It hurts.
It hurts every freaking time he asks me about it.
I feel guilty.
I feel guilty for hiding it from him.
Everytime he looks into my eyes.
The trust, the hope in them.
It kills me to break them.
It takes every single fiber of my willpower to hide it from him.
I hate myself for hurting him. It pains. It pains a lot.
But this pain is nothing when compared to the one he would feel if he knows the truth.
The lesser he knows. The better for him.
He won't be able to handle it.
I know him.
He fights a war with himself everyday. Just to not succumb to his demons.
The enslaving past. The darkness which had surrounded him.
I can't break him anymore.
I can't tell him the truth knowing it would shatter him.
How do I tell him the ones he loves, he trusts, he protects with his every fiber.
Are the ones who destroyed his world. His childhood. His innocence.
He is nothing to them. He is not one of them.
He is not their loved one.
He is neither a grandson nor a brother to them.
Just a shield to protect them.
They threw him to darkness just to keep themselves in light.
Hey guys!!đ¤
So this idea just struck my mind and I couldn't stop myself from penning it down. Hoping you liked it.
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