After watching Harshad on instalive alongside Jennifer I am deeply saddened by this show ending. Its really hit home that as of Friday there will be no more Bepannaah.
I mean I can continue to curse and bash Colors but ulitimately the show is done. And that overshadows all emotions, all anger, all hurt, all hatred. There is nothing anyone can do now.
Their smiles have disappeared, they are broken as much as us, perhaps Jennifer was sniffly due to her scenes shot but she has certainly been crying and Harshad said it with complete conviction. She's been crying for the last 4days. For a woman of Jennifer's calibre I just can't believe its actually ending. She deserves so much more! And Harshad being the man, it makes no difference. He said they hardly had that many scenes together (ie. post marriage) and its completely true. As onscreen lovers we didn't get anything. He reiterated this fact. He's just as saddened by this. He knows his fans are true die hard HCians and as the leads why would they let us down.
I don't think any number of words will console me from this feeling today. I feel a little lost now. JenShad are in my age category but I swear i feel like a baby with a lost dummy today. Completely inconsolable.
So teary and so upset I wish I never fell for a show so deeply. As for the future, its going to be tough watching anyone but them together so unless they get another show together i'm damn sure i won't be returning to ITV.
Also if Harshad goes into hibernation (as he doesn't know what he's doing next) then this will be equally as depressing.
I'll never love a show like this again... 💔