While watching yesterday's episode, my heart breaking at a defeated Prem reeling from the effects of Heer's verbal attack ....a thought came into my mind.
Poor Prem, ripped to shreds -intentionally- by Heer. The reasons why Heer did this doesnt matter. I personally believe she was faking. But nevertheless, poor Prem. š
Then I wondered, is Prem's love for Heer more important than Chahat? 6 years ago, he decided to walk away and wait for Heer, because he respected her need to stay away from him. It was his love for Heer that forced him to accept her heart-rending request and not follow her. But now, 6 years later...it's a different matter.
Now its not just about Heer. Its about his daughter. Isnt his duty, his responsibility as a parent equally as important as his love for Heer? Shouldnt this very point, therefore justify why he shouldnt stay away? š¤
I know this is Prem we are talking about....Prem, who sees, hears, breathes nothing but Heer. But now his daughter is in the picture...Chahat Prem Juneja. A symbol of Premeer's love. ā¤ļø The shadow of both Prem and Heer. Symbolic of everything Prem and Heer ever lived for, ever stood for. Love. š³ š
IMHO: Prem has always been someone who lives only for the people around him. This is why the past 6 years he has submerged himself into reclusive nothingness! Because for the first time, he doesnt think he is worthy to live for the people he loves. He has fallen in his own esteem. Prem Juneja. The epitome of righteousness. Flawed. (N.B. Kill Ash š”)
Prem Juneja. The ever self-sacrificing. He sacrificed himself for Heer, for his family, for the people he loves. Will he now sacrifice himself for his daughter? But then, doesnt everything he ever stood for come down to this very moment? His responsibility towards his daughter. His right to be a part of her life?
So what now? What happens when Chahat is in the picture? How will he deal with this? š¤
Will he, for the sake of his love, once again sacrifice himself? Sacrifice Chahat? Sacrifice her right to a father? Sacrifice her right to love?
Thoughts? š³