Tum Mere Kaun Ho?? - A Rikara SS ...Ch19 - 06/04 Pg 71 - Page 41

Originally posted by: rikara94

Like All i also thought same about sid😆😆

But at last dil khush kar diya usne..he sacrificed his love 😳 But still mujhe woh chipku acha nahi lgta😛

Yeahh finally om stood for his wife and trusted her whole heartedly..finally he listened to his heart😳

I was amazing..loved it

Originally posted by: KhwabonKiRani

Nice update

Chapter 15

Gauri hugs omira as soon as sid is out of sight!

Tum theek ho na omira; bahut tang kiya na sid ne tumhe?? Gauri asks while kissing her all over her face ( Omira! Are you allright? Sid troubled you a lot right?)

Shh!! Gauri...Abhi rehne do. Ghar leke chalte hain usse om speaks dodging off her question... ( GAuri!! just let her be...We will take her home first)

Gauri nods and leaves with omira and om...

They reach sharma mansion and get inside...Gauri takes omira to her room and puts her to sleep with om tagging along her...

Mr.oberoi aap ghar chale jaayie; raat bahut ho chuki hai...Gauri advises him. ( Mr.oberoi I think you should go home now..It's late at night)

Nhn gauri! main kahin nhn jaane waala hoon tumhe aur omira ko chod ke...Tumhari haalat bhi theek nhn hai aur omira ko bhi kissi cheez ki zaroorat pad sakti hai...om justifies his stand of staying back... ( No gauri! I am not going anywhere leaving you guys behind. Omira might need anything any moment and you aren't in your best shape either so I am not going)

Mr.Oberoi par aapko takleef...Gauri begins to speak

Have you lost your mind gauri...Apne parivaar ki dekh bhaal karne main konsi takleef hogi bhala mujhe?? Gauri ek baat tum kaan khol ke sun lo! Main jaanta hoon ki humare beech problems hain but aaj unki wajah se omira par aa bani hai; aur main yeh hargiz bardaash nhn karunga. Maine peechle do mahino se koshish kar raha hoon par tum ho ki apne dil ke darwaaze pe taala laga ke chabi guma ke bethi ho...om tells her in frustration... ( Mr. oberoi there is no need for you to bother! Have you lost your mind gauri? What botheration will I have to look after my own family? Gauri just get it clear in your head once and for all---- I know we have a lot of misunderstandings and problems between us and today because of all this omira is in trouble; And I wouldn't tolerate it any further. I have tried my level in the past two months but looks like you have just thrown away the keys somewhere after locking the doors of your heart...)

Kya chahte hain aap Mr.oberoi?? ki main sab kuch bhool jaaun? Aapko maaf kar doon aur aapke saath aake aapke ghar main rahun?? Par Mr.oberoi main koi kaanch ki gudiya nhn hoon aur na he main koi machine manushiya hoon ki jab aap chahe jo aap chahe main wo karun; insaan hoon main aur mere andar bhi dil hai. Dard mujhe bhi hota hai; takleef mujhe bhi hoti hai gauri replies pointing towards her heart... ( what do you expect from me Mr.oberoi? You expect me to forget everything and come with you to your house after forgiving you. But let me tell you Mr.oberoi I am neither a glass doll nor a robot to just listen and agree to whatever you tell me to. I am a god damn human with emotions. Even I get hurt; even I go through pain.)

Aur mujhe bhi bachon ki fikar hai; yeh mat bhooliye ki ab tak maine unhe akele paala hai... she adds ( And I care about my kids; Don't ever forget that I was the only on looking after them since the past 5 years)

Gauri mujhe pta hai ki tumne bachon ko pichle 5 saal tak akele paala hai aur tumhe fikar hai bachon aur tum ek achi maa ho...Aur maine tumhe kab aisa kaha hai ki tum machine ya kaanch ki gudiya ho. Main bas itna chahta hoon ki atleast tum mujhe mauka toh do..Tum jaisa kahogi; jo kahogi main wo sab karne ke liye taiyaar hoon par thoda toh tum mujhe ishaara do na gauri...Om pleads her ( Gauri I know that you have single handedly brought them up and you care about the kids. I know you are a good mother gauri. And when did I ever tell you that you are a glass doll or a robot? I just want a chance gauri...All I need is just one chance! I will do whatever you tell me to do just give me a hint gauri..)

Humme himmat nhn hai. Nhn hai himmat ek aur baar apne dil aur bharosa tudwaane ki. Aapko hum jaisi ladki ke saath nhn rehna chaheye Mr. oberoi she says ( I don't have it in me anymore. I don't have the grit in me to get my heart and trust broken again. Mr.oberoi you shouldn't be seen with a girl like me anyways)

Kya matlab hai tumhara tum jaisi ladki se? om asks her shocked ( what do you mean by a girl like yourself)

Tum sid waali baat soch rahi ho kya?? He asks again...to again be welcomed by silence ( Are you stressing your brain after what what sid said??)

Tum wo sab ho jo mujhe meri zindagi main badi shiddat se chaheye gauri. GAuri tumhe pehle he keh chukka hoon ki main unn tasweeron pe vishwaas nhn karta hoon. Mera dil jaanta hai ki tum kabhi kuch aisa kar he nhn sakti...Tum toh paani ki tarah pavitar ho gauri; koi aib nhn hai tumme aur tumahre charitar par...Om comforts her ( GAuri you are everything I had ever wanted with all my heart. I have already told you that I don't trust those pictures gauri. My heart knows and tells me that my gauri isn't capable of doing that. Gauri you are as pure as the running water; You have no impurities gauri)

Kaise aapko yakeen nhn hai?? Pehle toh aapne baton aur naam par yakeen kar liya tha toh ab jab tasweeren dikhaayi hain toh kaise nhn kiya yakeen?? Gauri asks him wanting to know what has changed him so much ( How do you not believe those pictures? I remember earlier you ha accused me based on what you had heard from others and the name you had seen and now you don't believe the pictures...How??)

Insaan apni galtiyon se bahut kuch seekhta hai aur maine bhi seekha hai... Jo ateet main maine tumahre saath kiya wo sab jalan main andhe hokar kiya; Tum shuru se he mujhe affect karti thi par main manna nhn chahta tha tab isisliye maine dil aur deemag ki ladayi main se deemag ki suni aur jalan main jaanwaron jaisa sulook kiya tumhare saath par iss baar maine sirf aur sirf apni dil ki suni hai gauri...Mera dil mujhse keh raha hai duniya main kuch bhi galat ho sakta hai; par gauri ki apne omkaraji ki taraf pooja nhn...Om explains her removing her insecurity... ( A person learns from his mistakes gauri! and I have also learnt my lesson. Whatever I did with you in the past was all because my sanity was clouded by blind jealousy.. Gauri you have affected me since the very beginning; probably when we had met for the first time but I just didn't want to acknowledge that fact.. My brain had won the fight between my heart and brain gauri and that I how I ended up rebuking you like an animal. But now I have listened to my heart; only my heart gauri. My heart is telling me that GAuri's devotion for her omkaraji can never be questioned. All the things in this world can go wrong but not gauri's devotion)

Omkaraji ek baat poochen aapse? Gauri asks him resting her forehead against his... ( omkaraji can I ask you a question) Haan poocho na gauri! haq hai tumhe mujhse kuch bhi poochne ka...om tells her...( Yes go on gauri! you have every right to question me)

Agar jo unn tasweeron main tha wo waake main he sach hota toh kya karte aap?? She asks him genuinely... ( what would you have done; had the pictures been true)

Jo cheez ho he nhn sakti uske baare main kyun sochna hai gauri.. Mujhe pta hai ki tumhare liye main kya hoon; maana tum manna nhn chahti ho ki tum ab bhi mujhse pyaar karti ho par tum bhi yeh sachai jhukla nhn sakti ki tumhara dil aaj bhi sirf aur sirf omkara ke liye dhadkta hai; Tumahri har saans pe mera naam hai; tumhare zindagi pe mera haq hai..Tumahri aankhon ki sharmo haya sirf mere liye hai; tumhare chehre ki muskaan sirf mere liye hai..Aur jab yeh sab baatein mujhe pta hain aur tumhe pta hai toh btao tum ki kaise wo tasweerein sach ho sakti hain bhala?? Nhn ho sakti..kabhi bhi nhn gauri!

Fer kyun sid ne humpe aise ilzaam lagaaye?? Wo aur hum toh bahut ache dost the na?? Kyun usne humare baare main aise socha? Kyun usne humara vishwaas toda?? Gauri breaks down and falls on the floor saying this... ( Then why did sid accuse me? He and I were best friends then why did he think so low of me? Why did he break my trust?)

Kyun isss duniya main sab humare saath he aisa karte hain? Kyun jispe hum vishwaas karte hain; jisse hum prem karte hain wo hamse juda ho jaate hain. Kyun hum itni footi kismat leke paida hue?? Kyun she speaks sobbing... ( Why is it always in this world? Why can I not always be with those who I love and trust. Why am I so unfortunate...WHY?)

Om sits down with her on the floor and engulfing her into his embrace he says; aisa kuch nhn hai gauri! Tum bhool jaao sid ke ilzaamon ko uske ilzaam lagaane se kuch nhn hoga gauri. Jinhe tum pe vishwaas hai aur tumse pyaar hai Unhe koi faraq nhn padega ki sid ne kya kaha aur kya nhn. Aur tum koi badnaseeb nhn ho! Meri gauri toh bahut achi hai; sabka itna dhiyaan rakhti hai; sabse itna pyaar bhi karti hai...Gauri kisi doosre ki galti ka dosh khud ko dena sahi nhn hai meri jaan! And places a soft kiss on her hair.. ( it's nothing like that gauri! Please forget about sid...His accusations will not change anything; the ones who love you and trust you will continue to do so despite all those rubbish remarks...And you are not unfortunate gauri.. My gauri is the nicest girl ever who cares and loves everyone; GAuri it's not good to blame yourself for the mistake you haven't done.)

Humara eklota dost tha wo om feels bad that she never considered him as her friend but doesn't interrupt her...

Humara sahaara tha wo pichle 5 saalon ka; Humne apni zindagi ke 5 saal uske saath baantein hai... Kyun usne humari dosti ka apmaan kiya? Agar pyaar karta he tha toh yeh sab kyun?? Kon sa pyaar karne waala doosre insaan ki aise bezati karta hai...Pehle kaali Thakur ne humari izzaat ki dhajiyan udaayi ; fer aapne aur ab sid ne...Kyun bhagwaan?? Kyun di hai hume aapne aise zindagi jahaan siwaay dukh ke hume kuch nhn mila...Gauri cries lamenting on her fate and clutches om tighter.. ( he was my only friend! He was my solace; my strength since the past 5 years of my life...He and I have shared the last 5 years of ours lives together... Why did he insult our friendship? Why did he fall so low if he truly loved me? Which lover will affront his love the way he did...first kaali Thakur then you and now sid...All of you have thrashed my respect. Why god?? Why have you given me such a life; A life full of miseries.)

Om is ashamed of himself but he stays strong to soothe her...Aise nhn hai gauri. Kisi ke kuch bolne se kuch faraq nhn padta hai gauri. Main ya mere ghar waale tumahre baare main kuch galat sochenge aur duniya kya sochti hai usse hume koi matlab nhn...Tum kaise kos sakti ho apni zindagi ko; koi haq nhn hai tummhe aise bolne ka..Itne pyaare bache hain humare gauri; Kya wo tumhari khushi nhn hain?? Aur tumahri he wajah se toh meri saansein chalti hain; agar tum apni zindagi se ruswa ho jaaogi toh mera kya hoga gauri... Aur mujhe nhn pta tha ki meri baryeli ki dabband chirraiya Mumbai main rehne ke baad itni darpok hogyi hai... ( No gauri... It doesn't matter what people say. My family and I don't think about you like that and we don't care about what the rest of the world thinks. How can you lament your fate gauri? You have no right to say like this when life has gifted you with two beautiful children...Are they not your happiness gauri?)

Haan sahi keh rahe hain aap; zindagi ne hume bas yehi ek khushi di hai. Humare bache humari zindagi hain aur unke ilaawa koi nhn bacha humare liye jo humara apna ho...she says crying ( Yes you are right; Life has been kind to me by giving me these two angels in my life...My kids are my life and except these two I have nobody in this entire world who I can call my own)

Main hoon gauri! main hamesha tumhare saath hoon...Om tells her breaking out of the hug ( I am there gauri. I will always be there)

Aap hain humare saath?? Toh pichle 5 saal kyun nhn the? Pta hai kitni zaroorat thi hume aapki? Humne kitna yaad kiya tha aapko par aap nhn aaye omkaraji! Humne socha tha ki humare bachon ke janam ke waqt aap humara haath pakad ke humare saath honge par nhn the aap...She tells him honestly Humare bachon ke naam rakhne waqt; unke pehle shabd par nhn the...Jab humari maa guzar gyi tab nhn the aap hume kandha dene ke liye; hume chup karwane ke liye hume yeh yakeen dilaane ke liye ki hum akele nhn hai iss duniya main...Kyun nhn the??? She asks him clutching his collar ( You are there with me? Then why were you not there for the past 5 years? Do you even know how much I needed you? Do you have any idea how much I missed you but you were never there omkaraji. I had thought that you would be by my side; holding my hand while I give birth to our kids omkaraji...But you weren't. You weren't there during the naming ceremony of our children; you weren't there when they spoke their first words...When my mother had passed away you weren't there for me to give me a shoulder to cry on; to console me; to ensure me of our togetherness...Why weren't you??)

Sorry gauri! mujhe laga ki tum mujhse nafrat karti hogi...Main kuch bhi bardash kar sakta hoon par tumhari aankhon main khud ke liye nafrat nhn dekh sakta main gauri. Jab tum ghar se nikli toh main itna toot gya tha ki samjh nhn aaya tumhara saamna kaise karun...Par main galat tha gauri...!! kaash main hota uss waqt..kaash gauri and rests his forehead on her ( sorry gauri! You would be hating me was my only thought gauri and I can't put up with the hate for me in your eyes. I was guilty and I didn't know how to face you after you had walked off gauri...But I was wrong. I should have stopped you; i wish I was there gauri...I wish)

Ab toh nhn jaayenge na aap?? She asks him innocently ( You won't leave me again)

Kabhi nhn...agar gya toh jee nhn paaunga main; bahut mohabbat hai mujhe tumse gauri...He says truthfully with his eyes reflecting his love... ( never! I won't be ab;e to stay alive if I leave; I love you a lot gauri.)

Gauri leans forward and places her lips on his...A kiss that was soft; gentle yet reassuring for both gauri and om..A kiss to bind them in a bond stronger than before...

Both of them sleep cuddling to each other; crying in each other's arms...Enjoying each other's embrace after 5 long years.. Taking in each other's warmth after what seems like a century...

Next morning;

Om wakes up to the prettiest site; his gauri in his embrace like the sweet old days..His daughter sleeping like him with an open mouth; duvet thrown away carelessly...

Gauri wakes up due to om's proximity and is startled seeing herself sleeping next to om; cuddled upto him on the floor... She get flashes of what happened between them; the kiss they shared last night and mentally smacks herself for falling weak and giving in...

I am sorry Mr.oberoi! kal raat jo kuch bhi hua wo nhn hona chaheye tha..Gauri says standing up composing herself... ( I'm sorry Mr.oberoi! Whatever happened last night shouldn't have happened)

Kya matlab hai sorry? Jo kal raat humare beech hua kya wo tumhare liye ek galti hai?? Asks a hurt om ( what do you mean by sorry? Was everything that happened last night between us a mistake for you?)

Mr. Oberoi ! gauri starts to say...Mumma!! Rayan comes in calling and wakes omira...Aree papa bhi yahan hain..good morning papa the children greet their father.. ( OH!! Papa is here as well!)

Good morning bachon!! Om replies...

Mumma! Hum humesha aise he kyun nhn reh sakte..Kyun papa roz subeh humare saath nhn hote rayan asks innocently... ( Mumma! Why can we not stay like this always? Why can papa not be here every morning with us)

Rayan!!! Gauri calls him out sternly..

Abse papa humesha aapke saath honge; subeh jab aap utho toh bhi aur raat ko jab aap soyen tab bhi..i promise om promises his kids... ( Papa will always be with his children hereafter...I will be with you both in the morning when you wake up and at night when you sleep)

Sachi??? Omira and rayan ask him jumping in happiness

Muchi!! Replies om kissing them...

Yeh aapne kya kia Mr.oberoi? bachon ko promise kyun kiya? Hum samjhaa rahe the na unhe...Gauri repraminds him while dragging him out of he room.. ( what did you do Mr.oberoi? I was about to explain them)

Mere bache ne pehli baar mujhse kuch maanga hai aur kaisa baap hounga main agar apne bache ki ek khwaahish bhi na poori kar paaun toh aur who bhi aise jo ki uska haq hai.. Om tells her... ( for the first time; my child has asked me for something And what kind of a father I will be to refuse him for this simple demand which is more his right)

Par aap roz subeh aur raat yahan kaise ho sakte hain...Gauri asks him confused.. Kitna lamba safar hai aapke aur humare ghar ke beech...BAchon ka dil toot jayega agar aap nhn pahunche time se toh; gauri adds.. ( But how can you be here every morning before they wake up and at night when they get to bed?? Our houses are at quite a distance...And the kids will be heartbroken if you fail to reach)

Jaaanta hoon! Isiliye maine kuch socha hai. Om tells her relieving her.. ( I know! And that is exactly why I have thought of something)

Kya socha hai aapne Mr.Oberoi..gauri asks him raising her eyebrow.. ( what have you thought Mr.oberoi?)

Maine socha hai ki main permanently yahaan tumahre ghar main shift ho jaunga... He starts ( I have thought of shifting here permanently)

KYAAA?????? She shouts shocked ( what??)

Haan...bilkul sahi sunna tumne! Isse humare bachon ko maa aur baap dono ka pyaar mil jaayega...Aur mera travel time bhi bach jayega aur bachon ka dil bhi nhn tootega... MUjhe tumhare saath bitaane ko bhi time mil jaaega...he tells her closing her shocked mouth ( yes you have heard that right! By this simple step; our children can get love from both their parents and my commute time will be saved which will save kids from being heartbroken... Also I can get some time with you)

Aap aise kaise kisi ke ghar main reh sakte hain Mr.oberoi?? she asks him Sharam nhn aayegi aapko? Duniya kya sochegi jab unhe pta lagega ki mashoor artist omkara singh oberoi oberoi mansion ke bajaaye kahin aur reh rahe hain toh...She adds ( How can you stay in somebody else's houselike this? Are you not ashamed? What will the world think when the news about you leaving oberoi mansion will leak??)

Arre! Isme kaisi sharam? Aur waise bhi tum toh oberoi mansion aane se rahi toh isiliye maine socha ki kyun na main he aa jaun. Kya farak padta hai...Chahe tum oberoi mansion main raho chahe main yahan rahun ek he baat hai! Aur waise bhi duniya kyun sochne lagi---main apni patni aur bachon ke saath reh raha hoon...he tells her ( Why will I be ashamed? You will not agree to come and stay with me in OM so this is the only option left so why not... And There is no difference in you coming there in OM or me moving in here with you and the kids. And why will the world think anything when I am moving in and staying with my wife and kids)

Patni nhn hain hum aapki! She declares furious.. ( I am not your wife)

Humara talakh kabhi nhn hua tha toh isi kaaran humari shaadi abhi tak jayaaz hai chahe tum maano ya na maano...Om tells her and goes to his kids leaving a frowning gauri behind after pecking her cheek.. ( we were never divorced so that means you still are my legally wedded wife; either you agree or you don't doesn't make a difference)

Kya samjhte hain khud ko?? Bade aaye humare ghar aake rehne waale...Hum bhi inhe dikha denge ki Gauir kumara sharma kya hai. Aane do inhe; aise mehmaan nawazi karenge ki kabhi nhn bhoolenge hume...gauri mutters under her breath and rubs her nose... ( what does he think of himself? How dare he come here and stay?? I will show him who GKS is...Let him come; he will never forget the kind of treatment he gets in this house...)

Breakfast table;

Chalo rayan, omira jaldi se kha lo...fer hum mall chalenge aaj! Gauri tells the kids.. ( Rayan, omira come and eat your breakfast; we will go to the mall afterwards)

Haan aur mall ke baad papa ke ghar se papa ka samaan bhi le aayenge...Om adds ( yes and we have to go to papa's house to pick his tuff as well)

Omira and rayan look at each other and facepalming says koi humari bhi toh sunlo! Humse toh poocha he nhn ki kahan jaane ka mann hai hume.. ( nobody bothered to ask us about our preferances)

Aww!! Mere bache? Mumma ko pta hai ki rayan aur omira ko park jaana ka mann hai...Gauri tells them pinching their cheeks... ( aww...My children! Mumma knows that you two want to go to park)

Acha! Toh park bhi chal lenge...Om adds... ( Oh!! So we can go to the park as well then)

Nhn! Rayan and omira shout shocking rikara... ( NOOO)

Mumma! Hume na aaj ka poora day aap dono ke saath spend karna hai kahin door...Jahaan bas hum he hon aur koi nhn...Omira tells her parents.. ( Mumma!! Rayan and I want to spend some family time.. Just 4 of us and nobody else)

Gauri and om look towards each other and nod at the kids...Theek hai hum chalenge...jaldi se finish karo breaksfast...Gauri tells them and feeds rayan while om feeds omira intermittently... ( Ok fine. We all will go; now quickly finish your breakfast)...

After breakfast; the family of 4 leave the sharma mansion for their day out...

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