Punch in the gutt

This is just a very random thread! I am sorry I opened it but I just can't stop listening to 'mai tumhara' ! How is it even possible that the more I hear , the more it hurts!!

I am so not over this tragedy yet I guess.

His smiling face haunts me 💔

What kind of sick game destiny has played with this poor boy 😭

Such gut wrenching end of dil bechara is not leaving my head and heart!!

People smiling and crying together looking at immanual rajkumar junior on screen one last time and I could feel those tears. I could feel that bitter sweet feeling. 💔

Anyone who wants to share this weird emotional pain for someone we haven't even met , can do it here.

Together we can let go off the hurt may be , and keep Sushant in our hearts forever.

The line that hits me each time is rishta raha bas ret ka ae samandar main tumhara kinara raha main tumhara main tumhara tumhara raha.

It's so true. It's what is left.

The movie may not be a good last movie, but the song - it'll give me feels forever.

Well if it helps just know I didn’t care about or pay attention to Sushant when he was alive. But now whenever I listen to the Namo Namo song even while driving to work, I feel such a strong overwhelming sense of sadness. So the bottom line is if you are a human who can empathize, you will be affected

Originally posted by: Minionite

The line that hits me each time is rishta raha bas ret ka ae samandar main tumhara kinara raha main tumhara main tumhara tumhara raha.

It's so true. It's what is left.

The movie may not be a good last movie, but the song - it'll give me feels forever.

Poor guy didn't even know it was going to be his last. He chose it just to keep his word even when he knew it was just a remake of a very ordinary story and much appreciated original film. My respect has gone exponentially up if that's even possible now. 😔

How eerie it is to have seen exactly what had happened to him! The dialogues were giving me sudden burst of tears! I don't even know if I was tearing up for Manny or my poor boy.. 💔

The song is not helping either. For the love of God , I am addicted to it !

Originally posted by: Chameli_billi

Well if it helps just know I didn’t care about or pay attention to Sushant when he was alive. But now whenever I listen to the Namo Namo song even while driving to work, I feel such a strong overwhelming sense of sadness. So the bottom line is if you are a human who can empathize, you will be affected

I can completely understand where you are coming from. My exposure to Sushant was limited to Dhoni and kedarnath. Never knew I will be rechecking my phone and every possible website to see if I read correctly about his suicide.

I was so deeply shocked!!

And later when I explored him with everything possible and available on internet , I can't even begin telling you the sense of guilt as an audience I have.

And this song is driving me crazy

Out of everything from the movie, it was this song that affected me the most. The lyrics, and the tune itself is so haunting, but the value that Kizzie had given it compounded the sadness.

It really does exemplify incompleteness; being burdened by the knowledge that loved ones will be left with an overwhelming sadness once you pass forever.

We're all left in a limbo of sorts. As it is, there is no one sure way of dealing with death, and depending on our connection with Sushant, our way of handling his passing varies as well.

In a highly weird way, it has made us question ourselves, the values we hold in life, the connections we claim to cherish, and much more.

Family members, close friends and his die hard fans are undoubtedly be hurt the most. But even the most casual viewer, or member of society has been affected by his death in some shape or form. Whether it's shock, disbelief, immense sadness, or fondness - he managed to reach out, and evoke some sort of emotion in all.

I'm not going to shame people into saying they should have valued him more, or should have gone to see his every film. I don't know what people's situation is like, and at the end of the day, it's entirely their prerogative as to whom they wish to see on the big screen, if they choose to go to the theaters at all. I also don't know what difference one more fan would have made. He already had so many who showered their love on him on a daily basis, would one more have made that much of a difference? I don't know.

I guess all I want to say is that your connection with Sushant, was yours alone. Whether it was a deeply personal one, or a casual one, it's all valid. You shouldn't be shamed into feeling like you didn't do enough for him. That's a mental burden that no fan should have to undertake. It's probably harsh to hear this, but ultimately Sushant was responsible for his own mental health. By that same token, you are responsible for your own. If you feel like you need help, then seek it. Please reach out and take ownership of your own health.

If you want to remember and honor Sushant, then be curious of every aspect of life. Look away from your phone screens, and gaze up at the stars. Crack open a book, and ruminate over what some of the greatest philosophers have talked about. Dedicate yourself into doing one good deed a day, not because you want to show off, but because it's simply the right thing to do.

Like Manny had told Kizzie, yeh raja tab tak jeeta rahega, jab tak rani rahegi. In other words, Sushant will continue to exist, as long as we keep him alive in our minds, hearts, and actions.

Sushant ab humara raha. ❤️

Originally posted by: asmaanixx

Out of everything from the movie, it was this song that affected me the most. The lyrics, and the tune itself is so haunting, but the value that Kizzie had given it compounded the sadness.

It really does exemplify incompleteness; being burdened by the knowledge that loved ones will be left with an overwhelming sadness once you pass forever.

We're all left in a limbo of sorts. As it is, there is no one sure way of dealing with death, and depending on our connection with Sushant, our way of handling his passing varies as well.

In a highly weird way, it has made us question ourselves, the values we hold in life, the connections we claim to cherish, and much more.

Family members, close friends and his die hard fans are undoubtedly be hurt the most. But even the most casual viewer, or member of society has been affected by his death in some shape or form. Whether it's shock, disbelief, immense sadness, or fondness - he managed to reach out, and evoke some sort of emotion in all.

I'm not going to shame people into saying they should have valued him more, or should have gone to see his every film. I don't know what people's situation is like, and at the end of the day, it's entirely their prerogative as to whom they wish to see on the big screen, if they choose to go to the theaters at all. I also don't know what difference one more fan would have made. He already had so many who showered their love on him on a daily basis, would one more have made that much of a difference? I don't know.

I guess all I want to say is that your connection with Sushant, was yours alone. Whether it was a deeply personal one, or a casual one, it's all valid. You shouldn't be shamed into feeling like you didn't do enough for him. That's a mental burden that no fan should have to undertake. It's probably harsh to hear this, but ultimately Sushant was responsible for his own mental health. By that same token, you are responsible for your own. If you feel like you need help, then seek it. Please reach out and take ownership of your own health.

If you want to remember and honor Sushant, then be curious of every aspect of life. Look away from your phone screens, and gaze up at the stars. Crack open a book, and ruminate over what some of the greatest philosophers have talked about. Dedicate yourself into doing one good deed a day, not because you want to show off, but because it's simply the right thing to do.

Like Manny had told Kizzie, yeh raja tab tak jeeta rahega, jab tak rani rahegi. In other words, Sushant will continue to exist, as long as we keep him alive in our minds, hearts, and actions.

Sushant ab humara raha. ❤️

I just had 30 second therapy.

Thank you ❤️

Yes , Sushant ab humara raha 🙏

He is going to live. In us. Forever.

In my opinion sushant was the wrong person to go out like this because he was a rising star. He chosen people who didn't care about him. I know there were rivals that didn't like him but that's the beauty of life, getting back up is the victory. He was an outsider as well and I like seeing someone like him who came from nothing make it big.

There was an interview where he said he wanted to make a biopic of himself and he wanted to be the lead, that would've been a good film so we can see his journey.

when sushant debuted I was so happy that I finally have a favorite from the young actors. I didn't like two overhype overrated actors so I was happy when sushant, ayushmann, kartik and others debuted. But sushant was the best actor from young generation. I officially have no favorites from young generation now but will still watch a good film by word of mouth just not going to be a fan.

🤗 you are not alone in this feeling...as I mentioned Some place else...there are certain moments which rattle us...his most unfortunate demise was one of them...I’ll be honest, I was quite shaken by irfan’s death n Rishi Kapoor’s death too in the recent times...that’s coz we all are connected to them somewhat through their movies...but with irfan n Rishi unfortunately with cancer the conscious mind rationalizes why it happened...n it settles...maybe not for their families...with sushant, it just won’t settle...at least in my mind...Not only the circumstances of his death, the shoddy handling of the investigation, the blatant Ridiculous narratives floating around,n then the utter n profound n absolute silence .... it is just the totality Of all...that’s why a lot of people Are not able to give it up.....n it doesn’t even matter if you were his “fan” or not...there is a reason social Media outcry is not dying...it has been more than a month now...

Originally posted by: Chameli_billi

Well if it helps just know I didn’t care about or pay attention to Sushant when he was alive. But now whenever I listen to the Namo Namo song even while driving to work, I feel such a strong overwhelming sense of sadness. So the bottom line is if you are a human who can empathize, you will be affected

This. Also empathy is not a commonly found commodity unfortunately.