Originally posted by: AryanDipikaFan
bit rude, but i am not minding. but you are
right in a way.
yes, i've no qualms about admitting that he's
captured my heart.i wait imaptiently throughout
the week just to catch a glimpse of him, but then
thats all i expect from him, just to be able to
see him and wish him all the happiness, success
and luck.
i guess i've always been an intense person. not only him, whoever i've loved or whenever i've loved, be it reel life or real life, it's been this way or even much more, complete, sentimental,passionate and intense. i am not the only one , see the arman fans in jassi forum or see the rajeev fans, they are also crazy abt their loved ones.but one thing good is thta i dont fel hatrade or anger in equal measures as i do feel love, not even 1/00th. though i've strong opinions on different subject.
there are few people who can make me love them completely , who can impress me though, but once they do the impssible business, then they enjoy my complete attention and devotion.in real life if i relate to someone mentally, it doesnt go away...even if they dont return my love or decide to let me down.
its both a curse an dblessing that i also happen to be very unbelivably sentimental, i cnat slep at nights if i hear a puppy cry, if i see anyone in pain...before farhan i liked aryan( bhanu, special squad) but the diff was i respected him more . can anyone believe i've cried my heart out for 10 days when he died and i knew i have to part, when my best fren commited suicide, i cudnt come out of the shock for almost 7 years..and i still miss her a lot.