Ep 44: Main patthar hu jo raste se hata sakti ho ya jo rasta badal de

Rudra is that patthar who is meant to be removed from the way or who can alter the course of the river's journey. The river here being Maya. And that is what is going to happen in Hrishikesh. Is it me or Maya was actually glad that Rudra came behind her. Like in the precap, she was kind of enjoying the game of hide and seek with Rudra. And the way he gripped her hand when he found her nadiya kinare was something I was playing on loop. Khair waise to episode me zyaada kuch hai nahi analyze karne ke liye, but the episode was pure emotional atyachar and Rudra ka sanki pyaar which came out tenfold.

Maya's emotional atyachaar - Ye madam to matlab class apart hai kaminepan me, honestly. Agar itni hi shiddat se apni planning karti na, to ab tak to Mrityunjay Roy tapak chuka hota. Lekin madam ko to pata nahi ghise pite plans se fursat nahi milti. I mean her plans are a reflection of her bimaar mastishk. First, she kills off Rishi - what did she achieve? Momentary pain for Mrityunjay Roy? Phir kya, babaji ka ghanta. Now, she wants to kill of Rudra. But well raaste ka patthar hai na, Rudra ne uska raasta mod hi diya. Murder se shaadi tak. Aisa hi hoga madam. Jitna khel khelogi, woh bhi logo ke emotions ko use karke, utne hi plans bigdenge ya phir modne padenge. Honestly, Maya, no doubt you have turned into the female version of Mrityunjay Roy, but agar games khelne hi hai to unn logo ke saath khelo jo ye sab deserve karte hai didi. Pura khandaan pada hua hai apne twisted games khelne ke liye, kyun bekaar me Rudra aur Nandini ko target kar rahi ho behen. But I guess, it is very important that Rudra comes to her, because without him, she cannot enter the Roy mansion with that confidence that she did not have till now. Because she knows that Rudra will safeguard his wife at every turn of the way. Just hope we get to see their sanki romance also, not just Maya's sanki revenge, even though its the base of the story. But I guess, that was the last time she used her mom for this game because now only she will play games in that house and Rudra will be her shield.

Nandini's message - Nandini as the genuine mother she goes to Rudra as she is the last resort by Maya to stop Rudra and Ananya from entering into a loveless bond, with him continuously remembering Maya. Thank you auntyji, much-needed pearls of wisdom, which you gave Rudra. I really don't know what was this guy thinking, going into a marriage and ruining his life and Ananya's. But her request to Rudra was genuine, and the words were actually true. Maya is doomed, as she thinks, and the end of everyone and then her end seems to be her sukoon. But no, Rudra is meant to salvage her soul, which is there in those pages of that book and give her some moments of solace as long as she lives this morbid life to put an end to the Roy clan.

Rudra's breakdown - The dude loves her like loves her, her core, her sanak, her darkness, everything, which is something Maya needs right now. Rudra is the only one who truly understands Maya's sanak in ways, no one else can. Nobody can handle it better than him. Whenever Maya will lose herself in her sanak, he will bring her out of it. He is actually Maya's salvation. The only bit of good in Maya's life is Nandini's mamta, Rajiv's loyalty, and Rudra's love. And they can only salvage whatever good is left in Maya. Yaar, iss shaadi ke baad Roy khandaan ki barbaadi ka aghaaz hoga. But waha rehte rehte I guess Maya will get a better understanding of what Mrityunjay truly inflicts on his family. And that is actually key to destroying or rather liberating them. Honestly, from where I understand, Rudra will stand by Maya, after knowing the entire truth, his first instinct will be to save Maya only. He cannot let Maya destroy herself, because of his family. I am not saying he won't be angry, but yes, he will want to save Maya only, not Mrityunjay Roy.

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I mean Ananya ka dimaag itna kharaab hai ke bade chote ka koi lihaaz hi nahi hai. Nandini kisi ke maa hai, tumhare maa ke umra ki hai, kuch to respect dikha deti. Aur jis tarah se woh kheech rahi thi Rudra ko, it was like her last attempt to hold on to her childhood fantasy. But alas, fantasy dhari ki dhari reh jayengi. Aur ab to tum Mrityunjay Roy ki puppet banne me interest dikha rahi ho to dikhao. Barbaad hone ke ilawa aur koi choice nahi rahega. Aur tum barbaad hogi, to tumhara baap saath me hoga.

Rajiv, tumhari himmat ka jawaab nahi.👏 I mean dum lagta hai Maya ke liye lion's den me ghusna. But hats off brother. I hope you live to see the end of this story and not tapak jao before only.😕

P.S. Ek wishful thinking hai that please CVs, Rishi ko waapis leke aa sako to lana, kyunki uske death me itne bloopers the, ke uske maut pe ab bhi shaq hota hai mujhe. Aur ek uska aana hi Maya ke salvation ko pura kar sakta hai. Hume nahi dekhna ek aur love triangle following death of Maya, please, maaf karo. Please dadi ko waapis le aao, because she is a part of this angle as well, and kuch twist lao jo hum sab ko khush karde, ye sochkar ki haan thriller dekh rahe hai, warna thriller ke naam pe jokes crack karna band kijiye CVS, please.

That's from me tonight. Let's hear yours.

Ye ishq nahi aasan

Bas itna samaj lijiye

Ek aag ka dariya hai

Aur dub ke jana hai..

Well indeed, the course of true love never ran easy. And fir ye to sunky Maya ki sanak bhari pyaar ki nadi hai.. Jo behte behte.. Patharo ko cheer de ya fir patharo se milke apna rasta badal de. Possibly after quite some days we had an episode that foreshadows MayRas story so well.

Rudra loves the sea for its vast and steady like him. Maya likes the river for its unpredictable and unsteady like her. But then Maya madam, rivers culminate in the sea and become one with it. They are destined to unite with it. Rudra both is the pathar that will change the path of Mayas journey and the sea that will give her the salvation she yearns. A happy ending is truly a far fetched possibility here.

Foetus Maya had said that in the path of vengeance, Maya was becoming like MJ. And we got another confirmation of it today. Maya using her mom. I was so very disappointed with it. But good people only see the good and here Nandini only saw Mayas desperation as a reconfirmation of what she already knew- Rudra was her last chance of salvation, her only hope, her only light. I loved Nandini reminding Rudra that he was ruining not one but three lives. These two together will have to work to save what is left of Mayas conscience.

The precap hinted Mayas happiness at having Rudra in her sight again but madam keeps forgetting, Shiv can only be tied by love, no Maya can trap him. Excited for tomorrow's episode.

There is absolutely no doubt on the genuinity of Rudra love for Maya.. he believes that not only he will safe guard her soul but also find Maya in the journey with her.. maya was not the way she is now and her real self needs nurturing to come out and learn to love again trust again and laugh again..

A river is said to be pious.. something that gives life and Rudra being the rock will end up changing her ways for good or for bad.. eventually it has to reach the sea.. that's the fate.. but why do I feel the sea is actually Rudra.. the final destination where she will have to come and submerge herself.. sea is the calmness which Rudra has..

Anyways shivin was super good today as Rudra.. his emotions were top notch..I actually watched his letter reading couple of times.. his voice modulation was heart touching 😭..

Mayas is gonna play some hide and seek.. but she doesnt know that Rudra is not even the rock but the storm she has invited.. he will come ur way and now it will be with full haq.. the way he held in precap, he has his obsession written all over.. she has unlocked something she cant handle now.. when beyhadh nafrat will meet beyhadh pyar it will be something really... she wants to kill him.. please do the honors 😆..

In years of watching ITv somehow the makers never could portray a man's perspective of love well.. either the heros were toxic or spineless or even clueless.. always the female is shows as the strength esp in love and relationship.. hope they can well pull of Rudras love obsession in a beautiful positive way.. an endless love of a man can be extremely intense and amazing.. esp for someone like Maya who is so dark and closed to all feelings.. her every ounce of darkness should be ripped by Rudras love.. I have trust in the writers..they have been phenomenal so far..

Lastly thankfully no Rudra ki maut and arthi dialogues today.. it has become over board for me

In Maya note she written Rudra as sea but in flashback Rudra said he was the pathar jo natiyo ka raasta chunta also in the end Maya said kahaani ki end aur Raasta decided that she just need his company so it's all Maya already planned.. that she need Rudra to achieve her goul or taking revenge from mj may be she wants to marry him for her revenge will i really excited to know who actually propose the marriage in the first place

Originally posted by: shruthiravi

U took the same lines as me. Rudra the stone who is going to change the course of the river. Man Rudra loves Maya like mad. With a passion Maya might not have imagined.and precap shows it.her reaction when he pulls her close. Ananya was really bad showing complete lack of respect to an elder lady and the book which she knows means a lot to rudra. Actually she throwing those papers sealed the end of her fantasy as rudra got the clue where Maya is. Till then banda was sitting clueless and might hav even walked to the mandap. Yes ruan is needed to take forward mayra. And last episode also it's ananya who makes Maya use nandini with her stupid plan of preponing shaadi as rudra was staying put.

Ananya has genuinely lost her marbles. Just imagine the kind of man Mrityunjay Roy is, how twisted he is. Har aurat ki life ki charas boke rakh di hai. Ananya, Antara, Diya kisi ko kuch objectively dikhayi nahi deta yaar. Ananya, I truly have nothing to say anymore. She has been ruined and I have no idea how Mrityunjay will manipulate her henceforth.

And Rudra, jis tarah usne haath pakda hai na, I swear, Maya was also taken aback probably by his behavior. She has no idea what she has unlocked and what she has brought upon herself. Because Rudra isn't Rishi. Rudra ke saath sirf authenticity chalti hai as we can see, I don't know how Maya will handle him. Rudra isn't going to be easy. The love he will charge her with will be making her life difficult.

Based on what I read about the flashback scene, I feel it's open to lot of interpretations.. River is dynamic unlike the ocean which is stagnant, lifeless almost placid.. if we look at the symbolism in terms of how the characterization is, river could be Rudra and Maya could be the ocean.. Rudra is dynamic, he is vibrant and symbolizes life like the river does..Maya is like the ocean, placid and cold on the outside and so much hidden in the depth..Rudra loves the ocean eventhough he doesn't know how to swim..he has no idea what destruction lies underneath the placid exterior..and Maya?? she appreciates the journey of the river, it's x-factor..In her story, the journey of the river and its end destination is fixed.. river has to merge into the ocean and lose its identity.. however, the twist she's not ready for is the stone that could change the course of the river or break in the process.. this stone analogy gives a different interpretation to the river and ocean story.. Ocean being Maya's ultimate destination, moksha/salvation, penance, peace in death, it could be anything but she is not looking for a happily ever after.. The journey of her revenge represented by the river here is going to end after the river destroys everything on its way before it merges into the ocean.. the unexpected change of course could come in the form of the the rock, the hurdle in her way i.e Rudra who is either going to change her course of journey or break into pieces in the process.. Whatever the case maybe, Rudra is going to make Maya see the error of her ways ..only he can..and once she does, she will not be able to live with the burden of guilt..

I feel after maya's death, rudra is going to publish her book..her story

good episode.

Hate and darkness has turned Maya into a another version of MJ, the man she hates. The way she emotionally and mentally abuses people who genuinely loves her is hard to watch. She will get a reality check one day and then? how will she face herself?

I don't know...sometimes she seems beyond salvation.

The Mayra flashback was beautiful with even better dialogues. It instilled a sense of peace and calmness in an otherwise chaotic week. I hope we get more mature conversations after marriage, where Mayra truly connect.

The dialogues in the flasback can be interpreted in many ways but one thing for sure, Rudra will be the rock that alters maya's path and who supports and stands beside her no matter what. They will always be interwoven together.

Maya anyway slips when he is around they will be together 24/7 from now on. Not only will she see the real rudra but the dysfunctional dynamic of the roys, and how MJ sucks the life out of everyone. The more Maya gets to see rudra, the more she will drown in him. He is not MJ ka beta.

Shivin was the star of the episode today. When Nandini told him that maya loves him, it was like he could not believe what he was hearing and that he was trying to process this information. Then the quiet restlessness took over, he was almost shivering. His heartbreak, Love and regret was so beautifully portrayed. But he was very restrained, nothing over the top or melodramatic. His voice modulation while reading maya's note, and the absolute devastation. phenomenal acting. Before he runs to maya, I hope he is at least honest to ananya- that he was running away from his love for maya the entire time. He owes her that much.

Ananya. The sight of her dreams shattering has made her bitchy, mean, shallow and now a badtameez. Lash out all you want ananya, but you cannot keep a man who does not want to be kept.

Precap- Rudra's desperation and the way he grabbed maya even she was taken aback. this is only the beginning, because you have hardly seen the depths of rudra's love for you. He is your partner and companion, and he understands you in ways that no one else ever did.

Originally posted by: NamuVyas

There is absolutely no doubt on the genuinity of Rudra love for Maya.. he believes that not only he will safe guard her soul but also find Maya in the journey with her.. maya was not the way she is now and her real self needs nurturing to come out and learn to love again trust again and laugh again..

Rudra is a very confident lover. He knows his love can lighten up Maya's morbid life.

A river is said to be pious.. something that gives life and Rudra being the rock will end up changing her ways for good or for bad.. eventually it has to reach the sea.. that's the fate.. but why do I feel the sea is actually Rudra.. the final destination where she will have to come and submerge herself.. sea is the calmness which Rudra has..

There are a lot of interpretations. Maya can also be the sea, calm from above, stormy from within and the river can be Rudra. Btw, do the CVs interpret symbolism the way we do.

Anyways shivin was super good today as Rudra.. his emotions were top notch..I actually watched his letter reading couple of times.. his voice modulation was heart touching 😭..

Yes, he was good. In fact, there was a hint of craziness in him when he was collecting those pages. Oh man, Rudra has completely untied all the knots in him and unlocked his craziness. The calm was written all over his face after reading Maya's letter. It's like the storm within him finally was at peace knowing that his feelings are not unrequited. And now that storm is going to be unleashed on Maya, not only for running away but also for pushing him away. Oh, Maya, I hope you are able to handle this man.

Mayas is gonna play some hide and seek.. but she doesnt know that Rudra is not even the rock but the storm she has invited.. he will come ur way and now it will be with full haq.. the way he held in precap, he has his obsession written all over.. she has unlocked something she cant handle now.. when beyhadh nafrat will meet beyhadh pyar it will be something really... she wants to kill him.. please do the honors 😆..

Maya is crazy in hate, and we have Rudra crazy in love. You know, unlike hate, love grows on you after a time and you cannot help but want that kind of passion for yourself. Maya will not be able to push him away anymore. He is her husband, his love, his warmth, his respect, she will want all of it. She can hate Mrityunjay all she wants, but I am sure that Maya will give Rudra and his faith in her as his wife the respect it deserves. Mrityunjay may try his tricks, which he used on MayRa 10 years ago, but Maya is not the same girl who was destroyed and neither Rudra is. Maya won't let him come between her and Rudra. Like @shruthiravi mentioned yesterday, Maya par sirf Rudra ka rang chadega, and Mrityunjay cannot use his tricks on her, and Rudra par sirf Maya ka rang chadega.

In years of watching ITv somehow the makers never could portray a man's perspective of love well.. either the heros were toxic or spineless or even clueless.. always the female is shows as the strength esp in love and relationship.. hope they can well pull of Rudras love obsession in a beautiful positive way.. an endless love of a man can be extremely intense and amazing.. esp for someone like Maya who is so dark and closed to all feelings.. her every ounce of darkness should be ripped by Rudras love.. I have trust in the writers..they have been phenomenal so far..

I agree since Rudra is the established bahurani of the show, showing his version of what love really looks like to Maya, would be a joy to watch.

Lastly thankfully no Rudra ki maut and arthi dialogues today.. it has become over board for me

True!

Originally posted by: DivyaDivI10

In Maya note she written Rudra as sea but in flashback Rudra said he was the pathar jo natiyo ka raasta chunta also in the end Maya said kahaani ki end aur Raasta decided that she just need his company so it's all Maya already planned.. that she need Rudra to achieve her goul or taking revenge from mj may be she wants to marry him for her revenge will i really excited to know who actually propose the marriage in the first place

The river and sea symbolism is open to interpretation. It can be seen in any way. Rather confusing actually.

I think Rudra would have proposed and Maya may have obliged. Why? I don't know. But its Maya who is unpredictable, but let's see.