Originally posted by: Sakmen
I honestly don't need anything or anybody to be happy.. I just want a normally ordinarily functional life which I don't have and I haven't had for the past I don't know how many years!
Yes you don't know what I have gone through and what I am going through. I know that there are people suffering far worse than me.. I realize and do know about my blessings and am grateful for them.
This AU world is just a way for me to take a break from reality, I'm not asking that to happen for real. If in the middle of crisis a person can think of some imaginary things and be happy for few moments I don't see any harm in it. It's just my way of having fun and take things a little lightly, others may not ike it and it's okay.
And it's quite natural for a person to become a little pessimistic about somethings when you have had no luck in certain things that doesn't mean that I don't believe in being happy ir I can't be happy without anyone. Hardships sometimes make you a little bitter about certain things.. and that's just the case with me.. and that doesn't mean I don't know the taste of sweet.
If you knew me in real life, I think you would see me as one of the most independent, head strong and fierce girls (as many people around me think ki yeh toh sab kuch kar legi, but they don't know what goes inside) but here I don't know how because of some circumstances I let out my most vulnerable side.
Please anyone, don't think I'm amplifying my problems way too much.. I know everyone of us out here is going through their own share of problems and have their own way of dealing with it.
I'm sorry if I just said too much.. I think it turned out to be a little long post.
Dekh behen, normal life toh kabhi nahi hone waali😆 A normal life is like a perfect competition market jahan sab kuch equilibrium mein hai. Tu bas khud pe believe kar, this is your life, you have the control of it. Toh isko apni side pe kar, accha soch and try to be happy.
Koi bhi feeling ho just let it out. I remember you said that you want to write something, toh likh na. just don't post it and write it in some diary of sorts, let out all the negative feelings. Express everything, just don't hold anything inside your heart!
There's no harm in this AU imaginary things, main bhi aadha time wahi hoti hoon😆 but don't make it the sole reason for your happiness. Apni unn imaginations ko thoda reality mein convert kar, like I am doing it with my stories. Kuch likhti hoon, sabke saath share karti hoon. It makes them happy, and their comments make me super happy. Bohot satisfaction milta hai.
Pessimist hone se kaam chalta na, toh meri life ke woh important years maine khoye nahi hote. 3 saal aise hi atki rahi main, woh toh mere friends ne mujhko nikala hai uss situation se. Maine khud bohot hardships and bitterness dekhi hai, kuch galat bhi kar hi deti. But then I thought why should I? Kissi ki bhi wajah se main apni life kharab kyun hone doon. This is my life, and I'll live it happily!
Arre meri jaan, there is no issue in letting your vulnerable side out. Insaan ho tum, emotions hain tum mein, tumhe bhi feel hota hai, dukh hota hai, toh usko express karne mein problem kya hai? And don't say that you said too much. You have the right to say what you want to say, duniya chahe jo bole.
In fact, you should let out your vulnerable self, usko express toh karne de. Maine tujhe bola thha ki kabhi bhi kuch bhi kehna ho toh tu mujhse keh sakti hai. Jitna lamba post likhna ho, likh, share it with me or anybody else. And never feel sorry about that.
Abhi dekh, maine bhi kitna lamba post kiya😆
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