I ran out of club and finally caught my breath. Tears that i was holding from so long finally made way through my eyes. Not able to understand anything, I quickly moved towards my car and drove away from that place. That effing place! I wanted to run away from the world. From every person in this world. I needed some peace. I did not want to cry but my tears were not stopping. I stopped the car at at the place which gave me peace and took a sigh of relief. Our place. The bridge. I couldn't go home like this. Not in this condition. I took out my phone and dialed a number.
"Bhabhi!! Mujhse nahi hoga ye sab. I cannot do this. Main marr jaungi Bhabhi. " i started crying hysterically as soon as Bhabhi picked up the phone.
"ANUSHKA?" the voice from the other side said. My breath stopped. It was him. I had dialed the wrong number again.
"Anushka tum theek ho? Kahan ho?" he asked with urgency in his voice. Not able to understand anything i cut the call. This wasn't supposed to happen. I sat near my car and cried my heart out.
I could see his name flash on my phone but i had no power in me to talk to him. Not at this moment.
10 missed calls. I took my phone and switched it off. I don't know what happened after that, probably i fell unconscious.
When i opened my eyes, I saw Siddhant infront of me. He had tears in his eyes and a water bottle in his hand. He was probably trying to wake me up.
"Anushka" he said as i opened my eyes and engulfed me into a hug.
"Tum theek ho Anushka? Kitna darr gaya tha main" he said cupping my my face. His eyes clearly showed how scared he was. He took me into a hug again.
"Tum yahaan kaise aaye?" i asked him faintly.
"Tell me what happened? Tum yahaan aise? Kya hua Anushka?" he asked. I had never seen him like this. Concern in his eyes made me weak.
"Kuch nahi hua Siddhant" i tried to lie but my tears said the truth. He gently wiped away my tears.
"Anushka please bolo. Kisi ne kuch kaha tumhe?" he was on a verge of crying. We both were sitting on the road. I stood up and freed myself from his hold, turned away my face from him.
"Tum nahi samjhoge Siddhant. Tum nahi samjhoge" i said, crying again. He came to me and turned me towards him.
"You are scaring me. Batao mujhe" he said firmly this time, as his hands wrapped around my waist and he pulled me closer.
"Vedant wanted to get close to me Siddhant, he tried to kiss me" I told him finally and hugged him as tight as i could.
"Yeh mujhse nahi hoga Siddhant, maine bohot koshish ki par " I started crying again. I felt his grip loosen. And i got back to reality and left him.
"I am sorry" I said as I wiped my tears and moved away. His face was blank. His eyes looked tired. Sadness all over.
"Sab meri wajah se hua hai. Sab maine kia hai. Meri galti hai. I am sorry Anushka" he said and his eyes teared up.
Unknowingly i moved towards him and hug him and he hugged me back instantly.
"I love you" i hear him say and a smiled appeared on my face instantly. 8 years. 8 years i had waited him to say these words.