~*Love me always*~(AR) Note-pg1- 02/07

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Hello everyone.......🤗

Well this is my first ever story..........greatly inspired by Kat Di....................its all bcoz of u Kat......😳 i actually didnt even hav the courage to post this.............but after literally being pushed i am here with the intro............😳

Pls do leave ur comments............positive -negative..............i will appreciate even if its just a word.............😳

INDEX:

Pt 1 to 10 -pg 1

pt 11 to 13 -pg 2

pt 14-16- pg 3

NOTE:

pt 17 onwards on the new thread!!

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**~INTRO~**

She stared at the faces eagerly glancing around craning their necks………as she walked through the automatic glass doors……

Raising herself a little she too craned her neck to spot a familiar face………smiling she knew that someone wud hav definitely cum for her………..someone atleast wud hav definitely remembered her arrival………

But the smile soon faded as she released that there was no one for her………….looking at her cellphone………she waited with an eager heart…………maybe they were late…….maybe they had forgotten………….maybe they wud just call now saying……………."we r sorry dear…………just coming to pick u up……………"

But alas………….the phone screen just showed the new name of the city where she had just arrived………Delhi…….she stared at the name for a long time………….hoping it wud just vanish and show a "calling " symbol………..but it just stayed put…………..

Brasing herself to reality………she looked up with a frown………her thoughts pounding her head……..

" No………maybe she forgot………..maybe both forgot……….maybe they r waiting for me at home……or maybe she had some emergency"

Trying to make herself understand she unwillingly hailed a taxi…………..

As the cab rattled away through the highways of Delhi..............

she kept thinking to herself………. Maybe I shud just call up……….."

Keying in the number she held the phone close to her ear………….

"Tring…Tring…"………"Hello"………..a female voice picked up…………..

"Dii……..wer r u ???............i was waiting for u Dii……but u didn't cum……….and jiju also forgot……….!!!!!"

"I am sooo sorry darling………..it just slipped out of my mind………been so busy na………nd ur jiju and i have a great news to give u "

"Wat is it Di……..?"

"Its like……………..………….wait huh I am getting another call…….will call u later……….no actually will definitely come to meet u tom……….love u a lot……….byee………."

"But Di!!!"…………the line was dead…………

Sighing she she kept her phone down……….."Wat is the great news…………..Di cud have told me…………jiju cud hav atleast………….and she cud have talked to for a little more time atleast……………and papa"

She stopped herself as she spoke out the word "papa"……….

"Ofcourse papa will not hav remembered that I was coming……….he never has remembered………."

A lone tear dropped down her cheek……..As the taxi came to halt outside a sprawling bunglow…………she wiped her tears and got down………….Ringing the dorrbell she waited for someone to open………..

As she had expected…………."Mr dhespande?"

"Haa...........meri beteya........how was ur flight?"......."Actually your father was a bit busy...........had a meeting..........u know na the entire sanjeevni rests on his shoulders.......so he is a bit busy"

"Yess yess…………I know uncle………..he is always busy" She smiled……as she picked up the luggage with his help and moved to her room……….

Sitting on the bed she opened her bag and removed a frame………holding it in one hand she looked at a certificate in another…………..

"Papa I completed i completed ur dream"

Looking at the certificate ……….her eyes moistened………as the certificate showed……….."Miss Riddhima Shanshank Gupta" and beneath………..passed with distinction………in medicine(MBBS)

"Only if u were there papa………..i so wanted u to be the first person to see it…………."

Just then she noticed a picture fallen along when she must have removed the certificate on the floor…………picking it up she gazed at it………..a smile played along her lips…………it was a picture clicked when she had gone to the hospital charity function in New York………….as she remembered the function……….she smiled…………moving her finger along it she softly whispered…………"Armaan"

"Tring….tring…"

He opened the door…………"hello Muskaan darling……was just waiting for u "

"Hi Rahul"

………….muskaan entered dressed in simple kurti and jeans……….she smiled at rahul as they hugged……..As he kissed her forehead she asked

"Isnt he up yet……….still sleeping…………"

She giggled as rahul nodded his head………

"I was just going to wake him up……..but u know him na………wenever he goes for parties………its always like this………never up on time………..i am sure the girl he marries will hav a tough time mending his ways"

"oyee……..dont say that………he is a sweetheart………"

"hmm I know u always hav a soft corner for him…….."

"ofcourse I will rahool……….its bcoz of we met in the first place……….he played the cupid between us………and its bcoz of him that we are finally getting married in a week…………"

Rahol smiled as he looked at muskaan taking his brothers side………."acha baba wont say nything bas……….y don't u go and wake him up…………Atul and Anjie bhabs had called up……….saying they had great news to give us………."

"really great………..i will just go and wake him up…….."

she climbed up the staires……….calling out…….."Armaan………get up now……."

Well if find it confusing then i can just say they well clear up by part 1...............if i get enough comments i will definitely post it.................😳

**PART 1**

Opening his eyelids a tiny bit he glanced at her standing in front of him with her hands on her hips………..

"Armaan…….get up now……its already 10 in the morning"

Opening his eyes fully…….rubbing them he got up……as he tried to sit up……he felt his head throbbing…pounding……"Ouch"

"Hmmm………Armaan I had told u ….that headache was bound to be there……..call it a hangover……obviously after ten shots……any person is gonna suffer from it……get a grip now arman………"

He looked at her pouting her lips angrily……….it was true……wat she said……..last nite despite so many warnings from rahul and objections from muskaan he hadn't stopped on the wine…….but then he was so happy………so he got on a high…….well he wasn't regretting it either………that was his way with life………..but this headache was surely killing……..

"Armaan are getting up os should I get a pail of water?"

"No bhabhi I am getting up………..from wen did u start taking to my dear brother's role of being a Hitler………"

He muttered smiling cheekily………

"Don't u dare give me that grin of urs………and do u think by calling me bhabhi am gonna melt………try ur carm on some one else.........i know u way too well to fall for it........"

"Tsk……Tsk….no bhabhi were am I charming u ………I was just practicing…….."

Getting up he went forward and whispered in her ears…….

"After all within a week u will officially be my bhabhi"

Looking at her madly blushing he chuckled…….as he made for the washroom……..

As he walked towards the dinning table he saw muskaan and rahul already there having breakfast………muskaan looked up to see him………and smiled while rahul didn't even glance……….

Looking at his brother armaanknew he was in for trouble as he very well knew that rahul hated his late nite party ways and drinks……..

"Errm…….good morning bhai……."

He looked at rahul gazing at him……."Get ready for a outburst armaan" he told himself

"Well armaan y don't u say good afternoon now as its just an hour away or soo……and y r u drinking juice……maskaan get some wine or a vodka…….my brother is on liquid diet of liquore now"

As he saw armaan opening his mouth to retort………..

"Don't u dare to argue with me……..who asked to get drunk so much????? U know how much I hate it……..wasnt papa enough………how can u forget the pain he gave us with his wild ways…….armaan I cannot see u going the same way……..u know how much it pains me wen I see u in that state…….u having a new babe everyday in ur arms and partying practically everyday…………no armaan this is enough……..u either stop or I take a drastic step………is this all u hav to do in life……..women and wine……..i pity the girl who gets married to u ………she will have a tough time……."

Armaan knew he had touched the nerve this time……..

Getting up he went forward and sat next to rahul……looking down he said……..

"Bhai I am really sorry to have hurt u ………..u know I am not into drinking…………yes I do go overboard on nite outs and parties but I can never go on papa's way ……….believe me…….yesterday I was really happy Bhai………u know the reason rite……..I have finally got the position of a senior doctor in sanjeevni……….my dream came true………I returned to India only to work in sanjeevni………wasn't it ur dream as well Bhai……imagine u will so proud wen u see me there……..Dr Shanshank was very impressed with me…..my caliber……….everyone thought that being Rahul Mallik's brother who is himself one of the best docters in sanjeevni I would haveeasily got that position but Bhai I got it because of my steam……….thats y I was so happy……..sorry bhai……..it will not happen again……..and talking about women……..well bhai I don't believe in love or marriage………."

Rahul looked at his eager face and gave him a tight hug……

"No armaan I forgive u Bro…….i understand………but love is the most beautiful thing that can happen and marriage just seals it forever………don't let our past affect our future armaan………u will find ur soulmate……..as I hav founf muskaan"

Muskaan smiled widely at rahul……..rahul looked at her and winked……lowering her gaze she continued smiling…….

Looking at this armaan smiled………he loved seeing his brother care so much for his love………and muskaan loving him back equally………armaan hoped nothing would ever come in between them……..

"Bhai I know u hav found ur love………..but I don't believe in in love………and even if love happens I do not believe in marriage because ………….." He just cudnt continue further………

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Rahul looked at armaan and knew wat he was about to say…….he placed his hand on his shoulder and continued

"Armaan just because ma left papa doesn't mean all marriages go like that……….Mama –papa were just never meant for each other……….."

"Bhai how many times have we discussed this………wat mama did ti my dad was aweful………I can never forget my papa's pain……….he turned to alcohol after she left him………he forget we were there……….his own blood………just bcoz she left him………."

Saying so armaan went up to his bedroom………..Rahul sighed……….Muskaan placed a reassuring hand on his…………..

"Rahul………don't worry there will come day wen armaan will learn the meaning of love………..the beauty of it………..he will himself release that all marriages don't go the wrong way………he understands us……our love ………so will he understand himself and his love one day……….just let his love walk into his life……….the day such a girl enters his life he will himself put himself together"

"I hope its not too late muskaan………I just hope he doesn't land up playing with anyone's heart………"

Sighing rahul looked at muskaan

"Wen is he joing sanjeevni?"

"Tomorrow"

Helping Kaka clear up the breakfast table she starred at the door expectantly…….."Di wud come any moment………..Oh how eager she was to meet jiju and her………

"Tring…Tring…."

She ran forward to open the door……..

"Diiii………jiju……."

Riddhima ran forward to give them a combined hug……..

Anjali smiled as she saw her sister ………as they entered the main hall………

"Wat r u two doing here???? Don't u both now I don't like seeing you both here"

Ridz turned behind to see him standing at the staircase

*** PART 2***

Riddhima turned behind to look at him standing on the staircase……the face filled with pure fury…….as Dr Shanshank walked down ……

"Dad" he looked at her with a deadly stare……….asking her to keep quite……….anjali looked over as riddhima moved to a corner like a mouse ………

"So may I ask who invited u here Mr and Mrs Joshi?"…….

Atul and Anjali looked at the sarcastic tone in which Shanshank addressed them………Anjali moved forward…….Atul held hand frm behind………..stopping her……….Anjali looked into his as he gave her a small reassuring smile…….

"I don't like repeating myself ………Anjali wat r doing here with ur so-called husband?.......Wait r u both cum to inspect our gardens ……….yeah Atul to see which plant is growing how………..as it is u always seemed more concerned abt them rather than blood samples,surgeries and patients................"

Unable to control her temper Anjali moved forward………

"Dad…….y r u starting it all over again……..i know u never liked Atul………my choice…….but its my life……..Atul loves me and I love him………but u will never understand the word love na dad……….hav u ever………Where were u wen we were growing up………u killed our mother slowly with ur arrogance……with ur lack of intrest………with ur indifference towards her……."

"Had u ever come and asked Padma wat did u do tday?Padma how r my daughters?"

"No dad u were never there for us…….u loved ur...........work…….ur ambitions……ur pride……u never loved ur family………do u even know wen ur daughters grew up? ………so now when I have made my choice y r u so angry? Atul may love plants more than operation theater and files but he has a heart of gold which is full of nothing but love for me"

"Haha Anjali beta finished with ur.......... preaching about love…….u know love isn't the only thing in life………u need money…..a driving ambition to move forward………which ur loving husband doesn't hav………he may love u but he will never progress mark my words…."

"And papa without love life ceases to exist………"

"Papa I am here to meet riddhima not argue with u "

Riddhima watched Shanshank leave in anger………it was always like this………

But wat anjie had said was true too……..he was never there for them……….but then too she wished things weren't so bad………

Anjali always rebelled………..she blamed him for the the death of their mother……….

nd somewer deep inside riddhima knew it was true………she was never told how Padma died……..Anjali knew………but had always kept her away from the truth………she told her............."Riddhima its better u stay away frm it………ur so tender and gentle……..it will break u "

She trusted her sister completely……..but still she wud hav liked to have Anjali share it with her………..Papa wud never tell her………infact he hardly talked to her………..in her so many years………they had hardly talked………then she was sent away to America……..Riddhima felt so lonely……..she was always so lonely………completely alone……..

"Hello Riddhima?.........wer r u lost?"

Riddhima looked at Anjali calling her………she wiped away her tears and went towards her………as they hugged she looked at atul who patted her head……….sitting down she asked……….

"Di wats the great news……tell me na pls…."

"Riddhima ur gonna be a massi"

"Wat Di!!!!!!! That means ur ………….?"

"Yes my darling sister I am pregnant……..the reports are positive………"

Riddhima hugged her sister tightly……..feeling her happiness……..

"Jiju congratulations………ur gonna be a father OMG I am really happy for u both"

"Anjali tell her the other great news too" Atul grinned ……..

"Ohh yes riddzzyy……..u hav been selected as junior doctor at sanjeevni………"

"Wat Di……r u serious……..i mean…….."

"Ohh ridzy ofcourse I am………though ur the great Dean Dr Shanshank's daughter u had tough competition…….i mean u were selected for ur scores………I am so proud of u and u have to come for the introductory lecture today, as far as I know ridzy u r going to be under a new senior doctor……..he is joining today too……..he is Dr rahul's brother……"

"Di this is awesome……..two great news in one day………"

Standing at the door shanshank looked over at them hugging……….thinking………

"So now my daughter is carrying that looser's child………well I cant do anything abt it but yes riddhima………I will have to think abt her……..cant see her going anjali's way falling in love with some fool……..definitely think about her "

She got down smiling from the car as she looked at sanjeevni………how she had wished her papa to be with her at this moment………but still Anji di and jiju were there………as they walked in……..

"Hey Anjali……..wats the great news?"

Riddhima looked over as Dr rahul came and greeted them………he was their family friend………Dr Mallik and Dr Shanshank had been great friends…….as far as she remembered rahul had a brother………..but she had been in US for so long that she didn't remember his name……."

"Hey riddhima……….How r u ?........remember me……..Rahul………ofcourse u wont……….Anjie tell me the news quick…….muskaan has been asking me wat it is since morning………u know her na……..always impatient…….told her ask Anjie urself in the hospital…….So riddhima………all set…….."

He smiled as she nodded her head……..rahul always found riddhima as such a gentle soul……..tender at heart……..she cudnt even kill a fly…….he thought………I hope she doesn't have to undergo more heart-breaks…….she already has enough with her father and Anjie fights……..hope she finds someone who will take care of her…….who will understand……..accept her as she is……..not want her to change……."

"Well Dr Riddhima u will be assisting my brother………aahh here he is"

Riddhima looked over to see him walking towards them……..dressed in blue jeans and black shirt he looked breath takingly handsome as ever……..as she saw him approach her………..her thoughts flew……….black was always his colour she thought……..even that time………during the party……….

"Come on riddhima at have a drink….."

She looked at sapna waving the glass in front of her……as amit slid his hand slowly over sapna's waist……….

Giggling sapna looked at amit……..

"Amit stop it………I know we r going around but pls control urself……….u haven't asked my parents yet"

"Oh so do I have take ur parent's permission to catch hold of ur waist"

Giggling sapna continued arguing……..while riddhima looked over amused at her friend………she looked so much in love…………how she wished she too had a companion tonite……….the party was boring........but........as this was the farewell party cum reunion ……….her last but……..as finally she would be going back to India……….she looked over………almost all were with someone……….sapna-amit seemed lost in their world……………..not wanting to disturb them……..she went to the counter……….

"One orange juice pls"

"Hmmmm orange juice…….nice choice…….y not add something more to it……..?"

Riddhima turned to see him starring at her………those grey eyes……..seemed to see deep through her……….he looked strikingly handsome in the Armani………….coming back to her senses…………

"No thankyou but I don't drink…….."

"Hmm that's even better……."

She looked at him smile……..dimples showing …….making him look all the more attractive………

"So can I ask the fair lady a dance"

Looking at him putting out his hand……….riddhima found herself giving her hand willingly in his………..as he led her to the dance floor……….she found herself gazing at him……….seeing him return her gaze she lowered her eyes……….as the music began………he placed her hand on his shoulders while held another in his palm………placing his hand on her waist………he pulled her closer……….his touch seemed to have sent a current down her spine…….as he twirled and brought her back………his grip on her waist tightened……….looking up into his eyes she found herself loosing herself in it.

Breaking the unusual silence he asked………..

"U know we have been dancing for past half an hour and yet I don't know ur name……..i am sure ur name will be as beautiful as u are……."

Blushing slightly at his comment she knew he was flirting…………afterall she looked like a complete plain jane at the party compared other gals…….and here the hottest hunk of the party was commenting on her………..it was now she noticed how all the others especially women were starring at them………

But strangely she didn't mind his flirting…….she wondered………wats happening to me……….y is he affecting me so much……..she had just known for past 30 mins and he was making her go weak in her knees……..

"Errm…….honey u didn't answer my question"

Startled to hear honey she looked at him……..smiling cheekily he said

"Honey ur name "

"Oh sorry…….its Riddhima……..Riddhima Gupta and u ?"

"Armaan ………..nice name Riddhima…….very nice………"

"So armaan…….r u a student of this univ……I haven't seen u around………."

"Well honey I was a student……..graduated two years ago………practicing as a doctor here but soon I will be shifting to India……this was my last reunion………so thought I'll attend….."

"Really I will be going back too……….as soon as results are out"

"Awesome I hope we meet there riddhima"

As the song ended…….they stopped and made their way from the dance floor………

"It was nice knowing u "

As she shook his hand………she felt a shock running throught her hands……..

She looked over as he danced with other women smiling……….she felt her hand……..wer he had touched……….a smile unknowingly formed on her lips…………..

"Riddhima r u falling love?"

she thought to herself…………"I hope we meet again armaan"

She looked at the same million dollar smile……..on his face as he approached her……..she cudnt believe it him………

She starred at those same grey eyes as he held out his hand……..

"Hello Dr Armaan here"

*** PART 3 ***

She saw him extending his hand out to her……..a smile automatically formed along her lips………..as she placed her hand in his…………..feeling his touch seems to send send a shock through her spine………..she quivered at his touch…….as his fingers held on to hers shaking her hand………she felt she wanted to hold on to the moment for ever…………she didn't know why……….she felt something deep down stir in her………

She looked into his grey eyes……..she found herself drowning………in them………as he smiled leaving her hand………dimples appeared ……..they those same dimples which makes my heart flutter……….riddhima thought…….

"Hello Dr Armaan………wasn't expecting to meet u here again……." Riddhima replied lowering her eyes………blushing slightly……….

"Yeah…….same here…….ur Reena……..no wait…….Rita…….errm I know something from R…….sorry…."

He smiled at her sheepishly……..

"Armaan wen r u going to improve…….?" Muskaan came forward smiling………

"Muskaan u weren't supposed to come today rite?" Anjali looked at her smiling………."So howz ur shopping going on?..........i cant believe rahul and u r going to get married next week………!

"Yes I was on break Anjie but thought its Armaan's first day here so should come and support him……….so ur sister is assisting him……….tell her to be careful…….."

"I guess that wont be needed guys…….." Rahul joined……..Riddhima seems to have met him rite Riddhima………..?"

Everyone looked at them both……..while armaan just smiled Riddhima cheeks turned crimson………..

"Yea we did meet once in New York……..for a very short period of time…….." Riddhima answered while thinking to herself………a meeting which touched me deeply………she smiled…….to herself…….

She watched him talking to rest of the doctors ………standing at the corner of the reception ………waiting for him to join her……..as he was her senior……..she had to wait for him to come and assign her the duties………..as Anjali had told her……Armaan would go through his duties and then assign her hers………..

Seeing him approach her finally she smiled…….

"So Dr Reena ready for the day?"

"Its Riddhima ..........Dr Armaan not Reena……"She smiled at him feeling a bit awkward and disappointed at the same time seeing him not even remember her name properly…………

"Ohh yes……..sorry……..shall we move ahead……..as it is we have to meet Dr Shanshank first………"

Walking along with him she felt really happy……..she didn't why but the thought of assisting him everyday really seemed pleasing to her……..

As he walked through the corriders…….to Dr Shanshank's cabin…….he looked around with awe………wow this hospital surely is something great……….no wonder it was supposed to be one of the best in Asia………well if Papa wouldn't have turned to alcohol then surely Rahul and he would be have been at much higher positions……….after all his Papa and Dr Shanshank had jointly co-ordinated Sanjeevni till his mother ruined it……….he loved her his papa would say………he was heart broken was the excuse……….

Dr Shanshank had to take over………how he hated the word love itself…….he would achieve all his dreams………he would show the world that he was not weak like his father………not to be weakened by love………….he thought gritting his teeth…….he would run a hospital like this one day………to show the world……..Rahul shared his ambition but he was too soft……..

feeling the fire within he closed his eyes as they made their way to Dr Shanshank's cabin……..

"Good morning doctors"

"Morning Sir"

They both greeted him……..Dr Shanshank looked over at them both……..resting his eyes on Armaan……..so this is Dr Mallik's younger son……..seems like a good chap…….he thought………just hope he is more ambitious than his father and elder brother…….Shanshank thought……Rahul isn't a bad doctor……….but he is soft hearted……….no wonder he is getting married to that fool of a girl Muskaan….who cant even perform a surgery without fainting………says she is afraid of blood……..how come she became a doctor………and to think that a brilliant doctor like Rahul has chosen her as his life partner……..foolish atleast he could have chosen someone of his caliber……….and why am I thinking about Rahul…….when my own daughter has rebelled and married that good for nothing Atul……..smirking Shanshank looked over at armaan standing ……

"Well Dr Armaan a warm welcome from my side……hope u make me proud……and sanjeevni too…….your file has been sent to your cabin…….and Dr Riddhima will be under you…"

Looking over he saw Riddhima standing next to him…..she smiled nervously at him……

"Dr Riddhima the same goes for you……..hope you too do us proud" Shanshank added that carelessly…….

"I will try my best…….Papa"

Shanshank looked over at her annoyed……..

"I am sorry Dr Shanshank" Riddhima added hastily………..seeing the anger on his face………..

As they walked out she saw Armaan staring at her with surprise……….

"You are Dr Gupta's daughter………?"

Looking at her nodding her head……….he thought……..well well………he had scored a sixer as soon as he stepped into Sanjeevni………he had the Dean's daughter under him………..this is going to be interesting he thought smirking…….

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She looked at him studying the file cases………waiting for him to assign her ,her duties………..

"Well Dr Riddhima today you will just update all the files of the cases I attend………..you will assist me only when I ask…….and please do not interfere when I am attending……..as I hate interference…….."

She nodded surprised at his cold tone……..but still then thought maybe its professionalism……obviously he wont behave as a friend when at duty she thought…….afterall he is my senior……….

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Anjali looked over at her sitting at the dinning table her eyes closed……she had called Riddhima to her place for dinner…….as she knew she would be alone………so atul and she decided to invite her over to their place………

"So sissy howz your first day……..? how was it working with an ultra good looking senior doctor…….?"

Atul chuckled hearing Anjali teasing Riddhima………

"Hmm ultra good looking……….Anjali u r married……spare him for ur sister……."

"Well Atul if he were my senior I would surely have trouble concentrating………keep smiling Armaan so that I can see your gorgeous dimples was all I would tell him rather than discuss cases with him……….."

Laughing at their convo Riddhima stared into space……..

He had been so cold with her……….treating her exactly like his junior………but that was his job………was it her fault that she expected him to be more friendlier and warmly…….give her special treatment………..guess it was her fault………to expect him to do that……..

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As she sat on her bed………looking at the the picture of theirs together from the party……..she wondered………why was he affecting her so much…….why did she feel good when he was around………hoping she finds these answers soon she fell asleep…….

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He stared at the ceiling as he placed the wine glass to his lips……….the first day had been quite good……..Dr Shanshank was already pleased with his caliber……….and controlling his daughter hadn't been diffcult………she had obeyed all his orders without any complain…..

"Congrats Dr Armaan Mallik……..for a very success filled first day" As he raised a toast for himself……..

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"Shanshank the trustees want your answer soon…….."

Shanshank looked over at Mr Deshpande …….he had been his secretary cum advisor for ages and he knew his tone tat the time for decision had come………..but he wasn't ready yet………..he still needed time………

"So is it Anjali or Riddhima? Or are u planning for both……..if u r then too one will have too lead……."

Despande pressed him yetagain…..

"Look Deshpande we have discussed this a lot of times and I still need time……."

"Time is short Shanshank………make ur decision fast……its either of the two…….Anjali or Riddhima ………."

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Armaan looked over at her waiting patiently for his orders……..she stood as quite as mice………looking nervously at him……..he had just allowed her to complete files yesterday……….but today as he was deciding what to give for the first time he felt bad ……….he could not mar her chances to prove a good doctor for his gains…………he decided to hand a few case to her…….allowing her to assist him………looking at her eyes lit up as he told her .her duties for the day he smiled………..he felt good within.something which he had shyed away from so many years…….

As the day progressed…….Riddhima discovered that armaan was a genius at work……..the way he diagonosed and worked……..it was sheer brilliance…………she thought as she watched him through the glass assisting Shanshank in the surgery……..there was magic in his hands…….the way he delicately moved them……..going about it amazingly…….

"Dr Riddhima the patient in ward 3 is feeling breathless……he seems to have another bout…….."

Hearing the nurse Riddhima came out of her trance and rushed to the ward……….she would have to change the medicines…..herself she thought as armaan was in the surgery……..as she went through the file she realised that he had prescribed a wrong dose of the medicine……..she wondered in surprise…….armaan making a mistake……..??

"Dr he had so many cases yesterday that maybe he made a mistake"

Hearing the nurse Riddhima nodded…….it was a fact ……..armaan hadn't allowed her to help at all yesterday………he had taken it all upon himself……..no wonder he made a blunder……..nyone could……..

"Dr the sugery is over and Dr Shanshank is calling you to know the status of the patient……."

As she walked into the cabin she saw Armaan already there………looking worried…….

"Hmm so a wrong dose of medicine was prescribed first…….Dr Arman how can you make such a mistake?"

Shanshank looked at him annoyed as he studied the file case…..

"The patient could have lost his life" he muttered angrily…….

"Sir it wasn't Dr Armaan's fault……..i prescribed the wrong dose……."

He looked at her in amazement……..she was lying completely to cover him up………he frowned……

"No Sir Dr Riddhima……….."

"Sir I made the mistake……I am really sorr"

He frowned at her as she cut him yet again……….why she doing it……..she knew it was all his fault………

"Well Dr Riddhima I didn't expect this from you……but since you are a junior I will excuse you with just a punishment……..next time consider your self suspended……"

Ridhima nodded with tears in her eyes……as they walked out and back to armaan's cabin…….she found herself in his grip……

"What the hell do u think u did just now?" he asked her angrily……..

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~*PART4*~

She started at him as he gripped her from her shoulders more tightly……….its was hurting now she thought……….starring into those cold grey eyes full of fury tears formed in her eyes……….

"What the hell do u think did u just do? Why did u take the blame on yourself? Come on Dr Riddhima speak up?"

He shook her violently ………..looking into her eyes full of tears…….suddenly he felt his hands loosening his grip………he was surprised by his own action……..

"Dr Armaan………leave me please ur hurting me………" choked a shocked Riddhima…….

She looked at him lowering his gaze and freeing her…..he stood a few feet away from her………folding his arms across his chest…….waiting for her to say something………

"Dr Armaan……….i saved bcoz I knew u didn't do anything intentionally……I saved bcoz I know u have the makings of a great doctor in u ………had ur mistake come out then it wud affect ur reputation badly………I know how much u value ur work……..i am sorry to have interfered……….i just meant to help u out Dr Armaan…………but I guess I was wrong……..it always happens with me……..i try to help and it backfires………today was no exception……..i am sorry ………"

Saying so she left the cabin leaving a stunned Armaan behind…..she cudnt control her tears………..as she walked out the nurse informed her that she will would have to do double duties from tomorrow……

Great Riddhima thought…….now a punishment of double duty……..well it wasn't going to hurt her as much as Armaan's reaction did………touching her sore shoulders she felt her pain intensify………..how could he be so rude to her……she had been so polite…….so nice to him despite his coldness and he………..guess I am always unlucky………

As she went back home…..slumping on the bed sherested her head against the pillow tired………..how was she going to cope up with him everyday……..his coldness was killing………he hardly acknowleged her presence………..but still why did she like being close to him………why did she want to be around him all the time…….was it just attaraction and lust?????? Obviously it was she thought………she was merely attaracted to him……….it cudnt be nything else she thought turning over……just then she heard her phone ringing……..

"Hello?"

"Riddhima wat the hell am I hearing……..? U commited a blunder today……….i don't think u can make such a mistake ………and as far as I know u weren't even assisting armaan on the case……..then why has Papa punished u ?"

'Di actually……….Armaan……..errm actually………"

Riddhima tried fishng out words to explain Anjali the truth……..but she just cudnt………how cud explain her actions?

"Hmm so I guessed it right………u saved Dr Armaan………took the punishment upon urself just in your very first week……….can I ask u why my dear sister…….why did u have to become so great……..He commited a mistake let him suffer………why did u have to butt in? As it is he doesn't seem to treat u properly………I hav noticed he hardly gives u any cases…….i think I need to talk to Papa……..

Ridhima jerked up…….

"No Di pls don't say nything about all this……..as it is Armaan is angry……."

She stopped herself from saying more…….

"So Ridz…….. Armaan is angry with u rite?"

"Di ………actually…..yes……I dunno why is he so annoyed I just tried to help him Di"

Riddhima found her eyes moistening again……….

"Riddhima ……..i know u are feeling bad……..but listen to me……..its his ego……..the male ego……..u see deep down he knows he was at fault……..he knew he will fall into trouble………he would have gladly accepted his mistake………but when u being his junior took it upon yourself……u hurt his ego…….he couldn't take it………he must hav felt tat u are trying to gloat over him……….so he got angry tats all I think………don't take it to heart riddzy "

Talking to Anjali made her feel better…….she's rite thought Riddhima……its his ego…..tossing over the bed she stared at the ceiling…….thinking………his aggression was killing……..the way he gripped her………still why cudnt she shake him off……….this is lust and attaraction……….she thought……..yes I am just attaracted to him……….there cant be anything more………as I hardly know him………its better to be away from him…….his closeness kills……..

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Starring into the empty fireplace he remembered her words……..

"Dr Armaan……….i saved bcoz I knew u didn't do anything intentionally……I saved bcoz I know u have the makings of a great doctor in u ………had ur mistake come out then it wud affect ur reputation badly………I know how much u value ur work……..i am sorry to have interfered……….i just meant to help u out Dr Armaan…………but I guess I was wrong……..it always happens with me……..i try to help and it backfires………today was no exception……..i am sorry ………"

Why cudnt he forget it………why did her words keep ringing in his ears……..no woman had ever talked to him like that………the pain in her voice was so clearly noticeable……..why did he feel bad for her………..was he feeling things he had never felt………

"Dr Armaan get a grip" He told him self angrily………u cannot let a woman affect u……..they why was she invading his thoughts………why cudnt he get her tear strained face out of his head……..

"I will say sorry" Nooooo he thought………I cant say sorry to her…….she helped me but still no I wont say nything………banging his glass on the table unable to find a solution to his confusing thoughts he dropped on his bed………

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He saw her standing in front of him like everyday awaiting his orders…….but there was something different about her today……….her eyes did not glitter……..there wasn't any sparkle in them…….or was he imagining because he was guilty……….shaking his head feeling sure he was going mad he assigned her ,her duties………….he gave her proper ones……..trying to make up ……..he didn't why but he felt bad for her…….she accepted them quietly………

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The next few days Armaan noticed drastic changes in Riddhima………she no longer was keen to be around him,talk to him……….he didn't understand why………he wasn't liking it……….at first he tried to ignore but her indifference was taking a toll on him…….whenever she wasn't around he found himself thinking about her………no he cant do this he thought……..if she is keeping distance so will he……….but her nature was attaracting him towards her………her kind,golden heart……….full of love for everyone………..the way she treated her patients………everyone on the floor wud ask him for her………all adored her………..but he was firm with himself……….he tried to wash away any thoughts about her that entered his mind………he wasn't going to allow her to stir something in him which he had shyed away from………no he couldn't……….he started being more cold to her than ever…….trying to ignore her……….but he cudnt be rude to her……..

Riddhima found a different Armaan after tat incident………he had stopped being rude to her……..she found him more pleasant and polite………but he was still very cold………but the more she saw him the feeling for him inside her grew……….he was a master at work she knew……….she felt that there was more to his nature……..maybe circumstances made him like that……..she found it even more difficult to avoid him………he was always invading her thoughts………it was giving her headaches………it is not love she told herself firmly………u hardly know him……..how can u start to fall for him…………..

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He looked at the clock on the table……….Deshpande would be coming any time for his final answers…………it had been over a month since Despande had asked to start thinking about this………he had thought and thought……

"Shanshank…….still think……..will this plan work?"

Ofcourse it wud he thought……….i have to take this decision………its for the good of sanjeevni………he thought………the trustees want my answer………they want me to hand over sanjeevni to my descender……..but how can I ?

I know ultimately the day will come when it has to be passed over…….but……what has to be done has to be done…..

He sighed as he thought about his thoughts going through his mind for the last month……..how I wanted Anjali to be the one……….she was fit and capable enough………had she not married that fool………now I cant give it to her……….if she gets it then that fool ……….as her husband will be attached too………no I cannot………he counted his fingers thinking abt the next name that had come………Rahul……….he was his collegues son……….Anjali and he would have made a fine combination……..how he had wanted their union……..but even Rahul dissappointed him……..he chooe that idiot……..he smirked as he took her name………Muskaan……….where that girl……….her capability………and where was Rahul……..no match………but still………..both his hopes had disappointed him………..

"Riddhima" Putting down one finger yet again…….

She was too soft………she couldn't shoulder such a great responsibility……..he could have handed it to both……..Anjali and Ridz but there was no way he would have Atul interfering………never he thought………and

There was one main reason why he didn't want Riddhima………but rite now he would have to put it aside………As long as no one knew it was fine………no one will ever know………it was buried deep in him…….and next to him Padma was the only one who had known……….

But it has to be Riddhima now………How would she do it alone…….no she cant he gritted……….there was no way he could give her all rights alone……….no he would have to put his plan in action immediately………wat if Riddhima supposedly fell in love with a toad tomorrow………that would ruin everything………..no he couldn't allow that to happen…………

"I will go according to my plan……….immediately………I cant allow my hard work of so many years to go into some idiot's hands…….."

Picking up the phone he ordered…….

"Send Dr Armaan in immediately……."

He looked over as Armaan entered………nervous and worried…..

"Dr Armaan……..i have called u here today for very special and important reason………Listen to me carefully……."

Armaan braced himself for the worst……..

Shanshank sighed and continued……

"Dr Armaan………will u marry my daughter Riddhima?"

~**PART 5~**

Armaan looked over at Shanshank bewildered……….bringing up his fingers to clean his ears he thought he had heard him wrong……….thinking of doing something better than cleaning his ears he put his hand down absolutely stunned…………thinking…….

This old man has now lost it……..is he alrite………I mean he is asking me to marry his daughter whom I barely know……..ok she's very beautiful…………her smile goes up to her eyes………her eyes………closing his eyes to compose himself………he shook his head………Armaan wer r u going……….from the old man to his daughter……….get a grip……….ur loosing it too ………controlling his laughter …….he looked back at Shanshank looking at him……….

"See Armaan………I knew ur father very well………I respected him………..his caliber ……….everything………he was a great doctor and a very kind human soul………but alas he allowed his heart to rule over his mind………….but lets not discuss it here…………I see a lot of ur father in both of u ………..Rahul and u ……….let me be frank……….i wanted Anjali and Rahul to unite………..they r very well suited for each other………but fate had other plans……….as Atul and Muskaan came into the picture………

Armaan did not miss the frown on his face as he took their names………..he did not like it…………Muskaan was like his younger sister……….This old man is fit to be a politician he thought………..be careful armaan………..he thought to himself………..

Shanshank continued………..

"So u see Beta……….i wud love to see an alliance between Riddhima and u ………..its my wish to see u both together………"

Armaan smirked……….this game isn't working on me dear uncle……….i am too smart for u he thought………..what game are u playing sasurji………he muttered with sarcasm……….well two can play the game ………..Armaan thought………..

Choosing his words carefully………..Armaan cautiously put his his knight forward as if he were playing chess………..lets see who does chec nd mate he thought……..

"Sir"

"Call me uncle……..Beta"

Smiling smugly he collected himself……….wow sasurji another sixer……….Uncle………..hahaha as u wish………

"Errm………uncle………I understand u want Riddhima and me to be united……..but we barely know each other………and uncle I don't think I am ready for marriage yet………"

Bingo lets see what u answer sasurji………I know u have a game in mind……….i will definitely leech it out……….armaan muttered to himself………..

Ohh so Armaan ur now playing with me……….thought Shanshank…………well I will open my cards then……….i know ur expecting me to press u more……….but I will play this differently………once I open my cards u will not say no ……….that I am sure……….

"And Uncle……….i am sure even Riddhima is not ready………What is the hurry…………we can see this later uncle………..rite now I just want to concentrate on my career……….."

Deciding to open up now Shanshank took a deep breath………

"Beta listen to me very ………carefully………wat ever I tell u now should not go out of this room………"

Smiling smugly Armaan nodded his head………..finally I got u on trach Uncleeeeeeeeee…………lets see wat u have going on in ur head

"Armaan beta……..i have to submit my will……….giving the name of the next heir……….of Sanjeevni……..it was true wat I told u ………..i wanted Anjali to marry Rahul………so that I could pass it to them……..Anjali has all the makings of being the next dean……….so does Rahul……….but now…………I cannot bear Atul and Muskaan being associated to be very frank………..Anjali and Rahul let me down………I want Sanjeevni to be in our family…………but not at the cost of allowing Atul and muskaan interfering……..

"But uncle y do u hate them so much?"

"I have not finished with my talking yet………." Shanshank gave him a stern look………

"Sorry uncle" mumbled Armaan……….gritting his teeth within…….

"Yes so…….what I mean is Riddhima is my last hope……….much as I didn't want this………."

Armaan looked at him confused…….

"Riddhima……..is too tender hearted……….u must have noticed……….she cannot lead alone…………she needs a strong backup………and she is very innocent……….i don't want her to supposedly fall in love with a fool tomorrow who will ruin her life as well as everything else……….there are other reasons too……….but u don't need to know them……….the trustees want my answer……….now……….so Armaan beta I want Riddhima to get married to u ………then u both can be heirs………u will support her well……….."

Armaan looked stunned at this ………OMG………this old man cud give all the political parties a run for their money………..great planning………u don't like Atul and Muskaan………so u want me to be tied to ur daughter…………so where is my gain……thought Armaan…….

"Uncle………wat will I gain………..i don't even know Riddhima well………and…….at this stage marriage…………"

"Armaan………as far I know u ………u think with ur head and not heart………..ur strong –willed………and very ambitious……..just like me………..u will never go ur father's way…….i know………ok……..lets put this more clear………atleast I can trust u ………..if u accept my proposal……then u will be the next head of sanjeevni………..Riddhima herself will want u to be become………I am sure…….imagine………to come to this position it would take u years of hard work………and u alone have this brilliant opportunity……….rite at ur feet……..waiting for u to pick it up………."

Armaan sighed……….this was too good to let go off……….controlling that Riddhima wont be a problem at all…………but still he needed to think…….

"Uncle I need time to think"

"Sure Armaan think it over……..i give u two days……….as I need to give my answer to the trustees……..hope u will accept my proposal……….and one more thing……….please do not tell anyone specially RIddhima whatever I told u …………even about the proposal……..Good day to u "

As Armaan left the cabin……….Shanshank sighed………..now it was time to tackle Riddhima………

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Sitting on the dinning table………..Deshpande looked over at Shanshank waiting for RIddhima to arrive………

"Shanshank…….think again……….u r playing with two lives……..Riddhima will suffer……….wat if armaan turns his back……..on her after becoming the dean……….poor girl wont be able to take it……."

"He cannot do that……..as Riddhima will jointly own Sanjeevni with him………if he leaves her……..he will be thrown out automatically……….he will not dare play such a fool………from wat I know Armaan"

Despande sighed………….Shanshank was playing a dangerous game……..

Riddhima enterd the dinning room to see her father seated ……she wondered nervously………what was happening…………had she committed another mistake………….or was she at fault……….she knew Shanshank would never call her unless it was something important……….besides that he would hardly talk to her…………she thought……..

Sitting on the chair with sweaty palm………she looked over at him nervously……..

Glancing at her Shanshank knew she was an easy bait……….getting her to say yes……….wasnt going to be very difficult……….

"Riddhima Beta……….i have called u to discuss something very important………about ur future………

Seeing her shift her weight nervously……..he decided to attack straight to the point………

"Beta it was ur mother's last wish……..to see her daughters married to Mallik uncle's sons………Rahul and Armaan………we both wanted that union……….but as fate had it Anjali and Rahul choose other lives………..so now left are u and armaan………..i want u and armaan to settle down together…………Armaan is a very responsible and mature guy……….i am sure u will be happy with him………..

Riddhima felt the earth move as she heard him……..Marry Armaan………she barely knows him……….how can spend her life with him…….

"But papa………I don't ………."

"No buts Beta……..dont u want to complete ur mother's last unfulfilled wish……."

Bingo emotional blackmail always works thought Shashank……..

"Yes papa……..pls give me some time to think………."

Replied Riddhima nearly in tears……..

"Beta u can have time………two days……….i want a positive reply from u ………." He looked at her sternly…….

"Papa just two days………..u want me to decide the fate of my entire life in two days!"

"Yes Beta………u see I am going to make u thenext dean of sanjeevni………so if u get married after that a lot of legal problems can arise………."

Lied Shanshank……..he added more a bit more gently………

"Beta I would have not chosen Armaan if he weren't good enough………u can trust ur father rite?"

"Yes Papa…….but I need some time………."

"Alrite dear………I told u na……….i give u two days…….think well…….."

He looked at her leaving the table nearly in tears…….

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Shanshanl looked over at Armaan standing in front of him………

Two days had flown away and the time had come………

"Uncle I have come with my answer……..

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*~PART 6~*

Armaan felt his palms full of sweat as he touched the handle of the door to Shanshank's cabin…….why was he feeling so nervous……..hadnt he thought about this each hour since past two days……..but still …..trying to ease his mind he freed himself from all such thoughts and went in…….

Shanshank looked up at him expectantly as he entered the cabin…….

"Aahh Armaan……..Beta I was just waiting for u my boy……come in…….have a seat……." Shanshank welcomed with a huge smile………

Armaan smiled at this pompous show put up by Shanshank………he exactly knew why he was being pampered……

Smiling he moved forward………taking a seat in front of him….

'Uncle I have arrived at my decision……"

As he looked over at Shanshank leaning forward looking at him carefully and intensly Armaan's thoughts flew back to the last two days…….

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As he lay on the bed that nite…….he cud not not think of anything else but Shanshank's words……..

"Armaan………as far I know u ………u think with ur head and not heart………..ur strong –willed………and very ambitious……..just like me………..u will never go ur father's way…….i know………ok……..lets put this more clear………atleast I can trust u ………..if u accept my proposal……then u will be the next head of sanjeevni………..Riddhima herself will want u to be become………I am sure…….imagine………to come to this position it would take u years of hard work………and u alone have this brilliant opportunity……….rite at ur feet……..waiting for u to pick it up………."

He is rite thought Armaan………punching the pillow……..who ever hard I work…….to own a hospital like sanjeevni……….it will be when I become 100 years old………and here I have this brilliant opportunity at my feet……but at what price……marry Riddhima……

He cloed his eyes as he took her name……..as her face flashed in front of his eyes……..he found himself looking at at those two beautiful emreld eyes……her soft smooth skin…….he felt like touching and feeling it with his skin……..caressing those lips with his fingers …….closing his eyes he saw her face looming even more closer to his……….unknowlingly his hands reached up to touch it……….

Startled by his actions he woke up………"OMG Armaan what the hell is wrong with you………your thinking about that Riddhima………each thoughts of yours is occupied by her……..Stop it Armaan Mallik……….Get a grip……..she is of no importance to you ………or is she…….?"

"Ofcourse she is" A small voice spoke inside his head…….."Riddhima is of great use to you…….Armaan……..she is the only way you can achieve your goals so soon………she is of great use to you…….."

But then why am feeling so guilty as I think of using her……..thought Armaan…….so many women have come and gone……..but none have ever affected me like this…….Riddhima hasn't spoken to me after that incident……..why am I feeling so bad about it……..why do I always want to talk to her………why does my heart yearn to see her smile……a smile form on her beautiful lips…..ruffling his fingers through his hair……..he looked up at the ceiling confused………he had never felt this way before……….

Armaan your strongly attracted to her………yes he thought…….i am attracted to her………like I have been attracted to so many other ……she is the new one on the list…….but I cant distract myself this time…….she has to be ignored………yes I will ignore her…….if I make her feel special from my side then I will land up in a nice soup………noi cannot allow any woman rule my heart……..i will never ever allow that tohappen…….

Hitting the bed yet again…….he sighed…….Yes………I know exactly what to do now……and Riddhima Gupta can in no way make me feel guilty about it he muttered annoyingly……

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"Ahem-Ahem"

Armaan looked over at Shanshank tapping his fingers on the desk…….waiting for him to say something rather impatiently……..blinking his eyes to get himself out of his thought land he looked over at Shanshank……well it was time for action Armaan……he thought…….it will change your life forever…….

"Sir I have arrived at my decision…….." Armaan said slowly…….

Shanshanl looked over at him carefully………I hope this boy doesn't disappoint me…….he cant make my master plan a flop……..no I think I have hit the nail rite on the head…….

"Yes Beta…….feel free to say whatever u want…….afterall I am father too" Shanshank looked over at Armaan smiling smugly……

Armaan smiled back equally gleefully before answering……..

"Uncle………I am ready to marry your daughter Riddhima……"

Shanshank immediately got up and went over to embrace him……..Ahh finally a ray of golden sun……..finally he would see his plan going successfully before him…….

Pulling himself out of the embrace……..Armaan smiled at Shanshank's act and chose his words carefully……..

"But uncle I have a few conditions first……."

Shanshank frowned over at him………signaling him to continue……

"Firstly……..after getting married Riddhima will have to come and stay with me……..i mean I will not shift to your house as a son-in-law………she will come with me………so …….."

Shanshank looked at him frowning………he wanted to keep them both in front of his eyes……..but anyways as long as things were going according to the plan……….such small compromises cud be entertained……

"Fine………she will come with u ……..anything else?" he asked sarcastically……..

Armaan smiled noting his tone………well here he was going to compromise in such a big way………then sasurji I will definitely make u compromise in some ways too………what did u think u will also keep me in your house as ur puppy dog……………no sasurji………I am now playing this game my way………your daughter will come with me were ever I want………as my wife…….. Armaan felt a shiver go down his spine as he thought of Riddhima being with him always……..

"Next uncle…….once we get married……..i want the papers to be transferred to my name……..bcoz that is the prime reason for this marriage as u have only made me see"

Shanshank leaned forward quickly on his chair………nohe cant put Sanjeevni only on Armaan's name……..he wud ditch everything and take the entire control………

"Armaan……..the papers will be signed at the time of marriage itself……..but u will own Sanjeevni along with Riddhima………u cannot take any decision without her consent……."

Nice move Sasurji……..u got scared that I will leave u and ur Riddhima rite?.......dont worry as long as I hav Sanjeevni………for myself…….whether with Riddhima or not I don't mind……

"That's ok Uncle…..and when is the marriage? Next month? And has Riddhima agreed.? I hope she hasn't been literally forced into all this?"

Armaan added feeling a tinge of guilt as his thoughts flew to Riddhima thinking about her condition…….

"Riddhima will give me her answer today at lunch…….but I assure u it will be positive……..and she doesn't have to know that we have arranged this marriage for Sanjeevni or that u Armaan is marrying her only for Sanjeevni…….I have told her that it was her mother's last wish to see her married to u………and I am getting her married to u so soon bcoz I will transfer sanjeevni to her name soon…….and then if she gets married later then it mite give arise to legal problems……..so she has been made to believe that u both are completing my wife's last wish……and I have also added that u quite like her and are keen to marry her………so that she doesn't give u any problems…….."

Shanshank smiled over at Armaan……..as he proudly displayed his political skills……….Armaan smiled back half heartedly………he felt extremely bad …….he didn't know why…….

"Don't worry Uncle Riddhima will never ever come to know the truth……."

"Good Armaan…….i knew I could trust u…….and u both will get married tomorrow……..i have already arranged for a lawyer…….."

Armaan looked at him stunned………Tomorrow……..OMG……..so soon……NEVER……

"Uncle it cannot be so soon……..I mean Riddhima hasn't even said yes…….i haven't even told Rahul yet…….just tomorrow……..uncle why do we need to make such haste…….?" A shocked Armaan asked…….

"Armaan…….." Sighed Shanshank……….before coolly continuing…….."I need to give my answer to the trustees in two days……only if u get married tomorrow then can I present them my answer along with the papers……Riddhima……..i told u not to worry about her…….she is bound to say yes…….and mind u neither Anjali nor Rahul will be told about this till u both are legally married…….."

"But Uncle……"

"No arguments Armaan……I have agreed to all u conditions…….u should have no more issues…….be ready outside the court tomorrow morning at 10 sharp…….I have arranged everything with the lawyer…….once u get married then we will tell everyone……."

"But Sir he is my brother" revolted Armaan furiously………not tell Rahul the fact that he was going to get married the very next day……..being the younger one of the two…….he was getting married before……..at such a short notice………to girl he barely knew ………Armaan found it hard to digest this……..

"I know he is your elder brother………So is Anjali……… Riddhima's elder sister……but I don't want any more delays in this……..informing them will definitely increase the complications I can assure u that……." Replied Shanshank coolly…….

"Tomorrow morning once u both sigh the marriage papers we can inform them……..now Armaan…….please relax……..be there at court tomorrow sharp at 10……Good day to u "

Armaan left the cabin in a frivolous state of mind………he coudnt believe he was getting married……..he gloated about the fact that he would soon be having Sanjeevni in his lap……..but at the same time and unexplained feeling of guilt crept into heart……..thinking about Riddhima…….as he closed the cabin door behind him……he decided to ignore this feeling……for how long could he ignore it he was unsure of………

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Waiting outside the courtroom……..dressed in a stiff suit…..he didn't know what to think……..here he was getting married without telling his one and one family member………his brother……..and that too it was more of a contract rather than marriage………he was signing a contract………Armaan didn't realize why beads of sweat formed on his forehead……..wiping them he looked over as a black Mercedes stopped……..in front of him……..

Opening the door taking a deep breath while looking at her father……..expressionless as ever …………Riddhima got down…..adjusting her red saree she looked to her left to see him standing there……overcome with anxiety and nervousness …….her feet stopped there itself……….

Hearing her father calling her she moved forward………

Seeing her …….he skipped a heartbeat………she looked breathtakingly beautiful……..her entire look was so mesmerizing………her hair loosely falling on her shoulders……as strands of it gently landed on her face…….he found himself wanting to remove those strands as they were obstructing his view……..

Shaking himself from what he was thinking Armaan walked along with them inside……..

Sitting beside her ………..he glanced at her sitting motionless…….her eyes down……..

The lawyer moved forward…….."Put ur signatures here…….."

As he saw her trembling hands holding the pen……..signing……

"U both are now officially husband and wife"



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Edited by jia.. - 16 years ago
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Wow Jia, am so glad that you have finally opened your own ff.

What should I say Jia. I haven't read as interesting an intro as this. And, this surely seems like an ff to watch out for. I have always told you how great a writer you are, your parts always have a little extra that make us (including me) go into our own lala land. Reading this intro was no different. I didn't want it to end, wanted it to go on and on and on.......

Afterall, that's the quality of good writers, they make the readers crave for their writings and that's what your parts do, they make me want to read them even more.

Brilliant piece of work! Continue soon!

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Originally posted by: Richuu

Wow Jia, am so glad that you have finally opened your own ff.

What should I say Jia. I haven't read as interesting an intro as this. And, this surely seems like an ff to watch out for. I have always told you how great a writer you are, your parts always have a little extra that make us (including me) go into our own lala land. Reading this intro was no different. I didn't want it to end, wanted it to go on and on and on.......

Afterall, that's the quality of good writers, they make the readers crave for their writings and that's what your parts do, they make me want to read them even more.

Brilliant piece of work! Continue soon!

OMG Richuu..............ur comment simply blew me away............tankuuuuuuuu so much..............i mean ur among the first ones to comment...........and such an encouraging comment..........thankyou sooooooo much.............😳

Love ya

Jia😳

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great yaar wondeful dooo update i m soo eager to read more please please do update pleaseeeee 👏
this was a great awsome part
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~*PART 7*~


Armaan looked at her trembling hands put the pen down as the lawyer declared their union officially. A lone tear escaped her eye; he noticed it as it made its way down her cheek. He felt a sudden urge to wipe it off, he put forward his hand to place it on hers only to be interrupted.

"Congratulations my dears" Shanshank wished them candily, pulling them both in a joint hug Armaan looked over at Riddhima not lifting her gaze.

"Both my children I am proud of u today, u have finally completed my dream" Shanshank added "errm and Padma's dream too" he hastily muttered as he looked over at Riddhima.

"Well now since this big issue has been resolved why don't we go on and announce this to the world ,Armaan beta I will be announcing my will too today" Shanshank added glancing meaningfully at Armaan.

"Today infact just now we have a small get together at lunch at our mansion, to announce the newly weds and ofcorse my will today"

"Don't worry its just us, family only not a big party as u had requested darling Riddhima but as we haven't had an exactly grand wedding we will arrange for a party too in the next two days…as I need to introduce my son-in-law to everyone in circuit. Anyways that's another issue, Armaan beta see u at lunch. Riddhima beta shall we make a move…."

Armaan looked at Shanshank shocked. Here he was just married and instead of asking them to come together Shanshank was already ordering and controlling them especially Riddhima. No my dear official sasurji not anymore as u have got me into the soup I will taste it too.

"Errm Uncle" Armaan called Shanshank as he took hold of Riddhima's hand leading her to their car.

"I was wondering if u could go along and I could bring Riddhima with me since we are ….errm……"

Riddhima looked at him surprised, Shanshank was astounded.

"Ahh beta I know you are very eager but beta Riddhima will be there with you at the end of the day and so let this loving father spend some last moments with his daughter." Shanshank smiled sternly.

"Of course uncle but u see since we were married rather too hastily I would like a few moments alone with my wife before we announce now." Armaan replied back with a smile. Loving father my foot thought Armaan, I bet u haven't even looked at the poor girl properly in these years. But why am so insistent Armaan wondered himself, the fact was he himself didn't know what him made him at that spur ask Shanshank to allow Riddhima to come with him. Well now since he had opened his mouth there was no point backing out and the fact was he really wanted to her to come along with him he confessed.

"Alright let her come along with you. But be there in time for lunch" Shanshank added smiling wickedly

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He looked at her still gazing down deeply lost in thought as she sat beside him in his Mercedes . Her face looked so very forlorn that he didn't know why but he too seemed to feeling unhappy. He wanted her to smile and see that smile go up to her eyes as had in the ball. Wondering yet again as too how her face from the ball seemed to zoomed into his imagination he shook his head and started the engine. As the car roared to life he saw her jerk up from her thoughts. But in a moment again she resumed her gazing down session. As he steered the car along the road he decided the break the silence.

"Riddhima are u alright?"

Looking up she glanced at him and nodded still not uttering a word. Irritated by her lack of response Armaan urged further.

"Riddhima is the scene below your seat so interesting that you have been constantly gazing down past 15 minutes or is it that you are afraid that you will not be able to control your feelings if you dare look up at me, you know as I am very very hot and handsome. " Armaan looked at her cheekily.

Riddhima looked over at him surprised. The last thing she expected was a joke. Smiling at his cheesy line she finally looked over at him. What he said was partly right…she was afraid to look at him, avoiding his gaze as she didn't know what she would find there. She barely knew him or rather she was trying to force herself with that as being his junior past over a month she had observed him very carefully and the fact was she knew him rather well know. But still she felt she shouldn't assume or expect anything. Her life had taught her enough lessons to place her trust in him. She had loved her mother the most but she was the first one to leave her and go, next her sister, Anjali had showered her with love too but it was always rationed. Riddhima knew Anjali loved her more than nything else on this earth but somehow the sisters had never been able to develop that special bond which Riddhima would have wanted to share. Maybe it was because they were always apart. Anjal had been sent away to boarding school since childhood and then came her turn to go away……both the sisters grew up separately as they were in different years. Then Riddhima was sent away to complete her graduation, though Anjali was there too she was in her final year and by the time Riddhima completed her graduation Anjali had got married. So Riddhima pondered how lonely she had been all her life. Her father was hardly ever there , he never ever spoke to her unless it was necessary. Riddhima found her eyes moist as she looked at her state. She couldn't even trust anyone now with her feelings, shyness had become an integral part of her nature and she didn't know whom she could just pour these feelings too. She needed somebody to confide in too. Someone who would shower her only with love without any conditions….

"Hello where are u lost my fair lady?"

Hearing his voice echoing her thoughts she looked over at him…..

"Phew thank god you at least looked up otherwise I thought I would have to cover my face to make you look up. See darling I know I am good looking but that doesn't mean you don't look up. Try to control yourself"

Laughing out a little she found her tension easing out a little.

Seeing her laugh out he felt a bit calm. He had been wondering what to say to make her feel comfortable. He knew she was worried but he didn't want her to uncomfortable. Shocked a bit at himself that he had been thinking so much about her and her comfort he shook his head. What was happening to him? Trying to reason out he thought well now she is my wife I have to atleast take care of her, I cannot treat her in the same way my dear sasurji did…though she hardly makes any difference to me we cant spend the rest of our life together in silence. Satisfied at the justification of his act he continued further.

"Riddhima please do not be so worried as I will not eat you up. I know we were married a bit too hastily and I know its natural for you to be so nervous but trust me u don't need to be so scared. They way you have been sitting for past 20 minutes u are making me look like a lion who will pounce upon a mouse."

Riddhima looked at him with surprise as he said all this in one breath. He seem to be different from what she had experienced. He spoke more warmly. The same warmth she noticed him speak to Rahul and Muskan .

"No its nothing like that ….its just that I was wondering how will Anjali and ……and …..your family react and I have been wondering about a few things…..like….." Riddhima finally mustered some courage to speak.

Seeing him thinking over what she said…..she suddenly spoke up…

"Armaan can I make a request?"

"Sure u don't need to be so formal" Armaan added trying to make her feel at ease…

"Can we please stop by that temple…just for a few minutes if you don't mind"

"Sure as you say"

Looking at her close her eyes praying silently he gazed at her intently, innocence so notable but there was something which mared the natural beauty on her face…..he couldn't place his finger on it….an immense sadness seemed to fill up her face……

Opening her eyes to find him gaze at her she looked away nervously…

"Errm you dont want seek blessings Armaan?"

"I don't believe in any divine power as such Riddhima…..I believe only in my self "

She saw his face harden as he said that, stopping herself to argue more she silently followed him back to the car.

"Hmm so you are worried as to how everyone will react?"

Armaan prodded gently trying to built up some conversation….

Seeing her go tense he continued….

"See it was your fater who made us get married so hastily and I agree they should have been informed but he forbade us to do so right so whatever way they react it will be justified…."

Seeing her nod he added more gently.

"And however they react you don't need to worry as I am by your side…" Taking hold of her hand he squeezed it only to feel an a warm tingle going inside him….

Warmed by his gesture she smiled back at him……things weren't going to be so difficult as she had anticipated……

"Can I ask u something Armaan?"

'hmm I know you have a lot of questions going through your mind but since we are already reaching your place I think we can carry on this discussion later….."

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He looked at move closer to him as the door opened….she was a nervous wreck…

Smiling at her reassuringly he took a step forward a bit scared himself at the thought of facing Rahul..

"Hey Ridzi..how come u came over with Armaan? Had some duty in hospital? Armaan I must say u r troubling y sister a lot…by the way do u guys have any idea why Dad has called us over..i was quite surprised that he called us both for lunch…..his unwanted daughter and son-in-law andu know Rahul has been called too…I am sure father is up to something.."

Riddhima clutched Armaan's hand tightly as they walked in hearing Anjali ranting all this at a super jet speed…..looking at Rahul approaching them Armaan quickly left her hand and moved forward…

"Hey Armaan u know why uncle has called us here? I mean imagine Muskaan has been invited too……"

"Bhai actually ….that…I mean……Riddhima ……."

'Welcome everyone"

They looked over at Shanshank standing on the staircase….

"Ahh so everyone here? My Anjali beta and Rahul u too"

Rahul and Anjali looked at each other in disbelief .Was it Shnshank who was there addressing them….

"No need to look so shocked my dears" Shanshank added sarcastically…."I have called u all to make a very important announcement….before I tell this to the world I want you all to know about it….."

"I have finally formed my will…and as per that I have finally narrowed down on my heirs…..u will be pleased to know Anjali and Rahul that it Riddhima my angelic daughter ……yes Riddhima Gupta or rather I should now say Riddhima Mallik as she will jointly be sharing it with her husband my son Armaan….."

Silence succeeded this announcement as Atul and Muskaan looked at Rahul and Anjali who stood there numb and thunderstruck….

"Yes u heard it right…..Riddhima just tied a knot with Armaan and she has also been declared as my legal heir…." Added Shanshank enjoying the effects his news had created….

Coming out of his daze Rahul went forward…."Congratulations Mr. and Mrs. Mallik……" Armaan could see a fury form in his eyes….he felt guilty to see something which he had never been a witness too form in his brothers eyes……

Before he could react Rahul turned his back and left the place quickly not even looking behind once…..not even glancing back at Muskaan….

Armaan looked terribly squashed….this was not what he had expected….he knew his brother would be angry but instead of shouting at him he just left, this coldness hurts Armaan thought…

Looking at this scenario Shanshank smiled as he continued

"Armaan beta its ok,he was bound to get a shock, don't worry he will come around…..now shall we proceed for lunch….Anjali beta shall we?"

Shanshank looked over at Anjali who still stood there in a state of shock….not uttering a single word.

Riddhima looked at Armaan miserably…..this was much worse then she had thought. As the lunch proceeded Anjali kept absolutely quite….not even a word to Riddhima…..Atul and Muskaan did not dare utter a word…..Muskaan wanted to go behind Rahul but Atul had signaled her to wait…

As it neared an end Anjali abruptly left the place without a word or even giving Riddhima a chance to speak….Atul and Muskaan followed her suit.......

"aah well that was a very mild explosion compared to what I had expected….Anyways Armaan don't pay too much attention Rahul will cum around and now shall we proceed to do some more important stuff,we still need a few documents signed…….."

Armaan looked at Shansank disgusted;this man needs to be sent to an asylum he gritted…..i really hope Bhai isn't to annoyed with me, how in the world am I going to explain him everything…

Riddhima looked over to see Armaan almost in tears,it was the first time she saw him so worked up as if he was really disturbed with what had happened………

The rest of the day flew like wind as they spent it signing one document after another…..as night approached……

"Beta why don't you stay back here…….as it is you must be tired today and plus Rahul wasn't looking too kindly"

Armaan answered back firmly…."Thank you uncle but u have already done a lot today and now I guess I should be making a move…..dont worry about Riddhima, she will be fine…."

"Ohh beta it was nothing, but still if u want to leave who am I to stop you, but I would suggest you leave Ridz here till the atmosphere calms down……"

"No uncle as I had told u Riddhima will come with me…she is married to me right so she has to sooner or later come with me so why not today itself……right Riddhima?"

Without arguing further Armaan grabbed hold of her hand and guided her towards the door……Riddhima didn't know what was good……to stay back or go..but where was opinion asked for? She had just been tossed like a ball from one court to another…..

They drove back in silence ……meekily standing beside him ,feeling him take hold of her hand….he rang the bell to find Muskaan opening the door…


~*PART 8*~

Seeing him hold her hand she lightly interlocked her fingers with his….he didn't seem to notice it as she felt his body tense up as Muskaan opened the door…….

Smiling lightly at the nervous couple in front of her Muskaan moved forward ........"Bhai-Bhabhi just wait here for a minute"

Confused and surprised at her gesture both waited at the threshold , releasing his hand still in her Armaan abruptly removed his hand away,not looking at her. Riddhima looked at him a little surprised, before she could think any further Muskaan returned with a plate in her hand, containing a diya. Armaan looked at her shocked…..

"Muski bhabhi wat r u doing?"

"Armaan a newly wedded bride has to be welcomed in the house right? I am just carrying out the rituals…..though I am not officially a part of your family I will be very soon…….and being the to-be wife of your elder brother I have to carry out the ritual…….after all Riddhima will soon be like my younger sister…….." Muskaan moved the plate with diya in front of them as per tradition while saying this……..

Moistened by her words Riddhima smiled warmly at Muskaan only to be greeted back with a same loving smile. As they entered Riddhima looked over at Armaan even more nervous than ever, only to find him looking here and there, searching ,she knew for whom………

"Muskaan where is bhai?" asked Armaan in a soft tone

"Armaan I know very well how keen u are to meet him, see whatever happened today came as a shock to him, he will take some time to come around right? Give him some space, don't worry he will get back, I can assure u from my side"

"Bhabhi of course I trust u….u r my sole hope. Please I want to see Rahul now" Armaan looked at her pleadingly……

Muskaan looked at him helplessly. She knew the deep strong bond between the two brothers. Whatever Armaan may do……Rahul can never stay away from him for long she thought. Composing herself she patted gently on his shoulder and said…….

"Armaan ……..Rahul will see u in the morning, let be as he is right now please…….dont worry I am telling u everything will be alright"

Armaan nodded listening to her. This had to happen he thought. Sighing he thought………wish Rahul would understand it is ultimately for my dream, our dream Bhai, we are finally getting there, the dream we both wanted to achieve, after father went astray all we wanted was to fight off that sitgma of being the sons of an unsuccessful man…..who ruined his life and almost destroyed his own children…..No Bhai he will ward off this social stigma, tell the world what the Maillkis are capable off…….at that moment the tornedo of driving amibition gripped Armaan so hard that he closed his eyes gripping his fist only to open them to find Muskaan looking at him……….

"Armaan why don't u guys call it off for today? Both of you have had a very long day, take Riddhima up" Muskaan added looking at Riddhima smilingly.

Giving a faint smile Armaan silently moved forward to the staircase hinting Riddhima to follow him up. As Riddhima moved up ……..

"Armaan one second please"

Armaan looked over surprised at Muskaan, climbind down again he saw her approaching him.

"Armaan she's a delicate soul, treat her well please." Armaan gazed at Muskaan surprised. Giving a reassuring nod he went up to find Riddhima waiting on the last step nervously. Taking the lead he opened the door to his room…….

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Riddhima walked in feeling her body tighten up with nervousness. She had never felt so scared and nervous all her life. What a life she thought. All her life she was lonely with an over-bearing father and a sister who always seemed so distant and today she had been tossed away in an entire new environment with all new people and worst married to a man who barely knew her. It was true she did have a unconscious trust in him, knowing he will not cross any limits but still her one month encounter with his aggression, anger and coldness made her sweat. Hearing him snap his fingers on her face she came out from her thoughts……

"Riddhima this is my room. I mean OUR room" He corrected himself biting his tongue.

"Its very manish as you can see, I mean you will have to make your space in here" He added politely not knowing what to tell her. It seemed a very awkward situation to him. He never had felt the need to think of ways to talk to women, it came naturally to him, but with her it seemed different.

"Why don't u freshen up while I'll try to sort things out a bit" He finally added not knowing what to talk more.

Riddhima moved to the washroom quietly. As the cold water ran down her face she tried to calm down her feelings, you don't need to be scared she tried convincing herself, he cannot be a totally foul guy she thought, no she reasoned she shouldn't be so scared and try talking to him. Feeling a little more confident she came out to find him moving things here and there in the cupboard. She moved about the room towards the bed and picking up one of the pillows and took them to the couch by the window.

"You don't need to do that" Turning around she found him standing behind her. Looking at him surprised….

"Actually Armaan we errm…..i mean ……" Trying to find words to explain herself she struggled to continue…….

"I very well understand what you mean Riddhima, you don't need to offer any explanations. I just meant that you can sleep on the bed while I will sleep here."

"No no Armaan please don't embarrass me, as it is its been so awkward for both of us, please don't worsen the situation for me. " Riddhima fumbled glad to have finally found her tongue.

' Well I agree you are feeling very awkward but lets say just plain courtesy on my behalf you will sleep on the bed. I would have arranged for a separate room all together but considering the haste I found it difficult. You don't need to worry I mean ………trust" Armaan left his sentence lingering half way not knowing how to continue .

Feeling it the best not to argue any further Riddhima made her way to the bed. Sitting down she felt her mind filled up with a thousand questions she was dying to ask him. Not knowing from where to start she sighed quietly looking up. Finally unable to control herself she decided to ask him directly. She had to know the answers she felt. Afterall it was the question of her life.

"Armaan can I ask you something? If you don't mind?"

Looking at him not interrupting her thread cautiously.

"Were you forced to marry me?" she asked quietly.

Arman looked at her pale face. He knew this was to come ultimately. After all she had been married on an entirely falsely constructed base. Standing up he went over to her and sat beside her. Looking up into her eyes to find nothing but questioning innocence he calmly answered…….

"No I was not forced, I had given my consent" As he paused Riddhima found herself probing further.

"Then why did you marry me? At such a short notice and of all the girls me?"

"I will be frank Riddhima. See you agreed because it was your mother's last wish right? Well your father told me about it. Had it been anyone else I would have refused. But I am indebted to your father. We both are indebted Rahul and me. So I agreed to his wish. And since he wanted the will issue to be sorted immediately I even agreed to marry in such a haste. Riddhima we both have given our consent to this relationship due to our own valid reasons. I know it will be a long way for us to actually commit ourselves into this marriage. Legally we are but otherwise I dont know when we both will actually believe in this marriage perhaps in some time or perhaps never." He added with a slight pause.

' Whatever happens in due course let it…….but right now we should just live as we have been, give each other space, from my side you have all the freedom to live as you want, as long you don't get in my way" Armaan spoke a little aggressively.

Riddhima looked at him hearing the sudden change of tone. Speaking softly…….." I will never get in your way "

Hearing her Armaan immediately felt a bit guilty for letting his aggression go over him.

"So was it just debt that drove you to marry me?" Riddhima asked a bit scared.

'Well yes….we are indebted to your father. If he asked me to get married to you I cannot refuse. I hope this clears up all your doubts. I don't intend to force you in any way and I expect you to be the same. So now just relax and go to sleep as I will not eat you up." He added smiling at her.

"One last question please…..in what manner are you indeted?"

Looking at his hardened expression Riddhima kicked herself for asking this, but she had to know this she thought.

"Your father has been taking care of our father past 7 years…..in sanjeevni itself………as he has been in coma. Got an attack after he crashed into a car while high on alcohol"

Riddhima felt the earth beneath her move. The fact that his father was in coma moved her.

"I am sorry "She muttered

"No you don't need to be. As I am not even sorry for myself."

Sighed Armaan has he moved towards the couch. Lying down he closed his eyes to find a solution to this new set of equations. He was shocked with himself. Unknowingly he had been so very polite to her. He had stopped himself from giving her the very main reason for their marriage. It was true he was paying off a debt but that alone couldn't have driven him to marry her. Women was the last thing he wanted in his life. But he just couldn't get himself tell her the truth, the real truth, this was just a preview he thought. But why? He couldn't understand why couldn't he tell her. Maybe deep down he knew shewould be completely shattered, if she came to know he had married her for Sanjeevni and the gain control he knew her heart would fail her. His recent being with her had made him release how tender she was. Each of their patients adored her from the old people to the children. But why was he thinking about her so much? Moving his fingers through his hair in frustration , he couldn't just understand what was happening. He remembered their dance from the ball. The way er eyes had bored into his. Then as she had lightly lowered her gaze. Never had he lost himself in any women at his very first meet. Much as he denied it deep down he knew how he was just mesmerized by her, making him forget everything else. Enough Armaan. He gritted. You better get some sleep, you have to answer Rahul tomorrow morning. Enough of Riddhima now. He had been nice to her because she was his trump card. He had got her with him back because he didn't want sasurji to control him along with her. Were they to stay there then sasurji would have butt in every second matter which I cannot stand argued Armaan. With a few more rebelling thoughts he turned over.

Turning over he saw her back facing him. Unknowingly a smile formed on his lips to see her there. Softly he whispered " Good nite Mrs Riddhima Armaan Mallik"

Riddhima felt her pillow wet with the stream of tears that had been falling from quite some time now. I don't know where my life is goingshe thought. All her life she had just been used and played with. What evil have I done that life played such a joke on her. Her only dream was atleast she would find a soul mate with whom she could happily share her life with Who would shower her with only love and nothing else. But this dream also was shattered. She turned over to look at him asleep on the couch. She had been attracted to him ever since he first touched her hand in that ball. But her recent encounters had given rise to new thoughts. It was his aggression, his anger she feared. She recollected how in those two days that papa had given her , she had fought so much with herself. Much as she wanted to complete her mother's last wish she couldn't get herself to accept him as her husband so soon. It was true she was really attracted to him but from inside she hardly knew what he was like. He had an impish charm about him and extremely captivating looks. Had he been charming like he was in the ball she wouldn't have thought so much but the way he had behaved with her when she was only trying to help was nagging her .Maybe because he has suffered personally she reasoned. As she recollected how he had told her about his father. Ultimately she knew whatever be her decision her father would have his way. So eventually she landed saying yes after much hesitation. Whatever it was he hadn't forced her at all into anything and infact answered her and also been with her. She was greatful to him for all this. Maybe if nothing then atleast she had an understanding guy who will never boss on her she thought. Consoling herself to make the best of what she had Riddhima finally drifted off to sleep.

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As the sun rays peeped in through the curtains Armaan opened his eyes only to be confused to find himself on the couch. As he got up the entire previous days event came flooding back. Looking at her still asleep he walked over to the bed. Seeing her eyes closed he stared at her face. She looked so innocent and sweet. Sitting at the edge of the bed he unknowingly placed his hand on her face and gently tucked her hair behind. Then he released she was sleeping rather funnily with her hand under head. Smiling he turned her slowly removing her hand and softly placing it beside her.

She opened her eyes feeling the movement suddenly to see him starring at her. She lowered her gaze and looked away consciously. Releasing what he was doing he stood up abruptly.

"Sorry Riddhima to wake you wake you. Actually I saw your hand tucked underneath you rather awkwardly so like………." Muttered Armaan embarrassed to be caught red handed and cursing himself to give such a silly excuse.

"No no please don't say sorry. I should begetting up now" She said hastily getting up.

"Take your time I'll just freshen up"

Saying so Armaan closed the washroom door. As he splashed the cool water on his face he remembered the scene that happened just a few minutes ago. What is wrong with me he thought. This is too much he thought. From past three days she has been all over your mind. You cant let her do this to you. Yes I will ignore her he thought. I will be rude to her. Glancing up in the mirror as he saw his reflection laugh at him and say. No Armaan try as hard as you want but you cannot ignore her. Nor can you hurt her. Moving his head vigorously he put her thoughts outside his mind and suddenly thought how will he face Rahul. Gosh Armaan dude he is gonna fry you for sure Armaan muttered.

As he came out of the bath he saw her arranging clothes in the closet. As he moved towards her wiping his hair he saw a pair of his.

clothes lying on the bed. Feeling him behind her she turned around to see him looking at her. Breaking the glance she spoke nervously

"Actually I was just arranging my clothes so thought of removing yours, but if you don't like it I'll ……..I'll …………I'll get you something else."

Picking up the black shirt with red collar he smiled.

"No this is perfect thank you "

Saying so he gently placed his hand on her arm.

"You get ready and come down."

Squeezing it slightly he went out smiling.

Riddhima stood there rooted. Touching her arm she smiled.

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Armaan saw him on the breakfast table sitting quietly. As Muskaan laid out the plates the door bell rang. Opening the door Armaan surprisingly said…….

"Anjali-Atul you guys here? So early?"

"I have invited them here Armaan" Armaan turned back to see Rahul getting up from the table to face him.

~*PART 9*~

Armaan looked over at Anjali entering through the door with a stony expression with Atul following her with an impassive look.

"Am glad u came at such a short invite Anjie" muttered Rahul getting up.

"I had to come Rahul, as I think we both need some explanations here of whats going here with our siblings who seem to be have become all grown up, that they don't even feel the need to inform us about their marriage! Right Armaan?"

Anjali looked over at Armaan sarcastically as he drove his fingers through his hair nervously.

"Anjali I came…….umm….explain if you give me a chance?"

"That's what we are waiting for bro, an explanation from you at whats going on? I am sure u have a lot more to say then poor Riddhima in this as I know who has a major share in this deal" Rahul smirked looking at Armaan.

"That has to my dad Rahul, it seems the marriage took place in his presence, and he obviously didn't feel the need to invite the bride's sister and his own daughter for it not to mention the groom's family." Anjali spoke with loath.

"Listen here I will tell you what happened, please don't be so sarcastic to us. Riddhima and me both wanted to tell you both but Shanshank uncle didn't allow us. So we had no choice but to keep quite. I didn't mean to hurt u both" Armaan looked down.

"Agreed you were told to shutup but you still haven't clarified why the hell you suddenly got married to Ridz. How come in one nite you decide to get married. I am sure you rnt so desperately in love with her?" Rahul stepped forward waiting for an explanation.

"Well bro, uncle wanted Ridz to get married to me to complete Padma Aunt's last wish and when he proposed I couldn't say no as we are indebted to him. " Hearing this Rahul's expression softened.

"And Bhai he had to sort out his legal will probems immediately . That would only happen if we got married fast. So this haste. I am sorry bhai I didn't mean to hurt anyone, but I couldn't possibly refuse and ……."

"Ohh legal problems huh? So typical of father. So you actually expect us to believe that to complete the wish of a wife he never loved he got you both married?" Anjali spoke up harshly

"Anjali relax, maybe he actually did, why will Armaan lie?" Atul put a comforting arm around her shoulders.

"Alrite Armaan I buy what ur saying, u agreed becoz ur indebted but what made my sister marry a complete stranger?"

"Why don't ask your sister why she married me Anjali, I think shes the best to answer your question. Shes upstairs getting ready" Armaan retorted.

"I will surely" Anjali marched upstairs.

As Rahul saw her going up he looked over at Armaan standing with his head down.

"Armaan what was this explanation you just gave, do u really think I will believe this? You really feel so indebted for your father whom you have ever spoken kindly off after that incident that you got married? No armaan theres a lot more to this. Tell me the truth. "

Armaan looked into Rahul piercing eyes and thought. OMG Bhai u never miss a lie do u ? But if you come to know the truth you will kill me for sure, for that hospital I got married. No Bhai I cant tell this to you..

"Errm Bhai this is the truth. Why r u not believing me? See whatever dad did to us is something I will never forget but I really do love him rite afterall he was my father. " Armaan said this earnestly. It is partly true he hought.

"Alrite Armaan time will tell, I hope you haven't put something at stake or betrayed me and a lot of people ."

"No Bhai I can never betray you" Muttered Armaan not meeting his eyes.

Rahul noticed this but chose to keep quite.

"One more thing Armaan, Riddhima is now our responsibility. For whatever reasons you got her in your life please treat her well. She is a very tender hearted soul. Don't you dare hurt her with any of your actions or forget Anjali I will be the first one you will have to answer."

"You don't have to worry about her, she will never have any problems."

Saying so Armaan gently hugged Rahul. As he parted he thought. Hope you never face the truth Bhai. This is all for us, our ambition

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Anjali opened the door to find Riddhima sitting on the dressing table adjusting her saree. Moving forward to help her Riddhima looked up startled to see her in the room.

'Di??"

"Riddhima how are you?" I have been so worried about you, do u hav any idea? You cud have just told me once , I wudnt have objected"

Looking at Anjali, Riddhima found her eyes swelling up with tears.

"I am sorry Di, I didn't mean to hurt you, I just wanted too…………"

Leaning forward Riddhima hugged Anjie crying slightly.

"Shhh Armaan told me about what dad told you and got you married, but tell me Ridz was this reason enough for you totake such a huge step without even giving it a thought?"

"I did think Di" As she remembered the two days she was given to think.

"And Di it was Mamas's last wish. How cud I just leave it like this?"

"ridz be practical. Agreed mom wud have had this wish to get u married to this family but looking at current circumstances she wud have never forced you to give up urself to a guy u never know. I mean you hardly know him. You got married I still cant believe.'

"Di it wasn't only this" She muttered hesitantly. "Dad wanted it too"

"So ridz u mean tomorrow Dad will ask u to jump in the sea you will jump?"

Riddhima sighed. Anjali was always like this. She took things practically and did exactly as she felt was right and there was nothing wrong in this. But I am not like her Riddhima thought. Call it my fault or anything but I just cud not say no to father. It was the first time he asked me and then mumma……..

"no Ridz I know you always been so emotional and giving in. I don't say that u know u r like a fool to be so emotional but still I know u can stand up for urself when needed but still I don't find these reasons sufficient to marry him."

"Di I don't always give in na, but I don't know when it came to mama-papa I just……."

"And even you would have refused Dad would have made sure u got married if he had decided from the start."

Anjali spat out angrily.

"No Di pls don't say that"

"No Ridz both know this is a fact anyways I will always wish you to be happy. This family is not bad I can assure you. You wont face any problems but Armaan….."

"armaan hasn't given me any trouble at all. He is really being very sweet Di believe me." Ridz argued.

Well I hope he continues being one Ridz…..if you ever face problems pls don't hesitate to ask me. Ok lets just drop this and go down. Everyone is waiting."

Riddhima followed her out glad that this was sorted.

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Riddhima looked over at the files in her hands nervously. She had been going through them past an hour sitting here with sweaty hands.

"Calm urself down Ridz u can do this" She muttered to herself trying to keep calm.

But she cudnt help being nervous. It was only in mid morning that she came to sanjeevni after getting things sorted with Anjali . Both Rahul and Anjali had been so supportive much as they hadn't liked this. In all the family union she had completely forgotten that she was now going to handle the administrative department too. Though Papa wud be still the one who ran this thing she had to put her share. And papa had called her to come early as today was the first meeting with the trustees. They were gonna present some future plans and changes. Papa had asked her to study all prospective and make a report.

She looked at her report for the nth time in last time 10 minutes. She as nervous but at the same time she was kind of excited with all this. It was her first chance ever to make her papa proud. Not that earlier she hadn't. All her life she had tried to make him proud. So that atleast once he would pat her back and say he was indeed proud of her. She smiled as she thought it was her first chance given by papa himself. She had made sure the repot was proper and she would present it well too she thought determinedly.

As she made her way to the conference she smiled as Anjie and Rahul wished her luck. Muskaan hugged her too. Riddhima smiled to have these loved ones beside her. As she entered she saw Armaan already sitting with Shanshank. Armaan smiled at her while Shanshank merely nodded.

As everyone walked in, after the initial proceedings Shanshank stood up talking about the future and current status. Ridhima knew she would be called any minute. As the report topic was brought up Riddhima waited expectantly.

"and now Armaan my son here will present the report" Shanshank announced pompously.

For a minute Riddhima looked terribly squashed as she saw him taking the report and going ahead. Then thinking afterall its him she thought. I do it or him does it matter? Its for the good of this institute and he is after all my……….I have prepared it so what? She tried comforting herself. He will surely give you credit she thought. It was fair enough.

As the presentation ended , she congratualated him and the rest. She looked over at him talking to everyone. There was no mention of her any where. Riddhima felt as if she had been given a tight slap on her face. She made her out as she felt terribly suffocated. She made her way to the cabin. Drinking water she sat down disgusted with herself for expecting so much again.

Seeing him enter the cabin she stood up. Looking at her surprised with her reaction he said " Hey Riddhima congratulate me , it was all so successful. I cant believe my first presentation and such a success………"

"well Congrats Dr Armaan I hope u r very happy. It was your first success. Am very happy for you. " saying this in one breath she started walking out.

Not able to digest her cold behavior. He caught hold of her hand.

"what's the problem? Aren't you happy with my success."

'you are asking me this? Well let me clarify. My success…….well am really very happy for Your success Armaan.So what if I was the one who went through each file. So what if I prepared the whole thing. Trust me I would have gladly allowed you to present everything had I just been told once you will do it. And you were given the chance too didn't affect me Armaan as that time I took as Our success. I thought It was our presentation. But I was mistaken. You took it all upon urself. I would have been the happiest person on this earth had you just acknowledged me. Not in front of all atleast credited it as ours Armaan as till now I thought it like that. "

Saying so she walked out feeling her eyes moistening up. Leaving a dumb folded Armaan behind.

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As he sat on the couch in the living room, he closed his eyes. Those same lines had been playing in his mind.

"I would have been the happiest person on this earth had you just acknowledged me. Not in front of all atleast credited it as ours Armaan as till now I thought it like that. "

Why did this affect him so much? Wasn't this deal about his ambitions from the beginning? Then even she wasn't happy with what happened he shud be celebrating and not moaning about this. He sighed. He cudnt but ignore this guilt. Her words had been playing in his mind since afternoon and much as he tried ignoring it , he knew it was futile. Deep down he knew he had wronged her. Entire day he had tried talking but all she answered him was in monosyllables. Deciding to get over this he looked at the time. It was way past midnight and she was still not home. He knew she had extra duty tonite, but it would be over soon.

As he thought about his small idea for the first time he found himself smiling. Not this time for himself but at the thought of making something right for somebody.

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Stuffing her labcoat in the locker she walked out tired. It had been a tiring day. The night was cool and the slow breeze felt pleasant after such a long and not to mention depressing day. Deciding not to think about the morning events for the night she looked about.

Pinching herself she blinked to see him standing in front of her leaning over the car smiling broadly. He opened the door of the car and looked over at her expectantly.

~*PART 10*~

She blinked her eyes looking at him in disbelief. Was it really him??

"Helloo?? I know I am deadly handsome but you don't need to stare at me like this in the middle of the night in the middle of the road."

Snapping back to reality hearing his cheesy line she spoke up.

"Armaan? You here? What are you doing here?"

Looking around as if in search of a lost puppy, " Well you see I have come to pick up a certain Dr Riddhima, so if you know how long she will take to come then I will be obliged. You see I am tired standing here keeping the car door open for her."

Chuckling slightly at his comments she moved forward. As she touched the door their hands brushed. Feeling an electrifying sensation go through her , she pulled back her hand. Armaan did not miss the sensation their short contact had generated. Smiling slightly as he sat next to her in the driving seat he looked at her. Riddhima was pointedly looking everywhere except at him. The entire day's awkwardness between them and the cold war had finally reached its peak Armaan thought. And now its time to call peace he thought. He didn't even bother to wonder what in the world was making him think on these unspoken lines before. Right now he just wanted to do what he felt was correct according to him. And all he wanted to do was to get rid of the guilt weighing on his heart. It was for the first time he felt so guilty but the thought that he will put it right now eased his torrent of thoughts.

As he drove the car out of the main gates he decided to start.

"Riddhima I am really sorry for whatever happened. Believe me I never wanted to hurt you on purpose. I just wanted…….." Armaan tried fishing out words to prove his point.

Seeing her still looking away he tried yet again.

"Look baby I really am regretting this. Why should I on purpose steal your credit? I am really sorry ok."

Riddhima looked at him astounded at his outburst. Armaan Mallik apologizing? Had she heard him right? Looking at him with a dazed look she merely nodded still wondering. Not satisfied with her response he stopped the car with a screeching halt, bringing her out of her wonderland.

"Ok listen, I said I am sorry, how many times should I repeat this? Cant you just let this go???" She looked at him a little scared as he shouted stopping the car in the middle of the road at the dead of the night.

"But what have I done to be the cause of your frustration so much?"

Her voice ringing in his ears he calmed down. Looking at her guiltily he didn't know what to do. He was in a nice mess he thought. Neither could he gauge his emotions nor could he understand why was he taking so much trouble to make her feel good and most importantly why was he guilty of having hurt her? Sighing in frustration he decided to just go with the flow and to listen to to what his mind told to do right now. And right now he wanted nothing more than to have her forgive him. Probing once again in a gentler tone he continued.

"Honey please forgive me alright. I really didn't mean to be such a jerk. Its just that……….."

Taken aback yet again by his sudden change of tone Riddhima looked into his eyes.

"Its ok Armaan you really don't need to be sorry. I guess I over reacted a bit. It was just that I wasn't expecting even you to just ignore me all the way long and that's what you exactly did so I got carried away I think…….."

"No you were right Riddhima. It was needed to get me back to my senses. Surprised by himself that he was saying all this Armaan still continued.

"Its just that at that time……." Pausing there he didn't know how to tell her. But he just wanted her to understand him right now. Why in the world do I want her to understand me?? Cursing himself for being unable to solve his dilemma he looked at her. Only to find her gaze on him waiting for him to continue. As he stared back at her she lowered her gaze and shifted her weight a little. On an instinct he took her hand and held her hand in his.

Ignoring her surprise he continued.

"U see Ridz I am a bit over ambitious. As I told u father has been he coma past years and……" Stopping again he wondered how to spill it .

Feeling him uncomfortable Riddhima squeezed his hand and held it tighter.

Comforted by her grip he took a deep breath and continued.

"Well I never told you he was an alcoholic. Mum left him and us , so I guess he never really got out of it.They say she married him just for status. There were times when he would sink in complete depressions and drink so much that he could hardly walk. To imagine once a famous surgeon, one of the finest in the country addicted to alcohol is a shame itself. I always wanted to outgrow this stigma of being labeled as the son of an alcoholic, a failure. So I guess I am just over driven by ambitions. I landed up hurting you in the event too. I guess I am just too insensitive." He sighed closing his eyes.

Riddhima looked at him completely stunned. Never had she imagined he had suffered as much. We are both so very dejected with the way things have gone in our lives she thought. Resolving to give a very other fair chance she spoke.

"No Armaan the fact you explained urself speaks volumes. I have indeed just put it behind me. Infact no one has ever gone out of the way to just ask for my forgiveness. "

Smiling at her answer he felt really happy. It was a different feeling he had never felt it before. But it was definitely nice he thought.

"Alright so shall we just put this behind us with a promise that I never be such a jerk again. I am truly a jerk in the real sense for having brought tears in the eyes of such a beautiful lady"

Giggling and blushing lightly at his flirteous approach she tried taking away her hand from his hold.

'Ok ok I forgive you now can you please let go of my hand?" I think you just promised not to be a jerk and…….."

"Shhh" armaan tightened his grip on her hand. Seeing her go stiff at his movement he smiled. With one swift movement he placed her hand on the gear under his and started the car. Not letting go of her hand even for a second as he swung the gear forward he grinned at her.

"Am not letting go off this hand ever, not atleast right now as I am taking my wife on our very first date together."

Laughing at the surprise on her face , he drove ahead still clutching her hand.

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He looked at her in astonishment as she placed her cup on the car.

"Really Riddhima you must be the first girl I ever came across doing such a thing!! All the women I have been out so far drool over chocolate and you?? "

"Hmm I don't understand why you are over reacting Armaan. I just love it this way. And who are to comment on my taste when look at yourself? Seriously Almond flavour is for oldies I feel. And you simply relish it. Eekksssssss. I am sure all you ex-girlfriends must be beyong 50"

"Who on the earth told you almond flavor is for oldies?? " Armaan asked her annoyed. "Ok fine almond for oldies but I am sure you wont find a unique piece like you! And just because you didn't find a suitable bachelor of your age for yourself till now doesn't mean you poke fingers at me. Let me tell you women of your age simply drool over me" He chuckled looked at vigoursly shaking her cup as the foam came up.

"Unique piece???" She looked up at him indignantly. "Are you poking fun at me?" She fingered with a glint in her eyes.

Putting down her finger he laughed at her expressions and spoke further.

"No no honey where am I poking fun? I am just trying to make out where will I find a unique piece like who mixes chocolate, vanilla with coke and then drinks it up" Laughing yet again looking at her, he stopped on receiving a hit on his shoulder.

"Ouch what was that for?"

'First of all Armaan Mallik, its not something so funny that you are laughing your head off. Its called float and many love it. So I am not the first one out here. And if I love mixing chocolate and vanilla ice cream with coke whats you problem? Atleast its better than your boring almond delight. And what women of my age drool over you?" Ridz mimicked him. "See your self in the mirror you are nothing short of a chimp" Happy to get her own back Ridz drained the last bit of her drink.

"Oh really a chimp? " Armaan looked at her intently. Moving forward he lent closer and brushing his thumb on her upper lip to wipe off the remains of the foam he whispered in her ears.

"Then people will be looking at you more Ridz than me, as a breath taking lady as yourself married a chimp like me."

Conscious of his touch on her Ridz lowered her gaze and shyly went away to sit down blushing at his compliments. As he sat down he looked at her to find her smiling slightly. Warmed by the way things had shaped he simled deeply as his dimples set in. Never had he enjoyed any date as this one he thought.

As they neared their home in complete silence he stole a glance at her to find her fast asleep. As he parked the car and got out he called out to her. Seeing in deep in sleep he picked her up . Has her head rolled and rested on his soulder he just couldn't help stare at her. No women he ever met had made him so much at ease. He could just be himself with her he thought.

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Placing her gently on the bed as he rolled over the blanket over her he took out his phone. Switching it on he looked over at the number of missed calls. Seeing the name of the caller he rushed outside the room. Why would Rahul call him so many times he thought? When he left Rahul wasn't there but Armaan had assumed it was his night duty. Calling up slightly scared he held the phone.

"Hello Bhai wats the matter you………….."

"Armaan come immediately, dad is sinking"

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Edited by jia.. - 16 years ago
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👏 wow darling beautiful written!!...

OMG REVENGE TIME!! 😆 😆 😆 ...i will pester u to update lol 😆 😆

Poor Ridz was forgotten ...lets see what the good news is 😳

Love Kat
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hiiiiiiiiiii jia,
sorry for commenting late...actually i had to go the hospital for dressing n injection 🤢 n all....but as soon as i opened the DMG forums page,the first thing i saw was ur topic......
AWESOME ,FABULOUS,MINDBLOWING.........totally superb...........plzzzzzzzzz continue asap...
n aaj main chchota comment likhe spare kar rahi hoon 😆 😆 😆 ,let my hand be perfectly alright,phir dekhna bachchu 😉 😉 😉 ...how i post mortem ur parts 😳 ....n not only post mortem,autopsy,biopsy everything........
do continue soon,,,nn plzzzz pm me 😊 😊 😊
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*~*PART 11*~*

She looked over at him, the strain so very visible on his face. She had never seen him like this not even when we were suppoed to break the news of our marriage to everyone thought Riddhima. How I wish I could comfort him in some way she sighed. Whether attraction or not he was definitely special she thought. I am going to support him now Ridhima decided.

As he drove for the first time Armaan was tensed. Whatever grudges he held seem to fade away with the seemingly possibility looming overhead. Much as he hated accepting it, he was his Dad Armaan thought and whatever fate had put them through he will always be my dad and I will………………………..love him no matter what Armaan confessed to himself.

Placing a comforting hand on his she gave him a faint smile. Smiling back he knew it was her way to say she was with him. For the first time he didn't mind admitting that he was glad she was there. He didn't even bother to think now as to why was he changing his thoughts. He was just happy that she was with him.

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Rahul looked over at Armaan hurrying through the corridor.

"where is dad?? I mean is he better or what, come on Bhai tell me!!! Why are u so very quite??"

Armaan looked at Rahul looking lifelessly at him. Panicking thinking the worse he looked away for Muskaan. As moved forward to the cabin Rahul spoke quitely

"Its all over Armaan. "

"No you are lying it cant be…………….." Armaan slumped down to the floor.

'He didn't suffer much" Rahul spoke in the low voice yet again. Armaan looked over at him. Tears did not come out as the grief took over him.

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Riddhima looked over at him as they entered their room. He had been so very quite past the few days. He hadn't shed a single tear and not uttered a word as they finished the last rites. He seemed lost and one look on his face told her something had broken in him. He might claim that he wasn't affected or that he had wished to have nothing to do with his dad but the fact was deep down she knew he had been greatly affected.

As he slumped down on the couch, he looked out at the night listlessly. Everything seemed so distant today. Feeling her gentle hand on his shoulder as she sat next to him, he looked out.

"I didn't even look at him for the last time" Armaan mumbled.

"Armaan………."

" I mean how could I be so mean? I could have told him that that……..that……….."

Hearing his voice finally cracking up Ridhima moved closer to him. Placing her hand on his as he took hold of it tightly.

'That u always loved him" Armaan looked at her , finally the barrier he had built up broke as tears formed in his eyes.

'yes I loved him. Watever happened I cannot stop loving him ever" Breaking down he held his face in his palms.

"I held him responsible for everything. I could have just given him a chance. One more chance" Armaan whispered. Seeing tears streaming down his face Ridhima moved closer.

"Why didn't I give him a chance. I could have helped him out. I should have just …….but no I was too proud of myself. I was so rebellious. I hated the fact that he changed. I felt he should have thought about us. Did I ever try and understand him. No. I never tried. I was too full of myself. I distanced myself when he needed me the most. I am so mean………I…….."

"Armaan" Riddhima looked at him now in tears. She couldn't see him in pain. His tears were making her heart cry. Putting a hand on his shoulder she looked at him tearfully.

"No Armaan, u always loved him. Circumstances or call it fate just made you think like that at that time. Armaan your tears now will just hurt him all the more. Where ever he his, he will not like to see in tears ever. For his sake please stop cursing your self."

Looking at her in tears too he took her hand in his. Entwining his fingers he looked out at the stars.

"u know when I was young, I used to leave no chance to annoy him. "

Smiling slightly he continued as if he were reliving that memory again.

" You know we used to study in a boarding on every opportunity possible sneak into the girls hostel. Climbing over wall we used to go up to the girls rooms. I remember getting caught almost every time. The principle must have called my dad at least a hundred times." Laughing silently he continued.

"He even threatened to expel me so many times. Every time Dad would come, listen to him and plead for my sake. Dad would catch my ears, but never fail to give me a last chance. He would put up with all my mischief's. Rahul was his angelic child while he would call me his adorable devil. He never even raised his hand. Patiently he used to put up with every action of mine. And when it was my turn came to give him a chance I turned my back?? Will he ever forgive me?? I cannot even ask him for a last chance now"

Crying silently Ridhima removed his palms from his face. Wiping away his tears she his hand lightly. Pulling her into a tight hug Armaan placed his head on her shoulder. As she hugged him back, she felt him sobbing still.

Pulling out of the hug she held his face in her hands and spoke softly.

"Armaan, he is always there with you, within you he will live alive for ever. Don't cry as your tears will hurt him. You should make him proud of you Armaan. He will be with you where ever you go, whatever you do. "

Wiping away his fresh tears she held his face looking at him. Not breaking the gaze she spoke in a yet more gentle tone. " So will I , so please stop crying Armaan. Now that you have let out your grief its time to get back and prove that the chances he gave you were not in vain."

Looking at her Armaan slid down and placed his head on her lap. As she gently ran her fingers through his hair, she looked at him fast asleep. Closing her eyes while her hand still on his hand she leaned against the wall falling asleep.

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As the sun rays peeped in through she opened her eyes to find him curled up against her with his head on her lap and his arms clutching her waist. She stared at him sleeping , she knew she had been attracted to him from the moment he touched her at the ball. Pushing it out as attraction she tried not to pay attention to it much, but it was growing on her she knew it. From the past few days his persona had grown on her. Her marriage with him had put him in entire new light. He had ignored her before and hurt her too but there was something about him that she couldn't shake off. And the way he made up to her the last time had melted her completely. This is definitely not attraction she murmured as looked at him. Its something more.

He projects himself to be someone he isn't all the time but I guess I am finally getting glimpses of the real Armaan she thought. And its definitely not something she can now push out saying attraction or lust. He was affecting her slowly. Last nite as he cried she felt pain within. That's definitely pointing towards something more she wondered.

As she thought more she saw the position they were in. He had his head still on her lap with arms encircling her waist while her hand was still on his head. Ruffling his hair slightly she continued staring at him. Releasing what she was doing she took away her hand from his head and gently tried to move him aside. The movement caused him to shift his head on the other side only to clutch her more tightly.

Feeling his grip tighter Ridhima gasped. She shivered slightly feeling an unknown sensation ringing through her body. She wanted to shake it off but something stopped her. One part of her mind wanted to stay like this forever. Blushing slightly she finally tried to move him once more but failed. Finally finding no other option she softly called out.

"Armaan?" "Can u please move a bit?"

Stirring slightly he didn't open his eyes. She called out again.

Opening his eyes he looked around in a daze. His eyes fell on her looking down at him awkwardly. Loose strands of hair fell over her face as she tried to shift her wait indicating him to move. Automatically his hands went up to her face to tuck away those loose tendrils. As he brought his hand closer to her face she instantaneously tucked them away breaking his gaze. Coming out of his daze he got up.

'Errm…….am sorry actually….."

"Whats that sorry for?" She asked curiously.

"ohh nothing…….nothing"

He looked at her getting up and going towards the washroom. Smiling slightly for the first time in the past few days, he got up. Opening the wardrobe he removed something and placed it on the bed, waiting for her.

As she came out to grab her clothes before going to the shower , he moved forward blocking her way . Surprised by his gesture she looked at him quizzically.

"Ridhima I want to thankyou for the support you have been. Had you not been I don't know what………." Taking hold of her hands in his in looked down.

"Shhh u really need to thank me Armaan? I mean I did whatever I felt like at that moment and u don't need to say thank you as if I did you a favor. It was just………."

He placed his finger on her lips. They quivered slightly. Staring into those eyes he just cudnt break away from her spell.

'ok no thankyou then. Lets change the topic. I have removed this for you, will you wear it?" She looked at him stepping aside and pointing towards the pink saree on the bed.

"Armaan? You want me?..........You actually removed it?" Laughing slightly at her reactions.

"Well if you can select my clothes everyday so can I! Its revenge time u see. Now I can select your clothes and then we will really look a pair as otherwise when only u select mine then I am the one who looks horrendous in those shocking combinations!"

"So Mr Mallik u mean my choice is so very distasteful?" ridz retorted indignantly.

'hmm now when did I say such a thing Ridz?" Armaan asked innocently while holding back as laughter as her expressions changed from mischievous to annoyed to amusement as she finally settled to blush as he looked at her roaring with laughter . Pulling her close he whispered.

"So will you give me company in looking distasteful today?" Nodding smilingly she picked p the saree and made her way back . Feeling really happy to see him smiling, while Armaan stood there looking at her.

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Glancing at Shanshank wondering for the 10th time in past five minutes Armaan sighed waiting rather impatiently for Shanshank to finally tell for what reasons had he called him so early. I could have brought Ridz too with me he thought annoyed at being called early. He had to rush as soon as the call came leaving her behind.

Finally looking up Shanshank spoke.

"Armaan as you know we have our branch in Mumbai too. A very good friend and collegue of mine Dr Subhankar is in charge of it. I thought that since now you have taken up this administration responsibility you go there and get some first hand experience. I am still here to handle things, so just to get more experience and a view into how things actually work you go there and learn to handle things. For 2-3 months or so I suggest. I have it all arranged. You go there now and you will assist Shubhankar in the administration along with ofcourse along with being a senior resisdent doctor there. So when will you like to join?"

"Sir I feel it's a great idea , I am very glad you considered me fit enough. We will leave in this week itself"

"Yes that's fine but WE?" Shanshank looked at him questioningly.

"I mean Riddhima and me ofcourse" Armaan answered promptly.

"Why should she come along? She is fine here Armaan, I see no need to take her along. This is for you , let her be here."

"Sir I respect your opinion but Ridhima will accompany me there"

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~**PART 12**~

Shanshank looked over at him surprised as he spoke in firm but calm tone.

"Sir Riddhima will come with I mean………."

"But why should she come Armaan? I see no reason for you insisting on her coming unless you have forgotten the real reason you married her and are now………should I give your memory a jog?"

Armaan released what exactly he was hinting to do. Change of plan he thought. I will have to try another route to tackle my Sasurji. Man Riddhima you have some father, but you are coming with me no matter what he muttered under his breath.

"No no uncle, how can you ever expect me to forget it? I still am focused but you see if like we leave her here while I go for training then it will raise questions na? Like afterall its all under our name together and officially we both are in charge so if I go for the better then it will definitely raise eyebrows and Riddhima might get very suspicious too"

Hope you fall into this bait Sasurji, thought Armaan. I am running out of reasons to take her with me. Hang on do I know why actually I am insisting so much wondered Armaan. Oh well I am not going to think. My heart says I want her to come and I will make sure she does. I will not leave her alone in the company of this sly old man.

Seeing Armaan lost Shanshank snapped his fingers.

"Where are you lost Armaan? Well I see your point too. This deal shouldn't be known to everyone. Ok take her with you but you better take care that you don't forget your goals and get distracted."

"No no uncle never ever. I will definitely live up to your expectations." Armaan said smiling in an oily voice

As he left the Armaan felt like jumping with joy as the thought of going with her alone had aroused a strange exciting feeling in him.

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As he sat in his cabin going around in circles on his chair waiting for her he just could not concentrate. His eyes were glued to the door. Last nights event flashed back. The way she had comforted him, consoled him, hugged him and then he went to sleep on her lap. He grinned thinking of all these. That has to be my most comforting sleep ever he thought smiling.

He longer thought why she was affecting or why was he so very eager to always be near her. She is different he thought. When she hugged me I wanted to hold her forever, I wanted her to promise she will always be by my side and………..she did as he remembered her words.

"Armaan, he is always there with you, within you he will live alive for ever. Don't cry as your tears will hurt him. You should make him proud of you Armaan. He will be with you where ever you go, whatever you do. And So will I "

So will I. His smiled deepened as he let the effect of these words feel through him. You are special Riddhima. No other woman has ever changed me so much. You supported me when I was at the lowest. Dude you have it bad he thought. Am I ……………….thought Armaan. Am I falling in love?

Stopping the chair midway he looked up. As he closed his eyes he could just see her face. Right from the ball when he danced , her shining eyes that time, he knew he had liked her there and then. But he liked any beautiful babe he thought. That time he had just put it off as his usual flare for women. But then as he remembered her, meeting her for the first time in the hospital, she was the same. Those same sparkling eyes, innocence and pureness so very visible. He wasn't ready to accept the fact that she was affecting him then. The feeling was slowly creeping and he was just not ready to accept it. But then when they got married, he remembered her pale face, all sparkle lost, her nervous body language. He wanted to comfort her at that time.

You have changed me Riddhima. Armaan finally opened his eyes. You brought the real Armaan, the one who had died years ago. You made my want to live life all over again. Love cannot be rationed on conditions and you taught me that. I would have completely become a wreck after father but you have instead changed my whole life giving it a complete now meaning. I think I have……….Armaan closed his eyes again.

I think I have fallen in love with you Riddhima. Yes he stood up smiling and laughing at the same time. I love you Riddhima. Throwing some paper in his hand in the air he swung around his chair in a complete 360 turn. Yes I love you Riddhima he spoke , loudly this time. He felt so happy. More happier then he had ever been in his life. The realization had finally dawned on him. The confusion, the hesitation now vanished. He had been battling since days. But now no more he thought. I love her truly. As the chair came to rest and the final bits of paper fell on his face he grinned.

Now where did I suddenly get inspired to do all this. Confess to myself in truly bollywood style huh? Armaan dude what about taking a jump in movies? You might give SRK some competition. Your right he thought. But my heroine should always be Riddhima he laughed at his chain of thoughts.

I have to find out what she feels he thought. Does she feel the same?? Armaan Mallik will fish it out he grinned. And even if don't honey I will make fall in love as I love you uncondionally he muttered.

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He saw her entering the cabin smiling. Smiling he stodd up and pulled a chair for her. Surprise by all this attention Riddhima lowered her eyes. What is wrong today she thought. Ok he just pulled up a chair but first the saree in the morning and now?? Have I applied extra blush she wondered consciously.

"u called me Armaan? Wat happened anything urgent? What did dad say?"

'yes actually its very important Ridz"

She looked at him surprised yet again as he addressed her as Ridz, now he called me Riddhima this whole two months since I met him, wats with this Ridz, she mused.

"well actually sasurji ……imean uncle wants me to go for this work experience for 2-3 months to Mumbai, u know na we have another branch there under some Dr Shubhankar? Well he wants me to assist there in administration and leave for this immediately so ……."

"so u will leave soon?" Riddhima asked with a sinking feeling. Just when he was growing on her BANG……..he is going away she thought. And why didn't dad ask me too. Afterall I have equal share too.

Looking at her face Armaan smiled satisfied seeing what he wanted to see. She will miss me I feel Armaan thought that is if I will leave her which I will never. Ok Armaan so one thing cleared. She will miss you.

"Yes Riddhima WE will leave by this weekend." He stopped to see the effect of his words. Her expression changed from frown to shocked to finally a slight blush showing her happiness.

'We Armaan? I thought only you were going? "

'No ofcourse not, you are ofcourse coming along with me. How can I go without my better half? I mean from this entire administration point of view and will etc…….." armaan smiled looking at her expressions

Riddhima smiled back. Suddenly she remembered something.

"errm……Armaan can I talk to you about something? Its quite like……I hope you don't take me wrong. I mean its not to hurt you but I just felt…."

'Say it honey, do you really need my permission? And whatever happens I am not going to think wrongly of you dear" He smiled taking hold of her hand over the table.

Riddhima took back her hand lowering her eyes. Something was definitely wrong with him. Had he had a shot early morning she wondered. No no what is wrong with you Ridz, he is just being sweet. Ashamed of having her thoughts going wrong she stammered with what she had come to say.

"Armaan actually I was thinking about Rahul and Muskaan.I mean they were supposed to get married but we got instead and so Rahul delayed it for a few weeks and now with uncle's death I mean…………"

She stopped scared with what mite this trigger off. She didn't want him to be depressed again. Oh crap why did I mention this? Ridz cursed herself.

Armaan sensed her discomfort and nervousness. Bringing his father again on top did stir heart but he knew it wasn't her intention.

'Ridz go on, please don't stop, you don't need to be so uncomfortable. You are now a part of my family and whatever you are thinking will be good."

Grateful for his support Riddhima continued.

"Armaan its been such a long time there are together and both have been waiting to officially announce them as a couple , but first because of us and then……….they have postponed it so much. And Rahul seems so depressed nowadays. Really Armaan cant we do anything?"

"hmm your rite Ridz even I was thinking the same but Bhai has taken this too hard I guess, well he had too he was the closest and so was I to dad I mean………." Armaan stopped in midway unable to continue any further.

Riddhima took hold of his hand now and squeezed it gently. Giving her faint smile he continued.

"So what do you have in mind? Any idea how to convince him now since he is talking about postponing it for like 5-6 months!! He is right in one way though but I cant see him so depressed and Muskaan is the only who can handle him………"

"Armaan we can get them engaged? I mean marriage cannot just happen now. No one is ready for it so lets force them to atleast get engaged, like you know not a huge party and all, just a short ceremony among family and few close friends. It will atleast take his mind away from this shock?" Only if you feel it ok, otherwise………….."

'no no Ridz that's a great idea u know just among family and all. I will coax them into it don't worry and it will have to be this weekend itself before we leave right?" Armaan winked at her.

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Rahul saw her in the kitchen busy with the preparations, she had taken a day off just for them.

"Riddhima?" Shall I help you with anything. I mean its so very sweet of you to offer to do all preparation by and you didn't even allowMuskaan to enter the house forget the kitchen , Anjali ofcourse you forbade and it was right as in such conditions I don't want her straining herself. But Muskaan……"

'Rahul, I mean bhai……..errm what to address you as I am sorry I don't know?" Riddhima smiled sheepishly .

'Oh Rahul is fine Riddhima"

'Rahul its your engagement and you are not going to touch a thing in here neither is Muskaan. What do you guys expect? I will not allow you both to prepare stuff for your own engagement. So shoo out" Riddhima pointed the roller at Rahul smilingly.

"Aye aye Madam. As you wish fine!! I will, but Riddhima I am really glad to see the way you have moulded yourself in our family. I mean I am really happy to see this really!! I just hope Armaan isn't much of……..I mean…………?"

'Rahul this is my family too now, am glad you accepted me so well and Armaan………." Giggling slightly as Rahul looked at her surprised

"Armaan treats me more than well or rather I never thought he will go out of his way to make things easy for me, he………….."

'Hmm someone is praising me huh?" Armaan stood at the door smiling.

'nop Armaan I was just warning Ridz about you. She hasn't seen your true colors as yet you see." Rahul grinned at him.

"Oye Bhai I will not argue with you today as its your day ok. Yougo out of the kitchen and get ready"

"Hmm Armaan cant you frankly say you want some time alone with Ridz "

Rahul mocked looking at Armaan.

"No no Bhai nothing like that……..i just came too…….." Armaan stopped blushing a little.

"Ok am out of here have fun" Rahul winked at Armaan as he went out.

"Riddhima its really so very sweet of you to do this I am really…….." Armaan came forward and stood behind Ridz.

' No no Armaan I am doing it because I wanted to and you don't need to…………" Suddenly she became aware of him being right behind her. She consciously took the knife slightly trembling a little.. not looking back she continued doing what she was aware of his gaze on her.

" No Ridz" He whispered. I still want to thank you" Saying so before she could react he gave a slight peck on her cheeks and went away quickly while Ridz stood there dazed touching her cheeks wondering at what just happened.

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He looked at her moving around talking to Anjali and Atul as Muskaan joined them. She looks breath taking in green he thought. As he went forward to join them Muskaan spoke up.

"Wow Armaan u both matching today. Now is that a coincidence" Muskaan taunted laughing.

'Oh yes I didn't notice u both matching yaar. That's great you know!!" Atul spoke looking at Armaan who was dressed in a green too enhancing his already killer looks all the more.

"I pity all the lasses here Armaan, many are going to loose their hearts tonite once they see you" Anjali winked at Armaan while Atul cleared his throat a bit loudly .

"Hmm about the rest I don't know but will the one whom I lost my heart too ?" Armaan spoke up looking intently at Ridz while Muskaan did an "oooo" in the background.

He is openly flirting with me Ridz wondered? Whats wrong with him? How come in landed up wearing green too? As Ridz wondered , she was called as the ceremony was about to begin.

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As the ceremony ended with everyone wishing congrats to the officially announced couple Armaan sat down beside them happy too see the smiles on their faces. All thanx to Ridz he thought his smile widening even more.

"Armaan, Rahul tld me you used to sing?" Muskaan looked at Armaan questioningly. " How come I never knew? I know from so many years?"

"That's because he stopped after……….dad……." Rahul answered softly. Giving an understanding nod Muskaan continued further.

"Armaan please I would love to see you sing once more. Please do so na for my sake. All those girls who have their hearts beating fast already seeing you will have an heart attack for sure." Muskaan giggled while Armaan answered negatively.

"No Muskaan Bhabs I left it ages ago, as it is I was never a good one too it was just I used tolove singing at that time and………."

"Armaan pls for me" Muskaan pleaded.

" see tonite after this party toh you and Ridz are going away for like 2-3 months pls try na for me once."

As Armaan still looked reluctant Rahul chimed "armaan she is coaxing you so much go ahead na.I know you had stopped but that doesn't mean you cant start again."

"But Bhai" Armaan argued

"No Armaan you have too atleast not for us then Riddhima your talent" Rahul grinned slyly as Armaan gave him a furious look.

After much convincing as he finally agreed , he saw Ridz waiting for him expectantly. He smiled as he moved towards her.

"Jo kwaabo khayaloon mein socha nahin tha
Tu ne mujhe itna pyaar diya
Mein jab bhi jahan bhi kadi dhoop mein tha
Teri zulf ne mujh pe saya kiya

Haan tu hai haan tu hai
Meri baaton mein tu hai
Meri kwaabo mein tu yaadon mein tu
Irradon mein tu hai
Irradon mein tu hai"

Riddhima looked at him surprised he as he came closer. Moving around her he continued as she blushed.

Yehhh…we could fall in love
I say… I could fall in love with you
Yehhh…we could fall in love
And i say… I could fall in love with you

Koi bhi aaisa lamha nahin hai
Jisme mere tu hota nahin hai
Mein so bhi jaao raathon mein lakin
Tu hai ki mujh mein sotha nahin hai
Tu hai ki mujh mein sotha nahin hai

Haan tu hai haan tu hai
Meri baaton mein tu hai
Meri kwaabo mein tu yaadon mein tu
Irradon mein tu hai
Irradon mein tu hai

Riddhma looked at him completely stunned as continued singing looking only at her. All eyes were on him but his eyes only saw her.She was aware of his intense gaze on her. She quivered a little as deep down she somehow felt it was only for her.

Hai teri innayat tujhse mili hai
Hoonto pe mere hasi jo khili hai
Usse mera chehra chupa bhi na paye
Tujhe paake hasil huye jo khushi hai
Tujhe paake hasil huye jo khushi

Haan tu hai haan tu hai
Meri baaton mein tu hai
Meri kwaabo mein tu yaadon mein tu
Irradon mein tu hai

As thehall broke out in a round of applause Armaan looked only at her waiting for her reaction. As everyone came forward to pat him he looked at her smiling. As she came forward he waited expectantly.

"That was brilliant Armaan I never knew you could sing so well.!!"

"It was straight from my heart for some one very special to my heart." Armaan whispered as Riddhima looked away turning red.

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He looked at her pushing te trolley along with him as they walked out of the airport gates. The flight though not long had been tiring and she had been so quite he wondered why. They came out of the main gates as Armaan breathed in the salty and smelly air of Mumbai.

"On behalf of Dr Shubhankar ?" Armaan enquired looking at the guy holding the board saying Armaan Mallik.


~**PART 13**~

As they drove away from the airport into the city Armaan glanced at Riddhima. It was not even dawn yet . They had arrived there in the middle of the night as duration of flights from Delhi to Mumbai was barely an hour an a half. She looked away outside the window as the not so cool night breeze hit her face. She hadn't uttered a word since they arrived or sat in the car Shubhankar had sent for them.

Placing a hand on hers unable to hold any longer he asked.

"Honey? What's wrong? Why are so very quite? Any problem?" He gently asked.

Breaking from her daze she muttered " No Armaan nothing, I am just a little tired I guess after the ceremony we left immediately so I think I am a bit worn off, a little sleep should do the trick I think."

Seeing her faint smile he looked at her unsurely.

"Ok honey as you wish. As soon as we reach there and meet Dr Shubhankar you can go ahead and rest after that" he smiled looking at her and slowly put an arm around her. Looking at him surprised again she didn't ask him to remove the arm.

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"hello Dr Armaan and Riddhima right? Am Dr Shubhankar. Incharge of this branch of sanjeevni under Dr Shanshank ofcourse." Armaan shook hands with Shubhankar as he led them inside.

"I hope your journey was ok?" Enquired Shubhankar.

"Oh it was alright. No problems at all." Armaan smiled.

"That's great. Ok Armaan and Riddhima temporarily I have put u up in the doctors quarters here. They are a pretty small but all this was at such a short notice and……… so I really apologize for this inconvience. I would have booked you a hotel room but u were coming so very late so I though best you stay here till morning then we will see. I hope you both will not mind .Then in the morning if you want we can shift you to the hotel or where ever till the accommodation issue is sorted out."

"No problems at all Dr Shubhankar. We can definitely adjust, you don't need to worry. Thank you for assisting us till now. Right Riddhima"

As Riddhima nodded her head agreeing Shubhankar smiled.

As they walked down to their quarters. "Well you see Dr Armaan…….all those who come to this branch love staying at doctors quarters despite them being so small and cramped with only one room."

As Armaan looked at him confused he explained further.

"its like our hospital isn't exactly on the beach infact quite away but the campus is so huge that doctors quarters have been built almost at the edge touching the beach. People specially from outside love staying there as they are so very very close to the beach."

"oh the beach I thought I could smell salt in the air!" shubhankar nodded smilingly as Armaan looked a surprised as Riddhima finally spoke up something.

"Ok goodnight and see you in the morning!" Armaan wished him the same Shubhankar left them at the doorstep.

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Armaan looked over at the small quarter with only one room and a small kinda living room cum kitchen etc, very distasteful Armaan muttered. Wow sasurji running a bid hospital and cant make a better quarter? .

He looked at Riddhima coming out of the washroom and sitting on the bed looking tired.

"Ridz? Why don't you go off to sleep? I mean you go to sleep here while I will sleep outside in that living room or is it a kitchen or whatever?" Armaan spoke to her as he laughed. "I mean now that we are alone you can be comfortable. I will sleep outside honey. Don't worry.

"No Armaan you can ofcourse sleep here okie. I mean I trust you that much now. Atleast after spending more then a month with you sharing a room. Its really ok. You need not go get so uncomfortable for my sake. If you are caring so much about I cannot be so very mean right?"

Riddhima smiled as Armaan came near her. Holding her shoulders he pushed her down on the bed gently, as he sat on the edge of the bed.

"Go to sleep now honey. I am so happy to hear this today. U trust me? Thank you honey. Am never gonna break your trust ok. No you go to sleep here while I go outside. Sweet dreams."

Riddhima looked at Armaan stunned at his words. She looked at pull the covers over her as he gently kissed her fingers lightly. Moving out switching off the lights as he moved out Ridz continued staring and thinking about all he said. Kissing over the same fingers were he had placed his lips she whispered.

"Goodnite Armaan."

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Armaan moved out into the very small balcony. The warm night breeze hit his face. Despite feeling warm he felt very pleasant as the air rushed past his face. Its quite pleasant he thought. NO wonder Shubhankar was saying people love staying here. His thoughts wandered to Ridz. His smile deepened as he remembered her words.

I mean I trust you that much now. Atleast after spending more then a month with you sharing a room. Its really ok. You need not go get so uncomfortable for my sake. If you are caring so much about I cannot be so very mean right?"

I trust u ? He smiled again. Those simple words had made him so very delighted. She trusts me Armaan whispered softly. Yes my love trusts me. He spoke a little loudly and gleefully.

Suddenly he went inside and into their room where Riddhima had fallen asleep. He stood there looking at he face in moonlight. Moving still closer he sat at the edge of the bed. "I can never break your trust jaan" He whispered softly.

Giving a soft peck on her forehead he slid down from the bed on the floor. Taking her hand in his he couldn't help kissing her wrist yet again. Looking at her he placed his chin on her hand staring at her.

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Smelling extremely usual warm salty air Riddhima woke up with a start thinking where she was. Looking around she remembered they were in Mumbai. Smiling slightly she looked around. Her eyes soon felt on him sleeping soundly with his head on her palm as if it were a cushion. He slept on the floor the whole night? Riddhima looked at him stunned.

She gently tried to take away her hand not wanting to wake him up. As she tried he now clutched her hands with both his hands making it even more difficult for her. Smiling slightly and turning pink she couldn't help ruffling his hair. She stared at him clutching her hand. She felt so special.

"I never break your trust honey" She moved closer to his face as she recalled his words last night. He is so very perfect she thought. The way he cared for her nobody had ever done so. He had changed so much over the past few days. This is the real Armaan she thought. Caring, warm, loving and gentle she blushed as she numbered these qualities. He seems to know me so well. He treats me with so much care. No one has ever treated me so nicely or made me feel so special. He never goes out of his way to make me comfortable. Just being with him makes me comfortable. He just has to be his self and I feel as if the whole world is beautiful.

She gently touched his cheeks as she remembered how he broke down that night. My heart was crying with you Armaan. I just couldn't see in that state. I don't know why but you are special Armaan. You are affecting me and I know it. But do I mind? Do I mind when you do those little things that make smile, do I mind when you in your own way show me that you care for me so much, do I mind when you come close to me due to which I skip I heartbeat?

No a small voice spoke in her head. I don't mind. And I guess I have discovered the reason by now. I knew it way from the beginning why I found him so special. Because I have……………but I still need to assured. What if all this is just a sympathy or just friendship or just plain humanity for that matter from his part. I cannot take another heart break.

She stopped her thoughts as he stirred. As he snuggled up more closely on her arm she suddenly got an idea. Smiling slightly she moved forward. Bending a little to reach his ears she spoke.

"Wake up Armaan or you will have to go hungry as I cannot cook with one hand. My other hand has been crushed to last bit by your overly large head." She shouted in his ears.

Armaan jerked up putting his fingers in his ears.

"what the hell was that Ridz? First of all I spelt on the floor and this is what I get? and whats with my head? Look at yourself first. Bloated like a balloon "

Armaan folded his legs and sat looking the other way like a spoilt child looking so very adorable Riddhima thought. Pinching his nose as she got up she spoke.

"Yes that is all you get as I didn't ask you to sleep on the floor. And forget your head I think you nose is a bit too long and you ears……." She giggled as she ran into the bathroom as Armaan picked up the pillow aiming at her.

Laughing Armaan put the pillow down. He loved seeing her giggle.

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Armaan searched for her as he came inside the quarter. It had almost been more than a week and they had now settled down in Mumbai. Getting used to weather, the city. The week had been one of the most terrible and grueling week for them specially Armaan. They were resident doctors and along with that learning ropes of administration too. Armaan had sensed that he had more workload then Ridz even though they were supposed to be doing everything equally.

On enquiring Shubhankar had spilled the beans that Shanshank had ordered him to train Armaan to the fullest. He should be made more then perfect. Armaan remembered Shubhankar's words. Ya rite make me more then perfect by making me work like a donkey. His day started in the wee hours of morning and ended late at nights. Sometimes he didn't sleep all night and Riddhima…………

He felt very unhappy as he thought about her. He hadn't even spoken to her properly after the day they arrived. When he left she would be asleep and when he returned she would again be asleep. His heart went out to her as he remembered her sleeping on the dinning table once waiting for him.

This sasurji …..he gritted his teeth. Make me a perfect doctor, make me a perfect administrator but don't allow me to become a perfect husband.

He muttered angrily. No I will first be more then perfect husband then rest can follow he kept muttering angrily. But where the hell is my wife now? Beach he thought!! Yes she will be there. As he recollected yet again she had this fascination for beaches. Only few days ago when he had come and hadn't found her in the house at that time of the night he had panicked and gone outside searching. He had found her walking along the water.

Joining her there he wanted to ask her what was she doing there at that time alone? But he had been so tired that it showed on his face and he had no choice as Ridz pulled him into the house looking at his face. Then again when Shubhankar had suggested to shift them to a hotel or something she had refused saying she wanted to stay there as the beach was so near.

She must be there he thought as he made his way there. I was right Armaan grinned as he saw her sitting peacefully on the sat starring at the dark waters. Today for a change the breeze was a little cooler than usual.

"Armaan? So early today?" She looked him as he sat down next to her.

'yup I told them I want to go and sit next my half mad wife who sits alone on the beach at late nights. So they let me go" Armaan grinned looking at her as she looked daggers at him.

Moving more closer to her he whispered "comeon Ridz tell me which handsome hunk cums to meet you here? Every night? Tell the truth? Am sure he cant be handsome as me but your choice isn't………or wait is it a whale? Or a dolphin? All are mammals so you shudnt have any problems, or yes I get it's a merman?"

'Shutup Armaan and whats this Merman?"

"opposite of mermaids…….honestly if u have found a merman tell me then I can get myself a mermaid ………ohh u remember that Disney cartoon? That hot and beautiful mermaid princess cartoon they had. I wudnt mind her u know. She looks…………."

"stop eating my eating Armaan. And I didn't know that it was ur age to drool over cartoon princesses, grow up will you?"

Moving a little more closer and slowly taking her hand in his he held it close to his chest.

'Then what should I do? I think I should drool over a real princess then, like the one sitting right beside me?"

looking at her turning deep shade of red he smiled. He knew he had hit right on target. Great going my boy he congratulated himself. Looking at her becoming conscious he decided to change the topic.

"So what is my princess doing here may I know?" He asked playing with her fingers.

"Armaan" She spoke softly.

"I love the sound of the waves. Its so peaceful, so calming. Just love the whole atmosphere." He looked at staring ahead dreamily.

Putting his hand gently around her shoulders he pulled her close to him. She automatically leaned in him. Her head on his chest. Interlocking his fingers with hers he waited for to continue.

"I always loved this Armaan. When I was young I would keep dreaming of having a house besides the beach. A perfect home with a perfect family. The house would be fully white and have a spiral staircase up to my bedroom which would overlook the sea. My bedroom would also be in white with this huge closet where I wud arrange all my stuff. Have a separate rack only for shoes and the clothes. And there would be this huge balcony overlooking the sea where I could sit for hours together.And then have this huge mirror in my room just above the makeup stand and all."

Laughing a little she looked up at him.

"you must be thinking I am such a baby na? Thinking of such things?"

"No honey everyone has such dreams. And……."

"and they never get fulfilled" Ridz completed the sentence in a tone full of remorse as she put her head back on his chest. As he saw a lone tear escaping her eye he pulled her still closer and wiped the tear.

"No honey dreams are meant to be fulfilled. We dream of something as we actually want it to happen in our lives. Ok if you say u want to go and play on the moon then its not logically possible but otherwise……. If you loose hope then you cannot survive Ridz,"

"Well I too lived on that hope as you call it. Sent away to boarding school when I was hardly of age. I loved mom so much. I didn't know why dad insisted on me going away. I didn't want to leave her. Every vacation I wud return and coax them to take me out or holidays, to bring me aleast to Mumbai. But no we never went out on any vacations as dad was always too busy. He never actually had time to look at us and mom much as she loved us, she was always unhappy. I still don't understand why? Dad didn't give her time but Armaan we loved her. She was our world. U know she would tell me, Riddhima one day ur dream will cum true.

Then one fine I was called back as my only friend, my only soul had gone away, far away ftom me. My mom. I cried so much. But nothing changed. I was sent back and then sent away to US. And my dream remained a dream. Now that sit here and look at the waters all those memories coming flashing back. Its all so very very ............."

Armaan wrapped both his armas around her. He had tears in his eyes. He held her close for sometime. Finally hearing her sobs stop he looked at her to find her fast asleep in his arms.

Gently picking her up he went inside. Gently putting her on the bed he sat there starring at her forlorn, tear-strained face as he placed it on his lap. Wiping away the dry tears he couldn't help kissing her cheeks.

"I love you Ridz and I will give you the world"

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She giggled as he tied the saturn ribbon around her eyes.

"Armaan atleast tell me where we are going? You actually took an off for us both? Atleast tell me why did you take an entire day off? We have so much workload and how did u convince Shubhankar and where…………..?"

"shh" He placed a finger on her lips. As he started the car and drove , he spoke.

"will Riddhima gear up urself as I am taking you to meet my mermaid princess, the only true love of my life!!"

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PART 13 folks.I dont know whats got into me but i am no longer testing ur patience i guess😆😆

And again quite long this time too!!😳 I really hope u all find it upto the mark if not good. Please comment if you find it worth your time.😳

Love you all for all your support😳

Jia

Edited by jia.. - 16 years ago

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