beautifully written once again. I wish i could write just like you. Wow, I just realized that it doesn't matter if I watch the episode or not, but it is really important that I read what you have to say. And this is simply because you are able to give a perfect recount of both Sid and Riddhima's feeling without any biases.
She saw him with the face of a wounded woman who knows that her heart bleeds and tears don't stop but she cannot put her finger on that feeling of yearning , hope , hopelessness, that strange fear of losing something so precious that your entire life would bleed out of you if that person was to bow out of your life.....
The agony of losing someone very special is not new to Riddz. She had been through it once before with Armaan. But yet, there is something more deep and mature about what she is feeling for Siddhant right now. It took her a while to realize, but there is that deep connection in their relationship which, as you said, pulls them back together. Whether Riddz had realized it before or not, there was that inner part of her that knew that no matter what happens Sid will always be there for her, walk by her side, and catch her if she's about to fall. And it's this very emotion that reacted when the thought of even losing Sid crossed her mind.
Riddhima sat in her room , quiet , still, sulking and tears quietly flowing down her cheeks. Sid comes running into the room and shoots her with a flurry of questions....Riddhima! You came to the hotel, didn't you? Then, why didn't you meet me? Why did you come back? .... and you smile at Sid's volley of questions. What are you more worried about Sid? That she came to the hotel or that she came away without seeing you? .... this... this is the extent to which Sid has gotten used to Riddhima , her being around him , her presence and her attention....he is upset because she did not meet him. He has clearly forgotten the situation that he was in.. he only remembers Riddhima running away with tears in her eyes.
There was a slight smile on my face while I was watching this part, and this is all due to Sid. I just loved the way he felt disappointed that Riddz hadn't even come and said a "Hi" to him at the hotel. Just as much as Sid's presence is important in Riddz life, it is also the same thing vice versa. And you are exactly right about that too. No matter how much he may try to distance himself away from her, there is always that special something which will always draw him back to her grip. His life is now proportioned with her very presence, that without her it'll feel very imbalanced.
Now, it is for Sid to open his arms and his heart to her and finally believe that Riddhima is not his wife just in name - she is his wife in heart , soul and spirit. That he really is her only truth.
I really like the last part, about him being her only truth. Riddhima has really taken a major step and I completely support her in this decision. And as for Sid, if he does something stupid even after all this, I'm really going to be so disappointed. But I'll have to understand that after all, he is still a kid in heart.
There is something very unique about this relationship, and you have mentioned it in all your posts. These to were brought together by a simple thing known as fate. They were two different beings living in their own worlds, completely unaware about each other's existence. But it was written that they would cross each other's path that day .Even in their first meeting, we witnessed that instant attraction between them though it was initially labeled as "hatred".
And regardless of what'll happen, I'll never be able to forget the bond that these two shared.
As for Sid, I'm totally in love with this guy. I know it may sound a bit extreme, but he has all qualities that I always wanted my dream guy to have. Each time I read your posts, I just fall in love with him again and again.
😳 I love this sooo much, I feel nostalgic. 
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