Chapter Fifteen: Throw Her Out
Nobody in the room moved for what felt like a very long time, though it could only have been a few seconds.
Then Mr. Ahluwalia, who had not raised his voice once since he'd walked into this house, spoke again - and this time there was nothing courteous left in it at all.
"If that's what this was," he said, "then there's no reason for her to remain here. Is there?"
It wasn't a question.
No.
The word arrived in Maan before anything else could - before analysis, before strategy, before a single one of the calculations he usually trusted himself to make faster than anyone else in a room.
Geet was not going anywhere.
The refusal was immediate enough to feel physical.
She had walked through those doors holding his hand less than an hour ago. Her suitcase was already somewhere upstairs because somebody on staff would have taken it automatically to his room. She was supposed to sleep here tonight. Tomorrow she was supposed to discover that the house contained three staircases leading to places no sane residence required three staircases to reach, get lost in some absurd corridor and blame him personally for being born into a family that apparently needed acreage indoors as well as out.
She was supposed to meet Daadi, his grandmother, properly.
She was supposed to be furious with him.
He was supposed to explain.
She was supposed to stay.
She was his wife.
That fact did not become negotiable because Mr. Ahluwalia had taken the story Maan himself had handed him and followed it to its logical conclusion.
Maan opened his mouth.
And stopped.
Because there it was.
The trap.
Less than a minute ago he had told this room that the marriage had been a calculation. Land. Acquisition. Strategy. Ugly, perhaps, but rational. Something men like Ahluwalia could understand far more easily than the truth.
And now Ahluwalia was doing exactly what a rational man should do with that information.
The land was secured.
The marriage had served its purpose.
Why would the wife remain?
Maan could say the truth now.
No. She stays. She's my wife. I love her.
And in the same breath he would prove that the explanation he had just sacrificed her to preserve was worthless.
Ahluwalia would know it.
His father would know it.
His uncle already half knew it.
The alliance was not one dinner, one handshake, one project. Three years of positioning sat behind the man standing opposite him. Capital already committed. Distribution. Market access. Agreements reaching into divisions of the Khurana Group that had nothing to do with Shimla and people who had never met Geet in their lives.
Maan had spent years proving that his judgment could be trusted with things larger than himself.
Now everyone in the room was waiting to see whether his own explanation survived its first obvious consequence.
He looked at Geet.
Her face had gone very pale.
The hand she had withdrawn from his hung loosely beside her, fingers slightly curved as though they had forgotten what they were supposed to be doing. A tear still glistened near her jaw.
Every instinct in him said go to her.
Every consequence in the room said do not contradict yourself yet.
Five minutes.
That was all he needed.
Get Ahluwalia out.
Empty the room.
Get Geet alone.
Tell her everything.
Not the sentence he'd just used.
The truth.
The land had mattered.
Yes.
He had known before he proposed.
Yes.
He had failed to tell her.
Yes.
But the marriage-
The marriage was real.
Surely she knew that.
Surely the woman who had slept against his chest, watched him fail spectacularly at a cartwheel, laughed at him over coffee and kissed his cheek in a hotel corridor less than twenty-four hours ago knew him well enough to survive one sentence made for men who did not.
Maan looked back at Ahluwalia.
There was nothing useful left to say.
"Fine."
His mother's breath caught.
The word seemed absurdly small after everything else.
Maan heard it leave his mouth and knew immediately that he had chosen badly again.
Geet looked at him.
He saw it land.
There was no dramatic collapse in her face.
Something simply emptied out.
Fck.
Fine did not mean go. Fine meant end this conversation. Fine meant I cannot contradict the story in front of him without detonating three years of work for everybody attached to this alliance. Fine meant give me five fcking minutes.
Geet could hear none of that.
She had heard her husband agree that there was no reason for her to remain in his home.
Maan's mind began moving violently.
Delay.
He needed delay.
Not agreement.
Time.
His gaze went everywhere without knowing what he was searching for - the doors, his father, some interruption, anything - and then stopped at the tall windows.
Outside, the Delhi sky had gone dark and bruised.
Thunder rolled somewhere beyond the drive.
Weather.
God.
It was pathetic.
It was also something.
"There's a storm coming."
Several faces turned toward him.
Maan barely registered them.
"She can leave tomorrow."
His uncle stared at him.
His mother's expression changed from disbelief to something close to horror.
Some detached, humiliated corner of Maan's mind supplied commentary anyway.
Brilliant. Three years building credibility with this man and the emergency strategy is weather.
But tomorrow was not a departure date.
Tomorrow was twelve hours.
Twelve hours with Ahluwalia gone.
Twelve hours in which nobody stood around waiting for Maan to perform a version of himself they could accept.
Twelve hours in which he could explain everything to Geet before a suitcase moved or a car was called.
There was never going to be a car tomorrow.
There was never going to be a packed suitcase.
There was never going to be Geet walking out of this house because Ahluwalia had suggested it.
Maan knew that.
Geet did not.
What she heard was much simpler.
Fine. And then: She can leave tomorrow.
Not stay.
Leave later.
The only thing her husband had negotiated was when.
Something inside Geet stopped.
Not broke.
Breaking would have required movement.
This was quieter.
The static that had begun when Naina spoke spread until it seemed to occupy the whole room.
People were still there. Mouths moved. Somebody shifted near the drawing-room doorway. Thunder sounded again.
None of it seemed entirely attached to her anymore.
One thought arrived.
Where do I go?
Shimla.
Except the word home would not settle properly over the image.
Uncle.
Mehek.
Sunita aunty.
The room she had packed from only days ago.
Her parents' photograph.
Her mother's blue sari.
She imagined appearing at the door with the same suitcase she had carried out after insisting she had chosen Maan.
Uncle would open it.
She knew that.
He would tell her before she finished speaking that she belonged there, that nothing had changed, that she was his daughter as much as anything else.
And Geet would believe he meant it.
That was not the problem.
The problem was everything around the meaning.
Sunita aunty's face.
Mehek crying.
Questions nobody would want to ask.
Meals where everyone tried not to watch her.
The bookshop.
Neighbours.
The knowledge that she had returned barely more than a week after marrying the man they had warned her about.
No.
Her thoughts turned away from it.
She could not go back.
She could not stay here.
Then where?
Her breath stalled.
She had known this feeling before.
Not this exact pain.
But the shape of it.
Being grateful for room.
Being careful with need.
Learning how little trouble one person could occupy.
Making herself useful.
Not asking twice.
Never assuming permanence.
Thirteen years of knowing, somewhere beneath every kindness, that she lived with people who had chosen to take responsibility for her after they had never been required to.
And then Maan.
Fast.
Far too fast.
And somehow - wife.
The word had felt different.
Not niece.
Not responsibility.
Not somebody somebody else had agreed to raise.
Wife.
Chosen.
Someone's own.
A tear reached her jaw.
She noticed only because it was cold.
Maan's mother noticed sooner.
The woman beside her - an aunt, Geet thought distantly, though she had no idea whose wife or sister - touched her arm.
"Devika."
Maan's mother crossed the space between them.
"Geet?"
Geet looked at her.
The face was still unfamiliar.
That seemed unreasonable somehow. This woman was her husband's mother. Yesterday Geet had wondered whether she would like her. Whether she would think Geet too young. Too ordinary. Whether Geet should call her Auntie or wait to be told what she preferred.
Now she could not remember why any of those questions had seemed frightening.
"Geet, sit down."
"I'm fine."
The words came perfectly.
No thought required.
Maan closed his eyes.
Of course.
Of course that was what she said.
His mother did not tell her she wasn't fine.
She simply reached for Geet's elbow and steadied her.
A chair appeared behind her.
Geet sat because standing suddenly seemed to involve too many separate instructions.
Someone put water into her hands.
She stared down at the glass.
Condensation gathered near her thumb and ran slowly down the side.
That made sense.
Water moved downward.
Gravity still worked.
Good.
"Maan."
His father's voice did what shouting from anybody else could not.
The room stopped.
Rajendra Khurana had finally moved away from the window.
Only a few steps.
Enough.
"Did you just agree to send your wife out of this house?"
"That isn't what I meant."
His father regarded him for a long moment.
"You said fine."
"I was ending the conversation."
"With her departure."
"No."
"Then perhaps you should have said no."
Maan's jaw tightened.
There it was again.
The simple answer.
The one he had refused because he had wanted to control what happened next.
His mother turned toward him.
"You said fine. And then you looked at the sky."
He had.
There was no defense against how ridiculous that appeared from anywhere outside his own head.
Maan dragged a hand through his hair.
"No one is sending her anywhere."
For the first time since sitting down, Geet moved.
Her eyes lifted toward him.
Only briefly.
Maan caught the look.
And because he had spent these weeks learning expressions he had never previously had reason to study, he knew immediately what it wasn't.
Hope.
There was no hope in it.
Only confusion.
Then she looked back down at the water.
Mr. Ahluwalia adjusted one cuff.
"I think we've imposed long enough."
For one startling second Maan wanted to tell him exactly where he could put the alliance.
The thought would have been unthinkable an hour ago.
Now he watched Ahluwalia glance toward Geet and felt only rage.
It was irrational.
This man had done nothing except believe him.
That made it worse.
Naina didn't move immediately.
"Dad."
"Naina."
She hesitated, then crossed the hall.
Maan straightened automatically.
Naina saw it.
Her expression hardened.
"I'm not going to hurt her."
The sentence made him feel sick.
Another woman, tonight, apparently needed to reassure him that she was not the danger to his wife.
Naina stopped several feet from Geet.
"Geet."
Nothing.
Geet's eyes moved toward her after a moment, but there was no recognition in them beyond the fact that someone had spoken.
Naina swallowed.
"I'm sorry."
Geet said nothing.
Naina stood there for another second.
Whatever else she had intended to say died in her face.
She looked at Maan instead.
"You are unbelievable."
Maan didn't answer.
"No," she said, something bitter entering her expression. "This is what you do, Maan. You make the decision, and everybody else gets the explanation afterward."
His head came up.
The sentence found somewhere uncomfortable.
Naina didn't wait for an answer.
She followed her father out.
The doors closed behind them.
Three years of positioning left the house with them.
Maan stared after the man whose confidence he had just publicly humiliated his wife to preserve.
For the first time all evening, he could not remember why the alliance had seemed urgent enough to do any of this for.
"Everyone out."
Rajendra said it once.
The hall emptied.
No shouting was required.
Cousins disappeared from the staircase. Someone collected the child still peering around a doorway. Staff withdrew. The aunt beside Devika touched her shoulder once before leaving.
Within a minute, the enormous room held only Geet, Maan, his parents and Viren.
Geet still held the untouched glass.
Maan's uncle Viren turned toward him.
There was no business irritation left in his face.
"Did she know?"
Maan knew what he meant.
His uncle made him hear the whole question anyway.
"When you proposed. Did she know the project needed her parcel?"
"No."
Geet's thumb stopped against the glass.
Viren noticed.
So did Maan.
His mother spoke.
"When did you tell her?"
"After the estate handover."
"After the wedding."
"Yes."
"How long after?"
"Several days."
His mother looked at Geet, then back at him. "Did she know by then that marrying you had already given you authority over that parcel?"
Maan didn't answer immediately.
"No."
Viren stared at him. "But you asked whether she wanted the project to use it."
"Yes."
"You didn't legally need her consent to move on the parcel. The marriage had already given you the authority."
"I know."
"Then why ask her at all?"
Maan looked at Geet.
"Because I wanted her to want it."
Viren's eyes didn't move off him. "And if she'd said no?"
"I wouldn't have moved on it."
"But you made sure she married you before she knew that was ever something she'd have to say no to."
Maan had no answer for that.
Viren continued.
"You knew that parcel was central to what you wanted to build."
"Yes."
"You knew marriage would put the estate under your management."
"Yes."
"Before you proposed."
"Yes."
"And she knew your project needed that exact parcel?"
"Not then."
Viren said nothing for a moment.
"You proposed."
Maan said nothing.
Viren's voice sharpened.
"That wasn't a question."
"Yes."
"You married her."
"Yes."
"And when you married her, she still didn't know the project needed her land."
"No."
The static inside Geet separated around that word.
She heard it cleanly.
No.
Her eyes moved to Maan.
He was already looking at her.
She looked away.
Maan's father finally spoke.
"What you did was legal."
Rajendra's gaze moved briefly to Geet.
"What you did not make sure of was that her decision to marry you was informed."
The room went completely still.
"That isn't-"
"What?"
His father waited.
Maan stopped.
Rajendra's voice remained low.
"You knew something that would reasonably change how she understood your proposal."
"Yes."
"And you chose not to tell her."
"I knew I wanted to marry her regardless of the land."
Geet's fingers tightened around the glass.
It was the first time Maan had said anything remotely like that since the declaration in the other room.
She didn't look up.
His father did.
"Then why hide it?"
Maan stared at him.
Because if he had told Geet immediately, she might have believed that was why.
Because he had wanted the marriage to exist separately from the project before business contaminated it.
Because he had told himself that if Geet didn't want the project using the parcel, he simply wouldn't use it.
Because he had stripped everything else out of the equation in his own head before proposing and asked himself one question.
If the parcel belonged to somebody else, would he still want Geet?
Yes.
If the project failed?
Yes.
If there were nothing strategically useful about knowing her?
Still yes.
He had treated that private answer like absolution.
"It wasn't that simple."
His father looked at him.
"It is exactly that simple."
"No, it isn't."
Heat entered Maan's voice for the first time.
"I knew what it would look like. By the time I asked her, the land wasn't why I wanted to marry her. If I'd told her then-"
Rajendra waited.
Maan stopped.
"She might have believed the land was why."
"And you didn't want that."
"No."
"So you decided she should learn it later."
Maan looked away.
"I thought once she knew what this was between us-"
"You thought you knew the truth of your own intentions," Rajendra said.
Maan looked back at him.
"And because you knew what you felt, you decided when she was entitled to know the facts."
There it was.
Not the land.
Not the contract.
Timing.
His timing.
His judgment.
His certainty that understanding the whole board gave him the right to decide when other people received their pieces.
Rajendra's voice became quieter.
"You made that decision when you proposed."
Silence.
"Again when you married her."
Maan looked down.
"Again the next morning."
Nothing.
"Again every time you looked at her and decided later."
His throat tightened.
"A mistake happens once, Maan."
The sentence settled heavily between them.
"This did not."
Geet stared at the water.
Fragments moved through the static.
Before the proposal.
Weeks.
She didn't know.
Later.
Hotel.
The word floated up.
He had known there.
When she studied.
When she complained about exams.
When they folded her mother's sari.
When his hand touched hers beneath the blanket.
He had known.
Every ordinary moment acquired another shape behind it.
Maan dragged a hand over the back of his neck.
"There was a moment at the hotel."
Nobody answered.
He continued anyway.
"She thanked me."
Geet's eyes closed.
Maan saw it.
He almost stopped.
Too late.
His mother asked quietly, "For what?"
Maan laughed once.
An empty sound.
"For not making the land feel like the reason everything else happened."
Geet's breath caught.
Tiny.
Almost nothing.
Viren stared at him.
"And what did you say?"
Maan looked at Geet.
"'You're welcome.'"
No one spoke.
Nobody needed the rest explained.
Geet remembered the corridor.
His face.
How still he had gone.
She had thought-
Something.
She could no longer hold the thought long enough to name it.
A second tear went down the same path as the first.
"I'm fine."
Nobody had asked.
The sentence simply appeared.
His mother's hand found her elbow again.
Geet stared ahead.
"I'm fine," she repeated, softer.
Fine.
The easiest word in the world.
Fine when she missed her parents.
Fine when Sunita was tired.
Fine when Uncle had already spent too much that month.
Fine when needing less was easier than explaining why she needed anything.
His mother did not challenge the lie.
She simply left her hand there.
That nearly undid Geet more efficiently than contradiction would have.
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Edited by NilzStorywriter - 16 hours ago
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