Chapter -43
Dil Se Dil Tak
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Note: I know this update came up so late. chorrryy.
Thanku for all my lovely readers for constantly pushing me for update. It brings me back to Arshi soon. There are some commitments, and functions in pipeline. So its getting delayed.
Its a lengthy update. Splitting in 3 parts. Please ignore grammatical mistakes, I could not edit second time.
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PART 1
Karan was tensed seeing the blood stains on the bedcover. Without understanding anything and without further delay he first called the doctor. He though checked the time. It was12:10am. Midnight.
The call went unanswered. He redialed again looking towards sheetal, and to his luck, the call got connected. Meanwhile there was ring on the door bell. He knew it was Arnav and he rushed towards the door.
He gestured Arnav to come inside speaking over to the doctor on the other side. “Doctor , Sorry to disturb you at this hour.it is an emergency. I mean, nurse suddenly took a leave and Iam just worried now”. Arnav who was already dismayed after meeting with lavanya , was more anxious seeing the tensed Karan speaking over to doctor.
“What happened, Karan” doctor enquired. Karan next briefly explained how he could suspect something suicidal. Arnav gazed at Karan , his reaction changed from concerned to worried as he heard the word emergency.
Karan continued replying-
“No doctor, she is sleeping. I mean no, not unconsciousness. I checked, but she looked in deep sleep” As karan mentioned over call, Arnav was now confused as he gazed towards guest bedroom.He then called out for helper who works at Karan home, but no one turned out.He went to make himself drink . His head was burning in and out.
“I mean, no doctor. I don’t see anywhere onbody. ” Karan spoke nervously.
“Where are you seeing the blood then?”
“I mean” Karan hesitated to answer with doctors direct questions.
“I mean, its lower part of the body. She is sleeping side ways and I could see the stains”’ Karan spoke lowering his tone.
“Oh Karan. Relax, may be, it is just her menstrual cycle happening”
” Whaaat?” .
Arnav was quick to gaze at Karan as he replied bit in higher tone. Arnav raised his eyebrows in questioning mode.
“So?” Karan replied back in call.
“She needs a sanitary pad.That’s it. “
Karan was suddenly quiet. For a moment he did not understand how should he respond. The doctor continued. “Call any of your female friends, get it confirmed once, if its not the case, call me back. And yes, in any case, bring her to hospital tomorrow. I need to do some tests on why she could not sense this happening. Why there was no reflex signal. May be it could be part of trauma. But I need to assure”
Karan just nodded and cut the call without answering much. There was a blank expression on his face.
“All ok?” Arnav asked ,as he poured drink for himself.
“She has got periods!” Karan replied pressing his forehead.
“So? Arnav asked in his confused tone. ” I mean you will be happy right whenever your girl gets period. Isn’t you be the first to worry more than them? You were planning for a baby this time?“”
Arnav could see just a blank expression on karan face.
“What ? I am I missing something?”Arnav asked back
“Arnie, this is about that women, I mean whom we rescued.”
“Whaat”? Arnav asked withshocking tone, to which karan just noded.
“What the hell is she doing here? you have bought her home?”
“There was no other way”
“What do you mean by no other way? Are you out of your mind?” arnav got up from his place and walked towards where karan stood.
“Arnie, I will explain you,but please calm down. She is in trauma. She don’t even remember anything off her past”
“How could you trust any women so easily? What if she is just bluffing? What if she just wants to take this opportunity and be with you?” Arnav spoke in high pitch. That anger which was burning inside him after his spat with lavanaya was coming out in more natural way.
“Arnie, she is a rape victim. She was drugged heavily. You know, I was shaken up literally when I saw her in police station. Doctors have examined. She is suffering from temporarily memory loss. She is not even speaking anything. Where should I send her?” He replied back in same pitch. He paused and then spoke bit softly this time “And you know even I am equally responsible for her current state. I forced myself on her. For God sake , start trusting Arnie. Not all women are same” Karan emotionally spoke and sat on his couch exhausted , defeated and shut off his eyes.
Arnav went to light a cigar. He did not reply first. But a moment later, he felt bad first for raising his voice, he knew karan was in so much guilt and pain and how his state have been from the day that event occurred, from the day he returned from kumta village, he had seen how tiringly he was eager to search and meet her, to just apologize her. Arnav nerves calmed down as he saw karan sitting with his eyes closed. He came and sat beside him.
“I trust you Karan !!, I know you want to come out of all that inner guilt inside you, but bringing her here? With you?”
“I could not trust any one after the incident in kumpta. Seeing her condition, I could not take any risk. I want to get her treated well, I have shown to best doctors here. They have assured with proper care and medical treatment she would be fine soon. Once she recalls everything, once she is fine and back to her home safe, I would be guilt free. I want to hear it once from her”
Karan looked so much in stress, why has been god so much mean to him he thought. Karan kept pressing his fingers hard. He was internally hassled out, not able to clearly bear out this pressure of managing all this. He was blindly following routine of no signs of any road ahead.Ï know I deserve this, because you know God surely is punishing me, because instead of partying hard, iam here worrying about some women. ”. He cried out suddenly.
Ärnav pressed his forehead,controlling his emotions he composed his words to convince karan.
“Karan, can you tell me how are you helping her? You don’t know her name, nor her family, nor even anything about her past, how will you help her with the memory? Why don’t you understand buddy, you are not only punishing yourself but even her. She right now doesnot need you, but all she needs may be her family, someone who know her, someone who loves her, only they can help her to bring back. You might be just delaying her recovering process. Send her pic to police station, send her pic to media publication. Who knows, someone , somewhere from her family who knows might be really worried and might be searching for her. You need to think “
There was bit of discussions among two friends. Karan clutched his fingers, rubbed off his palm on his face.“ Ï think you are right. “ he replied.
He went to make himself drink, when Arnav stopped him.
“Not the right time. And you are forgetting something.”
“Yes. Shit” Karan pressed his head in response .He checked the time. 1am. Took off his cell phone and kept dialing his female friend’s number. Surely stars were not in his favor, all the responses from the other end disappointed him.
“Busy Karan”
“Öut of Mumbai””
“lonavala honey”
“No answer”
“common karan, think yourself as Aamir of 3idiots.”
“Darling, may be tomorrow morning”
No! No !, don’t even think to pull me into all this.” Arnav replied as he saw Karan seeing him with a helpless state.
“F**k buddy , . I need your help. Common plez. I am helpless. That caretaker she will arrive tomorrow” Karan spoke. A moment later, he thought of something.
“Can you please stay here, I will bring from medical store”” karan spoke
“you have literally gone nuts.” Arnav shaked his head in disbelief. Rubbed his cigar off and dialed a number. As he cut the call after a brief few minutes, he turned to Karan and replied.
“RMZ nursing team will arrive in 20mins”
“Thanks Dude. A rare courtesy of Arnav Singh Raijyada.
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Bangalore
Khushi was tossing and turning on her bed. Somehow she was not able to sleep properly in that new house and new setup. She looked at those walls. Only if she had the faintest idea, she was right now sleeping in Raijyada’s house. Disturbed , she went to kitchen to grab water And then She peeped inside her parents room. As expected, she knew her mother would be awake.
“Amma,aap soye nahi?”
“Pata nahi khushi. Sheetal ki fikr ho rahi hai..pata nahi kis halat mai, kaise hai”
Khushi kept her face on her mothers lap and was silent for few seconds. God knows even she was equally scared thinking about the possibility. But she composed soon.
”Amma, iam sure, she would be fine. Dil keh raha hai..aur devi mayya hai na..she will take care of her..trust me. You always tell na, whatever happens, happens for a reason..may be akka is in more safe hands than with shyam, just that she might not able to contact us..bharosa rakho amma. Lets be positive”
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MUMBAI
2:30 Night
“ Karan, the first thing you are going to do tomorrow is get her picture circulated through police department. You have already done more than enough. You can anyway still take care all the treatment and expenses of her” Arnav spoke to karan as they did nothing but smoke a cigar. They did not even bother to take a sip of alcohol considering the presence of sheetal, arnav was strict and was too over conscious suddenly. Nursing team had come, and had confirmed she had her menstrual cycle. Arnav did not bother to go inside the guest room. He and karans pent the time out in his large balcony.
“Arnie” Karan called out as Arnav was somewhere in deep thought gazing through the night sky.
“yes””
“Is it about the same women?””
“Who?”
“About whom you are thinking”
Arnav shifted his gaze towards Karan and then turned away to look back at the sky. He remained silent.
“The moment you wanted to come here, I knew you wanted to talk something. What is it?”
“Nothing” Arnav replied
“From when did you start lying?” Karan questioned him back.
“It is about Lavanya” Arnav replied after few minutes of silence
“You guys are back again? Don’t tell me”
“F**k off” Arnav stared at him in disbelief and then followed to explain about lavanya’s medical issue and how she is affecting every women whom she things he is involved into.
“Wtf. Seriously?”
Arnav was gazing at the sky and then spoke softly “I can’t believe she could fall so low. I thought it was just stalking, but , he paused and then suddenly spoke in alarming and concerned tone - “Iam really worried about …Arnav swallowed a lump. Every beat of his heart was thinking about Khushi, about her wellbeing as lavanya’s words echoed within him. He came out of his stance as he heard karan speaking
“worried about?””
“”mm..all women she has targeted” arnav composed himself. “ I don’t give importance to whomever came in my life, but even I don’t want anyone to suffer because of Lavanya. Why they have to suffer Why Khushi has to”
“Khushi?” Karan was quick to retort. “Wait a min, is she the one you met in shanghai, working in AR group?, the last time you mentioned you had been to Indian Restaurant and all that tamasha happened?”
It took many attempts from karan to finally let Arnav talk about Khushi. He though didnot speak anything on attraction part, did not disclose like how almost close he had been. Rather, he opted to explain in short how Khushi was accused of breaching the contract. He was suddenly emotional, overthinking how could Lavanya after all turn the things so bad for Khushi., but then the memory ghost is also worst, it even reminds the bad things. He later told how she spoke with Anjali.
“Common Arni, when you know that she is being innocent, she deserves to get back her job, when it is all because of Lavanya, you cant just ignore now., why she should suffer?..and mind you, it is because of you ..Lavanya has targeted her, because you were seen somewhere close chatting with her, and now I find no point in ignoring the matter if the things are straight to point. “
Arnav looked at karan and replied in more poised way “You know, I would have anyway believed her , I knew she would never cheat, I have seen her work, for a moment I was shocked, but you know, the more I tend to trust towards women, the more low they start falling downand it does not surprise me anytime. The way she spoke with Anjali, I cant think back to fix this. Anjali di is hurt and I am just..
“Look, have you heard the full conversion? What if Anjali had equally blamed on Khushi and then Khushi might have given counter response in that manner. And don’t be mistaken, but I know Anjali bit straight forward. She might have spoken even something same with Khushi.
“Whatever it is, But no one has any right to speak anyone about their personal issue. She is VP and she holds all right to blame for someone who has violated the company right. Fine, she didnot knew Khushi might be innocent, but it does not mean Khushi can tell anything the way she want? That’s not right in her part. I still cant forget how rudely she spoke about anjali’s affair. Khushi just don’t have any right to speak like that..not for someone at Anjali position”. Arnav replied rudely.
“so what about Khushi then? She does not have right to get back the respect, job and every credibility she lost without any reason?”
Arnav was quiet. Because even he knew now ,that Khushi must be innocent considering if it was everything lavanya’s plot, but somewhere he also knew , if he would initiate the enquiry in Khushi favor, Anjali Di would really be disappointed., but he simply cannot ignore also.
“ get back her job.” Karan spoke
“Änd infact Iam sure, even you would have spoken rudely to her, as far as I know you..Karan continued ,seeing Arnav being silent.
Arnav starred sharply at karan.
“For a moment I wanted to ask , if you guys had slept?, but iam pretty sure, she didnot even bother for your star status and that’s where..””
“Not bothered of my status? Arnav spoke irritated and continued “You know what, she happens to be my fan, and all the time she kept bluffing it, that she never knew me. A big lier” Arnav spoke being irritated.
“oh oh..so the real problem is here you see. Looks like you are upset because she did not convey you about being your fan!?”
Arnav remained silent.
“It’s hurting you somewhere right. That’s why you are more disturbed?” Karan continued. “I think, she happens to be your true fan. You never liked your fans right, because you believed they irritate you so much..So I guess she did not bother to tell you”
Arnav still did not respond and was gazing at the stars.
“You remember, when you had such a long conversion about women last time?” karan questioned
Without still getting any respond from Arnav, Karan continued “Ït was almost in college right. You talked about your mother.” Karan carefully examined Arnav and constructed his words. “I am able to see the same pain, I know even if you disagree it is always evident you love your mother and you miss her so much, and now I could see it again. You love this women, somewhere I could see how something so much is bothering you..You are worried about her”
“ the same old love philosophy...I don’t, now stop!!, iam leaving..” Arnav replied and gotup from the couch
He turned to go when he spoke again –“tomorrow talk with my assistant and get the appointment done with commissioner. You are going to file an FIR tomorrow”. He spoke seeing towards the way of Karan’s guest room .
On his way down to parking, Arnav gets a messenger alert notification to his personal Id .He glanced at his screen . It was from Aman. The message read-
“catchup on call? Let me know when you will be free tomorrow”
Arnav was too tired to check his schedules and to chat with him at that odd hour of time. He started his engine and drove back to his flat.
PART 1 ends
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