~Madhoshi Maaneet thread 1~ - Page 14

brij decided to take her to delhi.. they reached pinky's house..brij explained the whole plan to pinky's father..he said we could have her delivery hear & probably then
arrange for an adorption..geet was not wanting to have a baby..
she refused to go through that..she was just 18..still in her college
she had dreamt of her life differently..children yes..but a nice romantic
SRK type lover boy...DDLJ type..totaly in love with her..first..she did'nt
want all her dreams shattering dowm because of that one madhoshi ki raat..
the feeling of hatred developed..she just hated herself...the loneliness
lingered...Brij..tried explaining to her..it is just for few months..then
everything will be fine..we could go back home..I promise I will find
a nice guy & get u married..bilkul tumhare DDLJ..wala..raj...
brij tried his level best..but geet was not happy...
its been one week in pinky's house..she did'nt speak to any one..
the frustration was building on her...she did'nt know she would have to pay so much
for that one night...fear of lossing her dear ones..her family pride
every thing played on her...she just walked endlessly..on a road..thinking
sabko chorneka dil karta hai in sabse Kahi dur jaana hai
na kisi se pyar kar payee.. na kisi ke pyar ke layak rehe..na kisi se dil lagaya
na kisi ka dil thoda.. na kisi pe aitbar kiya na kisi ka intezar
sab naatha thotha lagtha hai
na kisi se baat kiya ..na Koi Wada Kiya.. na koi wafa Ki ummeed kisi se
na Kisi se bewafai ke.. na kisi ko apna kaha.. na kisi ko yaadon mein basaya
jaise pyar mera zindagi se root gaya
na koi dua kaam aayee.. na kisi pe yakeen aayaa
na koi raasta mila na koi manzil.. na koi sapna saja paayee na koi iraade
raat ko neendka na subah utneka.. na khudse na koi parayonse
khud se hi dur jaana hai ..duniya se alag hona hai
haqeekat se muh modna hi hain...himat nahi mujh main uske samna karne ki..
she walked..don't know for how long..finally her legs felt weak & she saw where she was
she was on a bridge..she saw the river below..she stood there for sometime
looking at the river..the water flowing ..the whole night flashed back infront of her mind
she was ashamed of wat she has done...& she was scared of the future..
did'nt want that child defintly in her life..she jumped into the water...just let her sink
into her sorrows..she did'nt resist..just let it take her in..wash her all sins..
she lost all her conciousness when she felt the same touch again around her waist she
opened her eyes..to meet his..he held her strongly...looking into them
probably knowing wat she was going through.or was it just a instant connection they shared
that their eyes could reflect each others emotions...

yeh kya kar rahi thi tum...kya huwa tumhe...tum yanha kya kar rahe ho???
he had so many questions...before she could hold on longer..her eyes droped closed
he lifted her & took her to the shore...patted her face..the touch..was passing some
emotional bond..he checked her pulse was weakening..he slowly pressed just below
her chest to flush the water she had taken in...she still was not breathing..
he moved closer to her lips...his hands pushed the curls behind..inhaled
a deep breath & filled her with life...she responded with inhaling & exhaling
deeply..breathing harder feeling the life back in her..& opened her eyes
to see him...she hugged me...crying out her heart...like he was her only
savior...his hands just followed her..snaking her back..into her hair..
tum teehk hoo tumhe kuch ho jatha to..he said..passionately..pulling her & looking into her...
madhoshi..ka ehsaas unhe phir us mood pur lai aaya...honton ne..
honton ko mehsoos kiya..wohi sama tha wohi junoon...lekin..kuch aur bhi tha..shayad
bechanni..thadap..judai..kuch shikva..kuch gila...ajeeb se madhoshi thi
they broke apart hearing some one calling for her..geet geet..he reluctantly pulled away
they stood up..straigtening then selves..

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Sakshi