@aahana ,...hon sorry i didnt mean it like that🤗....i meant i wud not have written coz i have a totally diff pov here bat neil n i know for sure am in minority😆😆 but that still doesn't change my belief😆😆
n yep sam is meant for gunjan n no one suits her better than him with or without his baggage from past, his insecurities, his childlike acts, his imperfections just like she suits him to T with her shy , introvert, not regular classic beauty, n with her share of imperfections....but these r the very things gunji fell in love with ......
well am no way supporting a POV that neil is better than samrat for gunjan n etc etc.....in fact there can be no comparison bet two individuals except the fact that neil appears more matured over ne1 else but that is becoz he has seen the world, has made sumthing of himself while all others r still coll going kids n slowly waking up to realities of life ..if all of us had to live with matured perfect people am sure marriages wud not b so easy to come by😆😆
precisely why i said neil is not perfect, he has his flaws....in his thirst to make sumthing of his life first n then search for gunjan he lost the most precious thing of his life......making obvious mistakes alone need not cite imperfection, unknowingly done deeds also show our flaws albeit we r late to see n realize them.....
n yep am all the way with samrat when it comes to his acts in this track so far....sometimes u have to wake up to life in hard ways n poor sammy has to do it the hard way thanks to his always missing parents n d wonderful fun filled childhood which was deprived of him.....in fact as i have been imagining it the track is bringing sam out of his phobias.....i loved it yest when he said he wants to find a way to be with his lady love forever....thats surely the first step out of the shadows....n am gonna be feeling terribly bad when this reporter's article is gonna create a mess...samrat, thanks to d grt guidance yest, is going to be the victim in this whole fiasco, he turned to his friends coz he was caught up in turmoil but unfortunately uday n benji had clouded his judgment further....i wish he had listened to his heart when he said he believes in neil to an extent
well i didnt say he's perfect hon😳😳 so he can think what he likes but that doesnt make it right......he may have believed in samrat not being right for her but thats his desolate heart trying to assuage his sub conscious mind which is feeling inferior n low to samrat when it has lost its love which was never his to him......common human tendencies, ...denial followed by acceptance... when he saw the depth with which gunjan went n hugged samrat...i agree people can do lots of things when they r vulnerable ...thats y i said CVs can turn it around ne way n they can justify it in d name of possessed or obsessed love but that will kill the beauty with which they made this strong char........well i am hoping my pov comes true but nothing say CVs wont turn it arnd 180 in today's epi itself but thats still MJHT for u😉
well theres a diff here why he took gunjan's name.... giving the same perspective he did it all for gunjan's happiness, he tells him her name to make him realize what he may lose out on before he realizes the need to cure himself of his insecurities coz gunjan only loves him, he has nothing to fear n how much more it will hurt him if he lost it coz he(neil) was going thur the pain himself, he was giving a perspective coz it meant happiness for gunjan but left to himself alone he need not have been generous to samrat in showing him a pov at the cost of baring his vulnerabilities...gunjan never told him or allowed nups to tell coz she believed she had no chance of winning over samrat as he had his interest elsewhere at tht time n nups telling him wud put a burden on him, she thot for his benefit , it wud have achieved nothing for them except heart aches thats y she didnt allow nups to tell him the truth....here i am willing to give benefit of doubt to neil that he did it out of same goodness , putting gunjan's happiness before him .....well not telling him her location may look mysterious but thats precisely i said why d char can be turned grey by CVs if they want to....but looking at precap i doubt it coz he conveys the message without ne malice to gunji., so it may genuinely have been to give sammy sum time to think over in peace.......so am still hoping that he will remain positive...rest cant say wat CVs have planned out😆😆....
n am with samrat totally in his journey of overcoming his insecurities n phobia as much as i believe in the positivity of neil's char....
assuming neil remains positive, he has only defeat to take back home as his achievement hon coz sajan r n always will be together.....so my heartfelt sympathies r with the neil who will be left with nothing but memoirs of a dream that never ever took wings or sprouted from their roots.....n trust me ur body becomes a tough place for ur soul to reside in when u r laden with disappointment n loss of a lifetime of if onlys'........all this provided his char remains positive but if not i will be content to have liked n believed in wat i have seen so far of this char
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