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Part 1:
Kalyani was walking aimlessly on the road tears were flowing down from her eyes.
Things that happened earlier today was going in her mind repeatedly.
Malhar’s words were echoing in her mind :
“Tum itni gair zimmedar (irresponsible) kaise ho sakti ho Kalyani. Tum ek gair zimmedar maa ho Moksh ke liye.”
These words felt like a knife piercing her heart.
Her heart was bleeding because these words came from the mouth of none other than her husband her Malharji who once said that she is the hero for Moksh and no one can love Moksh more than her.
And Malharji whom she has devoted whole her life, supported him always how could he think that she is the source of all the problems in his life.?
She was hurt,broken from within,totally broken.
As soon as she was about to reach the bus stop she comes back to her senses.
Wiped her tears took out sun-glasses from her bag to wear and put her dupatta on her face so no one can recognize her.
She barged on a bus going back to the place from where her journey to this family and this place has started.
Bus was moving towards the direction of PUNE.
While sitting in the bus events happened earlier today were coming before her eyes.
Malharji had gone to the PS early in the morning today due to his important meeting.
Kalyani just came to her room after getting ready.
Pillu has woken up and she was getting him ready.
Kalyani - Arey mera baccha aaj jaldi uth gaya, ab mera baby nai nai karega. Hain na.!
She gave him bath and wrapped her little munchkin in the towel with a hood which had cute panda design on it and returned to their room.
Kalyani - Arey waah mera Pillu toh aaj cutie pie panda ban gaya hai na ekdum baba ke laaye naye towel mein toh, par choice to teri Kalyani ki hai naah..Tere baba ki choice to tujhe pata hi hai.
Pillu was also smiling admiring his aai’s choice.
Kalyani - Mela chhotu sa Kung fu Panda..
Pillu was hungry to have his first feed so he signaled his aai by being little cranky.
Kalyani - Yaar Pillu,tujhe bhukh lagi hogi naah. Mere babu ko bhukhi lagi hai.. Aay mera pyara baccha..
Pillu cooed giving affirmation to his aai that he is indeed hungry.
Kalyani - Sorry Pillu, tujhe nehlane ke chakkar mein main kitchen se dudh ki bottle lana hi bhul gayi. Tu ruk main abhi leke aayi.. Pillu ka mum mum aayega abhi..Baad mein kapde pahenati hoon mere nangu panda ko..Thik hai..
Pillu giggled and gave his signature toothless smile to his loving aai.
She kisses him on his forehead and puts towel wrapped Pillu in his crib and went to kitchen to bring his bottle feeder.
Aparna was going out when she heard Malhar’s jeep entering in parking lot. She knew Moksh is alone in the room as she has seen Kalyani going into the kitchen.
She swiftly went to their bedroom unwrapped the towel n put Moksh on the edge of the bed unguarded, put fan on full speed and opened all windows of the room and went out.
Malhar forgot his file so came back to the room. As soon as he entered their room, to his horror Moksh has learned to crawl so he was about to fall on the floor from the edge of the bed when Malhar seen it and immediately catches him.
Kalyani was not in the room and looking at the condition of Moksh and their room he was boiling with anger and shouted to his guts out.
M ( in anger) - Kalyaniiiii....
Kalyani heard Malhar’s growl and ran with Moksh’s feed bottle towards their room. And saw her aatya too.
Aparna - Deva deva lakshya theva, Malhar maine kaha tha na iss Kalyani se kuch nahi hoga. 18 saal ki ladki ek bacche ki kya dekhbhal (take care) karegi?? Agar meri Sampada hoti na to aisa kabhi nahi hota.
Kalyani saw her smirking and understood the whole situation.
Aparna was there to lit the match.
This makes Malhar’s anger shoots to the roof. He gave a stern look to Aparna.
Malhar (in stern voice) - Aai, yeh mera aur Kalyani ka aapas ka mamla hai aap beech mein na pade to hi acchha hai. Aap bahar ja rahi thi na to jaaiye.. Hum pati-patni ke beech dakhal (interfere) dene ki koi zaroorat nahi hai.
Malhar ‘s words were little shocker for Aparna. She doesn’t have any option rather than leaving from there.
After Aparna left Malhar’s anger burst on Kalyani.
Malhar - Kalyani tum itni gair zimmedar (irresponsible) kaise ho sakti ho?
Kalyani - Mmmmmalharji kya hua?
Malhar - Kya hua?? Main tumse puchhta hu yeh kya hai? Room ka pankha (fan) full speed pe chalu hai, khidkiyaan saari khuli hai, Moksh bina kapdo ke hai, usko crib ki jagah bed pe kyun rakha woh bhi bina kisi guard ke. Woh palti kha ke abhi zameen pe girne hi wala tha agar main na aata aur use pakadta nahi to.
Kalyani - Kya?? Moksh bed pe kaise pahucha?
Malhar - Itni gair zimmedari Kalyani ki tumhe yaad bhi nahi ki tumne use bed pe rakha tha? Dhyaan kahaan rehta hai tumhara aur kahaan thi tum?
Kalyani - Wwwwoh Mmmmalharji main Pillu ki feeder bottle lene kitchen mein gayi thi, use bhukh lagi thi toh.
Malhar (bursting in anger) - Itni laaparwaah (careless) kaise ho sakti ho tum? Moksh ko akela kamre mein chhod diya, tum jaanti ho ki woh dhire dhire khisakna (crawling) sikh gaya hai aur hum use bina takiyon ki deewar (pillow wall) banaaye bed par nahi rakhte. Agar woh gir jata aur use kuchh ho jata toh?
Malhar (continues with anger in his voice) - Kalyani baat yeh nahi hai ki tum ek 18 saal ki ladki ho jisse ek baccha nahi sambhal raha, problem yeh hai ki tum badi hona hi nahi chahti. Na tum yeh dhyaan rakhti ho ki tumse galtiyaan(mistakes) na ho. Dhyaan toh tumhara apne mobile pe hi rehta hai. Selfies lo,Internet check karo aur Kaan mein earphones laga ke gaane suno. In sab cheezon se tumhe fursat kahaan ki tum bacche ki aawaaz sunn sako.
Hearing him tears started falling from her eyes.
Kalyani - Kaisi baatein karte hai aap Malharji huh?? Yeh aap bhi jaante hai ki Pillu ko main apni jaan se bhi zyada pyaar karti hoon. Mujhe apni zimmedariyon (responsibilities) ka ehsaas hai. Maine Moksh ko uski crib mein rakha tha towel se dhak kar. Fan aur khidkiyaan bhi bandh thi. Use bhukh lagi thi toh uska dudh lene main kitchen mein gayi thi. Mujhe nahi pata yeh sab kaise hua?
Her explanation made Malhar more angry on her.
Malhar - Kuch nahi sunna chahta main Kalyani. Tumhe apni zimmedariyon ka ehsaas hota toh tumse itni galtiyaan nahi hoti Kalyani. Har baar, har baar tum galtiyaan karti ho. Tum bas ek nasamajh aur gair zimmedar 18 saal ki bacchi hi bankar rehna chahti ho.. Ek maa hone ka aur ek patni hone ka kya farz hota hai yeh bhi tumhe sikhana padega? Maine apni zindagi ki sabse badi galti ki tumse shaadi karke. Aaj tumne saabit kar diya Kalyani ki tum ek gair zimmedar maa ho Moksh ke liye..
Hearing him Kalyani looked at him in shock. How could he say like that? She got so much hurt and broken from within .Like someone hammered her heart and broken into million pieces.
Malhar - Agar parivaar(family) ki zimmedari lena hi nahi chaahti to chali kyun nahi jaati humari zindagi se??
Saying this Malhar put Moksh to the crib and stormed out of the room with his file as he was getting late for his important meeting.
His last sentences made Kalyani burst into tears.His words were like spears for her which has pierced her heart.
It didn’t take her long to understand that it was all Aatya’s plan to hurt her and oust her from Malhar’s life. It didn’t hurt her because she could have given her slapstick reply for that.
What hurts her the most that her own husband her Malharji didn’t trust her and didn’t even listen to her explanations. Whom she trusts more than herself and always supported him in every situation. Malhar’s distrust was unbearable for her.
His sentences were poking her like thorns.
Even her darling Pillu was not happy with his baba’s anger towards his loving aai and started crying.
She tried to divert her mind from Malhar’s words by taking care of Moksh calming him and gave him his first feed. She puts his clothes on.
Kalyani too was aware that Pillu doesn’t like his baba’s anger towards her.
Kalyani - Pillu tujhe chot to nahi lagi na haan.. Aur tu kyun udaas ho gaya?? Tujhe bura laga, Baba ne kalyani ko daanta isliye?? Koi baat nahi. Hum dono milke baba ko sabak sikhayenge. Thik hai.. ab to smile kar do Pillu. Mera pyaara baccha apni Kalyani ko smile nahi dega??
Saying this she burst into tears and hugged her little munchkin.
Kalyani (while crying)- I am Sorry Pillu, mujhe nahi pata tha ki Aatya mujhe pareshan karne ke liye itni hadd tak gir sakti hai,ki tumhe chot pahuchane ki koshish kar sakti hai. I am really Sorry Pillu. Meri wajah se aaj tujhe kuch ho jata toh. Main toh jeete jee mar jaati na pillu. I love you so much.
Pillu was wiping his mother’s tears with his tiny hands. Looks like he also didn’t like what cunning aatya has done and whatever his father has said to his beloved mother.
Kalyani (Crying and pouring her heart out) - Par pillu aaj tere baba ne jo kaha naah woh mujhse bardaasht (tolerate) nahi ho raha Pillu. Kya itni buri hoon main? Itni buri maa hoon main? Kya main tera bilkul dhyaan nahi rakhti? Tu hi bata main kya karu Pillu?
Kalyani (continues while crying) - Mera tere siva aur hai hi kaun Pillu.? Kahaan jau tujhe chhodkar? Tere baba bol rahe hai nikal jau main tum dono ki life se. Tum dono ke alawa duniya main mera hai hi kaun bata mujhe?
Pillu was caressing his mother’s face by his tiny little hands as if he is trying to support and console his crying mother.
Kalyani has decided something in her mind and wiped her tears and tells his silent secret keeper.
Kalyani - Pillu aaj teri Kalyani ne ek decision liya hai. Pillu ab main jo karne jaa rahi hoon uske liye tu mujhe maaf kar dena. I am Sorry Pillu par yeh zaroori hai. Chinta mat kar main tujhe mujhse kabhi alag nahi karungi. Yeh Kalyani ka promise hai tujhse. Tu mera saath dega na Pillu?
Hearing this Pillu puts his hand in her aai’s hand like he is saying that, mama your Pillu is with you.
Kalyani puts Pillu in his crib get pen and notepad from her college bag and jot down something on it.
She feed Pillu his 2nd feed and put him to sleep, kissed Pillu on his forehead.
She called her aai and informed her that she will not be able to come to college as no one is at home to take care of Pillu. So don’t wait for her, she will take notes from her later.
Malhar returns from the PS. Straight to his room. He found Moksh sound asleep. But something was missing.
Kalyani was nowhere to be found in his room. He thought she must be making tea for him. He went to kitchen she was not there too.
He searched the whole house but Kalyani was nowhere to be found. He went to outhouse it was empty.
He went to workshop and the backyard where he used to sit with the pots in which he had put sand to fill for Kalyani’s mistakes.She wasn’t there too..
Where was she? He tried to call her but she was not picking up. He checked time in his watch.May be she is at her college.
He called Anupriya to inquire about her.
Malhar - Hello maai, Kalyani wahan aapke saath hai kya? Woh mera phone nahi utha rahi hai.
Anupriya - Nahi Malhar, Kalyani mere saath nahi hai. Arey woh to aaj college bhi nahi aayi. Keh rahi thi ghar pe koi hai nahi,aur Pillu ko ghar pe akela chhod ke nahi aa sakti.
Malhar - Acchha usne aisa kaha?
Anupriya - Kya baat hai Malhar? Tum itna pareshaan kyun lag rahe ho? Sab thik hai na? Aur Kalyani kahaan hai?
Malhar didn’t want Anupriya to know anything about the things happened between him and Kalyani. As it would make her worried.
Malhar - Arey kuch nahi maai,sab thik hai. Woh mujhe Kalyani se ek file ke baare mein puchhna tha ki usne kahaan rakhi hai. Achha maai main phone rakhta hoon. Baad mein baat karte hai.
He came back to the room try to call Kalyani again but ring was going on. Suddenly he heard vibration sound in the room. Kalyani left her phone on his study and it was ringing. His heart sank where she could have gone? She didn’t take her phone with her. How he is going to find her? He remembered the events happened earlier in the day when his anger bubble burst out on Kalyani.
He found a notepad beside the phone and opened it.It was something written in Kalyani’s handwriting.
He started reading the letter addressing him left by Kalyani.
Dear Malharji,
I am sorry. Main jaa rahi hoon aapki aur Moksh ki zindagi se dur bahut dur. Mujhe dhundhne ki koshish mat kijiyega.
Samajh lijiye aaj se aap ki life ki sari problems khatam ho gayi..Chinta mat kariye main suicide nahi karungi. Apni maut se aap ki problems aur nahi badhaungi.
Aapki aadat ke anusar, isse pehle ki aap meri likhi har baat ka galat matlab nikaale, main bata doon, ki mujhe Sampada samajhne ki bhool bilkul bhi mat keejiye ga. Kyuki wo aapko chhod ke gayi thi apni zindagi ki problem solve karne, kyunki woh apni shaadi ko problem samajhti thi, aur aapki zindagi ki har problem ki wajah main hoon isliye main aaj aapki zindagi ki sabse badi problem solve kar rahi hoon, Aapki zindagi se jaa rahi hoon....
Arey ruk jaaiye aap, uthkar bhagiye mat mujhe dhoondhne... Pehle meri likhi har baat dhyaan se padh lijiye.
Main itni kamzor(weak) toh nahi hoon ki suicide kar loon, lekin itni taaqat aur himmat (strength) nahi hai mujh mein ki aapke trust ke bina apni saari zindagi guzaar doon.
Aap mujhse pyaar nahi karte, koi baat nahi. Iss baat ka mujhe koi dukh nahi hai aur uske liye koi expectations bhi nahi rakhti hoon aapse. Lekin mujhe sabse zyaada dukh iss baat ka hai ki aap mujh pe ratti bhar (pinch of) bharosa (trust) bhi nahi karte.
Aapke gusse se bhi mujhe itna dukh nahi hota, kyunki main jaanti hoon ki aap dil ke bure insaan nahi ho, par aap bina meri puri baat sune aur samjhe mujh par gussa karte hai. Main hamesha se aap ki izzat karti hoon, aur aap pe mujhe khud se bhi zyaada yakin (trust) hai. Toh phir aapko kyun mujhpe zara sa bhi vishwas nahi hai?
Koi bhi humare beech mein aata hai, galatfahemi (misunderstanding) create karta hai, aur aap maan lete hain ki saari galati meri hai, kyuki main bohot hi bewakoof(stupid) aur immature hoon. Chalo maan liya maine ki main hi bewakoof hoon,sara bachpana (childishness) mujh mein hi hai. Par aap toh itne samajhdaar aur mature hain naah toh phir aap kyun mujhe ab tak samajh nahi paaye. Aap kyun yeh nahi samajh paaye ki mere liye life mein rishton(relations) ki kya importance hai? Pillu, aap aur aai se badh ke aur koi nahi hai mere liye, aap teeno ke siva mera hai hi kaun? Phir bhi har baar aap meri isi baat pe shaq(doubt) karte hai jo meri bardaasht ke baahar hai. Ek maa aur patni hone ka kaunsa farz (duty) hai jo aaj tak maine nahi nibhaya?
Isi liye aaj se, ab se, aap ko aur pillu ko mujhse aur aapki zindagi ki har problem se aazadi mil gayi hai.. Aap ek bahut hi zimmedar insaan ho to ab se aap paal ke dikhaiye apne bete ko. Kyunki ab main jaa rahi hoon. Mujhe dhoondhne ki koshish mat keejiye ga, aur pehle ki tarah Pillu ko hospital mein mat chhodiyega.. I am sorry apne dil ki baat idhar likhne ke liye, kyunki meri koi bhi baat aap sunte hi kahan ho?
Aapki zindagi ki sabse badi galti,
Kalyani.
Malhar can feel that how much he has hurt Kalyani with his words. He can feel that she was crying while writing the letter as her tears had made marks on the paper. Malhar was repenting for his mistake, the words he uttered unknowingly hurting Kalyani’s feelings. What he called her? An irresponsible mother to Moksh?? Why he didn’t believe her?? How could he??
Along with her letter he found a detailed timetable, instructions and to-do list which she has made for Moksh addressed to Malhar to follow to take care of her Pillu..
She doesn’t want her Pillu to feel left out when she is not around him.
She was still thinking about the baby who is not her blood and flesh. She hasn’t given birth to him but still loves him the most in this world selflessly. And he was doubting her ability to be mother of Moksh.
Even she has noted down a list for Malhar him self, that where she has kept all his necessary belongings which he needs for every day use. He doubted her responsibility as a wife too..
How could he be such a beast to hurt a beautiful soul like Kalyani? He thought that she deserves much better than him but she is still with him caring for him, supporting him unexpectedly and caring and loving his child immensely , with whom she doesn’t share a bond of blood. She can even give her life for her family. She has always put others before herself..Who could do that?
Malhar was angry on himself and pacing up and down in the room, thinking how to find Kalyani? Where she has headed?
While doing so Malhar found Aparna’s handkerchief near the balcony door. Thoughts started running in his mind
Malhar - Aai toh yahaan bedroom ke darwaze ke paas thi toh unka rumaal (hanky) yahaan kya kar raha hai?? Iska matlab Kalyani sahi thi usne Moksh ko crib mein hi rakha tha. Yeh sab aai ka kiya dhara hai ki main kalyani par gussa karu.
He then comes out of his room and shouted.
Malhar - Aai , kahaan hai aap?
Aparna - Arey Malhar kuch kaam tha kya? Kalyani kahaan hai? Usse kaho na kaam ke liye. Pura din time pass karti rehti hai aur saara kaam mujhe karna padta hai.
Malhar - Bas aai, bahut ho chuka. Kalyani ke khilaaf ek shabd nahi sunna chahta main.
Malhar - Mujhe pata hai aaj humare kamre mein jo bhi kuch hua woh kisne kiya tha. Aap ne hi kamre ni saari khidkiyaan kholi thi, aur fan bhi aap hi ne full speed pe rakha tha naah..Aap hi ne rakha tha na Moksh ko bed ki dhaar(edge) pe bina kisi guard ke?
Aparna - Mmmmalhar kaisi baat kar rahe ho tum? Main apne naatu (grandson) ke saath aisa kaise kar sakti hoon?? Yeh sab uss Kalyani ka kiya dhara hai. Tum uska ilzaam (blame) mujhpe kyun laga rahe ho?
Malhar (clenching his teeth in anger, pointing his finger towards Aparna) - Kalyani ke khilaf ek aur shabd nahi..
Malhar has shown Aparna her handkerchief n started interrogation.
Malhar - Yeh aap hi ka rumaal hai na??Aapka rumaal mere kamre mein balcony ke darwaze ke paas kya kar raha tha?? Jab ki Moksh girne wala tha aur maine use pakda tabhi aap humare kamre ke darwaze se andar aayi thi?
Aparna - Mmmera rumaal?? Tumhare kamre mein?? Yeh kaise ho sakta hai.
Malhar - Yeh aap mujhe bataaiye aai.. Aap humare kamre mein aayi thi ya nahi? Baahar jaate waqt aapne dekha meri jeep parking mein aayi tabhi Moksh kamre mein akela hai aur Kalyani kitchen mein hai.
Aparna - Nahi malhar mujhe to kuch pata hi nahi hai tum kya keh rahe ho.?
Malhar - Acchha?? Aap chaahti thi ki main dekhu ki Kalyani kitni laaparwah hai jo ek bacche ko thik se sambhal nahi paa rahi hai. Aur main isi baat pe uspe gussa karu. Aur hum dono ke bich galatfahemi paida ho.. yehi chaahti thi na aap?
Aparna - Malhar..
Malhar - Kuch nahi sunna chahta main ab..Yeh sabkuch aap hi ka kiya dhara hai.. Main aap ko aai maanta tha apni. Aaj aapne saabit (prove) kar hi diya Aatya ki aap sahi maaino mein Sampada ki hi aai hai. Na use bhaagte waqt apne bacche ki fikar thi na aapko apne naati ki koi parwah (concern) hai.
Aparna - Kya kaha tumne?? Aatya?
Malhar - Haan aatya.. Kalyani ki aatya hai na aap? Aaj se balki abhi se apna saaman uthaiye aur nikal jaaiye mere ghar se.
Aparna - Malhar tum to mere bete jaise ho tum mujhe ghar se nikal rahe ho??
Malhar - Jo insaan Meri patni aur mere bacche ko nuksaan pahuchane ki koshish kar sakta hai, uss insaan ko main ek pal ke liye bhi mere ghar mein nahi rehne dunga..
Malhar (continued in anger) - Nikal jaaiye mere ghar se abhi ke abhi. Main auraton ki bahut izzat karta hoon isiliye mujhe itna majboor mat kijiye ki aapko dhakke marke iss ghar se nikaalna pade..
Aparna packed her belongings and left Malhar’s house and went to the other side of LOC where Deshmukhs live.
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Note - I know the part is very long but I started to write and KalMa hai hi itne pyaare so scenes started to add up. Hope you all like it.
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Darshi ..
Hey really very well written. I can feel kalyani's pain being a mother. I almost cried while reading her letter. How much pain an eighteen year old will bear. Poor soul. Everybody except Anupriya n Pillu have hurt and blamed her. She deserves much much more.
I got engrossed into your writing. So well put together. Eagerly waiting for the next part and please do unite them soon unlike CVs. 😉
Keep writing yaa..
This content was originally posted by: porankisrilataSupe b... Loved kallu how she penned her hurt....
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Thank you so much Sri for liking it and loving it..
Kallu’s letter has indeed shaped well and credit for that solely goes to Aazeen who helped me to elaborate and curate Kallu’s emotions , feelings and her hurt she was going through in the letter.. That it would look like an 18 years old has penned it who is much more mature than her age.
I owe it to her..😊
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