I'm super sorry for taking so long with this update, I've been super busy- but, i'm finally back, thank you for being patient x
Part 8~ A Place Of Solace
Prerna was anxious, there was simply no other way to put it. In the weeks that had passed since she had last seen Anurag, Rodriguez had been exceptionally kind to her. He had gone out of his way to compliment her, ask her how she was and had even ordered food every night so she wouldn’t have to cook. Tonight, he had planned a surprise for her, so she sat in the back of the car with a silky scarf around her eyes, his warm hand holding hers and the welcome breeze blowing her hair as the driver drove them to their destination.
Rodriguez had stretched his arm over her to open her door, the loud sound of cars beeping didn’t scare him, but it would scare her. Shoving her down, he held her out of the car as the driver continued to speed, ripped the scarf from her eyes and smiled sinisterly. “Now, now” he tutted “This doesn’t have to go badly” he cooed in her ear.
His body was so heavy on her chest and the wind hitting her with such a brutal force made her struggle to breathe.“Rodriguez” she grabbed his collar to hold her head up from hitting the ground “What are you doing?”
“Oh baby, I want to ask you the same thing,you think I haven’t been told about that man you keep seeing? Did you think I was stupid? I always have people watching and for so long you seemed so trustworthy,but now” he ran his fingers over her cheek “Now I can’t trust you, you know what that means?”
She shook her head fast, the lump in her throat as she swallowed made her eyes burn. “Please don’t” she screamed as he got up and shoved her from the car, her body hit the ground hard as she rolled out of the busy road and down a hill, she gripped onto a barrier tightly, legs swinging around. “Help” she sobbed, but she knew it was unlikely that anyone would hear her.
Rodriguez now stood over her “I loved you and you betrayed me” he held onto her wrist “I loved you and this is how you repay me?” Pulling her from the barrier, he released her and watched as she bounced onto the rocks and her eyes rolled back “I loved you Prerna, but not anymore”.
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“No, you don’t understand” Anurag growled as he shoved his hand through his messy raven hair “I can’t do it, I just can’t”.
“You wanted this case, you wanted to be the man that brought the mafia down, now what? This is a great opportunity and you know it, train Prerna as someone who can take Rodriguez down, be her support system, everyone in this precinct knew you didn’t want her to be guilty and now because of her memory loss, she isn’t, you have a chance to make her a better woman, feed her a lie about who she is and what her job is and use her to bring that man down” Jim poked his chest hard “She could be the key to finally finishing this, Rodriguez will want her if he knows she is alive, so get her ready and rebrand her as someone else, this is it son, the moment you’ve been waiting for, are you really going to shy away because you’re afraid you may end up liking her?”
He scoffed “I’m not afraid of liking her” he ignored his boss’ eye roll. “I just, you know what, fine, fine” he held his hands up “I’ll do it, okay, I’ll do it” storming through the double doors he headed toward her room.
Prerna looked up from her bed and grinned “Morning” she had gotten quite used to these visits from Anurag, somewhere she felt as if she knew him, he was so familiar, but maybe that was just the kind of person he was.
“Morning” he chose not to sit today “Look, there’s something I need to tell you, something I wasn’t sure was right” he pinched the brim of his nose “Your name is Prerna Sharma, you’re an undercover agent for the force, you got found out and someone tried to kill you, but now we think we can use this on someone, a different case, a man called Rodriguez,he had a wife, she looked exactly like you and he murdered her, at least that’s what we think, I don’t want to put too much pressure on you Prerna, I know this must be hard but you may be our only chance to end this, to end him” he sighed “I understand if you don’t want to”.
Prerna stood up from the bed “Do you want me to?”
Her eyes were so soft, so kind and so alluring. Looking away, he shrugged “Not my decision to make”.
She bent her head to the side “But you care about me, I know you do, and I know if you’re asking me to do this, then you know I’ll be okay”.
“How can you have so much faith in me? You don’t even remember me” this made him feel worse.
“Because you visit me every day, you make me laugh and you look at me like, like” she gulped “I don’t know, like maybe I mean something to you and that’s why I want to do this, I want to be the woman that you knew, the woman who was lucky enough to have you” she couldn’t deny her attraction to, not just his body, but his mind, the way he spoke and how he carried himself. “I’ll do it”.
Unable to stop himself, he reached up and tucked her hair behind her ear “Thank you”.
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Anurag sunk to his knees as the drugs hit him,he never wanted to return to this, but the guilt he felt made him want nothing more than his own death. Every night he was still plagued with nightmares and every day he found a new crime scene either due to the serial killer who had taken the law into their own hands or the mafia who had ruined lives. Prerna was a place of solace, every day when he’d sit beside her hospital bed, he didn’t have to be tough and rough, or cold and distant, he could just laugh. Maybe he was crazy for wanting her to himself for a little longer, he wasn’t ready to share her with the world yet, especially not with Rodriguez. No one wanted to believe Prerna was innocent more than he did, but the facts didn’t add up and regardless of her memory loss he couldn’t just ignore the kind of woman she probably once was.
Prerna hummed quietly as she flicked through channels, being back in her home felt…odd. This house didn’t feel like home,the things didn’t feel like hers, she felt very alone. Losing her memories had meant losing a part of herself, she shouldn’t have felt so low, she was lucky to be alive, but no matter how many times she reminded herself of that, it just wouldn’t stick. So, she decided to reach out to the only man who she knew would help, grabbing her house phone she dialled the number on the notepad and hoped he would pick up.
“Hello” Anurag spoke in a dull tone.
“Uh hi” she fidgeted on the sofa, suddenly nervous “Is now a bad time? Because, I can just-“.
“Prerna” he sat up straight “No, sorry, is everything okay?”
“Yeah, I’m fine, so now isn’t a good time to talk?” She tried to hide how sad that made her feel.
“No, it is, sorry” he swore under his breath “How does it feel to be home?”
“Uh, weird, I haven’t gotten used to it, but I will, how is being home for you? No, wait, sorry, I don’t know what I’m saying” she laughed.
Anurag couldn’t help but grin “Being home is fine for me, I can imagine it must feel quite empty, sometimes my house feels empty too”.
Prerna smiled “Are you just saying that, so I’ll invite you over?” Her laugh was playful “I’m joking, you’re always welcome here”.
It was strange to see Prerna without Rodriguez’s influence, but he enjoyed this new playful side to her. “You know,you should never invite strange men to your house, especially one you haven’t known for long”.
“Thanks for the warning, but I think I know you well enough by now, even if I don’t remember you”.
“Far too trusting” he admonished “I could be dangerous”.
Prerna tugged her lip with her teeth “Turns out dark and dangerous is just my type”.
Anurag knew that all too well, especially after Rodriguez, but tonight he wasn’t going to think of that, tonight was just about them. “That sounds suspiciously like flirting to me Miss Sharma”.
“Glad to see your detective skills are still at its best, but on that note, I’m off to bed”.
“Was that an invitation?” He knew this was dangerous territory, he knew he shouldn’t be indulging in this, but he didn’t seem to care.
“I would say yes, but a certain detective said not to invite strange men into my home, so it’s out of my hands, night” she hung up and smiled, a lot more comfortable after speaking to the man she just couldn’t seem to stop thinking about.