Hi friends back with new update .Part 24
Toshiji held ishra hands and took them away from the mall , they all then went for dinner but she could notice ishra being very disturbed by the happenings of the mall.She was cursing the moment they met shagun's mother , finally after having dinner in silence all drove towards their house . Soon they reached their house ,toshiji pressed ishita's shoulder and spoke " everything will be okay ,give him sometime ".
Ishita nodded and went to her room , she looked for Raman but he was not there , but had went to washroom . She too took out his night cloths and started waiting for him to come out , soon he came out and ishita went inside to change . After few minutes when she came out ,ishita noticed that , he was standing near the window . She was confused weather to talk to him or not ,finally after much thinking she walked to him and saw him holding a glass of alcohol . She got angry witnessing this and shouted angrily" Raman you again ..."
He stopped her in mid and spoke in same tone " Ishita please ,don't bother me ,I m not in a mood to listen your lecture ,you go and sleep .".
Saying so he took his bottle of rum and went out of the room . Ishita too was hurt with his act ,so she didn't followed him and went to sleep without checking where he went .She tried a lot to sleep , but the happenings of the day and its after effect was not letting her sleep . She started crying ,as she felt like stuck and trapped ,she love him and don't want to go away from him ,but seems he has not yet included her in his life . agree he asked time from her but how much time ,its long and her patience was breaking . She cried till long and finally slept after deciding that now its over ,she is done with him and is not ready to bear more pain . She decided that if Raman is not ready to include her in his life ,she will also not force herself on him rather will go away from his life. Deciding so she finally slept at late night .
Next morning she got up bit late ,she checked Raman but he was nowhere in room ,she thought he must be downstairs .Ishita got ready and went down,she listened toshiji talking to Mr bhalla " bhallaji its enough , now I don't want to live in Mumbai any more . aap ticket book karo I m doing packing ,hum jald se jald yahaan se jaayenge .(seeing ishita she told her too ). ishita puttar you too complete your and Raman's packing ,I will leave this place asap .
I- you people go mummyji ,I m not coming .
T- you are not coming ,what do you mean by that .
I- bahut ho gaya ,mummyji now I can't take it . I tried a lot but seems he don't want to forget shagun and move on .it seems that I walk two step forward then being pulled four step back . abhi hum koshish kar hi rahe the unhe shagun ki yaadon se nikalne ki but her mother ruined everything . Agar itne dino mere saath rahne ke baawzood he is affected by her mothers words then I can't do it anymore . Main thak gayi hoon mummyji ,living in a love less and hopeless relationship .
T- but puttar you two are married ,he is your husband ,how can you leave him in mid like this .
I- mummyji in a relationship both should try to make it work ,but in our only I m working and he isn't even trying .
T- you mean to say that you will again leave my son and let him live in dark . kab tak jee paayega wo aise .
I- mere rahte na sahi but may be he will understand my importance after I leave. please don't stop me mummyji , main nahi ruk paaungi.
T- but puttar tu kahaan jaayegi ,kya kahegi apne pariwaar se ,aur tu Raman se door jaane ki baat kar rahi hai ,will you he able to live without him .puttar we all ,I ,you, bhallaji, Raman ,we all are family na ,aise musibat padne par koi pariwaar chod kar jaata hai kya .
I- you are right mummyji ,I do agree with you but ab nahi ho raha mujhse . I m sorry ,ab aap Raman ka khyaal khud rakh lo ,please mummyji don't plead me like this ,I will not be able to deny you again and again .
T- but puttar ...
Toshiji was about to say something when Mr bhalla held her shoulder and spoke " jaane do toshiji ,ishita is right ,she tried a lot but kab tak . when your son is nalayak ,how long we can expect her to adjust ".
Both ishita and toshiji saw ,their eyes were filled,both were looking each other with hopeful eyes ,Toshiji pleading her to stop while ishita was apologizing as she was not obeying her mother in law. They were still talking when they listened shoes sounds of Raman , they looked at the stairs and saw him climbing down the stage . The ladies wiped their tears while Mr bhalla sat on the chair and called neelu to serve the breakfast . Toshiji too turned while ishita too tried to get busy in work , when she felt Raman coming near to her . He walked to her and stood near her ,she don't know how to react or what he exactly wanted from her ,when he lifted her face by holding it with his both palms and spoke " I m so sorry ishita ".
All got shocked listening to him ,Ishita too looked at him when he spoke " yes Ishita ,I m very sorry my yesterday events , mere kaaran shagun ki mom ne tumhe itna kuch suna diya ".
Ishita don't know how to react while toshiji immediately got up from her place and spoke " what did you just say Raman ".
R- ma ,papaji ,Ishita ,I m sorry . I know main jitni baad bhi sorry bolun it won't lessen my mistakes but ,I m so sorry for all my bad deeds ,Maine aap logon ko bahut takleef di hai na ,but I promise ab main utne hi achche se aap logo ki care bhi karoonga .
T- ye tu kya bole jaa raha hai puttar .
R- wahi Jo mujhe bahut pahle bolna tha ma . After yesterday incident ,I was so depressed,I again went back to shagun's memory and was drinking . even I shouted on ishita also ,then went
from there without thinking that what ishita's state will be as shagun's mother mocked her too along with me . After about an hour I went back to my room thinking ishita must had slept & I will be escaped from her questions but saw her crying . my heart skipped a beat seeing her crying and the decision taken by her that she will go away from my life, scared me more . I went from there aur main raat bhar sochta raha . I tried a lot to let her go away from me so that I will be left alone with shagun's memories but every time I close my eyes to recall shagun's face ,I saw ishita's face . After much thinking , finally I m able to decide that shagun was my past and ishita is my present . I had already lost shagun but will never want to loose ishita ,its enough ishita ,bahut pareshaan kar liya Maine tumhe ,I had made you cry many times but not from now , from today I m yours ,only yours . Aur ma we will leave here only ,hum kahin nahi jaayenge .
T- but wo shagun ki ma ,if she will again...
R- aane do , I don't care ,aap ho na meri sherni Punjaban ,aap jawaab dena unhe moreover she is the one because of her I realized that I and ishita ate together now . because of her only I realized that ,ishita never got anything from me except getting mocking and insult .
Saying so he walked to ishita and spoke
" Maine tujhse waqt maanga tha na ,now that time is over ,I m ready ".
Ishita smiled between her tears when he spoke wiping them " I m sorry ,you had gone through so much because of me ,but ab nahi . I will not promise that I will forget her but now I will not let her memories haunt our life " saying so he settled in dinning table while Toshiji and ishita were still standing in their places ,still trying to believe that what they had listened is true and they are not imagining.That's when they listened him ," Ishita,ma aaj aap logo ne breakfast nahi banaya hai kya ".
Toshiji nodded " humm ,bana hai ,I m serving you ".
I- no ,mummyji you sit ,let me serve you all .
All settled in their place while ishita started serving breakfast to every body , she served Senior bhalla's and was serving Raman when he held her hand ,she felt shivers in her body and saw him ,he was already looking at her ,they shared a brief eyelock which ishita broke and pulled her hand slowly from his hold while he spoke " you too sit and have your breakfast ,then we have to go to office. " .
T- hasn puttar you to sit ,Sit beside Raman.
Ishita nodded and settled beside Raman and all started having their breakfast together ,happily .
That's all for now ,hope you like it. Enjoy reading and do comment.
Shiv Shakti
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