Originally posted by: Not_James_bond
Yeah me and mom faced our own share of society ki ghatiya panti ..🥺
Tab jaake ab Zindagi achi ho gaayi hain.❤️❤️❤️
God people were mercy less my dad toh tha hi haivaan but gaav ka logo na jina haram kar diya tha .
Mujha toh school main mujha itna bully karte tha yeh bol ka ki teri maa bhag gayi , tera baap dusri aurat ka paas chala gaya tu akeli hi maregi.
Meri ek aunt toh itna pitti thi aur bhooka rakhti thi mujha.
I had no option other than bearing it cause I was a toddler. that abuse mentally destroyed me ki ab zindagi bhar ki bimari mil gaayi that mental, physical abuse led me to fall in depression as I grew up and also was a major reason for my epilepsy .
When I got adopted cheeza badal gaayi as my family had no idea mera saath ho kya raaha tha , I was scared of being abandoned as jabse paida hui thi waahi hota aaya tha toh I put up to that abuse .
My aunt would pretend to be a angle In front of my grandparents and behind their back mentally tortured me .
Woh bhi tha and my dad beating my mom till she bled still gives me nighmares even though I hardly ever stayed with them as my grandparents took me away from my parents house but damage was already done.
Six years of councelling , two suicide attempts and depression survive karne ka baad now I'm much much better.❤️
It was when I finally decided to give up on putting up a front of being a happy, chirpy , girl and ask for help and actually learn to live ki cheeza sab sudhar gaayi.
I stopped my epilepsy medication as well cause those medicines had heavy side effects putting me further into depression, made me hallucinate and made me feel dark and hallow .