One lone tear that came out of Nandini's left eye and fall down her cheek! To her, her husband was her husband! He is dominating, angry, ambitious person, but still, he was her husband! Well, since the beginning, girls, in most of the families, are taught that her husband is everything to her and divorce is a taboo! They are taught that you gotta adjust to have a happy married life; you gotta understand that the person who brings food in your plate or the roof over your head is god to you! You gotta keep him happy!! Not just because he is the bread earner, but also because it is your duty! N here comes innocent girls like Nandini! Who, firstly has nowhere else to go and secondly never learned for how long it is called ADJUSTMENT! There is a proverb in Hindi, AB TO PAANI SAR SE UPAR JAA RAHA HAI! Means we gotta wait until water goes over our head! Why?? Why can't we leave when we see that the water is increasing?? Why wait for the water to consume us totally??! Because according to these people, paani kam bhi to ho sakta hai??Then why go and commit a social crime like GETTING A DIVORCE!! After all, society doesn't respect a divorcee!! Ab koun samjhaye , that this " society they are talking about always looks for a reason to disrespect a woman, divorcee hona to ek bahana hai! But yes, Nandinis are Nandinis! Way too nave to understand where is this thing heading? The first thing she learned from her husband is, maybe that she is undereducated,worthless girl, who has nothing but a beautiful body, who does nothing but gives headache to her husband! She is nothing but an object! An object to be used by her husband anytime he wants and for any means! Apne pati k kuchh kaam aa sake to dhanya ho jaaye! But deep down her heart, Nandini wants to be loved! And that' the reason she is still with Rajdeep! She always wanted her family and the family bonding and LOVE! Her parents are no more, she herself lost her best friend once... so her hubby became the one from whom she just want smallest appreciation and maybe a small hint of love or affection! He beats her and makes it looks like she was at fault! Abuses her and makes her feel that she deserves that! He insults her and makes her feel like she is unworthy of being respected!! And... he makes love (???) to her and makes her feel that this is his right and she can't say NO!!He uses her as a toy for his sexual pleasure anytime he wants! Still, this is called LOVE MAKING!! And maybe, in the bed, during his assaults, he says something good to her once in a blue moon... maybe not... Still, for Nandini, he is her husband!! He may even decide what kind of clothing she should wear... because to Nandini, he knows better what's more modern and what goes with the society they are a part of! Among all these abuses, Nandini only looks for a small hint of affection! Even the smallest! That's the reason she went n hugged him from the back when everyone was blaming her for the sprinklers ... and she went on telling her hubby how she saved her hubby's izzat by giving the escort girl, her bangle!! And also promised her hubby that she will help him anyhow about MAKKHIJA n finance for his path lab, when Rajdeep manipulates her with his fake longing for family, knowing full well, how much she longs for a family!! Little did she know what this help is!! She even didn't believe that she was sold off, and was asking for help from the same guy who sold her! Because, he was the husband! Her husband can beat her, abuse her, throw her out of his house, but can never push her to sleep with another man! And again she came... to him... held him tight... and went on telling him, what a bad person Makkhija was!! She still felt that HE WAS HER HUSBAND and the lone tear from her left eye that fall down her cheek, after knowing the reality...
P.s... I donno how am I gonna tolerate tonight's epi! But, I know that finally Nandu is coming out of his grip...
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