First Pocu yaar, i totallly missed your post, its only by chance i saw it lol - (oh man how did that happen)
I have understood why Sid is doing what he is and thats what it makes his actions kinda easier to understand IMO
He's pushing her towards Armaan - and hopefully her decision comes quicker
Also i havent really reacted much to the precap because i am totally calm about it lol, its a total natak - only for Mom Modi
i aint worried about the marriage drama, or if its real or not, i think its real in the sense its a show for Sid's mum, but will be good to see Sid's reaction coz he's in turmoil and we have Ridz who is in turmoil, and cant figure out what she should be feeling but her eyes are searching for Sid and Sid to be by her to do something - that much was clear in the precap
Every expression of Ridz reacts to Sid and for Sid, esp in the precap and also when after the eyelock of AR today, there was evident pain when she saw Sid, and what he has asked her to do, its going around in circles for her
Her eyes and expressions wants Sid
And If SR are about destiny and fate (thats the whole feel to them), then this wont happen, something or someone will stop this at the crucial moment, i mean the mangasutra bit
RIdz pain was evident together esp when she broke her eyelock with A and saw Sid, so much pain there was, and the other scene in the restroom where she answers Sid's question about herself but it is also indirectly to him, how much can a face hide emotions and feelings, she is trying to read them 💔
Armaan is back i get it, but all Ridz has for him is love nothing else - he will always be in her heart And with Sid - there's so many emotions and feelings in her about him, that this kind of thing she needs to get herself to acknowledged them,
Telling your wife to stand next to her first love is one thing and watching it happen is totally another thing. Sid has no idea the kind of glass shards he is slicing his own heart
Like said i dont think Sid even anticipated seeing AR do the pretense together, but here it will be in front of his eyes, slicing through him🥺 and also through Ridz by the looks of it
Riddz tells Sid that they both are hanging by a silk thread of hope - she fears that they may end up going so far in this ridiculous facade that they may never come back.
Here is where the fear is for both but Sid knows it - has known it for ages, and he really has thought about it, and he's preparing for it even since Armaan's return
Sid recalls Armaan's last words , without any shock or terror or anxiety - just tired sadness on his face - as if what Armaan said is exactly what Sid is expecting to happen. Sid believes that Riddz will go away to Armaan , so when Armaan said those words in wounded innocence , they did not sting Sid. Sid has resolved to his fate and accepted it
Again like i said, Sid has hammered in him/etched in him that Ridz will choose Armaan, he's prepared for it, he's hurting and he's taking all the hurt on day by day and seeing AR together
I really think this whole marriage fake fiasco is what will get Ridz to open her eyes in the future, make her realise exactly want she wants, somewhere along the way - she will have to see, i think this is the reality or a little push she needs to let us know much she values her marriage to Sid and how much she is missing him, Sid being with her and Armaan being with her is a huge difference which will make her see the difference esp if Armaan tries to get close to her, the more Armaan is around her or she is forced to be around him, she is moving far away from him - her heart will ache for Sid, thats they only way i see it going
Its like Sid pushes her one step towards Armaan and she takes two step closer to Sid unknownly , its always been about the pull between SR, they pull to one another, however far they go they always come back to one another - isnt SR about the pull and the bond they share😊
Edited by Lennie - 15 years ago
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