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Mere nisha hain kaha ????
At Rao house hustle bustle is going Pallavi and amma were busy in preparation of pooja and Raghav was sitting on dining table and watching them and thinking mere nishan hain kaha!!! he just love Pallavi and amma relation sometime he doubts Pallavi is her daughter or daughter in law, amma always take Pallavi side though I m her son no I m not jealous but love their relation Pallavi has also love my amma as her own amma and always get angry whenever I said she is my amma and she tease me also that she was your amma till u married me now she is my amma first than yours and I just hugged her by saying thank you for loving my amma and she hit my shoulder and said thank you for giving me amma for whom I always craved yeh thi meri chhoti si duniya fir hamari duniya me ek nanha mehmaan aaya humesha ke liye mera beta pratham maine hi suggest kiya tha aur I am glad Pallavi ne wohi naam rakha pratham jo ab 7months ka ho gaya hain bahut naughty hain bilkul apni maa ki tarah aur usko ajeebo garib muh banata hain jab bhi amma ya Pallavi uske baalo ko chooti hain I am sure jab wo bada hoga tab meri tarah dialogue marega baalo ko mat chho aona amma sigh aur meri soch ki chain ko toda Pallavi ki awaz ne jo phone pe pandit ko chhilla rahi thi kyunki wo aane ke liye aana kani kar rahe the Pallavi kitna chillati hain kaan ke parde faad degi kisi ke ek din mere to nahi fatege hehehe aah so finally pandit ji maan gaye Pallavi ko bahut gussa aata hain jab bhi koi apna promise karke ya to tod deta hain ya nibha nahi paata aur isi wajah se Pallavi mujhse gussa hain aur mujhse baat bhi nahi kar rahi.
All preparation has done except some here and there amma was feeling sad and crying before I went towards her Pallavi reach and gave her hug she herself was sad but still she was giving strength to amma and I really don't know how to console them I am so helpless I know what they are feeling but I cant do any thing and angry on myself why why why ??? and here pratham come caught amma's leg and stand up and singling amma to take him in her arms and amma just took him in her arms and hugged him tightly amma ki jaan basti hai usme aur wohi hain inke khushi ki wajah aur I am proud of my son he is baby but still don't know what is he doing what I promise them he is giving happiness and smile on their face thanks beta and just be like this only and I gave flying kiss to him and he just smile.
Pallavi took pratham with her and led him to sleep before pooja start he must be present there in pooja and I was just looking towards my son and he was looking at me and giving smile to me and Pallavi was busy in freshening up after getting freshn up she came out and she was wearing yellow silk sari aah yellow suit her very much she looks stunning actually she always look stunning whatever she wear except white I never like white color and warned her never ever wear white and after this she never wear white though people were forcing her to wear white but nope she always said my ghamandi rao hate white color so I will never wear white and my amma too support her and I so love her and pratham ur amma look beautiful and he just blink his eyes and Pallavi was getting ready for pooja and standing in front of mirror I just went towards her and just stand there and she was smiling looking in the mirror becoz she knew what I feel whenever she wear this sari this sari I gifted her and I always said her she is looking beautiful and sometime I don't need to say that she just understood my unspoken words just like today she always look at herself by my eyes and I just love her for this.
During pooja
Pandit ji arrived at home and did all preparation for pooja amma and Pallavi arrived with pratham, pandit ji said them to sit on pooja they sat near hawan and I sat beside Pallavi and pratham Pallavi was looking gloomy and amma was weak I never saw her this weak except that day when she came to know that and pandit ji started their mantra and asked amma and Pallavi to said name of the person whose ritual has to be done kiske naam ka shraadh karna hain unka naam batayiye Amma was trying to speak name she couldn't speak words choked in her throat and I was saying here amma please don't do don't stress urself but I know she couldn't hear my words and Pallavi kept her hand on her hand and speak on RAGHAV RAO and amma just cried but Pallavi didn't cried my Pallavi grown as mature and strong and I was proud of her and she knows this time is not to be a weak my amma need her my son need her but I wish I can be her strength but I cant becoz I don't alive any more I died on this day it has been one year Raghav Rao is late Raghav Rao.
Last year same day I was out for business meeting. I had to reach home as early as possible because I had promise pallavi. Flight was not available so I decided to travel by train. When I was coming to home by train someone forgot his bag and going I just called him and said hey u forgot ur bag but he didn't heard so I took his bag and going to give him and suddenly blast happen and only Pallavi amma face came in front of me and I closed my eyes after that I didn't know what happen.
Pallavi POV
Its not easy for me to do this Raghav my Raghav is no more and today I am doing his rituals but I have to do this for amma she has become weak after Raghav death I am really angry on him for breaking his promise he very well know that I don't like those people who never fulfill their promise and Raghav did same he broke his promise he promise that he will never leave me and always be my side but he just broke his promise he left me he left amma and pratham he doesn't get warmth of his dad but I know its not his fault I so so wish he come back and said I am back home Pallavi whenever I woke up in the morning always wish that in morning Raghav will be myside and those days were nothing but just nightmare my bad dream I slept hugging his pic with that hope that in morning I will be in Raghav arms but always in morning it strike me that Raghav is not with me and it hurts it kills me from inside but I cant be weak i have to ful fill all dream and wishes of Raghav taking care of amma pratham and Raghav's memories. Today I wore yellow sari which was gifted by my ghamandi rao he loves me in this sari actually he loves me in every color except white people force me to wear white after his death becoz its custom but I didnt becoz my ghamandi rao is more important than any other porson and I am glad that amma also help me in this. My life is not like earlier but my raghav will be always there with me in my heart but I wish I can be in his arms but I know its not possible but I have my little raghav with me. my pratham and raghav my jaan amma and they are reason of my life and my life dedicated to them only till my last breath and I know my Raghav is alone there and watching me and feeling proud of me Raghav I love u Raghav and i heard I love u too Pallavi he was always replied me and I know wherever he is he replied me and I heard that and I am leaving my life just the way Raghav want.
Jaya Rao POV
I cant help it today I m missing my son, life can be like this I really don't know when Raghav was kid his dad left us and I broken totally but Raghav was there and I was alive becoz of him if he would not have been there I could have died long time ago but today my life is no more what can be worst for any parents that they have to see death of their children, I still cant forgot that day when I came to know about Raghav death and due to blast his body was totally shattered i couldn't see him last time there are many other family who lost there son husband daughter wife and I was feeling dizzy and don't know what to do I just feel like to died and kill myself but suddenly I remember Pallavi my poor baby doesn't know about Raghav death she was waiting for Raghav becoz Raghav promise her that he will come early home today and they will have party he was busy last some day and couldn't gave time to us and Pallavi complained him so he promise her but whenever know that he will leave this world so early. i really didn't know how will I tell this to Pallavi and she was preganant too it was dangerous to tell her, I beg them to see my son but they said I cant see him and becoz he was near when blast happen it shatter me my son my Raghav how was he when this blast happen it would have been so hurt him I just want to see him but they didn't allow me and with broken hope I left towards home, when I reach home Pallavi was in their bed room and when I reach their she start her complaint that how Raghav again broke his promise and she will never talk to him and I just hugged her and cried my heart out and she was scare amma what happen why are u crying and I said to her that Raghav is no more she was not silent just like statue I shook her but no response I was scare I did wrong by saying her and Pallavi beta please say something and she look at me with questioning eyes and I told her truth and she was not believing that and repeating again and again he will be back soon amma he never leave his office so early he was not in that train he will be back and I just slap her and told her he is no more he was in that train and Pallavi u have to be strong beta please for baby u have to be strong and she touch her womb and hugged me and we both just cried and after doing all rituals Raghav Pallavi's bhai and bhai came to me and told me that they are taking Pallavi with them I was shattered first Raghav and now Pallavi also leaving me I just want to tell them please don't but I cant be selfish and didn't say anything but we heard voice and I realized its Pallavi she denied to them and said she wont leave me and wont leave this house, they tried to convince her to move on and start new life becoz she was still young but Pallavi was not listening even I tried to convince her she was hurt after what I said
P : amma ab Raghav nahi raha to kya main aapki beti nahi rahi kya aapse koi rishta nahi raha kya ???
amma : I just hugged her nahi beta lekin tum kab tak aise rahogi tumhe zindagi me aage badhane ka haq hain please beta maan jao
P : maa aap bhi to rahi thi na jab dad ki death hui thi na aur me akeli kaha hoon aap ho aur hamara baccha hai please maa mujhe aapse iss ghar se aur Raghav se dur na kare
Amma : I really don't know what to say but I just hug her and support her in her decision her bhai bhabhi was not happy but they left saying whenever she feel she can come back to home
Pallavi ne sab sambhal liya mujhe pratham ko aur is ghar ko kash ke Raghav bhi hota hamare saath
Raghav POV
I am really angry on god I never get happiness and warmth of my father and today I cant give this to my son, I cant fulfill my promise to keep Pallavi happy and gave all what my amma deserve I couldn't take my baby in my arms when he born I was not there when Pallavi was suffering from labour pain, I was not there when my amma was suffering alone and I wont be there when my son will be in school I cant sleep by keeping my head on my amma lap, Pallavi to whom I promise to give all happiness of the world today I am reason of her sadness amma who suffer after my dad death today I am also reason of her miserable life and I promise to my pratham that he has to never stay without father warmth and today I cant give that to him Pallavi who was bubbly and full of life today is so silent and matured she grown up more than age my amma who was always my strength today she is so weak why god why u did to me i cant console my amma when she cried for me I cant hug my Pallavi when she was totally broken I cant take my baby in my arms anymore and I cant wipe their tears but I am the reason for that tears and today I have to leave them I have come back to ur world why ???
I am sorry amma I cant ful fill my promise but I am glad Pallavi is there with u and my son is too and Pallavi I am really sorry I cant stay with u in this life I am really sorry for ur miserable life I am sorry son I have to leave now but keep happy to ur amma and dadi
Bye amma bye Pallavi by pratham but I promise in next life I will be ur son amma and Pallavi we are bind for 7 life which promise I could not fulfill in this life I will do in next life
GOOD BYE till next life and he was just walking back side and Pallavi and amma look towards that side they can feel that something is going
Main janta hoon ke mere nishan kaha hain meri maa ki blessing me Pallavi ke pyar me aur mere bacche ki khushi me duniya ke liye me nahi raha lekin me inke dil me humesha zinda rahuga and He give them flying kiss and he just disappeared.
Sorry for this but life is not fair everytime
Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
