12/3 - Sid-Riddz: Mujhe farak padta hai,Siddhanth - Page 2

Beautiful post!!!!!!!!!Poca u are in a league of ur own.

wow Poca... needless to say ur post has moved me again 👍🏼 ... since yesterday night i was eagerly looking forward to hear your description of yesterdays's episode.
loved these lines...

Originally posted by: Pocahontas

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He loves her , yes.... you don't go through hell and back for somebody just like that. It is just that he has conditioned himself and his heart in such a way that even if his heart beats for his wife, he cannot hear it. His doors still stay locked but Riddhima is now unlatching those doors....

Now, it is for Sid to open his arms and his heart to her and finally believe that Riddhima is not his wife just in name - she is his wife in heart , soul and spirit. That he really is her only truth.
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Ridz has finally expressed her feelings to Sid... it is time for Sid to open. he really looks like he has locked all his heart, his hopes, in a closet. I am sure when sid will express his feelings, his love for ridz, the scene will rock. desperately looking forward to that now. i just hope sid doesn't do anything stupid after the hug. ridz was already heart broken, this will shatter her 😭

but wow, enjoyed yesterday scene. truly SR's chemistry so intense and romantic . they shud end up together 😳

KW and JW rock... and love my cutie karan wahi 😳

If I would have been a good ideal wife , my husband wouldn't have been here to see another girl ...and your heart goes out to Riddhima....here is a woman who has suffered hell once she lost her first love and finally , when life found her again with a second chance at love wrapped in the form of a gorgeous human-being like Siddhanth , it is all slipping out of her hands.... You actually fee like wrapping Sid in a bright red glitter paper with a lovely golden bow and silver tassels and putting him in her arms....... And then, cutting through the whole room , and overlooking Naina, Sid's disturbed face catches a glimpse of Riddhima and that does it for him.... Riddhima realizes that Sid has seen her and she immediately goes away , tears streaming down her cheeks......

Aww, I really do feel for Riddhima and I completely agree that my heart went out to her when I saw that scene. As a matter of fact it has been rather for the last few weeks, whether it be the humiliation at the holi party or the numerous confrontations she faces with Sid at home-I'm always on "Team Riddhima" but you would think that the two were on the same side since they're married...its like you said, everything exists just the self realisation is missing. Riddhima goes to see Sid as from her point of view hell probably froze over when he admitted going to see a girl, Riddhima's response of "aap mujhe milwaoge na" was pretty much a rhetorical question, the answer which should have been "don't be cupcake of course I'm not going to approve her, I'm married to you remember, silly billy"was instead a prolonged silence on Sid's behalf which essentially confirmed the worst for Ridzie poo and she arrives at the crime scene to reassure herself, fill in the blanks that Sid has left behind with some proof, "seeing is believing".
Sids response is tooo cute, I loved loved loved it. How he feels the need to disregard everyone at just the sight of her in pure turmoil and distress. Riddhima's expressions are such that even if you didn't know her you would be curious to know what she was thinking, I'm not surprised that Sid had to go investigate why Riddhima left without uttering a word. There is so much the two don't admit to one another, but some form of conversation is enough for the other now, when they don't speak at all, that's when something is wrong.
But then, haven't Sid-Riddz always been about that intense mutual pull that places them in a magnetic field of nameless emotion? How could Sid stay back?
Absolutely concur!


Sid doesn't want to be with me. He doesn't want to walk with me... and if he doesn't want me , why am I clinging to these threads of hope... wearing all these symbols of a married woman when they hold no meaning to Siddhanth? I am a nobody in his life and i have to accept this fact.... hurt ,angry and stung , she takes off the wedding chooda , the mangalsutra and tries to wipe off the sindoor.......
The fact that Riddhima has faced defeat one too many times on the trials of love really does fuel her emotions at this point, she wants to make it easier for Siddhant, but she has to realise that removing all the signs of their marriage won't remove the bond and relationship itself. She may try to limit Sid's responsibility towards her, to enable him to fulfil his mother's desires but simultaneously she is placing a heavy hand on her heart to accept the fact that he is not more than granules of sand in her closed fist. The tigheter she has tried to take a hold, the quicker he slipped away, she feels now the only option left is to willingly loosen the grip of her clenched hand.

Riddhima! You came to the hotel, didn't you? Then, why didn't you meet me? Why did you come back? .... and you smile at Sid's volley of questions. What are you more worried about Sid? That she came to the hotel or that she came away without seeing you? .... this... this is the extent to which Sid has gotten used to Riddhima , her being around him , her presence and her attention....he is upset because she did not meet him. He has clearly forgotten the situation that he was in.. he only remembers Riddhima running away with tears in her eyes.
😳😊Ayi yai yai, I want a Siddhant Modi. Pretty pretty purrrlease with a cherry on top!?! I love the above description, I'm falling in love with him all over again, I'd actually go so far as to say his concern upon seeing her compensates for when he didn't pipe up to defend Riddhima when his cruel Momma was being nasty!

Riddhima takes a step away from 'Aap' and comes to 'Tum' indicating the moving away from the play of respect as her heart bleeds....
I.e. one little baby step at the time, once we change aap to tum, I will be able to see him as non pati dev Siddhant Modi and our "inevitable" separation will be alot less painful and alot more manageable..

Sid looks at her dazed for a second or so and then , he looks at her bare arms , her bare neck and a grim sad smirk comes over his face - if me and this marriage mean something to you , then why did you take off the symbols of the pious bond that we both are bound in. Tell me.

Riddhima , almost crumbling tells Sid that she cannot make sense if what she is trying to tell him... she has no idea how to explain it to him and to herself but this relationship , this marriage is her life....she wants to hang in here.... this relationship is the only truth she understands and wants to understand....nothing else seems to make sense to her , nothing outside seems to matter.

I feel that Riddhima wants to believe she has removed the chooda and mangalsutra for her own sake, ie why should I live in hope when Sid is not contributing. In actual fact, this has nothing to do with what Riddhima wants instead she has acted on what she considers Siddhant's intentions, i.e. to get married again so I will remove the chooda because it is adverse to his wishes. Now, when Sid questions her, Riddhima must be incredibly confused, you want to get married again yet it is you who asks me why I remove the traces that remind you that your are bound to me??
As Sid looks at her in a daze and tries to understand what she is trying to convey to him, Riddzie walks closer and as though lifting barricades from the crashing waves emotions that she harbours for her husband, she runs into his arms..... and hugs him, placing her head on his shoulder and crying like a baby , clinging to him as you cling to your last hope to life when jaws of death await below..... clutching his shirt with her curled up panicky fists as if to make sure that he won't disappear if she eases the hold on him..... You are my only truth, Siddhanth , the only truth that i want to be with , the only truth i see for myself.

(Again, I also want to be with him, I want one too! 😭)

When Riddhima hugged Sid out of sheer emotion , she took a giant leap of faith and feeling.A woman who hated Sid with all her being a few months ago and who believed that she would spend rest of her life like an autumn leave swaying to winds and never even feel again.... the same woman found a second chance at life and love through Sid. He healed her soul and that is how he found his way to her heart......he blew life into her again and when this man is stepping away , Riddhima feels again and she cannot understand how she will be without him. This indicates and proves that the heart always survives on the blood of compassion.... that a heart , even the most breakable kind , the one shredded to pieces can find love again, can learn to beat again if destiny smiles....this is nature's way.....Spring will always come looking for you once autumn is over.The first cut is the deepest cut , true but it does find it's healing.

😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳 I love this sooo much, I feel nostalgic.

For Sid , as I said , all this is very surreal. For him , Riddhima is a precious swan he was meant to protect and stand by. He is bound to her by compassion , empathy and poignancy. He never allowed himself to even think that he could love Riddhima - no.He has seen Riddhima's sorrow , love and yearning for Armaan , the kind of madness she went through while looking for him and that is why it is next to impossible for him to even think that Riddhima would ever have any feelings for him. He loves her , yes.... you don't go through hell and back for somebody just like that. It is just that he has conditioned himself and his heart in such a way that even if his heart beats for his wife, he cannot hear it. His doors still stay locked but Riddhima is now unlatching those doors....

Now, it is for Sid to open his arms and his heart to her and finally believe that Riddhima is not his wife just in name - she is his wife in heart , soul and spirit. That he really is her only truth.

Beautiful! He really needs to hurry himself up though, as far as I'm aware Armaan Malik has just checked in at the airport!



Keep writing! Aamaaaaaazing, I loved EVERY WORD! x x

beautifully written once again. I wish i could write just like you. Wow, I just realized that it doesn't matter if I watch the episode or not, but it is really important that I read what you have to say. And this is simply because you are able to give a perfect recount of both Sid and Riddhima's feeling without any biases.

The agony of losing someone very special is not new to Riddz. She had been through it once before with Armaan. But yet, there is something more deep and mature about what she is feeling for Siddhant right now. It took her a while to realize, but there is that deep connection in their relationship which, as you said, pulls them back together. Whether Riddz had realized it before or not, there was that inner part of her that knew that no matter what happens Sid will always be there for her, walk by her side, and catch her if she's about to fall. And it's this very emotion that reacted when the thought of even losing Sid crossed her mind.

Originally posted by: doukno

Beautiful post!!!!!!!!!Poca u are in a league of ur own.

The girl practically throws herself at Sid yet he remains confounded.Sid is a child.A child which has not fully understood the meaning of love.Dats all I can say at the present juncture.Lets see wat Monday brings.

only agree with the first line... you are in a league of your own, amazing post as always...

pocco, u make sidma even more magical
Its amusing to find people still rendering "jhoota bandhan" even after riddy going huggy on siddy

Originally posted by: shamil

pocco, u make sidma even more magical
Its amusing to find people still rendering "jhoota bandhan" even after riddy going huggy on siddy

Very Nice Emoti-cons. I completely agree with you

absolutly beautfiul poco loved it