I watched today's episode...twice...why??Coz It had so many feelings, so much of love...do much of passion..that watching once was not sufficient!!!π³
And now, my analysis on todays episode..
I had written a post yesterday that I do not want AR to have an EMA...and thanks to the CVs, I am so glad that it WAS NOT an EMA...π
I totally want to advocate and believe that it was Ridhima's realization day today..
realization of the fact that no matter what, she loves only Armaan.π³
I know , for many I am jumping into a hasty conclusion, but trust me, this is not a hasty one...remember, i watched the episode twice!!ππ
Okay, so it starts with Ridzy struggling to wear a red saaree or a white one!π²
As if choosing whom you love can be as easy as changing colors of your saaree!!!!π
No Ridzy, wear any color, your heart shall always love Armaan..π
Anyways, so, with a very conscious effort, and lots of thinking, Ridzy manages to wear Sid's favourite colorπ³ (by the way, i liked a dialogue she associated with the white. She said, its pure as Sid..and I agree there. But what to do? Mr Right Sid has chosen the Wrong girl...she is Armaan's girl afterall, and shall always be..π....anyways, moving ahead...
All set, she reaches the venue of her date with Sid. She stands there and appreciates her husband's efforts..π .but chk out her expression when they show Armaan's shadow. π³Well, she "feels" her armaan once again.π³.and shrugs the thought immediately and whispers"Sid"..
and then, just to convince herself that she has to continue with her marriage to this great guy Sid, she runs to him and hugs him.π I kept wondering why did she need to run to him, and then I realized, she just wanted to fight her heart where she was feeling Armaan's presence. π³She wanted to convince "herself" that she loves Sid rather than to actually confess it to Sid.π.
.coz when you really want to say "i love you" to the person you love, you need to say it looking right into his eyes dear...not close your eyes and avoid the most adorable and memorable moment called "confessing your love".βΊοΈ
Anyways, she managed to say I love you also becoz she was in Armaan's arms.π³.HER Armaan's arms..the only person she has ever loved!!!βΊοΈ
I am assuming that Armaan did not hear the word "Sid", which she whispered before running into his arms.π³
His perception must have been that his Ridhima is coming back to him. ALl he heard was "I love you...I am a litlle late in saying this but I really love you"...π
just imagine what he must have felt hearing those words..π₯³
His Ridzy, his basket just said that she "LOVES" him..π€.can any guy stay normal at this stage? π³This was the reason he was living for. π₯³The girl of his dreams was right now in his arms, confessing that she loved him..π€.any person on this planet will go weak down the knees if in his situation.π³
He was carried away with all his emotions (just like at KASU days when Ridhima had hugged him at the FE, and they had a gr8 passionate hug and scene.π³....she always does this to him, doesnt she...π?)...and we had one of the most memorable embrace and kiss he could ever give her. I am actually surprised by the way he handled his emotions. SHe was in his arms after such a looooonnnggg time!!!!!!!!!!!!1π³..but he was so gentle...π
I could not see anything like adultery thereπ²..sorry non AR fans, but really...all I cud see that they were with each other..enjoying their moment..becoz Armaan felt that his Ridzy has returned to him!!!ππ€
π€ͺInfact, she made him think about the same ahead, coz even after realizing that its Armaan she is with, she did not leave immediately. π³She knew she was in the arms of the person whom she had wanted to spend her entire life with..and her heart shall never cease to love this guy..when this guy is around, she feels his mere presence even if she cant see him. π³The guy whose thoughts have not allowed her to consumate her relation with her husband.π³.becoz her heart can love only one person at a time..and that is Armaanπ³..not SId!
She not stopping was not an indication that she is cheating Sid, π²becoz firstly, was she ever committed to Sid completely?? πWas she ever commited to her mariage with all her heart?? No, she wasnt...she has always thought of being with SId becoz he is a gr8 adorable husband..but she has NEVER loved him.π²
I dont want to get into reasoning why I feel that..but all I can say is only SId's bracelet reminded her again that she cannot continue to love the guy she actually loves and wants to love...becoz for a fact that she is "married"π².
I felt sorry for Armaan today..coz he knows Ridzy loves only him but wants to continue with her marriage just becoz she thinks it shall be unfair on Sid.
ANd I pity Ridzy more, becoz she has still not concluded that she can find solace and peace only in the arms of Amraan.π² Hardly is she realizing that wearing Sid's favourite color saree and avoiding Armaan's red shall not erase the love she carries for Armaan!!!!π₯±
And here's my question of today!!! Ridhima, are you really married to Sid with all your heart, body and soul...or unconsciously, you have surrendered all these to the only love of your life...ARMAAN!!π³
Find your answers and as Armaan said...how about telling it to Sid? SAve three lives Ridhima..yours, Sid's and Armaan,s!!!....π³
I have really tried my best to not bash any character...i RESPECT THE VIEWS OF ALL THE FANS ON IF. So please respect mine too!!
Love and peace,
Priπ³