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kkkkkkkk i wrte disssss like in novembr or sumthnnnnn n like a week back frm no whr SIDRA (yes mdm nr u listninnnnnnnnnnn) gt on2 my head 2 cntinue sum long lost ficccccc.......n den to post dissss frm nowhr!!!! sooooooo jus fulfillin one of her pleasssssss iv postd disssss.....
dis is sumthn tht jus hppnd.....randomly....its not a peice of work thts writtn as in writtn or thght bout or put mind to or wateva....it jus HAPPENED.....its nt at all d best thng in d wrld....as a mttr of fct i dn evn kno wht it is...but i jus din wanna post it....now i jus am....thnx 2 sidra....thgh i postd it b4 in ayls 4 or 5 or sumthn i dn xactly rememba but well whteva....
Love......
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude it is not self seeking: it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrong. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices in the truth. It always protects, always trusts,always hopes, always preserves......Love never fails....
As she read through this small extract she couldn't help but shed a tear....
How true is this?? How often do we hear this?? How often is it, that we read this???? How often is it that we feel this way??? how often do these words prove true???? How often do they prove bitter and break ones heart???? How often can we stand strong and face the world???? How often can all this be said????? How often....how often....how often.....
These were the thoughts that ran through her mind. The questions were surely endless but the answers that followed were NONE.
"You're crazy and don't i need to do somthing crazy for a crazy girl like you!!????" Thats what he said whenever he did someting that left her aghast.....
"You said im not supposed to think and just follow my heart when im confused!" Thats what he said whenever he made a blunder and knew she was going to kill him.....
"Im not going to give you a break from me if it means boredom then you live and die with it...." thats what he said when she joked of leaving him and running away into some jungle!!!!
Was it her fault that she fell in love??? Was it her fault that she was made to fall in love???? Had she ever told him anything???? Not once had she told him to enter her life!!! Not once had she asked him to peep into her soul! Not once had she told him to hold her hand!! It was only that one mistake that blew everything apart!!!! The mistake of falling in love. The mistake of dreaming endlessly. The mistake of entering a world which she felt was so pure and so magical!!! A mistake of not beginning but ending herself!!
They faced mountains together. They faced what could be called tornados. Tornados through friendship love and life. People or we could say friends believesdthey're crazy. They called them Inseperable. Absolutely meant for each other. His presence gave her the joys of life and her presence showed him the beauty of life. Music friendship fun love life....Thats what it was.....But this was so back then....
Today she's sitting in a lonely corner wondering why this had to happen. Wondering why this had to happen. Wondering why their paths had to cross. Wondering whether it was right to let go....let go off something...rather someone, who perhaps belonged only to her. Perhaps someone she belonged only to! He was her strength. She was his weakness. He made her laugh. She made him cry. She was there to wipe all his tears. He was there to extend the shoulder thats always needed for support.
Today their paths have separated. He is with someone else...beacause of her.....but she is all alone.....again because of herself.....its a been a while since they called it off....called it off for some of their own reasons....Perhaps reasons that will never be familiar to the world....Reasons that will never make sense to the world.....but to someone down there it'll mean life....
Does this mean they're story is over????? Does this mean they'll never talk again??? Never see each other in the eye????? Never give out that hand at the time of need???? Well no all that still shall prevail because what still stands is friendship.....where it all begam from!!!!!
and so as it.....
"Ashiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii iiiiiiiii, ashi can v pls leav!!!!! Im diein of boredom in this books ka khandar...."
A bit too petrified (she couldn't be caught with this that she was writing) ashi gave him a weak but one of those old mean yet full of pain lovable look......"sure you always butt in right before the end u physco....but im a bit too used to it...nvr mind lets go!!"
"ashi waise iss sickenin se book mein itna intrestin kya hai jo tum mujhe chodke ismein itna engrossed thi...."
"uv its impossible 2 even luk at u mein toh isse zyada......"
"ashi ur a bad liar u kno...im yuvraj dev and...."
"uv u...."
And so like she said the story moves on.....and what remains is its ending! Or perhaps we should say its just the beginning and way too early for an ending!!!!
okkkkk....now tht is tht!!!! n well thts it.....
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