Chapter 1
Verses in the Dark
Soumya had always walked the college corridors with her head slightly bowed, her books clutched to her chest like armor. She wasn't invisible—not by a long shot. People noticed her. They just didn't always notice the right things.
Whispers followed her sometimes:
"She's sweet, but..."
"If only she lost a bit of weight..."
"She's cute—for a plus-sized girl."
People didn't see her as she was—
They saw numbers on a weighing scale.
They saw clothes that weren't tight enough, a walk that wasn't light enough.
They saw size before soul.
But Soumya didn't let it get to her. At least, not entirely. She poured herself into poetry—her private sanctuary. Words didn't judge. They embraced. They understood. Her journal was filled with poems—raw, aching, beautiful pieces of herself she never dared to speak aloud.
Finally, she found an unexpected outlet for her emotions—a confession page on Facebook. Hidden behind anonymity, she began expressing her long-held crush on Rudra, the college's most admired fitness freak, through poetry.
And then there was Rudra.
With muscles that looked like they had been carved by dedication itself and a smile that could light up the dimmest gym, Rudra was everything she wasn't. Confident. Energetic. Wildly popular.
He was the face of the college's fitness club—the guy everyone followed on Instagram for "Monday Motivation" and "Flex Friday." To most, he was just another handsome guy with a protein shake in hand. But to Soumya, he was poetry in motion.
She noticed things others didn't—the way he helped the janitor lift heavy chairs during fest prep, the way he encouraged newcomers at the gym instead of mocking them, the way he listened—really listened—during class discussions. The way he helped juniors without a hint of arrogance.
The way he adjusted his earbuds before every workout like it was a sacred moment. The way he always smiled at the cafeteria auntie like she was the most important person in the room.
And so, one rainy evening, heart thudding like a tribal drum in her chest, Soumya posted anonymously on the college confession page.
She didn't name him directly. But those who knew, would know.
To the Boy Who Lifts More Than Weights
—From A Girl Who Loves in Silence
They say we are opposites—
You, the sun-drenched trail runner;
Me, the soft-stitched moonlight.
You lift iron and cheers,
While I lift myself from stares and scales.
But I've watched you—not with a stalker's stare,
But with the awe of a poet studying stars.
You move like rhythm,
Speak like comfort,
And smile like you don't know the damage it does.
I won't fit into your world of dumbbells and diets.
But if hearts had muscle,
Mine would outlift them all—
Because loving you
Takes strength too.
—From,
A girl who believes
Even heavy hearts can fly.
The post exploded overnight.
Hundreds of comments poured in. Some guessed it was about Rudra. Others simply praised the poem's raw honesty. It was liked, shared, and talked about across campus. The next day, Soumya posted again. Then again.
And always, it was about the same person—Rudra.
Every day, without fail, she would submit a new poem. It became a quiet, sacred ritual—her way of loving from a distance. While others flocked to Rudra for workout tips or gym selfies, Soumya observed him with a poet's heart.
And so, every evening, she poured her feelings into another verse.
Day 4
You run like the wind, while I anchor myself in shadows.
You sweat gold; I hide behind black.
But my eyes find you, even when yours never find me.
Day 5
You lift dumbbells. I lift doubts.
You chase goals. I dodge glances.
But still, I watch—
As your kindness stretches farther than your muscles ever could.
Day 7
You chase sunlight with your sneakers,
While I hide from reflections in glass.
But in a world that lifts the perfect,
You're the only one who made me feel seen—
Even from afar.
Day 8
When you laugh, the gym echoes.
When I smile, the mirror sighs.
But between reps and rhymes,
I've stitched you into my every line.
Students began calling her "The Secret Poet." People guessed, speculated. Some said it must be a thin, artsy girl. Others assumed it was a gym admirer.
But Rudra?
He read every poem.
And slowly, something about the honesty in them began to tug at him.
Then one day, on Day 12, she posted:
Today I dared to imagine—
What if you knew?
What if I said, "It's me"?
Would you still smile the same?
Or would I become just another poem you forget?
That post hit different.
Rudra shared it. Then he left a comment—one that made Soumya drop her phone.
"To the girl who's been writing to me—
I don't know who you are.
But your words are powerful.
Let's meet.
I want to know the soul behind the stanzas."
The comments blew up.
Everyone was waiting for the poet to reply.
But Soumya... couldn't.
She stared at the screen, her heart thudding like it was trying to escape her chest.
Meet him?
Stand in front of him—exposed, real—her body no longer hidden behind metaphors?
She typed and deleted responses all night.
What if he recoiled?
What if he looked disappointed?
What if he was only kind because he didn't see her?
So instead, she posted one final poem.
Day 13
Some words are safer when unread aloud.
Some dreams quieter when they stay inside.
I wanted to meet you—
But fear arrived first.
Forgive me.
Let the poems be the meeting place.
Always,
—The Girl Who Loved You in Silence
Since then, she never posted again.
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To be continued.
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