When you find love, respect it;
When u find love, cherish it;
When you find love, treasure it;
When you find love, reciprocate it.
Because love is a flower ' if you water it with care and appreciation, it will blossom and flourish and will spread happiness all around. Or else, it will still be there but in shape of a lost plant, which has nothing but its own thorns to deal with.
Before I start to touch the beautiful and intensifying moment of today's episode, I have to talk about Geet and her foolish attitude. I apologize in advance to all those who do not choose to agree with me, but I will still say it. Geet is being totally immature and silly. Is this how you talk to the person who has practically given up his whole life for you? Is this how you choose to hurt a person who has given his every happiness to bring happiness in your life? Is this how you behave with a person who has never cared for anyone or anything in front of you well being? Is this how you do it? I ask you Geet .. Is this how you are supposed to behave with a man who just helped you out from that shagun situation??? Instead of saying thank you, or I really appreciate it; what you chose to say left me stunned and shocked.
I was taken a back with her choice of words and so did Maan '.. He never ever imagined in his wildest dream that after all what they have gone through and especially after the station day when he placed that ring on her finger he would ever hear her say, it's all jhoot '. Couldn't she see in his eyes that he had put that ring on her finger with every inch of honesty in his heart; that he had done it without any jhoot; without any compromise; without any pressure? Couldn't she see that he did that because he chose to do that, and not out of some compulsion? Couldn't she see his devotion and love in his eyes.
I am still shocked at her choice of words, and extremely hurt to see Maan going through that torment and suffering. She said, "waisay bhi hum yeh sab natak hi tu kar rahay hain'" and his expressions changed immediately. He couldn't believe he just heard that. He couldn't believe she just said that. He couldn't believe his own ears. He had to tell her, she was wrong, he had to show her how much her words had hurt him and he turned her towards him. To have that eye-contact which he thought was enough to tell her how he feels for her. But even then he gave her the benefit of doubt, gave her the time to rethink her words and asked her, "do u really think this is all natak'." Praying in the heart of his heart, please say no Geet .. Please say no ' because if you would say yes, it will hurt me to the core of my heart '. Please say no ' but she chose to say yes ' and not only that, she chose to say more hurtful and tormenting things ' "kya aap kay liyay yeh jhoot say alag hai'" seriously Geet?? Do u really think whatever Maan has done for you is JHOOT???? SERIOUSLY??????
Maan has always believed in conversation when it comes to Geet. He asked her yet again, I am doing everything for you and you think its JHOOT. And her answer was life-shattering for him. "aap yeh sab meray nahi apnay liyay kar rahay hain'." I don't believe this. I am still traumatized by what she said. To me, in that one sentence she disgraced Maan's love, left him in the middle of nowhere; and denied his every feeling, every help, and every care he has taken of her. Couldn't she see that love in his eyes? Couldn't she see that concern in his eyes? Couldn't she appreciate his love? Couldn't she be grateful for that concern???? Couldn't she??? I was soo happy yesterday that finally Geet is on the verge of confession and she has started realizing her love for Maan and Maan's love for her. But today she left me speechless '
He was devastated by her words and decided to walk away. In the heart of his heart, he thought she would stop him; in the heart of his heart he trusted her; in the heart of his heart he wanted her to stop him because she had hurt him with those words; in the heart of his heart he wanted to be loved for once; in the heart of his heart he wanted to feel special, just as special as he makes Geet feel many a time. Doesn't he have a right to crave for, desire and expect love, care, concern, and devotion? Doesn't he deserve it???
He wanted her to stop him but she didn't. Instead she turned around, looked back once, and when saw his back, decided to walk away. A BIG NO from my side. Pyar tu submission hai, pyar tu iqraar hai, pyar tu ehsaas hai .. Don't u feel it Geet? Why did you choose to walk away? Is your ego too strong to run to him and stop him? Is that too much to ask for? A man, who was full of Egos, left it alllll for you. And you, who had nothing but Maan as a pillar of strong support, have all these silly egos that you end up hurting that ONE MAN, that ONE MAAN' really? That's unacceptable (at least to me).
Even then, he decided to come back to her. Once again, he let go of her childish attitude and decided to come back to her. Once again, he decided to look for her. Once again, he was there to save her from that snow, in which she soooo foolishly was sitting in that noodle strap chiffon dress. Doesn't she not care for anyone? Maan ko tu rehnay do, she doesn't even care for her child. Doesn't she know how harmful it can be for the fetus if she catches severe cold? Doesn't she care for anyone in front of her EGO? Doesn't she???
And then, when he found her and wanted to protect her from the snow she had all those tewars ' wow .. brilliant' To me, today Geet was totally disrespectful towards Maan's love. Maan deserves BETTER ' and above that, he deserves some respect for just being the person he is and for his magnanimous heart which has accepted Geet unconditionally.
No matter how hard I try today to get over Geet's offensive and insulting behavior, but I won't be able to. I am feeling Maan's hurt and pain ' the torment he went through when she said those wounding words. But let's move on to the room scene.
The window opened with a jerk and she started feeling cold (but I don't understand why couldn't she stand up and close it herself, why is she always soo dependant on Maan. And then in her angry moment, she insults him ' PERFECTTTTTT) . He saw her shivering and as if it was one of the sights he dreaded the most (to see her in pain) he took his shirt off for her. He didn't care about the fact that this would leave him vulnerable to cold, but once again she chose to disregard his feelings. She was testing his patience, she was testing his cool, she was testing his endurance and when he came on the verge of losing it, he threw his shirt on her, telling her, commanding her, that she better change or he would do it for her. The look in his eyes, I have done it once Geet, and I can do it again. Agar baat tumhari health ki ho tu I can go to any extent. Aur yahan to baat tumhari aur tumharay baby ki hai. And I was left wondering, he being an outsider, who has nothing to do with the pregnancy and the baby has accepted it wholeheartedly, and he cares for her and her baby sooo much, so whats wrong with Geet ' anyways, I don't want to talk about it more. For now I want to talk about Maan .. My Man, My Maan '..
She had hurt him, but his love was way above that; she had insulted his love, but his concern was way above that; she had given him pain with those tormenting words, but his devotion was way above that; he felt her eyes focused on him and felt the heat of that gaze. He looked up and saw her, wet and seductive, standing behind that wooden net divider. And before he could light the fireplace, he felt the fire burning in him. He had loved her for sooo long, he had been controlling himself for sooo long, but today he wanted to give into that moment. Today, for a moment, he wanted to live that moment, he wanted to feel that moment.
Before this, every time he had seen Geet in a vulnerable situation, he had always looked away. He didn't think he had a right to look at her in that weak moment. But today he didn't shift his gaze. Today he looked at her, straight in her eyes, telling her, I have accepted you with all my heart; I have accepted you with every bit of sincerity in me. You gave me this right Geet when you held me and told me, I mean a lot to you and at that moment you gave me that right. Today I want you to know that my love is dying to take a step forward.
She heard every word of his unsaid statement, colors of passion and desire crossed her face and as if not able to control her emotions, she conveyed it to Maan, with her eyes ' I AM READY FOR THAT NEXT STEP. And Maan lit the fire ' telling her silently, our love is on fire tonight.
And I can't stop myself from singing,
Khulte band hote labhon ki ye ankahi
Mujhse keh rahi hai kay badhne de bekhudi
Mil yoon ki daud jaayein nas nas mein bijliyaan
Baahon ke darmiyaan do pyaar mil rahe hain
Jaane kya bole mann dole sunke badan
Dhadkan bani zubaan
Aasmaan ko bhi ye haseen raaz hai pasand
Uljhi uljhi saanson ki aawaaz hai pasand
Moti luta rahi hai saawan ki badliyaan
Baahon ke darmiyaan do pyaar mil rahe hain
Jaane kya bole mann dole sunke badan
Dhadkan bani zubaan
He came towards her, determined to show her she belongs to him and he belongs to her and touched her face gently. She tried to give into that moment, but decided against it and moved towards the window. He moved once again, dying to close their distance and touched her once again. Placing his hand on hers, taking possession of her restless thoughts, stopped her from moving away, touched her neck gently and decided to move his arms around her waist. Pulling her towards him' feeling the gentle caress of her soft body. But she decided to walk away again.
And than a scene came which was totally not classy. She fell on the bed and decided to lie down. Well, can I ask WHY???? Why??? That was totally not elegant. To me she insulted Maan's love yet again, and in the process she insulted her own dignity. I was actually disturbed by that scene ' and I have to say, in fact shout at the top of my voice; Geet, this is not what Maan wants. He doesn't want your body; he wants your soul. He doesn't lust for you; he wants your trust and submission out of love. He came towards her, lay down with her and held her hand. And then he decided to lift up and as if he was trying to find something in her face, find something in her expressions, he bent a little. But he couldn't find it. He didn't want to touch her with her just lying there like a puppet. He wanted her to feel it. He wanted her to want him just as much as he wants her, and above that he wants to tell her in that weak moment that this is not jhoot Geet. this is not natak ' this is love, and we both have been hit by it. This is the truth Geet, and the sooner you believe in it, the better.
And so he decided to leave her there. She waited for him in anticipation, but when she couldn't feel his lips; when her desires was left unsatisfied, she opened her eyes, only to find an empty room. And at that one moment, I saw regret on her face. A regret that why she didn't hold him, why she didn't touch him the way he did, why she didn't express her feelings ' why? And she sat down, with tears of emptiness in her eyes.
And then he came back. When he had lit that fiery fire in her, when he had succeeded in making her want him just as much ' when he was conveyed to her that this feeling is mutual and it's the only truth that matters, he came back. He sat next to her, without touching her, without making any move. Just waited for her move and she finally made that move. Dil kay haathon jab insaan majboor ho jayay tu sab kuch be-maainay sa lagnay lagta hai. That's the power of love, and desire.
She touched him, stroked his face gently with her warm and inviting finger ' and he reciprocated. She begged him with her eyes to love her, she begged him to make her feel wanted and special; she begged him to mark her existence. She finally gave into her desires and his love. And just when the world was at Maan's feet, he pulled back. Once again, just to protect Geets honor. He knew this was a weak moment; he knew she loved him; he knew she wants him; but he also knew, tomorrow when this moment would pass, she would regret it. He knew that tomorrow in the light of another day she would feel disturbed and restless. And this is exactly not what Maan wanted her to feel. He has waited for this moment, but he wants it to be right and special and without any future regrets. And so he decided to say those words which brought her back to her senses. "kya yeh nazdikiyan tumharay liyay jhoot say alag nahi'" he said that to remind her of the hurt she had caused him a few hours ago by saying those words. He reminded her of her own lexis and he reminded her of what she feels about it all. He reminded her, she chose to call it all JHOOT and no matter how weak a moment would be, he would not let go of his control, till Geet wants him with every bit of honesty in her heart. And above everything, he didn't want any blame game tomorrow. For his love is way above all that.
That's Maan Singh Khurana ' The man of principles, the man of honor, the man of dignity, the man of respect. He would never do anything to hurt Geet. And today once again he proved the magnanimity of his love. The pureness of his feelings and emotions. He wants her, he wants her bad, and he could have had her right then, but he chose to protect her respect and guard her from the regret which he knew she would have felt later.
I LOVE YOU for this Maan '. My love and respect for you has crossed alllll boundaries today. I can't seem to say anymore ' agar mein Geet hoti tu tumhain batati, pyar kya hota hai, izhaar kya hota hai, izzat kya hoti hai ' submission kya hota hai. Pyar mein insaan ko khuda banaya jata hai, tabhi tu pyar ko us ki MAIRAG milti hai '. Meray liyay tum khuda hotay .. tumharai har baat patthar ki lakeer ' but afsos, mein Geet nahi '. I wish she finds some sense and reciprocates your love with the same intensity, with the same passion, with the same fervor, with the same greatness, with the same dedication, with the same perseverance '. I wish '.
That's all friends ' I think I have written too much today '. 😊😳
Looking forward to hearing from you all.
Love, Kashish😊
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