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part 15 will be few days friends but would try sooner than later
jab shaam ka suraj dhalta hai
chup chup ke chaand ke saaye mein koi mujhe pukaaraa karta hai..
Ragini was standing by window ;Her face had anguish ,regret and devastation written all over , but it also had glimpse of relief in between;
she looked at empty bed and sofa and sighed deeply and thought khaana khaya hoga ke nahi?chai kahaan se milegi wahaan ,would there be a place to lie down there...I shouldn't have come home
suddenly she remebered the evening again..she started to tremble and turned back from window and leaned against the wall,her eyesight fell on her picture with anmol resting beside the bed table...she started at for few minutes then suddenly covered her face with her hands and sat down on floor
Yeh maine kya kar diya? bolne se pehle socha kyun nahi
jab hosh mein taare aate hain
besudh raat ho jaati hai
Anmol was stairing from the 5th floor window absently looking at distant stars and mighty galaxy at its full bloom..
He stood for few minutes watching the tranquility of nature but unrest in his heart made him restless and he moved away from window and started pacing back and forth in the corridor
to the silently moving staff he seemed like a sensible person who was respecting the privacy and peace of the place..but they were un aware of crashing waves of sorrow inside his heart...at odd times a wave would break its boundry and spill off from his eyes and he would wipe those remenants away with back of his hand...
A nurse passed by and he looked at her with questiong eyes ,she had motherly face and was about 50 years or os old.
She came forward to squeeze his hands silently and pointed upwards gesturing him to have faith in almighty.He nodded and sat on a chair and closed his eyes ,while resting his head against the wall.
Her eyes started at him through darkness and reminded him of...
this uncertainty was not killing him as much as those words had...they had pearced his soul and shredded his heart into zillion peices..
anger flashed in his eyes and he almost hit is fist on the wall saying...
what else can I do , I am human being too not a bloody saint
he tightened his fist and his knuckles turned white...
he added silently
Ragini Ragini
mere kaano mein dheere dheere aawaaz kisi ki aati hai
Ragini had compsed herself a bit now and was resting on the bed when suddenly she woke upo with a start...what woke him up ? she was sure it was Anmol...but room was empty...bare soul less without him..
jab shaam ka suraj dhalta hai
chup chup ke chaand ke saaye mein koi mujhe pukaaraa karta hai..
kahin aankh zara si lag jaaye sapnon ki raani aati hai
The kind nurse looked at him and smiled,covering him with a soft light blanket,Ragini suddenly felt as if her heart was light again;as if everything was ok now,she felt calm and composed,She picked up his pictured and hugged it close to her heart and lay down on the bed and closed her eyes...
kahin aankh zara si lag jaaye sapnon ki raani aati hai
main us se aankh churaaun
wo ulfat ke saaz bajaati hai...
jab shaam ka suraj dhal jaaye...
Edited by sami01 - 14 years ago