She mistook her love to be GOD

Anupama is still not in her senses, and she is venting out her frustration. Why she had to say for Pakhi and Toshu, and Toshu being in Dubai was such a huge disappointment. They both needed their words honestly. From the whole family, only Samar and Kinjal are the ones who have stood up with Anupama all the time. Samar being the best son for her and Kinjal being the best daughter for her.

I liked what she said to Rakhi, that I can beat you up, but you are nice, that is really what we all are. I want to see Anupama and Rakhi as friends and see their friendship developing. They will make nice friends. Kinjal is a combination of Anukhi. Anupama is submissive types, but Rakhi is a truth bomb specialist. Kinjal is both, she knows when to bend and when to give reality check

Her confession to Vanraj, was so much heartbreaking. Because she has given for 25 years, without expecting anything in return. People say in order to stay happy dont expect. These are right lines to some extent. When everyday, every moment, Anupama has felt like a nobody after giving oceans of love. She has not even received a drop. I can imagine how much bad she would have felt each moment. When she was not there in Toshu's engagement, when her single birthday was not celebrated. It is not wrong to expect back. She is a human, at the most bottom corner of our heart might have been hurt everyday, when her ocean like love, was not received a drop of attention

She comparing herself with Radha/ Mira was disappointing me. She thought that she is now a Mira. Means does she loves Vanraj? Radha and Mira loved GOD, they both knew that Krishna can never be theirs, still their minds were on Krishna. If Anupama loved her GOD with this much intensity, then it was all OK. Anupama mistook Vanraj to be GOD, she mistook love to be God. No one is supreme to God, not even your husband/ wife. If she had not done this, then she might have less wounds.

Now she is back in her senses, now she will apologize to all, what will happen...

Anu was superb even today, everything she said was on point.

Yes Toshu being away was a disappointment, I mean even Vanraj has started realising that Anu is not at fault but he was and this Toshu is still being ignorant of her mother's pain.

Kinjal is in true sense a perfect mixture of Anu and Rakhi. I loved how she appreciated Kinjal and indirectly praised Rakhi too.

It was heartbreaking, when she told Kinjal that "Tu mujhe samajhti hai na, tu Rakhi ben ko samjha na ki main anpad hun but buri nahi hun, mujhse nafrat na kare" it realy hit me hard, Rakhi had always hated her for being illiterate and that was also not her fault.

She rightly said to Vanraj ki aap mujhe apni zindagi se nikal doge, but apne bacho ki maa ko apne dil se nahi nikal paoge. And woh usse kabhi nahi bhul payega.

She so rightly said Kuch toh tha hum dono ke bich, ye sunte hi mujhe ek gaana yaad aa gaya "Darmiyan, darmiyan, kuch toh tha tere mere darmiyan". And Vanraj is sui jo chubhti hai.

Her confession to Vanraj of how she loved him unconditionally and loved him so much and did not get back anything in return was so painful. She had actually considered him God and a good person, like she said "jaisi Dhrishti waisi Shrishti". When Vanraj had accused her of being mentally unstable at that time also she said "Dohre padenge na jab ye pata chale ki jisse usne Bhagwan samjha tha woh dhang ka insaan bhi na nikle" So she did consider him God. Though Radha Krishna ek nahi huye, but Krishna did love Radha, she said she loved him the way Radha loved and expected him to reciprocate her love back, the way Krishna loved Radha. But post revelation, she realised that she was never Radha but Meera who had a one sided love for Krishna. So I think this was her realisation that she was Meera all her life and not Radha what she thought. I don't know whether she still loves him or not, there have been instances where it has very clear she no longer loves him and she has also clearly told him during divorce sequence, even today when she woke up, she did not like being getting up on Vanraj's bed where she Vanraj and Kavya in a compromising position, it still hurts her. But I feel she does have a soft spot for him and I don't think that will ever go, with the intensity with which she loved him.

After being in her senses obviously she is gonna apologise, but atleast everyone now knows how much hurt they have caused her, because today Baa also said, uske andar jo 25 saal ka gussa tha and aur jo uski mann ki baat thi woh bahar nikal gayi. Lets see how are family members gonna react. But I liked how Vanraj was pulling her leg for drinking Bhaang 😆

I also liked how she constantly kept reminding everyone that she will be leaving them all.

I don't understand, Kavya ki itni kya pehchan hai ki 6 mahine baad jo divorce hone wala tha woh ab 3 din ke baad hai Khud ke divorce toh itna time laga diya.

I want more AnuKhi scenes, I am sure now those will be awesome. I want Rakhi helping Anu to set up a Dance Academy, will get to see their friendship developing, since Devika is missing in action, Anu needs a supporting friend.

Originally posted by: neo7

Anu was superb even today, everything she said was on point.

Yes Toshu being away was a disappointment, I mean even Vanraj has started realising and Anu is not at fault but he was and this Toshu is still being ignorant of her mother's pain.

Kinjal is in true sense a perfect mixture of Anu and Rakhi. I loved how she appreciated Kinjal and indirectly praised Rakhi too.

It was heartbreaking, when she told Kinjal that "Tu mujhe samajhti hai na, tu Rakhi ben ko samjha na ki main anpad hun but buri nahi hun, mujhse nafrat na kare" it realy hit me hard, Rakhi had always hated her for being illiterate and that was also not her fault.

She rightly said to Vanraj ki aap mujhe apni zindagi se nikal doge, but apne bacho ki maa ko apne dil se nahi nikal paoge. And woh usse kabhi nahi bhul payega.

She so rightly said Kuch toh tha hum dono ke bich, ye sunte hi mujhe ek gaana yaad aa gaya "Darmiyan, darmiyan, kuch toh tha tere mere darmiyan". And Vanraj is sui jo chubhti hai.

Her confession to Vanraj of how she loved him unconditionally and loved him so much and did not get back anything in return was so painful. She had actually considered him God and a good person, like she said "jaisi Dhrishti waisi Shrishti". When Vanraj had accused her of being mentally unstable at that time also she said "Dohre padenge na jab ye pata chale ki jisse usne Bhagwan samjha tha woh dhang ka insaan bhi na nikle" So she did consider him God. Though Radha Krishna ek nahi huye, but Krishna did love Radha, she said she loved him the way Radha loved and expected him to reciprocate her love back, the way Krishna loved Radha. But post revelation, she realised that she was never Radha but Meera who had a one sided love for Krishna. So I think this was her realisation that she was Meera all her life and not Radha what she thought. I don't know whether she still loves him or not, there have been instances where it has very clear she no longer loves him and she has also clearly told him during divorce sequence, even today when she woke up, she did not like being getting up on Vanraj's bed where she Vanraj and Kavya in a compromising position, it still hurts her. But I feel she does have a soft spot for him and I don't think that will ever go, with the intensity with which she loved him.

After being in her senses obviously she is gonna apologise, but atleast everyone now knows how much hurt they have caused her, because today Baa also said, uske andar jo 25 saal ka gussa tha and aur jo uski mann ki baat thi woh bahar nikal gayi. Lets see how are family members gonna react. But I liked how Vanraj was pulling her leg for drinking Bhaang 😆

I also liked how she constantly kept reminding everyone that she will be leaving them all.

I don't understand, Kavya ki itni kya pehchan hai ki 6 mahine baad jo divorce hone wala tha woh ab 3 din ke baad hai Khud ke divorce toh itna time laga diya.

I want more AnuKhi scenes, I am sure now those will be awesome. I want Rakhi helping Anu to set up a Dance Academy, will get to see their friendship developing, since Devika is missing in action, Anu needs a supporting friend.

Just amazing review,

Anupama still has a soft spot for Vanraj. It was for 25 years, so it will take time to completely done with Vanraj.

Your wish of having Anukhi together is just mine. They dont show Devika now, so I want Rakhi to be a good friend of Anupama. She also said sorry to the family, so sweet of her

Kavya, what s the process of getting a speedy divorce. Kanun hai tere baap ki dukaan nahi hai. Forgot to mention in my post

I think Anu still loves him ...u cannot disconnect u r love so easily especially when u have spent so many years together. But yes u can put unr self respect above it and be indifferent to that person.

When u are indifferent it just means u putting unr mental peace above them. It is just not possible to live with vanraj and hence for her sanity she has to leave him

Plus sometimes some people become u r habit

Originally posted by: musicalstorm

Just amazing review,

Anupama still has a soft spot for Vanraj. It was for 25 years, so it will take time to completely done with Vanraj.

Your wish of having Anukhi together is just mine. They dont show Devika now, so I want Rakhi to be a good friend of Anupama. She also said sorry to the family, so sweet of her

Kavya, what s the process of getting a speedy divorce. Kanun hai tere baap ki dukaan nahi hai. Forgot to mention in my post

Yes Rakhi's character development is superb