Episode 109: Broken Silence.

Hello lovely people!!

After such a dhamakedar episode, I was dying to pen down my love for Shaurya and Anokhi as individuals and as a couple. This is an appreciation post for my babies who are both heartbroken and devastated.

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The start of the episode was heart wrenching and complete destruction of Anokhi's expectations from a birthday surprise. Itni safai se jhut bolne ke liye DeviGun ke muh mei keede padenge 👍🏼

She waited.

She looked at him and waited for him to speak up against these lies.

Anokhi knew that Shaurya loves her, she did not distrust him but hoped that he would deny all this because today was clearly supposed to be their day. Her birthday was suppose to be special for both of them. Right until the moment she walked out, she waited for him to say SOMETHING for THEM.

They were shattered.

Just look at the tears pooling in his eyes already! Shaurya knew they were rapidly going downhill. He knew that she was going away not just physically, but also emotionally.

Her birthday was not just about saying "I Love You, Anokhi."

It was about starting that new life she breathed into his being.

When she left the venue like that, he knew things were ruined. He could not speak up in front of the crowd. Maybe because it would have humiliated his Badi Maa- the woman who raised him or maybe because he could not grasp the entire situation himself. I am looking forward to see what made him stop.

But he was definitely not confused about anything.

Let's talk.

"Sab ke samne... Itna bada faisla le liya aapne."

This pretty much says a lot about the reason he kept quiet.

He was quiet for whatever reasons he had, but does not mean he had nothing to say! In fact he had a lot to say.

"Kya mera haqq nahi banta?"

"Yeh decision bhi mera haqq hai, Badi Maa."

Kudos to SAAKK for giving us a strong and determined ML who knows what is right and what is wrong. Shaurya is aware of his mistakes and he is also aware of the mistakes made by others around him. This was not his anger speaking at all. These were the questions inside his head and he was not hesitant to ask. He knew he has been wronged.

The Burden.

"Ek baar mujhse pucha nahi! Meri permission nahi li! Mera consent nahi liya, kuch nahi liya! Bas..."

This had anger and frustration. And he had full intention to go off on Devi Sabherwal regardless of what her intention of this sudden engagement was.

"Tab bhi nahi pucha tha jab tumhari Maa ek chaar saal ke bacche ko chod kar gayi, aur maine tumhe apni god mei le liya tha"

Devi Sabherwal played her ace against Shaurya by reminding him of her "ehsaan" but today even that did not earn her any brownie points.

It did mellow him down a little though! He was again reminded of the burden she took in her arms after his mother left him and it burdened his shoulders with modesty that he should not forget the great deeds of Mrs. Devi Sabherwal.

The one who is suffering.

"Don't make it about yourself!

Yeh aapke baare mei nahi hai, Yeh mere baare mei hai!

Meri Zindagi hai!"

This was the best line of the entire episode! And I dare you to disagree 😈

He cried for two reasons:

1. Anokhi was heart broken and so was he.

2. Badi Maa had again tried to manipulate him by trying to strong arm him.

Until today, I always thought that Shaurya will never openly talk about Devi's emotional blackmail every time she wanted him to do something on her command. Even when I believed that he will fight for Anokhi and their love, I thought it would be in a certain manner and keeping Rishto ki Maryada in mind (which btw would mostly come from the burden of Ehsaan).

But, Shaurya proved me wrong!

The True Love.

"Shaurya, she loves you!"

Devi Sabherwal knew what she was doing all these years. She consciously made sure Shaurya knew that he was unloved and he gets left behind. She tried to coax him that this is his chance at true love. And she played that trick right where it was needed but alas, he didn't care that there was a certain Shagun Kapoor who loves him.

The one he loves and the one who loves him back is all he needs, rest can just go wherever the hell they want. This is beginning of the end for Devi, guys!! Lekin yeh aurat itni jaldi sudhregi nahi

The Selfish.

"I don't love her! Mai kisi aur se pyaar karta hu!"

He is extremely selfish about Anokhi and he has no intention on compromising with situations when it comes to her. Shaurya does not care about who is trying to chain him down from chasing her.

This is the first person he wants ONLY for himself, and he is ready to fight tooth and nail for her, not caring who he has to fight against. These feelings are new but very intense, real, raw... And he is not afraid of them.

He knows what happened in the party was a big hit to their budding relationship.

The silent heartbreak.

Anokhi is acting like its not really painful, but its actually breaking her part from the inside.

Anokhi has handled this situation like a mature person, seeing reasons that Sabherwals and Shagun showed her. Anokhi is heartbroken not because she feels cheated, but because she was hoping he would stand for them. The fear, the insecurities and the dilemma is real! Shaurya and Anokhi are in the same boat, and if they fight... They have to fight for them. Not just for her.

THEIR LOVE.

Shaurya did not address her insecurities sensitively on the date night, and today just piled some more on the existing heap.

Anokhi was not wrong when she refused to listen. She is deeply hurt, humiliated and devastated but she did not shed a tear. She held her composure and tried her best to deal with the situation wisely. The only person she responded to was Shaurya's voice outside the room. Her words had no accusation or mistrust. Instead, she was trying to tell him to see the facts.

No relationship involves only one single person. If it is focused on only one person all the time, the relationship is most likely to fall apart quickly. So, efforts have to be made by both Shaurya and Anokhi. She is not vengeful that Shaurya was silent but very understanding that its a difficult situation and he could not stand up for them.

One was out there venting disappointment,

The other chose to cry on the inside in silence.

Its true that words can be hurtful,

But silence can be damaging as well.

Shaurya was silent at the party, Anokhi was in lobby.

Yes, Anokhi is really broken and all those beautiful dreams she was weaving have uncoiled today. But Shaurya too has lost his entire world that he was building bit by bit, hoping that she will walk into that world and complete it for him.

There are two sides of a coin, Shaurya and Anokhi are both right on their own sides and they need more clarity of the situation before they start cleaning the mess around them. Anokhi and Shaurya are really opposite poles who are attracted towards each other. They can try to resist it, but their nature are will bring them together.

Right now, the disappointment of the ruined day and pain is greater than "how do we fix this?"

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A big cheers to the entire team, writers and specially KV and Debattma for delivering this power pack episode because I was in tears and my heart felt as broken as ShaKhi's did. Tum log ke liye bhi accha yahi hoga ki you leave some nice comments behind kyu ki you have no idea how many times I had to watch the episode to take screen shots 😭

There was no dhoom-tanana and OTT drama. Just simple and raw heartbreak without the dramatics. And I really want to know WTF was in that jewelry box

As usual, KV ki eyes had all my attention but today even Deba did a outstanding job with that calm and practical outburst without the typical cheat-beating breakup drama (Oh, Thank GOD!!!)

Guys, very honestly, we are blessed to have leads like Debattma Saha and Karanvir Sharma who pumped life to such dynamic story and such intense feelings for two absolutely well defined, magnificent characters that it seems so so so real and relatable!

The episode, the acting, the expressions and the entire feel was so marvelous that I am feeling blessed to write an entire post on it!!

I LOVE THESE BABIES!!!

And if I don't post this, it would be an insult to the whole episode:

BM: Shagun is the perfect life partner, Shaurya.

*Shaurya:

This guy can make me laugh even in emotionally stressful episodes 🤣

Tagging my behenas! Don't disappoint me, okay? I want to read you comments after spending a day writing this 😈

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Hello lovely people!!

After such a dhamakedar episode, I was dying to pen down my love for Shaurya and Anokhi as individuals and as a couple. This is an appreciation post for my babies who are both heartbroken and devastated.

Hello Akshu 😎

I’m glad that you did

They deserve an appreciation post after all Upshagun happening in their life

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The start of the episode was heart wrenching and complete destruction of Anokhi's expectations from a birthday surprise. Itni safai se jhut bolne ke liye DeviGun ke muh mei keede padenge

Zaroor padenge 👍🏼

Shagun 2.0 toh hai hi delusional par yeh Badi maa toh maa k naam pe kalank hai 😊

Inko hell jana hi hai 👍🏼

She waited.

She looked at him and waited for him to speak up against these lies.

Anokhi knew that Shaurya loves her, she did not distrust him but hoped that he would deny all this because today was clearly supposed to be their day. Her birthday was suppose to be special for both of them. Right until the moment she walked out, she waited for him to say SOMETHING for THEM.

They were shattered.

I felt bad for her 😒

She was so happy to celebrate her birthday with him for the first time

She was really enjoying herself but

She’ll remember Babli’s word for sure now :/

Just look at the tears pooling in his eyes already! Shaurya knew they were rapidly going downhill. He knew that she was going away not just physically, but also emotionally.

Her birthday was not just about saying "I Love You, Anokhi."

It was about starting that new life she breathed into his being.

When she left the venue like that, he knew things were ruined. He could not speak up in front of the crowd. Maybe because it would have humiliated his Badi Maa- the woman who raised him or maybe because he could not grasp the entire situation himself. I am looking forward to see what made him stop.

But he was definitely not confused about anything.

Yeah . He knew and understood

But I dunno what stopped him :/

Wasn’t Shagun for sure.

At this point I don’t think he is even considers her

Let's talk.

"Sab ke samne... Itna bada faisla le liya aapne."

This pretty much says a lot about the reason he kept quiet.

He was quiet for whatever reasons he had, but does not mean he had nothing to say! In fact he had a lot to say.

"Kya mera haqq nahi banta?"

"Yeh decision bhi mera haqq hai, Badi Maa."

Kudos to SAAKK for giving us a strong and determined ML who knows what is right and what is wrong. Shaurya is aware of his mistakes and he is also aware of the mistakes made by others around him. This was not his anger speaking at all. These were the questions inside his head and he was not hesitant to ask. He knew he has been wronged.

I was rooting for Shaurya here 🥳 I hate those kinda spineless MLs who always remain ignorant about their and their family’s mistakes 😒

I glad he confronted BM so strongly 🥳

The Burden.

"Ek baar mujhse pucha nahi! Meri permission nahi li! Mera consent nahi liya, kuch nahi liya! Bas..."

This had anger and frustration. And he had full intention to go off on Devi Sabherwal regardless of what her intention of this sudden engagement was.

"Tab bhi nahi pucha tha jab tumhari Maa ek chaar saal ke bacche ko chod kar gayi, aur maine tumhe apni god mei le liya tha"

Devi Sabherwal played her ace against Shaurya by reminding him of her "ehsaan" but today even that did not earn her any brownie points.

It did mellow him down a little though! He was again reminded of the burden she took in her arms after his mother left him and it burdened his shoulders with modesty that he should not forget the great deeds of Mrs. Devi Sabherwal.

The one who is suffering.

"Don't make it about yourself!

Yeh aapke baare mei nahi hai, Yeh mere baare mei hai!

Meri Zindagi hai!"

This was the best line of the entire episode! And I dare you to disagree

He cried for two reasons:

1. Anokhi was heart broken and so was he.

2. Badi Maa had again tried to manipulate him by trying to strong arm him.

Until today, I always thought that Shaurya will never openly talk about Devi's emotional blackmail every time she wanted him to do something on her command. Even when I believed that he will fight for Anokhi and their love, I thought it would be in a certain manner and keeping Rishto ki Maryada in mind (which btw would mostly come from the burden of Ehsaan).

But, Shaurya proved me wrong!

The True Love.

Don’t make it about yourself is 👏

I love Makers for this 👏

Shaurya is not only intelligent to see through her emotional manipulation but also honest and strong enough to bring it up in open

Anokhi will definitely have some trouble in Sabrawal mansion / family but with a guy like SS with her I’m sure they’ll make through it 🤞

"Shaurya, she loves you!"

Devi Sabherwal knew what she was doing all these years. She consciously made sure Shaurya knew that he was unloved and he gets left behind. She tried to coax him that this is his chance at true love. And she played that trick right where it was needed but alas, he didn't care that there was a certain Shagun Kapoor who loves him.

The one he loves and the one who loves him back is all he needs, rest can just go wherever the hell they want. This is beginning of the end for Devi, guys!! Lekin yeh aurat itni jaldi sudhregi nahi

I loved actors here 👏

Kv was phenomenal so was AK’s 👏

Devi is such a manipulative 🤬

AK really made me hate her 😆

She wasn’t OTT though , I’m glad , still tolerable than most ITV negative characters 😆

Devi wants to Isolate SS from everyone, so that he belongs to only her ig

Because of her insecurities she failed to give him true love of a mother . He just became a trophy for her and she is just a benefactor, SS feels indebted to.There’s no son-mom bond She’ll be doomed in future for sure

The Selfish.

"I don't love her! Mai kisi aur se pyaar karta hu!"

He is extremely selfish about Anokhi and he has no intention on compromising with situations when it comes to her. Shaurya does not care about who is trying to chain him down from chasing her.

This is the first person he wants ONLY for himself, and he is ready to fight tooth and nail for her, not caring who he has to fight against. These feelings are new but very intense, real, raw... And he is not afraid of them.

He knows what happened in the party was a big hit to their budding relationship.

I Stan this guy for knowing what he wants and taking a stand for it 👍🏼

Best ITV ML hands down

The silent heartbreak.

Anokhi is acting like its not really painful, but its actually breaking her part from the inside.

Anokhi has handled this situation like a mature person, seeing reasons that Sabherwals and Shagun showed her. Anokhi is heartbroken not because she feels cheated, but because she was hoping he would stand for them. The fear, the insecurities and the dilemma is real! Shaurya and Anokhi are in the same boat, and if they fight... They have to fight for them. Not just for her.

Yes ... nothing more to add here

You said it

Anokhi was really matured here 💯

Better than first date fight imo 😆

THEIR LOVE.

Shaurya did not address her insecurities sensitively on the date night, and today just piled some more on the existing heap.

Anokhi was not wrong when she refused to listen. She is deeply hurt, humiliated and devastated but she did not shed a tear. She held her composure and tried her best to deal with the situation wisely. The only person she responded to was Shaurya's voice outside the room. Her words had no accusation or mistrust. Instead, she was trying to tell him to see the facts.

No relationship involves only one single person. If it is focused on only one person all the time, the relationship is most likely to fall apart quickly. So, efforts have to be made by both Shaurya and Anokhi. She is not vengeful that Shaurya was silent but very understanding that its a difficult situation and he could not stand up for them.

One was out there venting disappointment,

The other chose to cry on the inside in silence.

Its true that words can be hurtful,

But silence can be damaging as well.

Shaurya was silent at the party, Anokhi was in lobby.

Yes, Anokhi is really broken and all those beautiful dreams she was weaving have uncoiled today. But Shaurya too has lost his entire world that he was building bit by bit, hoping that she will walk into that world and complete it for him.

There are two sides of a coin, Shaurya and Anokhi are both right on their own sides and they need more clarity of the situation before they start cleaning the mess around them. Anokhi and Shaurya are really opposite poles who are attracted towards each other. They can try to resist it, but their nature are will bring them together.

Right now, the disappointment of the ruined day and pain is greater than "how do we fix this?"

You’re making me emotional 😭

This angst is what I love 💕 in fictions , it’s sad but beautiful in its own way

They’re right in their own way

First time i support both the itv leads in such track 😆 because usually atleast one lead behaves quite annoyingly in MU tracks🤔😆 but I loved how writers show POVs of Anokhi and SS 😊

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A big cheers to the entire team, writers and specially KV and Debattma for delivering this power pack episode because I was in tears and my heart felt as broken as ShaKhi's did. Tum log ke liye bhi accha yahi hoga ki you leave some nice comments behind kyu ki you have no idea how many times I had to watch the episode to take screen shots

There was no dhoom-tanana and OTT drama. Just simple and raw heartbreak without the dramatics. And I really want to know WTF was in that jewelry box

As usual, KV ki eyes had all my attention but today even Deba did a outstanding job with that calm and practical outburst without the typical cheat-beating breakup drama (Oh, Thank GOD!!!)

Guys, very honestly, we are blessed to have leads like Debattma Saha and Karanvir Sharma who pumped life to such dynamic story and such intense feelings for two absolutely well defined, magnificent characters that it seems so so so real and relatable!

The episode, the acting, the expressions and the entire feel was so marvelous that I am feeling blessed to write an entire post on it!!

I LOVE THESE BABIES!!!

I love them too

Debvir and Shakhi are love ❤️ ✨

Apart From Shagun’s horrible dress , everything was so good in this episode

They are doing a fab job even though they had to relocate at last min

Kudos to writers ,actors and whole SAAKK team 👍🏼

And if I don't post this, it would be an insult to the whole episode:

BM: Shagun is the perfect life partner, Shaurya.

*Shaurya:

This guy can make me laugh even in emotionally stressful episodes

🤣There are so many memes on this scene 🤣

I want BTS of this one 🤣

Tagging my behenas! Don't disappoint me, okay? I want to read you comments after spending a day writing this

Well I did unres quickly this time 😎

But I’m sorry I am not talented at decoding episodes but I tried commenting here for you ( you write episode analysis because you’re damn good at it , I will just react with gifs I guess 🤣😎)

Don’t throw chappals at me for my useless comments on post 🤪😆

Brilliant Post 👍🏼👏

Thank you 🤗❤️

You have penned it beautifully.❤️

Both of their thought process and perspectives.

I hope shaurya also had a confidiant on his side,he is all alone,no one understands him actually.

Anokhi is also shattered but she had people who cares for her but shaurya is alone in this mess.

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This is till now the best best best description of today's epi i have read! Hands down the BEST ONE.

ADN Tbh while i was reading this it felt like I'm actually reading a fanfiction on two broken souls, how they felt how they wanted to scream their broken heart away. How they just wanna run away from that place...away from all those chaos to their own lil happy place which they'd planned for today!

Shit i hate badi maa with my very core this woman was never a mother. She was just an opportunistic. Nothing else her love was never unconditional it was always conditional, selfish and what not. It was more like she wanted to make astha suffer...made astha felt guilty be the guilty one infront of the world. And portrayed her self as 'mahan devi' (goddess)just like her name (which definitely she isn't)

Even shaurya knew that her love was conditional shaurya felt these but he never said it loudly coz he felt he's in debt! He knew all this love his family showers him with just fake just conditional and selfish. Finally his heart found someone who loved him as shaurya. Not shaurya sabherwal. Someone who wanted to be with him without any kinda selfish desires. And finally he said it to devi....he said it....gave that woman back with a bang on. Yes he's in debt may be...yes she has taken care kf her and all but that was his right...that was his haaq. And she herself gave it to him. But that doesn't mean she will take a life long decision with out his consent! Doesn't mean she will take out her haaq like this and snatched his new found happiness away from him and pushed him to a person whom he can't even stand a bit now.

I loved this shaurya...badi maa is actually a dumb! If she was cleaver enough she would have accepted anokhi and be in that good book of shaurya. Even shaurya's trust for her would increase more that time and later she could slow poison the relation to get anokhi out of his life. But this stupid woman has chosen to do this stupid Chipku shagun thopoying mission which literally took her 2 step away from shaurya and will take more away from him. Lol.

One thing i have understood from today's epi...no promise could hold shaurya back from anokhi. And when it comes to badi maa's promise badi maa has lost it already. The time shaurya raised his voice to her he didn't even flinch for a sec or anything. He stormed out of that place without giving a living heck to what he just did. And went straight to anokhi.

After 30 Years of struggle, loneliness a soul has finally found a place where it can find the peace amd this soul wont let this place go. Nor for anyone....mor for any debt. Shaurya sabherwal was never and will never be a person to stay in a debt of someone...he will definitely give them back. Time has come...

All these year he was alone...so he didn't give much thought of what they are doing to him or what he's living...but now he has someone to hold him back

..whose shoulders he can put his head on and take a breath of relief. So this time he will fight.

And coming to anokhi. Yes she didn't distrust him...she was more like wanted him to say something she was waiting for him to take his hand infront of every one and say this is whom his heart belongs to and he belongs too. That that chipku shagun. But when he didn't say anything all her insecurities about there differences came down crashing her with a force. Just once shaurya make her believe that she's the one no matter what. These class these blah blah doesn't matter for him. Once he even for a mili sec proves all her insecurities false she will fight for him. She will take away with her whats her. Will give those idiots back like a real jugni.

And the last bit that jump 😭😂😭😂😭 shaurya was like "baksh de mujhe dayan ..dur haat dayan please

.arreee koyi iss dayan se bachao mujhe"

Even in a serious moment like that his antics made me laugh like a idiot.

Btw remember that jump anokhi was trying to do in that babli epi ...in their room. While babli was being angry on her. To manofaying babli she tried to jump through that bed stand. And today her PS did the same. Lol sacchi mei raab ne banadi jodi hei yeh dono. Dono ke dono ek ek namune.

Btw aise khubsurat post me kripaya mujhe bhi tag kiya kijiye madam please 😭😭😭😭😭😭 kahi miss ho gaya to kya karungi????

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Okay Akshu see I will he honest with you. It been quite some five minutes as I am staring at my phone screen not knowing what to type. Basically, I read the post yesterday and I slept. I forgot to Unres !

Par ab kya hai naa.. ab masla hogaya !

I watched today's episode tou waqt zajbaat sab badal gaye !

Abhi its Devi-shagun going on in my head tou feel nahi aarai rone waali !

I tried reading one two dialogues again- I laughed.

Abi kya karun mein ?!

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Absolutely wonderful post Akshu!

You potrayed everything well. You have pretty much said described everything pretty clearly. Shaurya,Anokhi, BM.

Now, what remains to see is how will Sakhi overcome the prevailing mess and how will they grow together more in love from here.

Shaurya was broken to bits and pieces and his entire world seemed to have slipped right under his feet. His supposedly happiest day of life became a living nightmare for him. He just could not think of anything but about how Anokhi would misunderstand him and how broken she will be. He was like it's his life and it's his haq to decide who he wants to spend it with. He said Devi does not need permission from him but he also has haq to decide about himself/his life afterall it's his life. His dialogue kyun har baar mujhe prove karna padta hai made it clear openly that he is not oblivious that Devi keeps on reminding of her ehsaan to him time and again. Shaurya is a character who deals with situation smartly. But today when he was running around here and there it showed how deeply he has fallen in love that he could not think about anything but Anokhi. He knew he had wronged Anokhi by not standing up for her and them but he did not want to object to his BM and family in public. His eyes, his expressions expressed pain. He needs an outburst, he needs to confide someone to confide in front of whom he can pour his heart out in open. Who better than our Jugni Anokhi? He needs to tell her how much she means to her and there is nobody like her whom he can love like he does Anokhi.

Anokhi as you said did not do any OTT drama, the typical breakup shit dealt with the situation practically by telling shaurya that she understands that why he could not speak up for them and why it's best for them to not be together. She knew he has not cheated on her and he also loves her. She never questioned his love. But without him speaking up they can never be together. Deba potrayed broken Anokhi so well. Her running around and silent self indulgence mode expressed how deeply broken, humiliated and hurt she is because the man she loves and who equally loves her back could not stand for her, their love in public when it was needed the most. She needs her insecurities be addressed and that can only be done if Shaurya loves her openly and openly show his love towards Anokhi by sending the message to the the world she is the only one he loves and will ever love. For, this he needs to stand up for their love whenever needed.

I hope once Shaurya calms down he takes a stand for himself, Anokhi and their love and not let their love go to ashes like his parents.

For Anokhi, I feel once she is back to normal she tries and understand why could Shaurya not stand up for their love - whether he was shocked, it was obligation towards BM or making mockery of family in public.

As a couple as Sakhi, I wish they both overcome this and never let what happened today happen again.

Sorry for the very long post.

Akshu!

I don’t know how you watched it, I watched it twice and gave cried like a baby. I absolutely love this! They’re both broken and it’s so sad. How I wish he did/say something! Things would be different. But now I feel as though in the future, he will fight the world for her and I can’t wait to see it! ♥️🥺

Brilliant analysis of the episode.

Today the scene I loved most was Shaurya and Devi's. When she was telling him to stop, to talk to her; notice how he cannot stand still. He says he has to go, goes in one direction and again turns back. It was as if the last thread pulling him back to Devi.

He cannot find the direction to exit.

After the confrontation, he directly finds the exit and leaves. It is like the cards are out in the open. Shaurya had been vocal about her payment regarding her love for him as well as his truth of loving someone else and not Shagun. The tether is broken and he tries his first attempt at flying untethered.

- Niki