She was walking on a road near market, aimless, dead..she found a man touching yellow flowers…a smile appears oh her face….he loves those flowers…….his garden use to be filled with loads of them but whn I said I hate them only love orchids………he changed them complete to orchids…saying yellow flowers are out of season....pagla tha….. but did I ever did anything so unconditionally for him…..
I start walking again …brushing away my thoughts…..n next wht happen I don't remember….
I opened my eyes…all blured..i felt to weak..possibly because of sleepless nights and guilt filled life…..i look around to figure out where I am…n found myself
Nurse: ur in hospital..
Nupur: hospital…but y
Nurse: I think u fainted due to weakness…a man brought u here from market
Nupur: mayank….cant be..he wont …he isn't here..n he is very firm at his words too
But wht happened to me…
Doc: nthing to worry ….but you need to take care of urself….such irresponsible behavior…ur 2 moths pregnant and ur so weak…it will effect ur baby a loot…
Nupur: wt… wht iam
Doc: ohh…so u don't know tht?..congrat …than…take sum rest by the time i'll prepare discharge papers for u….i think ur hubby will be glad to get ths news…right
Saying this she patted her cheek n left a stunned n numb Nupur…
"ur pregnant dear"
" I love these angels…they can make u forget everything..and just put a smile on ur face ..hain na Nupur"
" ur huby will b glad to know this news"
"u will find me no where in ur life…I promise u tht"
She touch her womb…trying to scream in pain but couldn't find voice….pain was bigger even to make her shout or show..a pain tht wasn't physical but was deep too deep…she slided down on bed n hugged her legs n cryed out load…the only woman who is crying helplessly after knowing how blessd she is now…..
But the pain was of a huge guilt..another guilt …
FLASHBACK:
They were siting in a park..she was reading a novel n he was smiling seeing children playing , laughing and smiling
Mayank: they are angels…can make u forget everything ..n put an smile on ur face …hai na Nupur
Nupur: angels……they r devils see how much noise they r making….i cant even concentrate
Mayank: he smiled at her….nupur don't u
Nupur: no mayank plz…nt now atleast….i need atleast two years ..i want to settle my career ..dont want any distractions…pls..
Mauyank: it ok…as u wish….
End.
I know how u said tht….you so love them but I wasn't ready for it n u always gave ths right to decided…but today when I have tht for u I even cant wish to see ur expressions hearing ths news….
Mayank:
I was walking on road when I found her seeing sumthing n smiling and than she suddenlty fell down…I rushed towards her n found her unconscious
Mayank: Nupur…nupur…..i tried but she didn't woke up
I picked her up n took her to my car..n went to hospital
Mayank: wht happen is she ok….
Doc: she is fine..but she too weak..u need to take care of her..ths can lead to complications…
Mayank; complications???
Doc: ur wife is pregnant ….i'll b back
Mayank: how he should react he didn't knew….tears roll down from his eyes..with a wide smile on his face..he slid down leaning to wall…n covered his face with his hands..
Slowly he went inside her room….she was in deep slumber due to medicines….he stroked her hairs lovingly n leaned sown to kiss her forehead…but…
" mein tumharay sath zindagi nhi jee sakti"
He moved back…n left that place….kising his hand n placing it on her head…..
Arriving back to her house..she carfully sat down on sofa..leaning her head back…
Nupur: kya kero mein…kya kero..touching her womb….is per tu sab se zayada tumhara haq hai….per kya tum mjhy per itna yaqeen kero gay k yeah tumhara hai….mein yeah nhi mangiti k tum mjhy bhi apnao…..but..kya kerooo….tum se tumahri itni bari khushi chopao ya tumhain batao….
I cant just make u stay away from ur child….again im acting selfish na..i need u n iam asking for it…
After thinking n finding sum courage..she dialed his number
Mayank: hello
No sound from other side
Mayank: hello..kaun…scared …knowing who is there
N:
Mayank: Nupur
Nupur: han
Mayank: tum thik hoona
Nupur: yaha aajo pls..
She couldn't say more n cut the line…..
Mayank: he looked at the phone in a shock…is she ok…kya hoa us ko…..he didn't thought more n rushed to her…may be she needs him…hope everything will b fine….he kept praying n drived fast as he could…breakedd at the door….n run towards the door
He rung the bell no answer…he opened the door by spare keys…he look here n there n found her siting on sofa hiding her face in her palm…he took a breath of relive..
Mayank: tum thik tu hoona…kya hoa Nupur
Nupur: she look straight in his eyes…I am pregnant mayak…
He couldn't belive she shared ths news with him…she felt it was his right to know…sum hopes emerged in his heart
Mayank: he smiled widely….sach..
Nupur: haan
Mayank: u don't know Nupur I am soo happy….i'll be a father…I was waiting for ths moment so long …
Nupur: you don't doubt..its urs or not
Mayank: no…I don't….ur impulsive …. I bit mad to…but can never b sinful…tht I know….
She closed her eys to make sum tears to fall down…
She took his hand in her..to wch he was taken a back
Nupur: u said I can cum back in this house whenever I want..He nodded yes….can I cum back in ur life tooo….
He loked at her in a surprise…is he dreaming or it was real.. life can give him second chnce…he was too numb even to react…
She looked down knowing his answer..whos gonna except such filth back in his life..btu mayb life can give her another chnce…
She came back from her thoughts…when found two arms embracing her with the same warmth they used to…she too encircled her arms around her….n cryed her heart out….mayb for the first time in there relationship thy were speaking there hearts to each other…
I am sorry
They say united
Mayank: don't b…broke apart n cuped her face..wiping her tears with his thumb…I was wrong .. I never spoke to u..never listen to ur desire…wht u want how do u felt…
Nupur: no mayank..it was my fault.. inever try to understand ur unspoken words..ur gestures..why it was always abt me….nt you
Mayak: shh…v bth were at mistake..it was either about you or me…but it was never about US….we never spoke to each other wht we want from ths relationship…nevr told each other wht we hate..until it was so sofacoting the we need to move apart
Nupur: but
Myank: just forget it…we'll strt a new life all over again…cum u need reat..u have gonne to weak
He made her stand up…n took her to there room…made her ly down…kissing her forehead he left the room
Mayank: gud night…u sleep…I have sum work…I'lll b back
She knew the distance they have created between each other…is not easy to fill..only time can do ths…..
Mayank; Nupur tum phir kya kaho gi
Nupur: mjhy kuch nhi kahana..im nt feeling lie
Mayank: nhi kaho gi tu kasay chalay ga
Nupur: I am nt feeling like…to much of nausea…
Mayank: I know I don't want to force you..but its good for ur health..n tht wht u want to eat is to spicy..u'll get sick….thts y I am asking u..but if u want ..tu pls be carfull…it can harm
He said everything in such n explanatory manner …she was completely surprised but than ignored it
Nupur: mjhy bahar jana hai…..
Mayank: Nupur abhi….woh bahar buhat dhand hai….bemar per jao gi……mein tumhain mana nhi ker rah but..if u want pls b carful
She was leaving when
Mayank: Nupur…akelay mat jao….if u say….can I …join u
She looked at him with empty eyes
Nupur: haan….she was only able to say ths ……
They were walking outside in ther garden.,….she was in deep thught ..they were together but not one..she has changed him completey ..ths was nt the mayank she left..
He was scared n was putting his every step extremely careful…wht if u 'll mind, will she get angry…will she'll b able to love me gain…
She was missing hs care, they way he use to claim her like hs property, the honour hsip he use too hol
Mayank: Nupur…if ur tired tu
Nupur: ba mayank
Mayank: kya hoa Nupur..mein tu bs asy hi kah raha tha
Nupur: kyun asay behave ker rahy ho
Mayank: kasay
Nupur: yeah woh mayank nhi hai..jo meray sath hota tha
Mayank: per us mayank k sath tu tum jee nhi paati thi
Nupur: she cuped his face…mjhy mera woh mayank wapas chaiy…jo mjhy per haq jata tat ha..mjhy gakti per daat ta tha…..jo mjhy se kuch kahny se pehly sochta nhi tha…jo is k dil mein hota tha woh us ke zaban per tha..jo mjhy apny her gesture ki explanation nhi dayta tha..mein us se pyar kerti hoon..
Mayank: he faintly smile in his tears..per
Nupur: per ky mayank..hum ny khabi gar kuch kaha nhi tu asa tu nhi tha…k hum ek dosray se oyar nhi kertay thy….ya ek dosray ki izzat nhi…bs hum khbi yeah nhi sam jha pay k…hum kab kyun kaha kasay kertay hai..hain na
He nooded yes…
So can I get my hubby back
He smiled n hugged her tight…tighly as possible …..hiding his face in her neck…
I love you
They ay united …n smiled…..
But life doesn't always gave u a second chance
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