Raman was looking at her without blinking his eyes while she was go on explaining how she feels everytime he touch her.
Raman couldn't hear anything more and said -shut up, just shut up. I don't want to hear a word. He roared in anger making ishita stop.
She looked at him and said -issliye main kuch nahi bol rahi thi, as I know aapko achcha nahi lagega. Aap nahi samjhoge meri problem. In fact noone will understand my pain. She said and start crying again making him feel guilty for his words. He closed his eyes to compose himself and then said -ok, I am understanding ur problem.
Ishita -no u r not, nobody can.
Raman -ok, then help me understand. Tumhe mera choona pasand nahi??
Ishita nodded in no pricking his heart. He closed his eyes try to control the pain and then asked -do u love someone else, kya tumhari shaadi mujhse zabardasti hui hai.
Ishita look at him and said -nahi, mujhe aap pasand the, aur Maine kabhi kisi se pyaar nahi kiya. Infact I am near only to my cousins. Mere kisi ladke se dosti bhi nahi thi.meri toh padhayi bhi girls school mein hui hai. Maine kabhi kisi se pyaar nahi kiya, infact kabhi kisi ke bhi baare mein aise nahi socha.
Raman -ok, toh main tumhe kaisa lagta hoon??
Ishita -aap achche lagte hai mujhe, meri itni care karte hai. Mujhe itne achche se rakhte hai, meri har khwahish puri karte hai. I love u, I love spending time with u, I love being near to u. She said making him smile.
Raman -toh problem kya hai??
Ishita -problem yeh hai ki I don't like ur touch.
Raman got confused hearing this and said -do u like someone else touch.kisi aur se physically attracted ho??
Ishita looked at him in horror and nodded in no.
Ishita -how can u even think like that, Aap mere pati ho, why I will feel anything for anyone. Mujhe choone ka haq sirf aapka hai.
Raman -toh phir tumhe mera choona achcha kyun nahi lagta. Tum jaanti ho main tumhara pati hoon, I have every right on u. U don't love anyone else, infact u love me. Then why u don't like my touch.he said getting confused.
Ishita cried hiding her face in her lap and said -i told u naa, aap nahi samajh payenge. Koi nahi samajh paayega. Main khud nahi samajh paati why I don't like ur touch when I love u. Aap jab mere saath nahi hote, I miss u. Jab wapas aakar mujhe hug karte hai toh achcha lagta hai. I feel good when u peck my temple but I don't like when u do that with me. She said making a disgusting face.
Raman look at her red puffy eyes and dried face and went out. He brought a glass of water and said -have this.
Ishita had the water in a go and said -i am sorry raman. I am troubling u naa,trust me I don't want to. That's why I never told anything about this, Socha kuch dino mein khud hi sab thik ho jayega, but nahi ho raha.sach mein, I am trying hard par mujhse nahi ho raha. She said feeling guilty.
Raman call her closer and she came near to him. She kept her head on his chest and said -i am sorry raman, I am sorry. I am trying but nahi ho raha mujhse.
Raman don't understand anything but wrap his arms around her and said pecking her temple -its alright ishita, it's alright. He said and start patting her. Soon she was in deep slumber exhausted by continuous crying. Raman made her sleep peacefully and settle on the net to find answer to his problem. He look into internet for long and atlast could understand that he should consult a sexologist. At first he was reluctant to consult a sexologist but after long discussion within himself he decided to go ahead with his decision. He searched for the best sexologist and was seeing for a female sexologist but sadly all were male. He thought for a while and finally appointed a meeting with one of the sexologist whose reviews were good.
After doing all this, he settled next to her and slept. He tried to touch her but she shrugged his hand even in her deep sleep making him believe that his decision is right.
Next day, both went to meet the doctor. Ishita was looking around and feeling awkward. She waited for him to say something but when he didn't said anything, she asked herself-hum yahan kyun aaye hai, Raman??
Raman -to take opinion, listening the way u r telling me that u want to feel good but can't, I think its psychological problem then physical. So I took u here, so that u can talk freely and we can get to know ur problem aur agar koi aur problem bhi hui, we can get the solution. He said making her eyes widen in shock.
Ishita -aap pagal ho gaye hai, u want me to talk about this to someone else. Matlab I will tell someone that I can't enjoy se,she paused and then said, this with my husband. Kitna ganda lagega.
Raman -sex, they call it sex. Why u r being so uncomfortable just with the word. It's between us only, we r husband and wife.
Ishita closed her ears hearing this and said-chee raman, why u r taking that word again and again. I don't like it, please don't say it again. And one more thing I am not going to talk about it to anyone. I am going home. She said and went out before Raman can stop her.
Raman got up and went behind her and said -ishita, ishita listen to me yaar.yeh koi tareeka nahi hai, I brought u here and u r running away. Iss tarah problem se bhagna solution nahi hai.
Ishita -toh kya solution hai, ki main uss doctor ke paas jaun and tell whatever I feel. R u mad, kitna ganda lagega. Isse achcha toh main mar jaaun.
Raman -arey uska kaam hai yeh, aur log jaate hai aise doctors ke paas. It's not a big deal.
Ishita -it is a big deal raman. Main yeh sab sabko nahi bata sakti, aur naa hi bataungi. If u want I can bear ur se,she stop for a while and said again -bear all that for all my life but I am not going to talk about this to anyone.
Raman -bear?? Reallt ishita, bear, is this some kind of burden on u. Is my love for u is burden for u.
Ishita -i don't know and I don't want to know. All I know is that I can't talk about all this to anyone. Aap mera sach jaante hai, if u can cope up with it, then I am OK and if u can't then leave me. Kyunki main nahi badal paaungi khud ko. Kyunki yeh mere bas mein hi nahi hai. She said straightly making Raman shocked to no end.
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