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Originally posted by: sarasingh7

Drug do Drug do....

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qysnr2eYg6s

omg now they r saying Ekta Kapoor is involved, I am shocked because she produced Pavitra Rishta the serial that brought all together.......Looks like the SSR case is going to be the Watergate Affair of India..........drugs, then child trafficking anti-nationals and illuminati.....omg........

the video of Arnab brought a smile to my face after many days.......otherwise whenever I hear facts about this case my mouth is perpetually open

Originally posted by: ninny

Hi! I am one of the old members of Pavitra rishta forums and used to stalk sushant fan threads ( my main source of info on Sush was your threads.. Lol) I don't know why but there is something that has been bothering me for a while and I hope I get my answers or some opinions here. I have always been more of Sushant fan than Ankita and after their break up I was extremely hurt by most of his old fans turning on him. I didn't blame either Anki or Sush for the break up but the hatred he got made me dislike Ankita ( I know it's very stupid and illogical but I was just an overprotective fan)..This tragedy has changed my opinion on few things. I recently got to know that Sush briefly dated Sara as well and it got me thinking what was going on with him? The way Ankita and Sush broke up was so abrupt and it still doesn't make sense that what went so wrong that he left his entire life behind and didn't even look back? I know most people say it was because of his career and him seeking validation but it's still hard to believe that was the only reason. His relationship with Kriti ended similarly with him distancing himself from her ( poor girl even tried to patch up or atleast be friendly but he didn't respond).. I don't understand his habit of disconnecting himself completely and isolating himself only to surround himself with new group of people.I mean it can't be that he was so unaffected by his broken relationships, then why did he seemingly moved on so quickly from one relationship to another??What was he looking for? What was broken inside him that couldn't be fixed?

Also after closely following him over past 10 years I have seen such a drastic change in his personality and even appearance. He started from that quiet, goofy, shy boy on TV and went on to become the most promising young actor in Bollywood. He was the same adorable boy during initial years in Bollywood and the only change I saw was him becoming more and more passionate for the art of filmmaking. I guess it was because of his interaction with Dibaker and Shekhar kapoor. He has always been full of nervous energy but this was very visible during Raabta promotions ( tbh I admit even I felt he got a bit cocky during this period and it felt like he was putting on this confident hero persona which didn't suit him at all) . I think that was the year he got maximum hate from media as well as internet trolls with people calling him arrogant, druggie, ugly, pervert and what not and it did affect him. He still seemed happy and his goofy self during the Raabta promotions and was quite comfortable with Kriti. It was the late 2018 when kedarnath was about to release that I actually felt something is up with him.. He looks miserable during Kedarnath and Sonchiriya promotions, his complexion looks two shades darker, the eyes are sunken, he is super fidgety and anxious while talking and he hardly used to post on insta..it was like he was losing interest from everything he loved. It just makes me wonder what happened to him? I know Reha is the main accused here but this was all before she entered his life. I just wish he would have gone back to that old life he left behind.. I am sure they all would have accepted him with open arms💔

Reg. the breakup ,We'll never really know now since Ankita will never talk about the why. But I feel somehow he couldn't accept the reality that his partner might not be as driven about work and career as he was. I don't know if you saw it (TB mentioned it in this thread too) , but a reporter , while narrating about his time spent with them, did mention something about Sushant ribbing her about being lazy..

I think people around him like Rohini Iyer just added fuel to the fire, and coaxed him into thinking that they aren't compatible.

Somewhere he forgot that nothing about her changed, and that she was fundamentally always like that and he never had a problem with that.

I stopped following his personal life after the Kriti phase, so even I was taken aback to know that the Sara linkup was actually true.

While I might not have been a shipper and might've rolled my eyes over posts praising their "compatibility", even I feel there really was something substantial in that relationship (even if it might have started for PR or as a rebound) . I think if it had gone on, it would have been what Ankita-Vicky is now.

I agree with you.. whatever was going on with him started happening much before Rhea -be it the personality change or the relationship-hopping (not just his partners but also his friends' circle) .

Just my opinion but I feel he was the happiest with Ankita, not just because of solely her as an individual but also the entire "ecosystem" she brought with her -her family that used to be frequent visitors to their place, and who adored him, the friends she and Sushant had over their place constantly- .. it was like dozens and dozens of people through a revolving door, because they seemed to easily be able to host, attract and genuinely have a good time with everyone at home.

These things matter. Especially for people like Sushant, who have been away from home since early teens. I feel with the breakup, he lost a lot more than just one person or a romantic relationship. He lost a safe space, a happy place with people who knew the real him. After that it was just him desperately trying to find people to replace the ecosystem he lost.

Among other things, I think there were a lot of small and big things that caused the personality changes (including whatever I mentioned above). I feel he started feeling conscious about his interviews right from SDR days itself. I wish someone had told him that it is okay to switch between English and Hindi if he wasn't comfortable in conversational English. Because I feel his problem initially was as simple as that - lack of confidence in pulling off the So-Bo way of speaking in english. The whole "Oh, he fumbles and is uncomfortable in interviews BECAUSE he is an introvert and can't express himself " blah blah .. argument I've always found to be whole lot of B.S.

I also think he never recovered from the MeToo allegations. More than the allegations itself, I think it was the knowledge that someone can actually do this to him, is what shook him.

It hurts sometimes to think that people like the Masands and Bhatts and the Pannus and Kashyaps can just go on saying whatever nonsense they want and be holier than thou about things, while Sushant is no more and his family is trying to fight off so many things in terms of perception.

This whole episode has also made me realize the T.V industry collectively has a lot more guts and sense of loyalty for each other compared to bollywood.

Originally posted by: my.2cents

I am sorry if I come across as overemotional right now and I know most of you have probably talked your heart about it but I am letting it all out in the open for the first time in people who I shared,gushed,swooned and sighed my heart out the most beautiful phase of their lives with, that we all witnessed together and the people who truly understands them, so it's only fitting that I share my grief with you all too then it may be a tad bit too late.

And I like to thank TB and Nisha for that...cause if it wasn't for TB's curiosity, out of which she dropped in my inbox one day and was like Kya maine apko kahin dekha hai? 🤓 and totally blew my cover and both of their strong suspicion seeing my posts in the BW forum, as I was that obvious in my posts and my love for them, also the zeal with which I was quarreling there with some folks, what to do old habits 😆...that I obviously gave myself away 😆...I probably wouldn't have come out on my own ever.

In the end...I would just like to say Nikki, Lunzi, Tanya Di, Anu and whoever I missed or don't recognize from the PR forum, cause of changed username or simply cause of my terrible memory...it's so good see you all still sticking around together and I reallllly missed all my homies! 🤗

And after writing all that I realize I didn't actually write who I am and my habit for doing nonstop blabbering without coming to that point is still very much there 😵 anywhooo 😆, for those of you which figured it out yes I am that blast from the past...that somebody that you all used to know...yours truly Jia the gremlin! 😈😆

I knew it I knew it I knew it!!!😶🤗🤗🤗

Well ok , my first guess was that Nisha and TB opened this new ID and were using it to post in BW forum jointly. 🤭..

But you were my second guess...💞💞💞💞

Originally posted by: lunza

I knew it I knew it I knew it!!!😶🤗🤗🤗

Well ok , my first guess was that Nisha and TB opened this new ID and were using it to post in BW forum jointly. 🤭..

But you were my second guess...💞💞💞💞

LOL! When this my2cents first started posting, Nisha messaged me to ask if it was me posting with an alternate ID. 😆 Jia and I generally had similar takes on things but I didn't realize we sounded similar to this extent. I would call it a pavitra rishta if we hadn't said so many apavitra things in our time on here. 😆

I got suspicious when she posted an old screencap from an SBS segment, the one where he was laying down and she was stroking his hair and cheek. It was too specific of a memory for this to be a random person. Then one day she posted a thought that literally only exists among our little group, about how Ankita extended pretty unconditional support to him in everything he chose to do, but the same support did not seem to be returned when she chose to not work, which is also a choice she should have had the liberty to make. (I'm now digressing into my own thoughts, but I feel like it's rarely acknowledged that she may have been going through a funk of her own at that time... PR was over, Sushant was super busy (and hanging out with new people who didn't seem to care much for her presence), still no wedding in sight, not much reason to go chasing work that would give her even less time with him... and instead of getting the support she probably needed, she got made fun of and called lazy... by the person she trusted the most... in front of random people. Real nice.)

Anyway, I had to know who this person was because there was no way some new user assessed the situation this way. And what do you know... someone got caught redhanded trying to avoid all of us. 😆 What makes it even more amusing is that Jia wasn't even around on here in 2016, we just organically came to the same conclusion.

And that, children, is the story of how I found JizzeryPoo again. 😆 And also an example of how nosy I am. 😆

Originally posted by: lunza

Reg. the breakup ,We'll never really know now since Ankita will never talk about the why. But I feel somehow he couldn't accept the reality that his partner might not be as driven about work and career as he was. I don't know if you saw it (TB mentioned it in this thread too) , but a reporter , while narrating about his time spent with them, did mention something about Sushant ribbing her about being lazy..

I think people around him like Rohini Iyer just added fuel to the fire, and coaxed him into thinking that they aren't compatible.

Somewhere he forgot that nothing about her changed, and that she was fundamentally always like that and he never had a problem with that.

I stopped following his personal life after the Kriti phase, so even I was taken aback to know that the Sara linkup was actually true.

While I might not have been a shipper and might've rolled my eyes over posts praising their "compatibility", even I feel there really was something substantial in that relationship (even if it might have started for PR or as a rebound) . I think if it had gone on, it would have been what Ankita-Vicky is now.

I agree with you.. whatever was going on with him started happening much before Rhea -be it the personality change or the relationship-hopping (not just his partners but also his friends' circle) .

Just my opinion but I feel he was the happiest with Ankita, not just because of solely her as an individual but also the entire "ecosystem" she brought with her -her family that used to be frequent visitors to their place, and who adored him, the friends she and Sushant had over their place constantly- .. it was like dozens and dozens of people through a revolving door, because they seemed to easily be able to host, attract and genuinely have a good time with everyone at home.

These things matter. Especially for people like Sushant, who have been away from home since early teens. I feel with the breakup, he lost a lot more than just one person or a romantic relationship. He lost a safe space, a happy place with people who knew the real him. After that it was just him desperately trying to find people to replace the ecosystem he lost.

Among other things, I think there were a lot of small and big things that caused the personality changes (including whatever I mentioned above). I feel he started feeling conscious about his interviews right from SDR days itself. I wish someone had told him that it is okay to switch between English and Hindi if he wasn't comfortable in conversational English. Because I feel his problem initially was as simple as that - lack of confidence in pulling off the So-Bo way of speaking in english. The whole "Oh, he fumbles and is uncomfortable in interviews BECAUSE he is an introvert and can't express himself " blah blah .. argument I've always found to be whole lot of B.S.

I also think he never recovered from the MeToo allegations. More than the allegations itself, I think it was the knowledge that someone can actually do this to him, is what shook him.

It hurts sometimes to think that people like the Masands and Bhatts and the Pannus and Kashyaps can just go on saying whatever nonsense they want and be holier than thou about things, while Sushant is no more and his family is trying to fight off so many things in terms of perception.

This whole episode has also made me realize the T.V industry collectively has a lot more guts and sense of loyalty for each other compared to bollywood.

While I actually agree with the fact that he looked happiest when he was with Ankita .I do think that relationship ending had more to it than him growing apart from her or being ashamed of her. While he was living his dreams Ankita kinda lost herself in that relationship and tbh her insecurity can not be overseen. Since 2013 the rumors of their relationship becoming sour because of her being possessive were in news.Even she and Sush have mentioned multiple times that she tends to get jealous.There might be multiple reasons for their relationship not working out but I think the final nail in coffin was that dinner date with Mukesh Chhabra and Kriti in which Ankita and Sush looked like they had a fight and now we know he moved out few days after that incident. But whatever it was it couldn't be big enough for a relationship of 7 years to end so abruptly.I still don't understand what happened to him that he reacted in such a cold manner, she kept trying to get back but he ghosted her completely. I so want to know what was going on in his mind but yeah it's impossible now. I also wonder if he ever regretted his decision, ever thought of going back even as a friend, he followed her on SM and might have even seen how she has completely build herself up after the break up ( I am sure he was happy to see her become ambitious).In one interview he said that that his relationship with her is one of the few things he will remember before dying💔

While I saw a positive change in Ankita after the break up with her becoming more serious about her own life and career, Sushant's personal life was never the same. He was so ambitious and had so many dreams but along the way he lost himself completely. He made so many big plans for himself and was so organised but nothing seemed to be working in his favour. His films were getting shelved, his start up company never took off and of course the negative blinds. It looked like he was loosing interest in everything and was trying to keep a sinking ship afloat by hook or crook. It's not like he didn't have good people around him, it's just he chose the wrong ones. While you might have followed him till 2016,if you see his life from 2016-20 you will see a downward graph. It's like he became more and more disturbed and lost every year. In fact you will literally see a change in his appearance and offscreen personality.

Rohini played a major role in ruining his life. She was the one who wrote shit articles about his break up with Ankita, she was the one who kept writing shit about him and I am sure she is the culprit behind me too. Even Reha said that Sush had problems with Rohini.

Now when I look back at his TV days my heart feels so heavy. It looks like it was in some parallel universe. He had everything, he was so loved on television. Wish he could have been saved, wished he could have reached out to right people, wished he wouldn't have let go of people who loved him.

PS: Have to say he really loved Mahesh Shetty, of all the people who came and went in his life, he was the only friend he actually held on to till his last breath.

Originally posted by: lunza

Just my opinion but I feel he was the happiest with Ankita, not just because of solely her as an individual but also the entire "ecosystem" she brought with her -her family that used to be frequent visitors to their place, and who adored him, the friends she and Sushant had over their place constantly- .. it was like dozens and dozens of people through a revolving door, because they seemed to easily be able to host, attract and genuinely have a good time with everyone at home.

These things matter. Especially for people like Sushant, who have been away from home since early teens. I feel with the breakup, he lost a lot more than just one person or a romantic relationship. He lost a safe space, a happy place with people who knew the real him. After that it was just him desperately trying to find people to replace the ecosystem he lost.

Among other things, I think there were a lot of small and big things that caused the personality changes (including whatever I mentioned above). I feel he started feeling conscious about his interviews right from SDR days itself. I wish someone had told him that it is okay to switch between English and Hindi if he wasn't comfortable in conversational English. Because I feel his problem initially was as simple as that - lack of confidence in pulling off the So-Bo way of speaking in english. The whole "Oh, he fumbles and is uncomfortable in interviews BECAUSE he is an introvert and can't express himself " blah blah .. argument I've always found to be whole lot of B.S.

Girrrrrl you know you aren't alone in that opinion! I'm right there with you! You described it much better than I can.

It's funny how many things they said offhand ages ago that came around to be true again much later. I remember Ankita's line "raja hoga apne ghar ka" on her thoughts when she first met him and was put off by his haughtiness. Fast forward a bit and the same line applied in their own home lol. No matter who was over it seemed like Sushant was always the center of attention, but they also never seemed to want anything from him other than his company. I can't describe it better than you did, a true safe space where he could be himself and where that was enough to make everyone around him happy. Where he was always celebrated and where his thoughts and opinions mattered.

You may have seen that a while ago Priyanka put up two pictures with Sushant, and both are actually from Malad, around Diwali 2015 I believe. The black kurta and pink mirror outfit Diwali that we all loved lol. His family also seemed so comfortable there. My inner nosy self would love to see a picture from when Sushant's dad went to stay there too, based on what Vishal said in one of his blog posts. All of his old friends were always welcome too, like those DCE guys Vinay and Vishad, the Shettys and Redjis obviously, and then even new film industry folks were welcome as well (though they all turned out to be snakes in my opinion). Something that stands out now is that Sushant didn't have to compartmentalize any part of himself back then, everything and everyone was welcome to mix freely.

I know I am super biased, but when I see his later pictures I never feel like he looked "at home." Something always looked so transient or temporary. Or maybe I think that way because in my head his home should have been somewhere else. I fully acknowledge my biases here lol.

Word to everything you said about where he started feeling conscious about things he didn't think about before. While I think he wasn't the best at expressing his inner emotions, he never had a problem talking about literally any other topic. He was so articulate and funny in Hindi before, how I wish he had been confident continuing the same way instead of trying to fit in. It wasn't even like his English was technically poor or anything, I just don't think he expressed himself as naturally in it. I was thankful that in one of her recent interviews Ankita brought up how he loved talking to people and telling them his thoughts and stories. For a little while I was feeling like I'm crazy remembering some other Sushant who wasn't limited by introversion.

Hellos!

India-forums was just not verifying my old email id.

Anyway, here I am....

...wondering aloud whether #JusticeForSSR is about Sushant at all!

Originally posted by: bonnefille007

Hellos!

India-forums was just not verifying my old email id.

Anyway, here I am....

...wondering aloud whether #JusticeForSSR is about Sushant at all!

MY THREAD IS NOW COMPLETE!!! YES!!!!

Originally posted by: bonnefille007

Hellos!

India-forums was just not verifying my old email id.

Anyway, here I am....

...wondering aloud whether #JusticeForSSR is about Sushant at all!