Everything came back to routine way…guddan return home from hospital…AJ start going restaurant..perv is behind the bars..siddhi is free from him..and revti and angad are going to be married soon…
But things are not same for Guddan…she remains quite and like to spend time alone…
Today she was sitting outside alone when dadi reached there…she was observing her from few days…
Dadi: kya baat hai beta ..kya hua hai..mujhe bhi nahi btayegii…jbse waps ayi hai khoyi khoyi aur shant si rhti hai…kch preshani hai..bta mujhe…
Guddan looked at her with tears in her eyes…
Gudd: maa…..hum…maa bula sakte hai apko..?
Dadi: maa…..tu mujhe maa bulayegii….haa beta tu bula sakti hai mujhe maa…lekin achanak ..
Gudd: qki jo hum baat karna chate hai wo hum apni maa se kar sakte hai….
Dadi sits on chair and guddan sits on floor and put her head in her lap…
Dadi: bta mujhe kya hua hai…
Gudd:
Pta nahi maa…lekin sab phele jesa nahi hai….jab humne us din dekha ki jindal sahab ki jaan ko khtra hai..to humne ek baar bhi nahi socha aur khud ki jaan khtre maid al di…ye hume phle bhi kiya hai maa..bhut baar kiya hai…lekinis baar jesa darr nahi lga…
Dadi: darr..kesa darr..
Gudd: jindal sahab ko dubara na dekh pane ka…unke sath zindigi na jee pane ka….hum nahi chate the ki hume kch ho kyuki hum unke sath rehna chate the…lekin fir bhi hum khus the ki wo thk hai unhe kch bhi nahi hua….
Dadi: ab to sab thk hai naa…tu wapas aa gyi sahi hai tu..lalla bhi tere sath hai..
Gudd: wo kitna preshan hue the na maa..jb hum hospital mai the tb..kya kya nahi kiya unhone..wo bhi jispr wo vishwas nahi karte the…kisliye maa…kyuki hum unke dost hai sirf dost…
Dadi: aur tere liye lalla kya hai guddan..
Guddan looked up ….dadi asked her again the same question..
Gudd: wo phle hmare liye kch nahi the..fr hmare humdard bne..fir hmare mentor ..aur fir ek bhut acche dost…aur ab…ab hum samajh nahi parhe…wo ab srif dost nahi hai maa…hum unke bina rhene ki soch bhi nahi sakte…unki har baat acchi lagti hai…bs esa lagta hai ki wo hamesa humare sath rhe…lekin..
Dadi: lekin…….
Gudd: dar bhi lagta hai bht..jo wo hmare liye ban gye hai….hum nahi bn pye unke liye to….jab wo sath hote hai to hum unse dur rhne ki kosis karte hai…kyuki..wo jese bhi hai hmare pass hai..lekin jab unhe pta chalega ki hum kya mehsoos krte hai..hum unhe kho denge…jo hai wo bhi nahi rhega…
Wo bhi khte hai ki hume koii pareshani hai..unhe lagta hai ki koii medical problem hai…isliye doctor ke pass le jana chate hai…par ye doctor sahi nahi kar sakta na maa..
Aap btaiye naa kya kre hum…….unke pass rhne mai darr lgta ki unhe pta na chal jye…aur dur unse dur to hum …..rh hi nhi sakte…
Dadi: she caress her hair …ye baat tabhi thk hogi jab tu ye pareshani lalla ko btayegii… tu apne pati ko pasand karti hai..koii galti nahi ki hai tune….wo bhi samjhega…aur kbtk ese hi rhegii..tu use aur khud ko preshan kr rhi hai ese rhkr..
Gudd: nahi maa hum unhe nahi btayenge…ab humne apko bta diya naa..hume accha lag rha hai…hum chupa sakte hai hmari feelings unse….unhe apne pass rakhne ke liye itna to hum kar hi sakte hai…she smiles and hugged her…jis din hume lgega ki wo hamari dil ki baat sunkar bhi humse dur nahi jyenge..us din maa..us din hum khud jakr unhe bta denge tbtk ye GUDDAN AKSHAT JINDAL sb apne andar hi rakhegi..aur ye to humse jaroor ho pyega maa…
Dadi put her hand on her head: wo din bhi jaldi ayega beta dekh lena… ab chl andr lalla bhi ane wala hoga ..tujhe kamre nahi dekhega to pura ghar sr pe utha lega…
And they both laugh and left the place…
Akshat heard all their conversation…he sit on nearby chair..
Aj: is wajha se wo mujh se dur bhag rhi hai…use abhi bhi ye lagta hai ki mai use bs ek dost manta hu…use nahi dikhta ki use kch bhi hota hai to mai pagal ho jata hu…sab bhul jata hu..wo din ..wo jb hospital mai thi..kese nikale hai mne…use khone ke khyal se hai sase atak jati hai meri…aur wo…wo sochti hai ki agar wo mujhe bta degi ki wo bhi mujhse….to mai usse dur ho jyunga…itna hi bharosa hai use mujhpr…
Dadi saw him there before so after guddan leaves she came near him and heard his monologue..
Dadi: bharosa use tere pyar par hai jo tu Antra se karta hai….
Aj was shocked to see her there…
Aj: lekin mai ab usse bhi to…
Dadi: btaya tune use…kbhi use ye bhi umeed di ki kbhi esa ho sakta hai…mai maa hu teri lalla..mujhe to hospital mai hi pta chal gya tha kit u usse kitna pyar karta hai…aur mai ye use bhi bta sakti thi abhi…
Aj: fir apne kyu ..
Dadi: ye kaam tera hai lalla..tujhe use umeed deni hai..use jatana hai..ki use tujse pyar ho gya hai to wo uski koii galti nahi hai..use bhi mehsoos karana hai ki..tere dil mai kya hai…aur ye sab mere batane se nahi hoga tere karne se hoga…is baar pariksha uski nahi hai ..teri hai…uska bharosa jitna ki wo tujhe bta de ki wo tujhse pyar karti hai..tujse ho pyega ki nahi…
Aj: mai puri kosis krunga maa….
She smiles and put her hand on his head..
Dadi: mai bht khus hu tere liye lalla…
Aj:…maa….kya mai Antara ke sath galat kr rha hu ..use dhoka de rha hu..guddan ko bhi lagta hai ki mai bs antara se hi pyar kr sakta hu lekin ..mai to guddan se..
Dadi: nahi tu kch galat nahi kr rha hai..wo tera ateet thi ye tera aaj hai..aur fir Antra bhi to yhi chati thi ki tu age bhde..fr bina pyar kre tu age kese bhad sakta hai..
Aj nodded as he understands her words…and promised her that he will not fail her in his pariksha…
So this is random thought..and I converted it in my words…from starting I adore dadi’s character..she is mature but friendly to both Akshan..they both can share anything with her…no one can be better adviser than her to them…
I will try to update soon …but due to my exams I can update once in a week..
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