Originally posted by: smritisashi
🤣look who is talking about "caring" about others feelings and whether they are hurt or not...🤣🤣🤣....ashita darling don't overrate yourself in that ground coz we both know exactly how much you "care" about others choices and feelings...ek finger mujh pe point karegy then four would be staring back at your own self diva...
but maybe you are right you know maybe you actually do care loads for other's feelings thats why in the past two years since the day i have come in this forum your replies in any controvertial topics would always come behind me😆😆 or many a times they would rather come in my im windows or pm inbox and never out there in the open for everyone to see...😆...am so sowieee i can't be that ways jo mere dil main hai na woh sabke samne aa jata hai yeh duel standards maintain karna i so don't knoooow.....isliye her baar problem main phans jaati hun....
and don't worryyyyyyyy at alll you would definatly see a match which would go right down the wireeeeeee😃...no other team has the calliber or the power or the personna or the intensity or the sheer brilliance to make the match totally one sided and fully and wholelly under their control like RR does so many times😳"touch wood"😉...well kya karen thats the differance between the rest of the crowd and the royals😃...
are reeeee tu kya kahna chah rahi hai ashitaaaaaaaa ki main i mean MAIN mods ke decission ki respect nahi karty??.... gandi baat ashita aisy baaten mods ke brains main feed mat kar kaheen main ban ho gayi na toh is forum ki aadhi hyperness hi chaly jayegi😆..actually aadhi kya poory hyperness vanish ho jayegi😆...after all main itny cuteeeeeeeeeeeeee jo hun😳😳...and waise bhi yaar am full of respect for them coz i know unhe kitny hassels face karny padty hai chotti chotti baat unke paas complaints ki roop main ho jati hai insted of amiccably being solved between so called "friends" and then hamare pyaare mods ko verdict file karna padta hai as if this forum is a court and they the chief justice of india...
but let me remind you this forum isn't a court it was supposed to be a family and it is for me "barring" any dividers and i would definatly say whatever i wish to amidst my family becooooz i am confident noone else would resort to backstabbing...kahne ko toh ashita ji even i have hundreds and thousands of stuffs which should definatly oil the ears of highest of authorities but kya karun i am majboor by the bond of friendship which i thought existed...thaanx a zillion for clearing my illussion...by showing your true self you have lifted the unbearable weight of pretence from my soul....
do you actually think i care about cricket or ipl or shit like this so much that am quareeling with one of my own friend over it that too in public?? no ashita this was just a mediator to allow reality to surface...maybe you didn't try hard enough but tell you what ashita had this friendship bene real na you would have never given up trying harder...but the crux is this perhaps was the biggest facade i have encountered....thank god its all over now and probably for good....... its sad we ended up like this but trust me nothing kills more than a failed relationship and ours probably top the list of failures...for old times sake i would love to part on a happy note... so yeah have a great great life and be really happy😃..one last huggy from my end...🤗
ps...am sowiee shelly maybe i deserve a warning for all the ruckus but trust me when friends of past two years snitch then its sting hurts like snake's venom....but you won't be seeing more of me in here this chapter ends for me right here right now...
Well smriti I am certainly not the kinds to talk abt all this in public......u may feel proud abt it.....but I dont......never did earlier n wont do now too.....n thats why I always prefered the PM or the IM...but I guess u took it wrongly as my weakness.
As for me not trying hard or whatever....I know my heart is clean n I have tried enough......or more than enough....n thats why I had to resort to what I did......but look at urself smriti....look at how much u have tried if u actually considered it to be real friendship n then talk.......neways I dont owe u and dont expect any explanations for this from u too
As for my caring n what all I have done in the past n stuff......u r totally free to go and talk abt it to whoever u want......my heart knows what I have done n what I havent n more than that God knows abt it.
As for me being behind u in every controversy.....its my opinion smriti n if u think everyone will follow whatever u say......then ur wrong...I guess u were the one who said that we can have different opinions n still be friends....but that is only true if u respect ur friends choices n opinions too......but that was unfortunately not the case with u........n that is what hurts....it doesnt hurt when it comes from someone on the other side but when ur own friend doesnt respect ur choices n decisions thats the time it hurts.....but unfortunately u never understood it.
As for this "friendship" ending.....guess it did already did for me when I sent u my last pm........I knew it from that time that you and I cant be friends.....coz our basic thinking is diff......n that for me was the end of our friendship.
And very soon its gonna be the end of RF too......I had decided long back that next month when I complete 3 years in this forum....its gonna be good bye to it........coz the forum is no longer the same anymore......its not something that I wanna be a part of any further