with him always...you could see Gulaal's hackles rising as she looks at him again going into the loverboy mode😆...But he has now turned ishmart so he just leaves the s

entence alone and says that if she is with him, he gets courage.

And how many times exactly we have discussed it? She is strength and she is his biggest weakness, she is the pain and she is the panacea. She is the sun, from which this moon derives his light from.She is the balance of his world, his sanity. (yes n i just loved loved loved the dialogues which he said at that time, adat chorne men waqt to lage ga na, shayad 3 mahene... shayad zyada... ya shayad... n v all know what this shayad means n yes mahaan gulaal devi also knew 🤢, her expressions said it all)

And that is why you could see him coming back to her in the kitchen too.

But that is after the MB scene...well the best part of it was KesGul together, ( ofcourse MB was spot on too..I love Manoj Joshi as an actor😃) and Kesar taking the lead. It was him all the way trying to pacify him, and Gulaal lets him do it too. She could see that her past actions, would naturally be reflected here, and the way MB tells her that she had gone through the pains of DV and its aftermath and so she should know better, made it evident...Makes me wonder, how much does Motabha exactly knows about the whole thing. He must be knowing JK torturing Gulaal and all he fiasco ...and he was right and when Kesar says that he did not tell him because he was sick..I think MB was right ...if he really cared that he was sick, then couldn't he have waited for few days??? Kesuda, you really should learn how to lie😆 (hahaha yes true, n i had this thought in my mind that say kesar say i did it all coz gulaal needed this freedom as soon as possible, but ahhh its kesuda na he wont say anything against gullu )

But then MB doesnot understand that for Kesar, the woman sitting beside him is the Alpha and Omega...once he got into his mind that it is her happiness he is hindering, he would not have given a thought to anyone, anything but to do anything in his power to return her happiness.

And today, with MB going all emotional, Kesar does realize what he has done, inflicting pain on everybody else...and that does humble him. And so when MB says that when you repent on the decision which is taken without thinking, it is too late and today it is the same situation.

I think, that the enormity and the message behind this thing got through Gulaal... Kesar has not grasped the concept of this. He is just on the reasoning that he has done it for her happiness and that justifies everything. Although, he is concerned about MB, But I really don't think he got the real reason behind Motabha's words. (srush i think at that moment when MB said this, he got some thoughts n i think he was puzzled that whether what he has done is right or wrong n he got his answer from talli, when she said tu ne jo faisla kiya us se acha koi faisla nahi ho sakta)

And so the bacha is all restless na,...and where would he go when he is like this??

To his 'sukoon'...in his white kurta...Shalu, spare him this time ha!! Bacha has just recovered from illness😆

I just love the ease of the moment..I certainly gives some respite of all those 'shouting and cursing' Kitchen moments😆...

And with the ease and control she reads his mind that he is still worried over MB... I say we are getting back on some track...😆

The lovestory starts or not..it is this bond that I had been hankering to see.

And it is again, them against the world ... The way Gulaal says that 'We will pacify him together'...and I loved that Kesar did not even looked surprised or ecstatic at that. He just takes it in his stride as if it was something he always had with him, her co-operation, her 'saath'.

And you could see that, when he reassures himself by asking her 'Mana lenge na?' ... Owww... he so wants her assurances and when she asks him' Mujhe par bharosa hai na?' ...He was like..why does she need to ask even...Even in the midst of the anger and despair and frustration, that was one thing he always had.

That confidence, that trust, on her 'Healing touch'...Her ability to turn everything alright. It had sprang from the fact, that she had found water in the village and made everything alright ...As Chhotu Kesuda had said, that he was not angry with her anymore because since she could find water, his friends are not leaving the village😆.

and it reflected when he was crying reading his letters and saying to himself that he was afraid of her answer...because whatever she told him he would believe, but what if he told her, what he did not WANT to believe...even after hearing the whole secret first hand, he trusted her more than he did himself...😳 and then she goes and asks 'Does he trust her?'...What is he supposed to answer to that??

But by the way who thought that the exhaustion on his face was just not his worries about MB...but the bacha looked like he had cried all night??? And Gulaal must have known this too??? (oh i didn think that 😲 hmmm may be he has cried, after all this how can he sleep )

The milk banter😆...It was saying something as Gulaal told him that she did not press him for milk before, because he was always upset about somthing, but now that they are friends, she is gonna utitlize this haq fully ... (she only thinks about her haq n her farz huh 🤢)

Well, I do personally think that Gulaal suggesting that he makes tea for himself if he doesnot want to drink milk was more of a thing to make him come out of the sadness that he seemed to be in since he came to the kitchen.

And she was standing there just to ensure that he doesnot burn himself.

And there comes Talli...(where is that bin budhi Sudhi😡...She needs to come right now to claim her 10% of kitchen 😡😆) (i was also thinking that lo gullu ji itnay mazay se kitchen men sitting now whr is sudha witch queen 😕)

And just look at Kesuda...Talli is exactly in front of him, but he still doesnot notice her, he is so concentrated on proving to Gulaal that he can make tea.😆

And when Talli comes, Gulaal just tells her to take care of Kesar and his tea...

Because she knew that till she is standing there, he would be adamant to prove himself😆

And Kesar is such a brat na...the moment Gulaal goes out, he tells Talli that he can read her mind and that she is thinking that she will make the tea for her...and talli says yes...

Talli and her bhashan...well, the only thing that did was it brought smile and hope on Kesuda's face and the way he pats her head, well, you could see tears brimming. Overwhelmed of the love she showered???

It was indeed a new beginning all over...all the relations...especially these three...

The precap: Welll Why does Kesuda need to go out with talli...but I was pleasantly surprised by Gulaal's attitude. Instead of going under the shell with JK's allegations, she just goes out and out defiant and decides to accompany them... (exactly my question, y is he going out alone with talli 😲 n yes me also surprised by gulaal's reaction, somebody plz remind her that kesar is still in love with u madame 🤢)

More of the orchard scene?? Please Talli you stay at the bhajiya house and let them go there all by themselves...I had to delete so many scenes to cut you out of that orchard bliss, to make the avi😆 (hahaha ya i understand, while making the VMs also have to edit the clippings at very short short time intervals 😆 n u know yesterday me came up with this idea that may be this time ulta ho, last time it was gullu the target n kesuda was worrying for her n may be this time kesuda would be hurted or lost or some thing like that n gullu vl madly search for him n when he is found, goes running n hugs him n while crying, says, "kesar kahan chala gaya tha tu, main kitni pareshan hogayi thi, pata hai tujhe" 😍)

Originally posted by: -Srushti-

Chalo mohabbat ki nayee booniyaad rakhte hain.

Khud paaband rehte hain, tumhein Azaad rakhte hain.

Hamaare khoon main Rab ne taseer aisi rakhi hai.

Buraiyaan bhool jaate hain hum, Achhaiyan yaad rakhte hain.

Ye soch kar gustakhi na ho jaye Mohabbat mein.

Is liye apna har Qaddam tere Qaddam ke baad rakhte hain'...

Lennie quoted few lines so I also thought I should do that too...Lennie! me a copy cat😛😆 Copy kar the raho 😉😆😆 joking - but i do love those lines up there, where is it from - it so Kesar 👏

Seriously...these lines somehow depicted Kesuda completely today...He bound himself in the chains of pain and torment to free her...He forgot how heartless and stonehearted she had been, all he remembers is the Gulaal who had been his savior, his anchor. And now he has decided to forget that take-in-charge Kesar and just follow her example of 'Sacrifice' and 'greater love' . He has decided to take baby steps after her. The way he used to...As he himself pointed out, in their conversation, later in the episode.

I actually watched this episode again on tv, cant believe Uk episode have caught up with the India ones and we on the same one, so last night couldnt sleep and was hungry (really bad to have a late night snack lol), made food and i saw Gulaal was on, i only wanted to check what episode UK are on, and bang we get what we saw yesterday - the same episode, i have read all the views on it and so, so i wanted to see if i see anything differently or have i missed something so completely, honestly i just dont from what i wrote im my post to what you wrote... and yes Gulaal has gone back to herself which i have said was needed esp as that huge burden was off her ans Kesar back well Kesar for now all these things make sense for their starting point

He has that pain inside of him and also sense in his whole being now since yesterday, before it was zidd and hurt, but today pain is there so much, but one thing that makes him somewhat contented is that Gulaal is there, the Gulaal he knows, the Gulaal who has accepted his apology since he apologised and so on and Gulaal that seems less burdened, and offer of friendship, even if she was hesitant and then accepting it, and these 3 months can be them being good friends, what was significant was the photo scene, as you said in my post, the first time they were making friends, Vasant was there and today as well Vasant is there, he's like approving of this friendship - it is i think the right step for them now, no matter if Gulaal goes back to herself in how she was or Kesar is how she is, the starting point needed to happen and it has... other factors and issues can come later i see which will...

I also so thought he knew it was her... who else would come in, the way she had

The equations changed, and we have Team Kes-Gul...JK and Sudha out!!😆

The scene has to start with Kesar barging in the room na...God knows how many times he just throws the doors open like this...😆

But he does lock himself inside and cry. There is a kind of ultimate surrender to the fate in his crying. He so has left it to it and feeling the pain of that helplessness of everything gone out of his hands.

And he hears the knock. He wipes the tears and opens the door and turns his back towards the door . He almost knows it is her. That she would come to him after all this to see him. That was the kind of confidence and bond they had shared. And this is indeed a renewal of that. The question he had been asking, 'Why does your world not revolve around me, like before?' He so is gonna get the answer. In face he has got that answer. His instinct said it all. Yep, it was her - even he knows their dynamic at the panchayant changed, and how they walked in together and saw MB and went to kneel the fact that Gulaal was near him and made a few eye contacts, lets him know Gulaal is not hard Gulaal as before...

And as everyone knows I am on a reverse gear these days😆 And co-incidentally I just saw this scene where Gulaal gets an instinct that the Baraat has come, during Vasaal's marriage and her friends had said that if the Baraat would have come, they would have heard it because of the crackers and music and all. But eventually Gulaal was proven right, and ofcourse, there sat on the camel, along with Vasant, our chhotu groom dancing away😆 Again with the past episodes😆 (i like it really lol), your making me want to see these episodes, funnily enough i did watch Vasaal wedding phera scene, and how D was there, with that shred of glass - that was painful, but atleast we and everyone got to see V pick up G 😉

Sorry sorry..me back from the drive...

The moment she steps in, he turns and says sorry.

Did someone feel that Gulaal had come there to say something on these lines?? I mean I know that sorry might not be exactly the thing, but still she had come there humbled by what he had done, and his sorry did take her by surprise. I guess, she thought he would be angry or atleast a bit annoyed considering their encounter last night. But his total surrender, just couldnot stop the tears from her eyes to fall. I also felt that she would of said something esp if Kesar hadnt said anything, she just didnt know how to approach, what kind of mood he will be in sort of thing, Gulaal had come to him, and she walked in like she wanted to do and say something - that was the giveaway there

And Kesuda, is in such a frenzy...he just pours out the words, as if he wanted to get that out as soon as possible. Before Fate hit them with another twister and they were found reeling in different direction. For once, and after a long time, they were together, and he just wanted to stamp that moment.

And I just had a lump in my throat when he completely surrenders himself, that is the beauty of the relation, Kesar has never held back. All his emotions, were completely in check outside the room, he was to a large extent calm, but with her, he is still that vulnerable Kesar, totally broken, forgetting the last time when he had joined his hands like this in front of hers, she had told him to get up and look at himself and not to ruin his and his family's reputation. They see the real each other, however much they hide or dont, and Kesar is like that with his feelings, always has been with her from the very start in a way... i mean remember the first time he saw her, he threw a stone at her - there was his feelings clear on her coming and then later on hiding with a gussa face watching her 😆

What a difference asking and begging isnt it, he has surrendered himself and his happiness which is her.. but his happiness does lie in seeing her happy - and thats love right there

Or may be he did not forget, because when Gulaal did get caught hold of his hands, he was surprised as if he didnot expect that. The guy actually seems to be asking for the moon, but somehow his expectations are as small as a toy car.

And Gulaal..I really dont want to analyze her on this thread...itna special treatment toh banta hai na Kesuda ke liye...

So I will just skip her 'burden' and 'paap' dialogues...All I can say that Kesar was damn spot on the last night when he told her that she has almost killed the woman in herself. We all know he was - spot on, as for Gulaal - all i can say is, she wont dwell on it - coz she is Gulaal also and also the lines he said only she can feel them when hopefully she starts to come out of herself, which i am hoping this friendship does to her, seeing as she almost seems back to herself in a way, and the way she is - so i guess what i am saying is, if i see a woman in her, then it has to come out naturally from her... esp if this 3 months is crucial for any change and if her feelings are going to change again i say it has to come naturally like it does to a woman... esp since he has no force or pressure on her and also being back to somewhat normality with Kesar... for me i find this is Gulaal's journey - the foundation have or are laying down for her...

I just looked at Kesuda at the sense of his disbelief that she had caught hold of his hands, that she was smiling and she was talking to him and his breath of relief. He is just relieved with this. And when she says that she can live with 'Sukoon' he smiles from his tears. Seeing her like this is what he wanted, but it does hurt that this was the only way he could of given her that peace and happiness, where he would of done anything to see those two things, but letting go has to be the one

But somehow I think, her words did feel like leading towards finality to him, or may be he needed some connection to bind himself to him. Without her, he feels like a log of wood just dragged away in the flow of the stream. There is no destination in his life, no control, no balance. Which we all know, his life he has no idea what it will be like... when all this is over and she wont be there, how she has been... she is his existence, beyond everything - she is the one who holds him together, and she doesnt quite know it, but he does, one thing this love should taught him is that he needs to make it his strength, which i do see in him, despite the letting go phase and having that time limit, he knows one day he will have to let go and you also see him kinda settled with himself but also in pain whenever he thinks about it and so on

He so needs to hold on to her and so when she turns to leave, he stops her...and By God..his voice when he says 'Ab' so has that boyish vulnerability na...and the way he hesitatingly takes baby steps towards her...approaching her like a frightened child going near the fire cracker to light it😆...

The way he asks her whether for three months they can remain friends and extends his hands...and boy ! they show Vasant's photo in the background. Some how reminded me of their first friendship scene...

and the look he had as he waited for her to put his hands in his, so eager, yet so apprehensive, as if his life depended on that one sole gesture of his, and when she does put her hand, there is a kind of 'stop-this-moment' look on his face as he just stares at their joined hands and smiles with that contentment and happiness and after such a long time we see Gulaal's uninhibited smile and finally...

The tortoise is out of its shell... One thing he craves, can we please have that atleast if nothing else, that friendship, that kind of togetherness, and yes i think this is what needed to make KG come together and give their so called whatever they have now a name atleast now

And Kesar's MIL is so like him na, making dil-dhadak entries ...Kesarbeta...sometimes I do concur with the bin budhi Sudhi that the house has turned into a whole lot of Tamasha...Why did Poonamba had to shout like this😆

But anyways..as everybody, I, too, loved this Kesuda. The way he just runs down to her, to calm down, not getting angry or annoyed or not even frustrated. Not even tellin her that he is not to be blamed as it was the decision of her daughter. He just calmly accepts his mistake and hits the bull's eye. He knows why Poonamba wants them to stay married and so he guarantees that whatever the circumstances, HER happiness will remain his no.1 priority. And Gulaal is listening. *sigh* Get me one like him plz😳...He knows that everybody is worried that once Gulaal is free from the Deeyarvatu...what will be her position, Twice married, once widowed, once divorced and now?? And the conviction and the feeling which actually oozed out of his words, well, what to say, no wonder they tamed a mad woman on loose like Poonam ba. And the way he said that Gulaal's happiness is the biggest thing for him, no one could have doubted him. He had let go of his greatest fear, of letting her go, because he wanted her happiness.

And that it was not surprising to see tears of pride and happiness in Gulaal's eyes.

The way i saw Kesar, talking ot Poonambha i totally imagined the scene in Veer-Zaara, the one where Veer is talking to Zaara's mum about how he will make Zaara see sense and she wont do anything do dihonour her family and so on.

Kesar was rock solid in his conviction coz to him he knows he is right, he feels right, no matter how much it pricks him, but he knows what he is doing ans saying is right - thats why so much genuiness in what he says

Though you know Gulaal did come in after he said ILU (which i dont think she really needed to hear that, esp at what junction they stand together, anyways that will creep back in) and saw how Kesar was with her mother, giving her that reassurance, Gulaal seeing all these little thing is what kinda makes her come out of her shell in a way with him as well, the emotions that shifted in her esp the last scene we see her on the stairs, thos eyes that flickers and a subtl choke in her throat, did i see a 'woman' emotion there

I just wished that they had shown one eye lock between them after this scene... Somehow, the expressions at that time would have been rock solid... They could of done, but i dont know - the eye contact would of worked well i think

And ofcourse me skipping JK and Ramu scene of JK's high rise building dreams where she wanted to do something like getting Dushy married within 3 months which had not been done in 10 years...Wonderful...you have a bahu right in your house re!! Dullli is the best option😆

Anyways..coming to Kesuda's room...Gulaal coming there to put clothes made me wonder where is she staying..but then she must have moved back to her room. So this must be Kesuda's clothes and somehow made me happy because she is now started doing things for him again. I dont think she has moved back to her room for some reason... only coz her going back to her room means going back to her Vasant in a way 😕

And I loved how she approached him. These past few weeks we had wondered how come she could be totally oblivious to his mind set, his anger, his pain...but today she is back to being her concerned self. The moment she sees him worried she asks him. I have said Gulaal knows him... but she can only approach him things are ok between them, things are back to how they are, no reading into what she does for him or him getting any hopes up or what he is thinking (she is fully conviction that it cant be about the DV) - and this is why it works so well for them as of now

And Kesuda has to steal the show na.

He is worried about upsetting Motabha and Gulaal says that she also has disappointed him. And they need to talk to him, but he needs to go first as MB has a soft corner for him.

Now who believed this to be an out and out lie😆

We all know That Motabha would listen to Gulaal first anyday and Kesar had absolutely no control over his father...and that Gulaal wanted them to go together but just couldnot say it with the same childlike ease that he says it???

Thats what i thought MB would so listen to her first and then Kesar, Gulaal was the one where he would listen to her and go soft on her lol, but Gulaal knows he is disappointed in her as well as Kesar, but she also know how MB is like... out of all the ppl in the house i would say Gulaal is closest to him the most

He is so damn good bacha... The way he says how can he go to Motabha alone😳

That she has always been there with him and now it is a habit to see her with him always...you could see Gulaal's hackles rising as she looks at him again going into the loverboy mode😆...But he has now turned ishmart so he just leaves the sentence alone and says that if she is with him, he gets courage.

The thing is Kesar knows, all these little things are so important, its them, and how will he get rid of his habits and so on, whilst Gulaal hasnt really dwelled on those little things as such. and yeah i saw her shell coming over her what he was saying, but the good thing is she was just listening then just ignoring it lol

And how many times exactly we have discussed it? She is strength and she is his biggest weakness, she is the pain and she is the panacea. She is the sun, from which this moon derives his light from.She is the balance of his world, his sanity. AGREED, she's his lifeline!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And that is why you could see him coming back to her in the kitchen too.

But that is after the MB scene...well the best part of it was KesGul together, ( ofcourse MB was spot on too..I love Manoj Joshi as an actor😃) and Kesar taking the lead. It was him all the way trying to pacify him, and Gulaal lets him do it too. She could see that her past actions, would naturally be reflected here, and the way MB tells her that she had gone through the pains of DV and its aftermath and so she should know better, made it evident...Makes me wonder, how much does Motabha exactly knows about the whole thing. He must be knowing JK torturing Gulaal and all he fiasco ...and he was right and when Kesar says that he did not tell him because he was sick..I think MB was right ...if he really cared that he was sick, then couldn't he have waited for few days??? Kesuda, you really should learn how to lie😆

But then MB doesnot understand that for Kesar, the woman sitting beside him is the Alpha and Omega...once he got into his mind that it is her happiness he is hindering, he would not have given a thought to anyone, anything but to do anything in his power to return her happiness.

And today, with MB going all emotional, Kesar does realize what he has done, inflicting pain on everybody else...and that does humble him. And so when MB says that when you repent on the decision which is taken without thinking, it is too late and today it is the same situation.

I think, that the enormity and the message behind this thing got through Gulaal... Kesar has not grasped the concept of this. He is just on the reasoning that he has done it for her happiness and that justifies everything. Although, he is concerned about MB, But I really don't think he got the real reason behind Motabha's words.

This scene was excellent, coz MB said everything in it, how he has been feeling about how he doesnt hold importance for them anymore (he is somewhat annoyed on that but he knows he is important to them) MB was spot on when he said that Gulaal has endured what she has through this DV with pain and whatnot, and look at what the result it has been

Todays decision which will also have consequences which neither have thought esp Kesar, not to just them but everyone involved, coz he did say each member related to this family

Far as Kesar is concerned he has made the right call, and even Gulaal thinks so - but the RIGHT call is gonna have consequnces whichever way it will be... and thats one thing MB sees coming

And so the bacha is all restless na,...and where would he go when he is like this??

To his 'sukoon'...in his white kurta...Shalu, spare him this time ha!! Bacha has just recovered from illness😆

I just love the ease of the moment..I certainly gives some respite of all those 'shouting and cursing' Kitchen moments😆...

And with the ease and control she reads his mind that he is still worried over MB... I say we are getting back on some track...😆

The lovestory starts or not..it is this bond that I had been hankering to see. Yes Yes Yes, i am seeing a mature bond coming through this,another Gulaal has started to do little things for him, even if they do look like wifey things, and the good thing is no one is getting excited esp Kesar in what she is doing, asking after him, he just takes in his stride, which at this point he needed to and so on... The bond is about no expectation, just them and how they know each other, and how they see each other, thats why it works i feel

And it is again, them against the world ... The way Gulaal says that 'We will pacify him together'...and I loved that Kesar did not even looked surprised or ecstatic at that. He just takes it in his stride as if it was something he always had with him, her co-operation, her 'saath'. I know this is what i loved, them two just settled and have their set their priority right on where they stand today and no expectation as such, but omlving along, together as a unit as friends

And you could see that, when he reassures himself by asking her 'Mana lenge na?' ... Owww... he so wants her assurances and when she asks him' Mujhe par bharosa hai na?' ...He was like..why does she need to ask even...Even in the midst of the anger and despair and frustration, that was one thing he always had. That was sweet the way he asks that, even she for a moment had to think or sigh out, and said yep we will, do you trust me - it wasnt like trust me we will, but do you trust me.. and Kesar saying yes - he got his answer

That confidence, that trust, on her 'Healing touch'...Her ability to turn everything alright. It had sprang from the fact, that she had found water in the village and made everything alright ...As Chhotu Kesuda had said, that he was not angry with her anymore because since she could find water, his friends are not leaving the village😆. Yep, wasnt it after Vasant played a trick on him, saying he hurt himself and Kesar came running 😆

and it reflected when he was crying reading his letters and saying to himself that he was afraid of her answer...because whatever she told him he would believe, but what if he told her, what he did not WANT to believe...even after hearing the whole secret first hand, he trusted her more than he did himself...😳 and then she goes and asks 'Does he trust her?'...What is he supposed to answer to that??

But by the way who thought that the exhaustion on his face was just not his worries about MB...but the bacha looked like he had cried all night??? And Gulaal must have known this too???

The milk banter😆...It was saying something as Gulaal told him that she did not press him for milk before, because he was always upset about somthing, but now that they are friends, she is gonna utitlize this haq fully ...

Well, I do personally think that Gulaal suggesting that he makes tea for himself if he doesnot want to drink milk was more of a thing to make him come out of the sadness that he seemed to be in since he came to the kitchen. I did like her bring back the milk bit (look she is doing things for him) and says well eveything is ok between them so today i will say have milk lol, she has this right as they are friends (isnt that their bond) what i liked was the banter back into them, and Gulaal challenging him, Gulaal liked to do that before, bets and challenges.. what also like was seeing Gulaal smiling at times at him 😆

And she was standing there just to ensure that he doesnot burn himself.

And there comes Talli...(where is that bin budhi Sudhi😡...She needs to come right now to claim her 10% of kitchen 😡😆)

And just look at Kesuda...Talli is exactly in front of him, but he still doesnot notice her, he is so concentrated on proving to Gulaal that he can make tea.😆

And when Talli comes, Gulaal just tells her to take care of Kesar and his tea...

Because she knew that till she is standing there, he would be adamant to prove himself😆 Thats what i thought but i didnt write it down and wasnt quite sure, coz if Gulaal wanted to see him making it, she would of stayed or she knows Kesar will be so adamant in making it and she also did say well by the time i am back Kesar's tea will be done 😆, and maybe Gulaal knows that Kesar will somehow ask Talli to do it, or Talli will do it lol

And Kesar is such a brat na...the moment Gulaal goes out, he tells Talli that he can read her mind and that she is thinking that she will make the tea for her...and talli says yes...

Talli and her bhashan...well, the only thing that did was it brought smile and hope on Kesuda's face and the way he pats her head, well, you could see tears brimming. Overwhelmed of the love she showered??? Gratitude and a brotherly touch on her forehead thats all i can say

It was indeed a new beginning all over...all the relations...especially these three...

The precap: Welll Why does Kesuda need to go out with talli...but I was pleasantly surprised by Gulaal's attitude. Instead of going under the shell with JK's allegations, she just goes out and out defiant and decides to accompany them... Thats what i liked about Gulaal, it just wasnt about defying JK, but also seeing Gulaal back to her strong self in the sense, seeing a woman in her... in standing up i guess to JK who just taunts her.

Though JK words are sometimes telling to us viewers, esp the line when she says maybe starting to see Kesar in a different light and so on

More of the orchard scene?? Please Talli you stay at the bhajiya house and let them go there all by themselves...I had to delete so many scenes to cut you out of that orchard bliss, to make the avi😆