Deep sorrow from within - Page 4

Originally posted by: jenshadfan1

You post made me cry😭Totally agreed with yiur each and every word! Their live chat made me more upset and sad! We all were craving for Adiya's moments from ages and now was the time to explore their chemistry But alas! They are going!

I cant accept them with any other co stars! But I wish now JenShad should happen! I want closure! This incomplete feeling making me crazy! I camt bear it!

Originally posted by: JCluvs srk

i HOPE HOPE HOPE that jenshad become close friends after this. they knew each other before...but i hope they truly become friends now. i want to see them at parties and stuff. just the thought of never seeing them together in the same space is killing me

Originally posted by: Sabi05

It feels like a bad break up like you were with your soulmate and for reasons not bcoz of some outside factor broke you two up but you still love each other. It's that kind of feeling!! Or or it feels like a loved one dies! Seriously I have never felt like this for any fictional show ever. And I am mad at myself for getting so involved. I am old enough to understand that it was just a show. Get over it but no I can't. I am ugly crying in my head coz I know this story had so much potential!!!

Originally posted by: brishtii78

Every thing you said I can echo it. Im eqully feeling lost and inconsolable. I feel empty inside, i feel like I have a whole in my heart. Its almost like i was just dumped by my soulmate whom i was truely madly and deeply in love with, and with whom I cant picture my life without. I swear thats how i feel. My world has been turned upside down. I was so much in love with this show and Adiya that they became a part of me. I never treated it like just a show. For me they were real not just fictional characters. Now I feel like a very important part of my life has been taken away from me forcefully. I know its so silly to say this about a show but honestly thats how i feel. Seeing Jenshad today in Insta live i felt more sad and heartbroken. They were sad too. I just cant seem to believe that next Monday we wont have BP to watch. Our lives will be empty without them. Im never ever going to invest so much of me in another show. I don't think any other show will be worth enough to invest so much. BP has raised its bar so high that even existing shows that I used to watch once in a while when i was bored I cant stand them anymore. I feel like what kind of bakwas shows are these!!! The only time i will return to ITV is with HC's new show only to watch him again. Hopefully he wont go to hibernation. I hope and pray he comes back soon.

Thank you Harshad Chopda for being our dearest Aditya Hooda. I don't remember that I have ever loved a character like this as I loved you. To me you were never fictional. You were always real to me and I am head over heels in love with you. I am so proud to know that someone can actually write a character like this. Aditya Hooda is every girl's dream... even the married ones like me. We started dreaming about you day and night ever since the first episode. I am sooo glad and thankful that you happened... even if it was in a fictional character we still got to experience you. Harshad you are a gem, you are the best thing out there. You surely will get the acknowledgement that you deserve. Words are not enough to describe you. I can go on forever to describe how much I love you and how much I am proud of you. Thank you for being Aditya Hooda. You my darling are just priceless!!!!!

I will also miss you guys alot and all the heart to heart discussions we used to have about Adiya and Jenshad. I really enjoyed this forum thanks to you guys. So thank you all for being great friends.

Originally posted by: Sabi05

It feels like a bad break up like you were with your soulmate and for reasons not bcoz of some outside factor broke you two up but you still love each other. It's that kind of feeling!! Or or it feels like a loved one dies! Seriously I have never felt like this for any fictional show ever. And I am mad at myself for getting so involved. I am old enough to understand that it was just a show. Get over it but no I can't. I am ugly crying in my head coz I know this story had so much potential!!!

Sorrow is the right word for the emotion that trumps all others including anger, frustration, pain and helplessness.

This is going to be one difficult difficult goodbye. I don't watch a lot of ITV shows; I have no patience to sit through the hollow plots and the OTT histrionics of the irrelevant characters. Bepannaah changed all that and I don't know when I fell in love with this show, it's characters and even the cast. It was a news article that I had chanced upon sometime last December that said Harshad was going to be a part of this show. I had loved him in Humsafars and was glad he was coming back again on TV. I knew very little about him then and I was just not prepared for the phenomenal comeback he made as Aditya Hooda in BP. I had not watched any of Jenny''s shows before BP, but having seen her play the gentle yet strong Zoya, so beautifully, has made me fall in love with the actor that she is.

BP has been a revelation of sorts for me - be it Aniruddh Rajderkar and his story telling or the powerhouses that Harshad and Jennifer are as actors. I have loved most of the characters in the show from the kind, considerate and practical Roshnaq to the conniving and selfish Mahi, they were all played by the actors to the T.

BP was not without it's flaws, but we now know that it was not the makers that were responsible for them. I had voiced some frustrations over the illogical twists and turns, if only had I known then that it really was not what Aniruddh had wanted for his story. I can't even imagine the pain this man must feel at the untimely, unnecessary and unwarranted loss of his dream. The pain was quite evident in Jenny's and Harshad's live chat today and proved to us that Bepannaah was made with pure love.

In my opinion, BP was really Aditya Hooda's story - a character sketched to perfection by Aniruddh. I don't think I have anything left to say about Aditya Hooda that hasn't already been said in this forum, probably said better than I could ever say it, but I just feel that in my limited experience in ITV, there has not been a character like Aditya Hooda and in all honesty, I don't want there to be one - ever. Aditya Hooda is precious! And Harshad Chopda, so are you.

Bepannaah became a part of my life that is now being snatched away from me and I am left along with thousands of other viewers that loved the show, to just deal with the loss. I have no clue as to how to get over this, but everyone that has been a part of the Bepannaah journey, including the team and the audiences, will have to move on. That's the only painful way.

Thank you Team Bepannaah for giving us this show. It will sorely be missed. But the fact that it will be missed this much, is proof of how well you guys did your jobs. So, kudos to you all and the very very best for the future!

Finally, I have truly enjoyed being a part of this forum over the last 3 months or so. I was introduced to so many extremely talented people that made this journey so much more fun. Thank you all for letting me be a part of this family.

Much love.