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I do not analyse the episodes , nor the current and future tracks. There are lot of people who do it here and they do it beautifully. I try to decipher the characters and the emotions.
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Koi noor hai tu, kyun door hai tu,
Jab paas hai tu, ehsaas hai tu,
Koi khwaab hai ya parchhayi hai, satrangi re..!!
Love as its stated is the feeling you cant express. But ironically , love and hatred , the two sides of the same coin are the only feelings which can be expressed. The reason? This is the only feeling which can either build you from the scratch or uproot you completely.
Sometimes both.
The worst theory of all times , is , opposites attract. Magnets follow, humans don't. Partners who are complete contrast of each other fall apart. Again, not necessarily but mostly. Its annoyingly contradictory that even though they fall apart, they do fall in love. Aditya and Zoya fell in love and proved my beliefs right.
I am failing to understand why people are so surprised on seeing Aditya behaving this way? From the way I am seeing it, Aditya has always been this way . And no, I am not talking about his impulsive nature.The destiny has played a brutal game with him. Making him face the same scenario again and again. His father when left him and his mother , the heart of a child was broken. It scarred him so deep that his entire belief system got ripped apart. Pooja was there , always, to hold him and comfort him. She was a lot more than just a friend. A blanket he wore to hide himself and disappear from the entire world. His escape root. His go-to human. Aditya became a person who was terrible to express his feelings and his heart found the solace in pooja. Ofcourse the love bloomed , because the very foundation of love or any relationship is trust. He didn't know how to live without pooja anymore. They became Humsafar.
But they were supposed to fall apart. Destiny again? No.
Unke beech Ishq toh tha magar mohabbat nahi.
Ishq ek ehsaas hai.
Mohabbat ek sailaab hai.
Years later, the life came full circle. Aditya lost the one person who had his heart and soul and trust and this woman shattered the healing man who was still struggling to forgive the first betrayal. This time, turned it out fatal. Not physically but emotionally.
However, It was pooja before, this time it was zoya. the only difference being, Aditya knew pooja would never understand the pain he went through and hence it was easier to run away from the feeling, masking it from everyone.
Now zoya, knew what Aditya was going through. Not because she could see through him but because she felt the same. Aditya's defence mechanism kicked hard in the similar manner and knowingly or unknowingly, he kept zoya closer just like he kept pooja close; but this time the story was changed, because he knew that zoya was the only person who was going through the same wrecking pain and for the first time after his father left him, he did not have to mask himself.
Aditya fell in love again. Not with the girl he found beautiful from the first time he ever saw her, but with the girl who seeped into his blood gradually. This time his love was passionate. Not because he had felt it for the first time. But because she was his Humdard.
Jo mohbbat humard se hoti hai, wo hila deti hai.
Aur ye Mohabbat sirf ek ehsaas nahi hoti, mohabbat umeed hoti hai, mohabbat taakat hoti hai aur kambakhat kamzori bhi.
Aditya had understood that he would fight the world for zoya and win her because he loved her. He is yet to understand that he would leave zoya and let her live , because he loved her.
As I had previously mentioned in the last posts that it is impossible for Aditya to step back because he was once blamed to be a bad lover.
Zoya's love had made him strong enough to revolt the world , zoya's love will make him weak enough to revolt himself.
His actions were stupid , kiddish but human.
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