MOHABBAT
I am a 24 year old ordinary Delhi girl. I am currently doing a job in a MNC. I am an orphan and live with my elder brother. He is works in Delhi police as inspector. I am not that beautiful nor that smart. I am ordinary. Like others I also used to dream about my price charming coming on a white horse when I was 16. Now those dreams also look like betrayals to me. I am in love with someone. My brother also knows that. I am in love with my brother's best friend Milind. Milind is my brother's colleague. I am deeply and madly in love with him. But I have not confessed it and I don't think I could confess in this life. He has a girlfriend and he loved her deeply. And that girl Ayesha is also serious about him. I have no chance in this life. I feel sorry and guilty and I don't know for what. I cannot forget him. He is an integral part of my life. I don't blame him or anyone. I can't. I always knew he is committed but then this idiot heart started beating for him only. One word'. Milind''.. Makes my heart beat faster. I cannot help it. No one can. Poor my brother also has to suffer because of me. My brother loves his sister Kamya but doesn't want to marry her because of me. Kamya has decided to go America. She just wants to go away from him. I don't understand his theory. I don't want to spoil my brother's life. My brother has been my best friend since childhood. I was his baby sister. He wants me to get married to Neev but how can I spoil my and Neev's life. I don't want to marry. I know this is a foolish decision but I just cannot marry anyone with Milind in my heart. I want him to be happy at any cost. I know it hurts when I see him with Ayesha but I am ready to go through the pain for the sake of his happiness. Ayesha is beautiful, smart, and intelligent. She is the perfect girl. I only know three things for sure firstly Milind loves Ayesha, secondly I wouldn't get my share of happiness in this life and thirdly I love Milind from the core of my heart.
I don't know why am I telling you all this. But I beg you to stay here with my brother and please don't leave him. I am leaving so that you, Aalap, Milind and Ayesha stay happy.. Go back to Aalap he will die without you and please don't tell about this letter to anyone. By the time you will go to Aalap I would have reached my destination.
Regards Prachi.
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do tell me how is it.
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