firstly nupur just rocked d scene today i have personally not liked some instances of her act yesterday but i cqan understand d situation she's in......i know she and gunjan haver both been wrong in handling their differences but when nupur caresses gunjan's cheek and says ki tumahri di hamesha tumahara bhala chahti thi aur hamesha chahthi rahegi n that she will be always with u.......god d words just rocked,....imagine from nupur's position, she is a victim of misunderstandings, torn apart by d rejection of her father , sister's changing attitude, concern over her lil sis's relationship, but yet amidst all this she could find space only for more love for her sister.....even her sense of loneliness cud not wipe away her indepth love for her sister....sometimes u wish fate leaves u alone with d problems dat u have n not laod u more but brave n lovable is d heart that tends to care for others even amidst one's own problesm.....nupur proved today that misunderstandings can come n go but d problems can only deepen d bond....i didnt like gunjan's attitude....nupur was yearning at that moment for some sort of asignal that her lil sister wil talk to sort out, show some emotion that can wipe away d strain but gunji diappoints her...n then when she says to mayank...sab mujhe chodke door kyun jaa rahe hai....my god my heart went out to nupur.....in that one instant i cud connect so easily n forgive n forget any misconceptions she had....coz no individual deserves to feel alienated when love can heal ur heart so easilu.....god i felt so bad fornupur...
next comes samrat..... though in my opinion he stole d show in today's episode....d scene where he comforts gunjan n at d slighest remidner by gunjan that they were wrong he withdraws into his shell....unknowingly d gunur confrontation yest had spoilt the pure innocence of samrat's love for his chashmish....when he backs off from comforting her, all i cud think of was why does he deserve to keep going thru test of luvin diff relationships time n again....cant they leave him be d sunnly,warm,adorable character that he's....his appeal for me went way high when he backed off n was consoling gunjan isntead of nursing his hurt by nupur's words....time n again samrat has proved his love be it for his firends or gunjan has been selfless...i wud have to think hard of a time where he put himself n his wants before others....god the pain of scared heart increased in tonnes when he cudnt connect with gunjan in most basic n magical way of communicating comfort to a troubled soul thru sparsh therapy....he deprived himself of even the simple contact with his loved one's ...d sparsh that cud have made his chashmish feel whole world better n cud have gone on to erase so many hurt feelings....imagine how will that heart feel when any form of love it craves has to go thru d burning test of proving ur love time n again....uska dil bhi chahta hoga na ki atleats ek relastiosnhip me use yeh ehsaas mile ki usne jo kiya woh dil se kiya aur pyaar ke har mode par use kasauti nahi deni pade...ek relationship jisme woh galti kare toh bhi us realtionship ko khone ka dar dil ko jakladke na rakhe kyunki woh insaan uske pyaar ke depth ko samajtha hai uar jaanta hai ki kabhi woh galati jaanke nahi kar sakta....aur galati kare toh bhi woh rishta un galtiyon ka shikar na bane balki us rishte ki dor ko unke understanding aur mazboot banaye....god d way samrat proved his selfless love today connected to d strings of my heart....its worth dying a thousand times for such a pure n selfless heart....all i am scared is his insecurities should not come in d ways of him being himslef with his chashmish...i cud see the start of it when he adressed gunjan by her name saying he was sorry...retreating n coiling in fear behind a facade.....god never should one be put in position to apologise for loving soemone more than one's own life n so uncondtionally n selflessly.....
next gunjan's late realization of her harsh attitude did melt my heart a liilte, but somehow i feel she's learning d ways of d worlds which doesnt sit right with me persnlly....i luved her simplicity n inability to hurt neone even if someone hurt her esp her beloved ones...but luks like she's growing fast n breaking d shell of her innocence....but then i felt my doubts were misplaced when she expressed that she does not want to go door from her di n d fact that she's not worried wat they said to each other....d fear of separation had jolted her back to d way she has been ......full of love n forgiveness,innocence personified.....
last but not d least....mayank sharma's matured way of handling d show brought a smaile on my face....his endearing smile when nupur was rantingn raving, his ability to give nupur space before comforting her, his stance to make her see her mistake n realise a way to ptach up d sisters , his beautiful dialogue"bhagwan bhi tumhe trouble karnes se pehle dus baar sochega was so lovey dovey n when he said seriosuly nahi nupur shaadi se pehle bhi mujhe tumharai baaten zyada achi nahi lagti thi clinched it all....he somehow brought sanity amidst d emotional atyachars haapenign to various other characters
all in all fulll toose masala...thoda pyaar, thoda gham,thodi masti, thodi nok jok....just to show life is a full circle....n hoping all is well indeed eventually
pls do letme know ur comments friends
Cheers,
Meenakshi