i am writing after a long time...i promised myself that i wont post anything unless some sort of veer-ichha reunion is shown....and i hv kept my promise š
was that a hug....WOW....i am bowled....as ichha was running down the stairs my heartbeat increased with her each step....it was a beautiful feeling to see ichha at last succumbing to her feelings for veer....one of the longest hug i hv ever seen....and veer's expression was splendid....
for veer it was a dream come true....his long long waiting period paid at last....he has been fighting with his own emotions for the last few days to stay away from ichha....he tried to be rude with her, hurt her with his words but at the same time breaking his own heart into pieces...he was hving some nightmarish days and nights....
but ichha was repenting her own words....he wanted to apologise to veer for wat she said...how cud she hurt the only person who means the world to her...she tried to find her own ways to bridge the gap that she herself has created....
but veer was pained beyond words...his hopes and his dreams were shattered by the very person he has loved from the bottom of his heart....
now he was determined to distance himself from ichha...he wont let her hurt him anymore...he wont let her decide the course of his life anymore....
then...all of a sudden lightning struck....from nowhere ichha came and fell into his arms...wrapping him in the most endearing hug...showing her deepest concern and care for him which he always trusted was hidden somewhere in her heart...he was at first surprised....then a feeling of exhileration crept in...and he smiled...a smile which portrayed his feeling of relief that everything is not lost yet...a smile which said that his trust in ichha has not been betrayed....then he very tentatively put his hand on her back...then passionately touched her head...he closed her eyes to cherish the moment forever in his heart....
and that was the moment ichha came back to her senses....how cud she hv done this....the feelings for veer that she so resolutely had hidden in the deepest crevice of her heart...how cud she bare her heart to the very person she wanted to hide it from...she released him and ran away widout even stopping to show her face which was already wet with tears....she ran away wishing veer did not see her emotions for him brimming in her eyes....
and veer was left standing there alone...he cudnt believe ichha cud leave her in this state...but he was ready to forgive anything now....he has got his prize of eternal waiting...he got a glimpse of her heart which has his name engraved in gold...he smiled and his face radiated with long lost happiness....
and veer thot next day is his bday and ichha has given her the greatest and most precious gift of his life...he cudnt wait to see her again....he cudnt wait to look into her eyes...and he cudnt wait to hold her to make sure that everything is not a dream....
he went to the kitchen searching for her...but there he heard the earth shattering news....ichha has left....she has gone away again leaving him in the middle of nowhere....
he was frantic, restless...not knowing what to do and how to react....he cudnt believe ichha has once again abondoned him....he was left to wonder that ichha once again played with his emotions...and he thot with irony how different this day is from the prev day....within few hours his shattered world was rebuilt and crumbled once again....
and he poured out his heart to Ammu....the only person who understands him and can read his emotions even thru phone...ammu is the only person who can read his silence....wen she asked him how is he....he cudnt reply...how cud he say that he is dead from inside....but he need not say any words wen ammu is on the other side of the phone....she cud read him and deduced at once that ichha is again the cause of his pain...who else can hurt veer...only that person whom he loves the most can hurt him beyond repair....
ammu asked him whether he is upset with ichha and veer sarcastically answered that he has no right for that....but ammu knew veer is the only person who has every right and so she tried to find an excuse on behalf of ichha by saying that ichha never shares her pain with anyone...
and ichha who has run away from veer to let him move ahead in his life was apologising to veer for running away and that too on his bday...she cud feel the anger and betrayal that veer must be feeling...but she wants him to be happy in his life....
she asks god to show her the way to forget veer....and god gave her ishara....very clearly stating to ichha that if she truly wants veer's happiness then she shud go back to him...for veer definition of happiness is ichha and only ichha....