Chapter 3 - With Your Permission My Dear
Though the reception was over and she was back in their room, but she didn't notice how everything wind up. She was still lost in the moment when Shivaye professed his love for her. She was ecstatic, and then her pessimist thoughts started clouding her mind, making her scared too. Anika contemplated every happy moment in her life and gathered that she wasn't one of those lucky people for whom happiness last for enough time. In her case, it was the opposite because what followed after happiness has always shaken her inner confidence, broke her dreams and diminutive her expectations.
"Is that going to happen again? Today, when I am living the happiest day of my life. Will I lose my love and family again? Will I be abandon again? Will I be alone again? Her every insecurity was taking her far away to celebrate her present.
Tensed, disturbed and sad, that's not how Shivaye expected to see his bride. Shivaye observed his wife slump posture and head looking down at nothing particular.
"Care to share your thoughts, Mrs. Oberoi. He startled her, making her almost scream, "Shivaye! You scared me. What's up with you? Anika said breathlessly.
"What's up with you? Where are you lost on our wedding night? Shivaye asked taking her face between his hands. "You should be only thinking about me and about us.
"No... Anika began, but Shivaye cut her, "Don't say nothing. Shivaye said patiently, although he was a little angry on her for breaking her promise to share everything with him. "What's the matter, honey?
Oh, how his concern and care for her always melt her resolve into a puddle. She threw herself in his arms and hugged him tightly. "Shivaye! She whispered and tears started flowing through her eyes.
"What Anika? Shivaye asked softly, running his hands on her back.
"I am scared. I am scared that this happiness will be over soon. And that I my good luck will be snatch from me. I will lose you again. My life will end in darkness again. With each sentence, her grip on Shivaye got strong, and her tears flew heavily.
"I won't be able to bear this. I will die... Before Anika could finish her sentence, Shivaye reprimands her. "Don't dare talk about death Anika. Don't you dare?! Shivaye gulped large breath to control his taadi and looked at Anika who was still weeping.
"Anika! Nothing, as you are thinking, will happen. His assurance and conviction on his promise filled her insecure heart with positivity and conviction. "Didn't I say to you that Shivaye Singh Oberoi is a sun and those who are with the sun, don't need to be scared of darkness?
Anika nodded, sniffing.
"So, Mrs. Anika Shivaye Singh Oberoi, there is no need to worry and to be scared of when I am with you, Shivaye said with an assuring smile and caressed her tear stricken cheeks. While Anika just listens to his soothing voice, her heart chanting only three words, I love you; I love you, I love you ... and then these words came to her tongue.
"I love you. She said, simply, making him speechless this time. She looked into his proud eyes and kissed his hands, one by one, in which he has held hers.
"I love you too, Shivaye replied, kissing her temple and then peppering kisses on her face, making Anika smiled shyly.
"Thank you and sorry, Anika said.
"I understand thank you but why sorry? Shivaye inquired perplexed.
"Sorry for ruining this evening, Anika said, her face flushed.
"That you should be, Shivaye said with a teasing smile. "But sorry is not enough. I had so many plans.
"Plans? Anika asked nervously.
Oh shit, it's the wedding night. Now, who can stop Shivaye being cheapde.
But do you Anika? Her heart asked her brain which was ringing with alert alarms.
"No, I don't A little voice answered somewhere in the corner of her heart.
"Off course! I thought that I will see a happy and smiling bride. Shivaye began, "And, then I would have asked ...
"Asked what? Anika questioned, her voice filled with excitement and nervousness.
"I would have asked that, He leaned to her, making her lean further into their bed. "Won't you change your clothes, Anika.
"What?! Anika exclaimed, gaping at him. And her expressions, made him burst into a laugh.
"What did you thought Anika? Hmm?! His question made her embarrassed, and he caught her. "And you say I am chapeade and shameless. Shivaye teased.
"Ok, ok. Anika came out of his hold and ran to the walk-in closet.
When she entered into their washroom, she heard him saying, "Night is not over yet, Mrs. Oberoi. She thought he was teasing her, but he wasn't.
A few minutes ago when she entered the room, she barely paid any attention to the dcor and ambiance of it. But now that she was free of her baseless anxiety, she was noticing every detail of their room. The room was ready for the wedding night, and every detail was revealing SSO perfectionism. The walls of the room were adorned with fairy lights and the floor covered with rose petals. There was a change in the interior of their bedroom which she noticed in the bathroom. Their platform bed was replace with a canopy one, and the dressing table in front of the bed was swap with contemporary makeup vanity, arranged with her makeup accessories. While the wall beside their bed holds her interest more, she beamed when she saw the wall filled with a photo collage of their wedding ceremonies. She knew who was behind this idea, Omkara. She fingered the frames and gazed at Shivaye and her happy faces, some images were with family, some with friends but the most she like, no loved, was their candid pictures.
While watching those pictures attentively, she knew when he came into the room and stood behind her. She turned to her and showed her excitement for their new room and the picture specifically.
While Shivaye was delighted and mesmerized with her, he felts her clicking her fingers in front of her, and that brings him out of his dreamland which was now his reality, his perfect world.
He took her to the poolside where the dinner was already served. Dismissing the house help, Shivaye pulled out a chair for Anika, made her sit comfortably and then went on serving food in her plate. Anika stopped him from filling his plate and invite him to eat from her plate which he gladly accepted. They finished the dinner, feeding each other most of the time, and talking about the day. But the more they touched each other, the more they were getting effecting of the sexual tension between them.
While, Anika was feeling myriad of emotions ranging between nervousness and excitement, almost ready to see where the things will go, Shivaye had a tough time controlling his feelings in check. He doesn't want to make her feel uncomfortable to share his desires with her, she wasn't ready yet, and he wanted her to initiate this. So if he has to compete with Buddha in this regard, he will do that.
It's better they sleep, he decided and moved to their room with Anika. But it was a bad idea, having Anika laid next to him. First, when she was speaking, her lips were tempting him, and now that she was quite, her flush face and innocent eyes that were looking at him has more effect on him to break his control.
"Anika, why are so far away? Come here. Shivaye said, patting space next to his body and opening his arm.
Anika looked at him for a good minute and then snuggled into him. What Shivaye didn't expect was her hugging him completely. That ran a current through his body, and now he needs to touch her badly. He forwards her hand to his, laced his fingers with her and drop a long kiss on their entwined fingers.
"Having you with me, in this room, as Mrs. SSO, you can't imagine how much content I am Anika. He said, boring into her eyes.
"It's my pleasure Shivaye, Anika said, placing a kiss near his heart.
"Anika, Shivaye said huskily, which shifted something in her stomach and made her look up again in his eyes. She founded him on him. She responded with a hum.
"If you give me permission my dear, may I love you a little? Shivaye asked. Anika couldn't watch anymore in his dark green smoldering eyes.
With a soft smile, she nodded her head and caressed his cheek. He laid her on the bed and hovering on her; he leaned on her face. His eyes shifted to her one hand that was gripping the bed sheet. Shivaye mentally slapped himself of forgetting that it's her first time, no matter how close they have been before.
His touch on her bed linen gripped fingers made her open her eyes. He opens her hold and places her hand on his body where his heart was beating abnormally like her breaths. Shivaye mouth dropped on hers, and he kissed as he has always wanted to, gently and then with a focused intensity.
When Anika felt his lips descended on hers, she was rocked to the core as. She was scared because it was first time giving into her passionate desires, nervous because she lacks experience in kissing a man and excited because her own body was turn unknown to her. The sensations his tongue was havocking, run shivers down her spine, making her one hand gripped his hand tightly for support while other was feeling his escalating heartbeats. His one hand which she was feeling everywhere was making her stomach felt as it were cartwheel. She felt an urge to respond his tease on her lips, so she mimics his actions, making him moan in appreciation, and he deepened the kiss. Soon she felt short of breath, but she doesn't want him to break the contact.
He could feel her becoming breathless, and no matter how much he wanted, he had to break the kiss. He trailed from her jaw towards her neck, inhaling her toxic scent. When he dropped a deep wet kiss on the crook of her neck, he was rewarded with her moan, breathless whisper of his name and her body arching to accommodate him. The passion was impossible to control now. Anika found her body respond shamelessly to Shivaye administrations. He wanted to kiss back those lips that were chanting his name. He looked at her beetroot face and ran a finger on her flamed cheeks, making her look into this hooded eyes, but the next the moment, her lashes fell hiding the dazed look in her eyes. Feeling love on her action, he took her lips in another kiss, this time more intense and Anika responding to it equally.
He was kissing her again, and she felt thrilled for the waves of emotions her body was going through again. As their hands got the mind on her own, his arm goes around her waist, pressing his tightly against his body now, making her body trembled again. He also felt the
He shivered badly as he felt her fingers at the nape of his neck and playing with hair and that broke the spell, and he instantly broke the kiss, completely breathless, and looked away. While a surprised Anika looked at the man, who makes her melt with one word, one look, one touch, and one kiss. Embarrassed he dared to look at her and found nothing but love in her eyes and a soft smile on her lips; one look at her lips and he was goner. He dropped his head a little, but his conscience admonished him to give her time.
Anika could see that her baggad billa was trying to restrain himself, just for her. Her eyes shine with pure love for him as she realizes that he wanted to cross the line with her willingness, when she allows.
"I... Shivaye began, but Anika cut him off by putting her finger on his lips. "Sshh! You have my permission Shivaye, love me completely.
He was mesmerized with this woman, who rules his heart. She surprised him as no other woman has done. He then devoured her with utmost devotion, and she had given herself up to him with complete sincerity.
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Edited by Javeria3991 - 6 years ago
