namu I am in no mood to analyze. When Bepannah faced such a fate I had analyzed till the last episode keeping everything aside, but it did take a toll on me. Unable to do it once again so will comment on your post. See its said darkest hour is before dawn and Maya has to go through this truth to see light and peace. Today Rudra told Sukoon ki taraf, yes the first step towards sukoon is Rishi. The realization it was not just mj son she killed, but Rudra brother cum child. How in revenge she only looked from mj and not from rudra side and how it is affecting her now.