AY Mix: Aaoge Jab Tum Sajna (Ashi's pov)

Hi all!! Yup I am back again...lol I know i've been making mixes every weekend now...can't help it...its AY ka magic! 😆😳😳

And this mix is especially dedicated to everyone who asked me to make AY mix on it!! All of youu!!😳🤗🤗 I wouldn't have had made it this weekend had it not been kavs making us relive those moments during yamini phase!! Yes, this mix is ashi's pov during yamini's phase!!

I was confused if i should make it from yuvi's pov in parallel with current phase or ashi's pov during yamini phase!! I just went with ashi's...and my next mix on AY is going to be same song from yuvi's pov (hopefully...touchwood)😳😳😳

Neways here is the link:

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xd1r82ENB7o[/YOUTUBE]

Do watch it and lemme know how you find it!😳😳
Love,
Naps

PS: Mads, its not banned in germany so you'll be able to view it!😳😳😳

OMG !!! here's the PERFECT recipe for me to start crying .. but I m not gonna watch it now ... wil watch in during my evening time and then comment on it okie?

and yay....m glad its not banned here .. love u nitz 🤗

P.S. I realised I gotta get studying now...so I wil b VERY slow everywhere on the forum .. wil cum here only during my evening times ...

OMG...NAPS

JUST...OMGGGGGGGGGGGG

I DON'T HAVE ANY WORDS WHAT SO EVER.....HOW NAPS..HOW CAN U DO THIS WITH EVERY EVERY SINGLE MIX?....I MEAN I KNEW IT WLD BE GOOD PERFECT BEAUTIFUL...BUT...THIS...I JUST DON'T HAVE ANY ADJECTIVE WHAT SO EVER TO DESCRIBE IT...I THINK EVEN ATTEMPTING TO DESCRIBE IT WLD BE AN INSULT

OMGGGGGGGGGGG

LOVEEEE U LOVEEE U LOOOOOOVE U MERI AY KI INVISIBLE WORLD KI BRIDGEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...LOOOVE U...I DUNNO WHY NAPS I JUST DUNNO..BUT EVERY SINGLE TIME YOUR MIXES MAKE ME DISCOVER THEM TAKE ME TO A DIFF WORLD DIFF UNIVERSE..A WORLD WHICH IS JUST FILLED WID LOVE...HAMARA DEFINITION OF LOVE...HAMARE ASHI YUVIIIII..SHIT...

I DON'T HAVE WORDS NINNU YET I WANT TO SAY SO SO SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH...

I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU NAPS I JUST DOOOOOOOOOO

CAN'T WAIT TO WRITE MY VISION OF THIS MIIIIIIIIIIIIX BUT JUST LET ME FEEL SANE AGAINNNNNNN

I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

"TOUCH WOOD"😉

nitzie...I m soo sorry nitzie..I jus cant type any comment on ur VM right now coz m crying uncontrollably .. I jus dunno nitz.. I dunno what to reply right now..please let me jus control myself ...

none of ur VMs hav ever touched me in this manner nitz.. I dunno whats happening wit me right now ... it jus touched my heart nitz.. it jus touched that phase of my life that I thought I had gotten over ... and esp the last line ...

I jus dunno what to say right now nitz.. please give me sum time to comment on it I surely will ... right now I m not in a condition to say anything ... anything at all ..

I jus wanna hug u nitz.. for giving this treasure to me ... 🤗

I dont think I can now feel yuvi's POV at all ... so please forgive me for that ..

okie am here after feeling it i dunno how many times☺️..god...everytime i am watching it i feel like huggggggggging u...ashiiiiiii....🤗..god naps u r just i dunno what🤗🤗

i mean yeah its supposed to be a sad mix but i didn't shed a tear can u beat it i didn't shed a teaaaaaaaar?...i was choked right till the very end but the end the end just removed all my sadneess my train chootne wali feelinggggggg it just removed every every pain wala feeling and instead just filled me wid awe wid prideeeeeeeee to witness love so damned pure and selflessssss

i mean via this mix u didn't show how much ashi was hurt and heart broken coz yuvi..her dream..was snatched out of her hand and placed in someone else's hands...u didn't show this....INSTEAD the message which u gave was YES she was damn damn hurt to see her dreams come crashing down BUT BUT BUT the thing that KILLED HER BROKE HER SHATTERED HER was seeing HIM in pain...as long as HE was happy she could have still found a reason to be happy to go on hopiing and dreaming abt love BUT the minute his happiness shook her whole world whole whole world shook along with him...OMG....d minute his smile left him her own hope DIED...coz damn it she didn't need him to love her back to be wid her in order to be happy she was happy just loving him and seeing him happy wid someone else yes it hurted OBVIOUSLY it did coz if it wouldn't have then she wouldn't be human...but that hurt kind of faded away just by seeing him happy content..it was as if HIS HAPPYNESS WAS HER HOPE...yeah..seeing him happy gave her hope for herself.. it never allowed her to feel bitter abt love if anything it just became her STRENGTH..it became her strength to let go of him to let him follow wherever his heart took him...i dunno...this whole Yamini phase purified Ashi's soul re it brought to her the beautiful beautiful blessing of loving someone so completely so so selflessly ki now love for her wasn't about HER dreams her wants her desires instead it was about HIS dreams his wants his desires his happiness...geee...

and u showed this journey of hers where she first just felt something new something diff to the moment where she finally discovered love ka miracleeeee...u showed this whole journey so soooooooooooooooo beautifully...i mean i could actually feel her feelings transform i could actually feel her slowly slowly but constantly moving ahead towards that one moment where she was gifted wid d ability the strength the endurance the courage to LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY to LOVE COMPLETELY to LOVE FEARLESSLY....

i mean when she came back from London..she felt something...she has been feeling this special something right from the farewell dance moment...and during her stay in London this feeling never left her it grew and grew and grew...pahli baar she expressed it manifested this feeling in form of words to MP...but EVEN THEN she didn't know what EXACTLY she was feeling...then as the fated day progressed...she began to realize little by little what this feeling was all about..u can see her excitement building in the moment wid mp ranveer and aman..there she was much more surer of what she was feeling than she had been in the previous moment wid MP...and throughout the day this surety increased...and u know when it became her DESTINY?...the moment where she saw him come in through that shed ka door and just go straight past her towards yamini and wrap her in his arms as if she was the most precious most priceless hting in this damned world AS IF AS IF she was the ONLY thing that mattered that existed...and the minute she heard him call her "sweetheart"...the minute she herself whispered "sweetheart'..THIS THIS was the moment where everything every feeling turned real for her..so so real that finally finally she had a word to define it..finally she knew all this time what she was feeling was LOVE..yesssssssss...ironical it is but true so damned true..ki d minute her dreams crashed thats when they stopped being just her DREAMS and instead became her REALITY...and now there was no turning back what so ever..she dreamed to feel love so special so strong so profound ki chahe duniya idher ki udher ho jaye this feeling would never change for her NEVER....she herself had dreamed yearned for this..and aaj is moment main her whole world came toppling down everything every every thing changed COMPLETELY but damn NOTHING could change her this one feeling...NOTHING

and this is EXACTLY what u showed in our mix ninnuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..omg...i told u na i felt her journeying towards this one feelingggggg i so sooooooooooooo did...and god the best the most beautifullllllllllllllllllllll part was how u showed her STILL dreaming for love i mean u showed her hurt her illussion..ie those moments where she THOUGHT he too was there he too was feeling what she was feeling..(i think these were the moments u showed in b n w)...u showed all these moments which had u know made her sow the seed of her dreams...u showed her hurting from remembering those moments..and in tandom..u also showed her STILL dreaming STILL secretly hoping feeling preserving her dreams...OMG..i felt as if as if she was going on protecting her dreams despite the cruel reality...the moment where she is sitting in shed lost in his music lost in the moments where she htought he was there too an then suddenly out of no where she feels his presenceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee thereeeeeee..OMG..i knoooooooow u showed this yuvi being there in shed telling her she is crazy on "naina tere kajrare ho" omg i felt as if she was imagining yuvi there wid her telling her all that and then doosre hi moment she wasthrown back to reality where she was all alone in the shed...OMGGGG...and that moment coming back to reality one shit u could so so so feel the pain of her realizing that it was yet another of her endless dreams...u could fele her dilemma her helplessness i mea on the one hand waking up from dreams got her so so so much f pain it was like realizing all over again that some dreams can't be fulfilled.. but YET she couldn't help it BUT go on dreamingggggg endlessly coz damn it she knew from here there was no escape for her and she didn't even want to escape..this was what she was meant o do to feelllllllllllllllllll...omg naps..such beautifulmoments u created in this mix...such beautiful momentsssssssssssssssss

like the on where she dreams their common room dance wala moment OMGGGGGGG omg omggg...i just ADORE this bit about the mix ki despite of alllll her painnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn she hasn't given up hope she hasn't stopped dreamiiiiiiiing..and the fact she dreams their common room dance..i mean that beautiful beautiful dance where where everything was in perfect harmony the universe their souls EVERY THING...she dreams it..shit naps...u dunno what u have reflected in this mix..i mean...u have given physical formmmmmmmmmmmm to ashi's words.."tum jante nahi maine is moment ke bare main kitna socha haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii;...tune tune use in moments ke baaremain secretly dream karte hue wish karte hue hope karte hue pray karte hue dikhayaaaaaaaaaaaa...OMGGGGG

and i just DON'T HAVE WORDS for the second para...I SERIOUSLY DON'T HAVE WORDS...i told u na i view that chanda ko taku raaton main bit very very very very dreamylyyyyyyyyyyyy OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG nothinggggggggg NOTHINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG nothingggggggggggggggggggggggg could hav been more dreamyer than thisssssssssssssss...shit i felt as if as if u made thiss para FOR MEEEEEEEEEE..I MEAN OMG NAPSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS...U SHOWED HER DREAMING ABT ABT ABT HIM SAYING I LOVE YOU TO HERRRRRRRRRRRR U SHOWED HER LIVING THIS ONE DREAM OF HERS IN HER OWN INVISIBLE WORLD...OMGGGGGGG....OMGGGGGGG...SEE I TOLD U NA THAT NIGHT OF THEIR CONFESSION WAS HER HERRRRRRR DREAM COME TRUE NIGHT...SEEEEEE WHAT U DIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIID...U ACTUALLY FIRST MADE HER DREAM THAT NIGHT KA DREAM...AND NOW WHEN I WLD GO BACK TO FEELING THIS NIGHT REALLY HAPPENING TOH TOHHHHHHHH TOH..i dunnooooooo..toh i wld u know feel much more intensely ki this is her dream come true night i wld actually feel as if am sach main witnesisng her dream take physical formmmmmmmmmmmmmmm shape as if koi force uske soul ke ander ghus ke woh dream ko baher nikal laya hooooooooooooo..i dunnooooooooo..i just dunnooooooooooooo...am just too toooooooooooo zappped..till now i knew it was her dream come true night but now u made me see a slight glimpse of her weaving those dreams first..toh toh wne i wld see these same dreams turn realllllllllllll i dunno what i wld feel yaar I JUST DUNNO..this isssssssss just INEXPLICABLE

and the fact that u showed her niharofying himmmmmmmmmmm wen d lyrics said "chanda ko taku raaton mainnnnnnnnnnnnn"...awwwwww..naps kahaa se from where did u learn this symbolic language u don't realize in ur mixes u r actually talking universe ka special special sacred languageeeeeeeee...koi aur hota toh kya dikhata is line pe huh...a girl sitting by the windowsil looking at d moon wid a striken devasted expression..as if begigng the moon to get her love back her life back...but damnnnnnn tune kya dikhaya??..tune dikhaya ki she is watching HER moon her sun her star her whole freaking UNIVERSE in HIM and just feeling HIM in that split of a moment gave her a damned freaking reason to be happy to dream to hope to feel loooooooooooooooooooooooove..SHIT

naps...u r juuuuuuuuuuuuuust...i seriously have no words what so everrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..i mean i knew this phase purified ashika soul taught her tolove selflessly i KNEW IT but naps via your mix i actually ACTUALLY saw tha transformation HAPPEN it happened right here in front of my eyessssssssss...in d start of a mix u showed a girl who didn't even know what love was all about...and by the time the mix ended...what i saw..?...i saw a girl who loves so selflessly so completely ki uske liye love ka sirf ek meaning hai..jisse woh pyaar karti hai uski khushiiiiiiiiiiiii...i saw a girl who was so so so so totlly immersed in love ki nothing no pain no hurt can ever ever stop her from lovingggggggg..i saw a girl jiske liye love wasn't about HER dreams instead it was all about seeing HE achieves all his dreams and NOTHING just nothing comes i the way of him and his happiness..and if something does come then SHE would be there to save him from pain to feel and live his pain coz damn it it was true that it hurt her to see him happy wid someone else but it KILLED HER to see him in pain...PERIOD!

gosh naps...just..OMG...🤗

i know i don't need to say thank you but i want to ninnuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu thankoo for making me feel this beautiful journey..six mints main i felt i literally feltmy ashi travel so so much..she came so so far..and i felt her every feeling her every hurt her evey fear her every dream in this journey of hers...U MADE ME FEEL ALL THIS...OMG..🤗

I LOVE YOU NINNY..🤗

"TOUCH WOOD"😉

Originally posted by: mads

nitzie...I m soo sorry nitzie..I jus cant type any comment on ur VM right now coz m crying uncontrollably .. I jus dunno nitz.. I dunno what to reply right now..please let me jus control myself ...

none of ur VMs hav ever touched me in this manner nitz.. I dunno whats happening wit me right now ... it jus touched my heart nitz.. it jus touched that phase of my life that I thought I had gotten over ... and esp the last line ...

I jus dunno what to say right now nitz.. please give me sum time to comment on it I surely will ... right now I m not in a condition to say anything ... anything at all ..

I jus wanna hug u nitz.. for giving this treasure to me ... 🤗

I dont think I can now feel yuvi's POV at all ... so please forgive me for that ..

DITTOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO mads

i DO NOT think i can ever feel yuvi'spov now on this same song..I CANNOT..i was thinking d same when i was writing my reply..but then..u never know this magician of ours mads...she can really REALLY create MAGIC

we were talking of an ashi "tumse hi' na mads..i think THIS IS IT...THIS SO IS IT

and i dunnoooooooooo u know i saw dis mix like at around six pm and since then i dunn i was just trying to grasp what i felt during this mix...i started writing my reply here at around eight pm..and abhi its almost 11 pm wne i managed to put EVERYTHING i wanted to say down..i guess that reply of mine helped me FEEL and UNDERSTAND what this mix made me feellllllll.....i dunno..but i so so agree on one thing mads..ki NOTHING touched me more than this...i thought the 50 reasons wld be THE epitome of ashi pov mixes...we had iktara too...even salvame...BUT this surpassed EVERY EVERY other thing...i mean u could actually feel ashi ka love gro and transform...from just a feeling to something ETERNAL IMMORTAL something which she was MEANT TO FEELTO LIVE WITH TO DREAM T HOPE...u could actually feel her love take an unconditional turn

and naps...dis is what i want in yuvipov mix by u i want to see how his love turned selfless..how his initial materialism changed into selfless selfless LOVE and here am not talking abt him being materialistic as a person no here am talking abt how his materialistic view of love changed to just one damned meaning of love of life..ASHI...and uska hona na hona no longer mattered...wat mattered was HE LOVES HER...PERIOD..i wantto see this journey of hissssssssss...like u showed here on ashi..same ways i wana see yuvi ka journey where his love turned pure ethereal sacred ..u know what i meaaaaaaaan?????

Originally posted by: FollowYourHeart

DITTOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO mads

i DO NOT think i can ever feel yuvi'spov now on this same song..I CANNOT..i was thinking d same when i was writing my reply..but then..u never know this magician of ours mads...she can really REALLY create MAGIC

we were talking of an ashi "tumse hi' na mads..i think THIS IS IT...THIS SO IS IT

and i dunnoooooooooo u know i saw dis mix like at around six pm and since then i dunn i was just trying to grasp what i felt during this mix...i started writing my reply here at around eight pm..and abhi its almost 11 pm wne i managed to put EVERYTHING i wanted to say down..i guess that reply of mine helped me FEEL and UNDERSTAND what this mix made me feellllllll.....i dunno..but i so so agree on one thing mads..ki NOTHING touched me more than this...i thought the 50 reasons wld be THE epitome of ashi pov mixes...we had iktara too...even salvame...BUT this surpassed EVERY EVERY other thing...i mean u could actually feel ashi ka love gro and transform...from just a feeling to something ETERNAL IMMORTAL something which she was MEANT TO FEELTO LIVE WITH TO DREAM T HOPE...u could actually feel her love take an unconditional turn

and naps...dis is what i want in yuvipov mix by u i want to see how his love turned selfless..how his initial materialism changed into selfless selfless LOVE and here am not talking abt him being materialistic as a person no here am talking abt how his materialistic view of love changed to just one damned meaning of love of life..ASHI...and uska hona na hona no longer mattered...wat mattered was HE LOVES HER...PERIOD..i wantto see this journey of hissssssssss...like u showed here on ashi..same ways i wana see yuvi ka journey where his love turned pure ethereal sacred ..u know what i meaaaaaaaan?????

@ bold : agree completely smrits...this soo soo IS ashi's tumse hi .. COMPLETELY !!

It's a really nice mix Nitz. I think it's interesting that you did it from ashi's pov when it's a male vocal - that was a nice twist. Really like this song and it does go really well with all those scenes from the yuckami phase. All the flashbacks were just spot on - epsecially liked how you used the water bottle scene but did her imagining them dancing - that was a really good idea and you know that scene fitted so well with the music. At first i was a bit confused with all the sharpened scenes thinking did she mean to make them sepia but then i figured it out that they were meant to be ashi imagining lol. I think maybe you should have done them with one of the filmscales or something to make it clearer that she's imagining them, but then i'm such a timbo, i'm sure i'm the only one who got confused by it! 😆 Am glad you decided to make it from ashi's pov, for me that's the unique selling point of this vm. You really did make an emotional vm from it, so hats off to you yaar. 👏

@ Anu: Thanks anu!! I am glad you liked it!😳😳 And as for filmscale effects, I had that in mind but somehow i felt they were marofying the whole essence of this mix and thus i didn't use them!😳😳 Well I am glad you got it and you liked it!😳😳 Its difficult to show imagination scenes on movie maker, but that is the only software for now that is friendly with me and I tried my best to portray that...plus what matters is that you guys can feel it...nothing else matters and these minor things toh never did!😳😳 So, I am glad you liked it!😳😳

Mads and loons, I don't know what to tell you both!! You have freaking made me sooo...aaahhh I just want to come and hug you both like real hard!!🤗🤗🤗

Mads I dunno what to tell you...I didn't mean to make u cry not especially for you know what...and I don't even know if i should be proud...coz yes I am happy that this mix can connect with people's life but on the other hand, i didn't want you to be in pain!! Mads I just love youuuu and nothing has touched me more than your reply to this one!🤗

Loons...Idiot!! That is why I always want you to see my mixes first coz you know you always see my mixes beyond myself!! And that is exactly why i was ghussa when u didn't see in tu bin bataye!! But neways...what I try to show, sometimes even I am not aware of...but you just read it exactly and perfectly...which is why I want to understand what I am showing before posting here and other people see it which only you make me see! 😆

And this mix, I dunno...i decided to not think what I will put in future scenes but just go with whatever comes to my mind...I succeeded to some extent but mads will understand how our brains work when it comes to mixes and we always tend to think what scenes to use for particular part of the song!! 😆 I tried that, but then I was like...NO!! Just let it flow and goo like the song comes...and not thinking what is going to come ahead...and that is what I did in this mix!😳😳

I just love you both soo much!! Thank you...thank you for liking this mix...well not liking...loving this mix coz I know you both loved it!🤗