guys, love seems to be topic, so here is my first love letter to share with you all.
My love,
If you intend to keep this letter, you will have a hearty laugh reading it after an year or two.
My first letter to you , I thought and thought a lot how to start this letter, I realized its very difficult to pen your thoughts, and even more difficult to channel your thoughts before writing them down.
Why am I writing to you in the first place? There is something I wanted you to know. Something I am too scared to let you know but don't want to have the feeling later that I did not let you know how I felt.
I don't recall when I first saw you, The first time, the first time.i wont say I stood there standing staring at you when I first saw you, I wont say I fell for you then but I think it was close to that. I don't know a bit about you, not even a single thing, I don't know your birthday yet, I don't know simple things like what color you like, what food you prefer, your favorite flower, your best friend , I don't even know if you like me or not , a thought I keep telling myself to be optimistic about.
I know you would say we are too young to make a decision and stick to it. I know, I understand. I am not sure either. You are not a decision I made, you are not a choice I made, you might not be the answers to my questions, but I want you to be. I don't know you, I want to know you more, I want to take the unknown path ahead with you whenever it might be. Time is an important factor, I m willing to wait with you , for whatever it takes, to accept the way we turn out when it matters.
There are times when it just makes me happy when your thought passes by. The thought to come here everyday to meet you and see you even be it clandestinely is worth making a wish every night. This is a big wide world and I m scared if u might not think I am the one for you. There is a small world of mine where you are filled to the brim. A small place where no one else matters, nothing else matters.
I am not sure if it's too early or I m too late in letting you know how I feel. I don't know if I had my chance and let go of it, I m not even sure if you like me forget reciprocate the same feelings I hold for you, but well here I am baring my thoughts to you, in a sincere manner which I feel I might not be able to express if I had to tell you.
Do reply, even it breaks my heart, the thought of you coming near me , the chance to smell you, the chance to see you that close to mark your picture in my mind , the probable thought of you shaking my hand for a hello or good bye makes the pain all its worth.
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