Sorry my friends for the late reply. Network here sucks, and yesterday it was blocked.
Well. I'll reply you all here because I am afraid it is going to block again.
@Seher. Read as much as you can, and don't stress your self. Try to divide your time between different activities. I can hardly complete reading Quraan in 2 months (non Ramadhan schedule) it is a shame coz I am an Arab and can afford to read it easily. But I waste my time in many other activities.
@ Sami . I see , so there are different festivals for different places in India. And I understand that Hindusism too has different ways to perform. I mean like us muslims have different mazhabs: sunna, shia . Am I right?
you originally belong to north India? Which place?
@Hinna . Don't thank me plz I just write what I feel, and I am really happy for you. May Allah give the strenghth and better health to complete fasting , praying , reading Quraan. 
My personal life is very complicated, maybe more than Pakistani dramas.
I'll pm you sometime inshaAllah if you still want to know the boring story.
You summed it right Hinna. I was pambered in my parents house, I had much time fotr myself, so I was very religious, I even married a more religious man, I went with him to Kuwait, then downfall started, I had 3 children in 5 yrs, went mad trying to manage, then lost hope, and finally came back to my country, I have to be back to work . I am trying to return to my old self though.
@Sana. Are your parents alright? I don't understand Urdu/Hindi well sometimes.
Are you saying that you live abroad and aren't able to meet? Alhamdulillah that you accept Allah's will. It is his mercy that we can move on, with all the incompleteness in our lives.
still feel happy.
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. But it is ok as time will heal all the countries affected.
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