Bhallas got happy seeing ishita agreeing to stay with them in their house.
Toshiji -thank u, thank u puttar ji. Aapki wajah se we could see our ruhi aur ab uske saath kuch din reh bhi lenge. Thank u so much.
Ishita -thank u mat boliye aunty. Infact thanks toh mujhe kehna chahiye. The way u r loving Ruhi, it's really heartwarming, warna kaun aaj ke zamane mein kisi aur ke bachche se itna pyaar karta hai. Really it's hard to find such true love. She said looking at bhallas.
Mr bhalla -thank u beta, Aap freshen up ho jao, phir baaki ki baat karte hai. Neelu, madam ko guest room dikha do.
Ishita -ji, Ruhi chalo ,tumhe freshen up kara doon, she said forwarding her hand but Ruhi hide into Raman's arms making ishita's eyes filled.
Toshiji -main kar deti hoon, Aap thak gayi hogi. Meri gudiya mujhse ready hogi naa?? She asked to Ruhi to which she nodded happily and jump into toshiji's arms while ishita was still standing with her arms open.
Toshiji -i will take care of her ,Aap freshen up ho jaiye. She said breaking Ishita's trance. She just nodded and went with neelu before she burst into tears.
Raman was looking at her but got distracted when ruhi called him saying -papa nehlayenge.
Raman smiled and said -come to papa, bachcha. He said opening his arms and ruhi jumped on him. He pulled her in a tight hug and took her to his room. Ishita saw all this and felt like alien to her own daughter.
She went to the room and locked the door. She walked to the bed and sat on it. She burst into tears and start crying bitterly. She was thinking how Ruhi don't want to come to her but went to bhallas happily. Then she remembered how Ruhi use to cry for her arms but she always went ignoring ruhi's cry.
Ishita -sab kuch meri wajah se hua hai. It's my fault, I pushed my daughter away from me. Uska kya kasoor hai. Usse jisne pyaar diya ,woh ussi ki ho gayi. She got more love from bhallas then me. Toh woh bhi ab unhi se pyaar karti hai, I lost my daughter. I lost my daughter. She said crying hugging her pillow tight.
Soon she slept feeling tired.
On the other hand, Raman took Ruhi to his room and then they went to washroom. Raman give bath to her and then make her wear a blue frock.
Ruhi was too tired and sleepy. Raman bring milk for her, she had it and slept in his arms. Raman was rocking her continuously while Ruhi was sleeping peacefully in his arms.
Raman kissed her and said -mera bachcha, how much I missed u. Kaash main hamesha ke liye tumhe paas rakh paata. He said and hugged her tight to his heart.
An hour passed, ishita got up hearing the ringing of her phone. She picked it seeing kaki ji's number. She told kaki ji that she came to bhalla's house.
Kaki ji-r u mad, Maine tumhe bheja tha ki tum Ruhi bitiya ke saath time spend Karo and u took her to them. Ab woh kaise tumhare paas rahegi.unko kaise bhoolegi.
Ishita cried and said -toh main kya karti, she was just not living with me. Naa khati thi naa soti thi, din bhar sirf roti rehti thi. I can't see her like this, toh main le aayi usse.
Kaki ji-but this way, they will be close to her, aur tu aur dur ho jayegi.
Ishita -dur toh main ho hi chuki hoon. I have already lost her, aur sahi bhi hai. I deserve that, the way I behaved with my rooh, I deserve this only. Maine kho diya apni bachchi ko kaki maa. I lost her, aapki baddua lag gayi mujhe, Main kho diya apni bachchi ko. She cried saying.
Kaki ji -aisa mat bol bachche, I never wanted this to happen. Main toh bas tum dono ko saath dekhna chahti thi, kabhi nahi socha tha ki Ek aisa waqt aayega ki tu apni bachchi ke liye aise royegi. I just wanted u to be together.
Ishita -but she chosed them over me, kaki maa. Mera haath chuda kar chali gayi, like I am nothing for her. Mera bas kuch khatam ho gaya, kaki maa. I lost my bachcha, I lost her. She said and hung the call. She sat there for long and finally went to freshen up.
After an hour, ishita was sitting wearing a blue shirt with black pants thinking where is ruhi, when the help come to call her for dinner.
Ishita -aa rahi hoon, Ruhi Kahan hai??
Help-ruhi baby toh bade sir ke saath baithi hai and eating.
Ishita -oh ok. She said and walked out only to see Mr and Mrs bhalla sitting with Ruhi. Mr bhalla was happily feeding ruhi while she too was feeding him back while toshiji was just smiling and kissing Ruhi again and again.
Ishita smiled seeing Ruhi so happy but her eyes were teary.
Ishita -dopahar se shaam ho gayi, par Ruhi ne mujhe Ek baar bhi miss nahi kiya. Mere saath bhi toh din bhar Raman ka naam leti rehti thi, but mujhe bilkul miss nahi karti. Main kya karun Murugan, Kahan le jaun apni bachchi ko, ki woh sirf meri rahi. Mere paas uske siva kuch nahi.kya karun ki woh mujhe phir se pyaar karne lage. She was standing there and thinking, when she heard -what happened, why u r standing here??
Ishita turn to look and saw raman standing there.she wiped her tears and raman said -aap ro rahin hai??
Ishita -no. Nahi toh.
Raman -yes, u r. What happened??
Ishita -nahi, aisi koi baat nahi hai. Let me go. She said and was going when he hold her by hand.
Ishita turn to him and glared him.
Raman -sorry, I just want to know the reason for ur sadness.
Ishita just look at him and said -let me go, Aap nahi samajh payenge meri problem.
Raman -try to kijiye, shayad samajh paun. I have been observing u ,that u r disturbed from the time u came here.i saw Aap uss samay bhi ro rahi thi.
Ishita was about to say something but composed herself and said -mujhe aapse koi baat nahi karni, aapko Ruhi chahiye thi naa. I took her here, enjoy with her for next two days. Phir main usse le kar chali jaungi. Aap sab se dur. So concentrate on her, not on me. Got that,she said and turn to go.
Raman was just looking at her when she turn again and said -and yes, please tell ur help to send my food to my room. I am just so tired to go downstairs. Saying so she went inside and cried -mera sab kuch cheen kar keh rahe hai ki dukhi kyun ho, why u r crying.
Raman -yeh kitni rude hai, I really don't know whats her problem.saying so he went downstairs.
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